Friday, June 28, 2019

the evil they do will reflect in their passengers as well

when i fart serbia starts making ways, 
but it went overboard a long time ago,
 i cannot produce my two cents' worth 
for i don't know why i've been targeted 
if you think it is a serb-eat-serb world
out here, naturally, you won't care.
some unknown serbs have been persecuting me straight-out 
which would make anyone in my shoes resist.
yet when i resist they call for more pressure and action against me
trying to portray my resistance as national treachery.
nevertheless, i feel i am the one who was betrayed by the state as well as many unknown serbian coutrymen,

their infantile egoism (often accompanied with sick aggression and fondness for steroid abuse) and lack of common sense.
for i have not wronged anyone since i came to serbia 

but have to go through their torment and expect no future.
there was no reason for # 1525 tram driver to do that on 0:08 as he passed by me; my ears are still in pain 36 hours after. not if he was not doing it deliberately to persecute me; my profile in this city is sky high, everyone knows me and i am detected from afar; every day it is something new, injurious but different. with my driver’s window open the noise was through the roof, it is hard to describe how it affected me by just hearing it out through mediocre recording when audio flow towards the microphone was obstructed by camera's remote placement. you can see the time stamp and a day when it happened in Belgrade, serbia, one can easily find out who was driving and see what happens to his family soon after. this is one of the serbs I have been talking about in my blog, a prime example. thank God for this Garmin camera I installed. God bless the USA for its technology otherwise much of the serbian persecution would not be exposed. in addition, i am sure that the CAF's (Spanish tram maker) technical support for this vehicle would vouch that what the serbian driver did was deliberate and unnecessary.
to put it simply if you believe in God or the Supreme Being and do bad things against his will (let him who is without sin cast the first stone) God or the Supreme Being will make you pay many times more for doing bad things under His aegis or in His name. the fact is, a number of serbs persecute at their will while putting at peril their loved ones, their immediate families. for if a believer persecutes anyone at his will, someone that the persecutor loves dearly may accidentally die. let's assume, for just thinking unfairly about someone one should pray for forgiveness but for doing any size of harm to someone (unknown) the harm-doer will end up with much more horrible harm in his own family. and no religion (including Serbian Orthodox) can save anyone from Godless doings, cos God is greater than any religion, the persecutor will pay thousand times more if bad things were done in God’s name or under God’s aegis. it is much more affordable for non-believers to do harm and persecute. i am happy if those that persecute me are non believers and atheists. for if one was persecuting in the name of God the price is death. not necessarily physical, but death; it is a pity that those who asked for it and did harm may not let us know from the other side how it went and there were so much more of those related to persecutors than those who did the actual harm!!!!!
those who cast stones at those they do not know are risking death or misfortune to themselves and their loved ones. Serbian Church simply does not care, for this would not be possible in any other country but serbia. I would not be writing about it if I do not go through various serbian persecution on daily basis. I decided not to describe ways in which serbs persecute me for I found out that many serbs copy these actions and many more of those lost souls are out there doing no good. it is a competition for entering hell, nothing less. many serbs are itching to go there asap. such a miserable nation, one cannot believe. it makes me think that 80% of hell is made up of post-communist serbs. i even came across a party of French tourists - about twelve of them - who were huffing and puffing at me today like demons as I walked by so I cannot say that great many serbs are the only evil in this world, but I may vouch that for reasons unknown I am world-wildly known in many countries which I do not desire to visit. The French really surprised me today with their idiocy