living among the most despicable human beings on this planet

if I thought that something could be changed I would not be writing this now. according to the press, in the country where even the Serbian Freemasons are deeply divided it could only be the state of chaos. nobody is responsible for anything anymore – these are the times of the wolves. and serbs gave me the cancer today. here is how. I said that I won’t be describing what they have been doing to me anymore but I believe it is important to describe this particular incident. these motherfuckers know that I have been describing similar harassment earlier and they do it on purpose now. it is scientifically proven that exposure to semi asbestos particles is the leading cause of lung cancer – it is only the matter of years before one gets it following the exposure. smoking cigars all your life is a childs play in comparison to inhaling the asbestos stuff only once.

this evening as I was standing at the streetcar stop across the faculty of Law in Belgrade the driver of this streetcar No. 12 – please see photos enclosed for the information on this vehicle and timing

– let go off air brakes as hard as he could (and believe me they do not do it as hard when other people are around) just as this part of the streetcar was passing by me – this was entirely on purpose. as it happened and a large gust of air was released into the ground then a large cloud of dust with semi-asbestos (or even 100% abestos as these cars are so old - rejected by countries like switzerland and germany and given to serbia for free) particles completely enveloped me and I started choking. I have a lung pain and tightness in chest and I feel as I have eaten a metallic dust (at 11:30 PM - 3 1/2 hrs after - following this up and feeling sick with pain in around xiphoid process and cheeks are warm to touch. feeling feverish.) I left what I was supposed to do and immediately headed home to write this up. I was choking all the way. couple of days ago I went to ER for breathing problem as similar harassment has been going on for several months but today I realized that it was a streetcar asbestos dust that has been choking me all the time. here is the excerpt from ER report:

semi asbestos comes from braking on the stops and this was a huge concentration raised up in that cloud. I wonder if this person’s karma will be that his dearest ones will die from leukemia and worst forms of cancer and I am sure that due to these incidents I will have the problem myself with it in several years. if anyone knows how is that sanctioned legally (international law) please provide that information to me. this is beyond organized harassment, i think Italian, American Mafia in comparison to these guys is just a bunch of choir boys. these people in serbia are commiting serious crime(s) as i have described here with serious consequences and are getting away with it. I practically do not know what to do – there is not any shield of any kind in Serbia. I also believe that karma of those that let it happen to me - knowing full well what expected me here - for example marc merchiore, an ICE agent and his kiss and kin, will be somewhat interesting. did I deserve this? I won’t answer this question because serbs know the answer to it. I wonder what the Serbian karma will be as well.

Here is the proof that I have been paying for my public transportation rides – so not only did I expect some decency but the least I expected from the PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION AGENCY - BELGRADE ( in Serbian it is: Gradsko Saobracajno Preduzece Beograd; aka: GSP BEOGRAD )  was to endanger my life and my well beingm, the well being of my family, my health and future. this is what they just did and they are getting away with it.

following up on the immediately following day – today I came out to finish some things in town and I felt like being in one huge prison without guards where citizens were the inmates who were released at you - I believe I seriously damaged my heart by being simply afraid and being out. there were many uncalled for and unexpected attacks all over the Belgrade, Serbia that I regret I ever left home. I think my heart turned into a mush after it had been jumping left, right, up and down – in anxiety fear. I think many serbs are natural born predators unseen in history of mankind who deserve everything happening to them at this point. 

not to mention that the biggest crap these days inclusive of the greatest harassment happens in public transportation where i am "close at hand" to these senseless to say the least individuals. exposed to the max, compkoiemnts of the U.S.A.. as far as drivers, some of these motherfuckers still keep on doing similar thing to what was described above and herewith. update on november 3^rd 2016 from a few hours ago:

same kind of people that killed Muammar Gaddafi, same kind

probably the same question that I ask a number of serbs that are coming at me every day!!!!!

that person (or persons) that do it is always in the group - it was never one individual coming at me. what I am saying is they are basically cowards that want easy merits from their habitat for their misbehavior but the cowards are quite dangerous especially when one is not expecting neither when one feels that he should be punished or harassed in public. they come at you from nowhere. You do not think about them but they come at you straight like a bullet or stray dog – from nowhere. cowards believe they won’t be punished for their deeds, they feel they have the green light to misbehave and in Serbia they utilize their very ugly freedom to hurt others to a great degree. if some great power like Austria-Hungary stood behind me they would have caused the WWIII al;ready. this statement corresponds to the effort they are making against me and my significance and importance in local habitat or the world. the citizens of serbia, not necessarily serbs, sigh. yesterday, one chinese or korean student got involved in their efforts too ( i can make difference between Chinese, Japanese and Korean people) which makes this situation and state of mind contagious rather. beyond weird - nevertheless.

IMPORTANT MENTION

This is just a thought - does not have to hold true. One American agency planted me in Serbia to see and acknowledge what kind of people are serbs by measuring what progress will I make in a couple of years. now  13 years after I am worst off in my life so down like I have never been with tendency to go even lower because I do not have car, wife, money, proper future potential. this tells a lot about serbs, not me because Americans already know me.

did I rob a bank in Serbia in these 13 years, did I cheat on somebody except what “crazy” m. prostran claims? and I am not calling this guy crazy but every single person I spoke to said exactly that about him. late Professor Kolja Milunovic called him human hyena. because of serbian old boy network in addition to prostran's connections at the clinical center of serbia, i know that female optician that examined my eyes at their eye clinic ruined my vision on purpose - and she did not even sign the report (it is obvious why she did not - do not even know her name). you go there for help they downgrade your vision 40%.

did I also murder anyone? Serbs behave towards me like I am their slave or the worst piece of shit lying around but there are also people that know who I am and know my potential. Now, that is Serbia – basically, the reflection of me. and let me tell you – at this point it is the piece of shit that everyone can kick around. by everyone I mean every piece of shit and that’s what’s been going on with me too.

Sorry Jamie, now I am a Man!

There was a time I protested in front of American Embassy in Belgrade and nobody was bothering me quite transparently afterwards. Why did I do this? Number one, as a wild guess, Serbian secret services messed up my life and separated me from my family in the States which is a fact. I cannot grasp that American did it on their own. I do not know yet how technically it was done, but I assume they misrepresented my identity to the U. S. authorities (perhaps by creating another one) or misspelled my name intentionally portraying me as someone who was involved in the accusations of genocide. Number two, as the consequence of the number one I could not have seen my child in several years and still I have not seen my child as of 2002. This is fucking unbelievable, but obviously you cannot fight whoever set you up as their lines of power block your lawyers and friends, etc. Number three, there are the factual and unforeseen consequences of one and two.

But, but. Let me tell you why am I bringing this up again?” Because in recent couple of days I have been followed by at least several entities. I’ve never seen so many cars with tinted windows in my life and basically there are too many coincidences to believe everything is a pure coincidence. I am one of the few people that can sense when being followed esp. when agents are not up to their task and it is basically a very sloppy work. In other words, Im freaking scared like I never was because I have no clue who these people are. Next thing I know, they ve been trying to maim me here in the past and more recently. Next thing I know, obviously some people were instructed to keep messing my life in public like public transportation drivers. They keep harassing me, but since I do not want to give new ideas to local bastards I do not want to be transparent anymore saying how the things are done, I will keep it to myself. All I shall claim is I am not feeling fucking all right. That’s all. One Jamie Cummins once told me, Milos, you got to take it like a man. So I did not listen to her advice quite so often.

I ve been walking my dog this evening, probably my only true friend in Serbia and need be I am ready to give up my life to protect him. He is a person to me. However, we came into Milovana Marinkovica street in the elite section of Vozdovac and there was a 10PM party there. I overheard one girl asking somebody what would you like to drink? We have this and that, etc. I know one time in my life I had a potential, but now I know – I will never be invited to such a party in Serbia here. I ve been thrown at a human layer of life where I have to deal with fucking Serbian PT drivers. The more trouble they throw at you, the less time you have to deal with important things in your life. If I had ten parallel lives now, I would not be able to get together and get on well to make a decent progress because of the rap sheet and fucking motherfuckers sucking away the life from me. Well, that is the bad news. The good news were eradicated.

BLACK GUY FUCKED HER !!!!!

one serbian monkey with montenegrin accent passed by me this evening in front of the philosophical faculty in Belgrade and told me Nick-Kyrgios-style, if you know what i mean:

"illegible illegible (and not only that) BLACK GUY FUCKED HER"

wait a bloody minute, motherfucker, black guy fucked who!!! there an't no girl in the States or Serbia or World that i care was fuckin anyone for Christ's sake! i do not have a girl now neither i fucking care. you got a million black guys - refugees - from Africa here in Belgrade and you think they an't gonna be fucking anyone? this 'comment' was meant to deeply emotionally upset me and it must be related to the song that i created recently called BEJBE and posted on youtube where in the song it may appear to some serbo-cretins that i was crying over some lost love or my ex. lost point idiots! i am an artist (and professional at that) and it is just a song, i do not fucking care who fucked who! this just gives you an idea folks who these people are and what are they about (with me.) as far as i am concerned i think creating in serbian language is the waste of time and money for me, it is just causing trouble cos i do not have a public around here.

ALEKSANDAR VUCIC

i think i could drink coffee with him and not be afraid.

nothing but the coolest guy around and kudos although I got beaten twice on his watch. the last time i barely made it. although nothing got better following this dire episodes in my life and although there are many people that are after me I think the problem lies down in the chain of command where the people managed by his subordinates are mobbing me which is most obviously seen when some public transportation drivers come at me as I am exposed and visible. they rev their engines to the max or make other and various types of disturbing noises in order to upset me.
it's about dozing if they need to close the doors they will slam it to make noise, if there is no reason to press on the brakes and there is no emergency they’ll brake like crazy just for the fun of it and to make me flying. these are the poeple that have jobs. the people that do not have jobs i am afraid of them as they will try to attack, sneak, spit, do whatever i consider potentially life threatening - such for example is bum attack when the bum at me, the bum who looks like he is humping on dirtiest city hoes and it just happened around the place where the cheapest whores hang out. so I may just die because of it. one human rights law firm would make millions if they hire PIs to come tape this shit undercover and see what the system does to me. im talking good chunk of money, millions and millions of dollars. these are not only advantages of living in Serbia that I am experiencing here, they also do not feel fear while doing harm as they assume there are green lights to do so, unimaginable in other places where I would like to go and be. no matter what, they are enticed and there an’t no direct control. so what’s their stake in conformity when mobbing my life of quality spent time – and it’s not only that – I’ve been blatantly maimed and harmed as a direct result of their actions. i pity me but who else does?!

If someone could count how many times I was unnecessarily suffering from intentionally made noises executed by unknown (to me) people inclusive of delivery truck drivers like today in vitanovacka street, belgrade - october 18^th 2016 -  and if I was given mere $ 700.00 (comparing to thousands or millions in damages for mental and physical abuse) for every incident whereat I was Serbian target I would have been a very rich man – and I cannot avoid them : what can I do if it is one of my favorite stores and I cannot say kick this company off your delivery list or kick this piece of shit delivery guy off job. it does not work that way in serbia - people are not afraid unlike for example in the United States - they are simply not controllable. I got to suffer but i wonder will this aggression make them a bett er poeple doen the line? this may sound silly to non-Serbians but if we make an experiment exposing most Serbian intellectuals to what I am going through – they would die in the greatest mental and physical pain. the one I can think of is Matija Beckovic. No pun intended.

the fukcing place reeks of injustice 24 – 7, it’s surreal how bad it is.

their problem also is that they do not accept me as an intellectual or an artist. the problem i have is my rap sheet - because to them i was presented as someone lower than them: a lazy bastard, thief, petty thief, nobody, con, murderer, you name it - it is on the Serbian list.

I cannot put up with the fact that there is chaos in my life initiated by the system and i am on the constant run, then the next question is: who runs the system? In the United States if there were not the Freemasons it would have been such a chaos that it would not be imaginable, similar to that one in my case but on a much much larger scale. then again I understand that in my life there are not people anymore like those whose names I cannot mention but they were all friends of mine. I just cannot understand that there an’t no nice people in Serbia those who you could admire but only those that will steer some chaos down the line and that is basically it - the explanation of what I am going through. take for example the leader, he may be all you want but one person means nothing, there must be many people like that in the chain of command and the order they must follow. the last one in the end of line therefore must not suffer because of the system malfunction and it is happening a great deal to me in Serbia. 
number 2 i feel like i am not allowed to be an artist in serbia - they ask did you get diploma did you go to art school - if you did not, you are a cheat. it is like asking Bill Gates for University degree. they just do not get it. or they will say to you - well, you can not make music as you did not attend music school and you cannot read notes, and then they promptly go into attack mode and keep harassing you to death, and that is Serbia as i know it. everybody is talking that Serbian President bought his university degree without ever attending the university - but he has got the power, influence and money, the things i do not have here. basically i am screwed whichever way you turn it. according to local rationale the Rolling Stones are the greatest fraud in history of mankind. why cannot serbs relax, let me live and have fun - at l(e)ast many of them are having fun ruining my life.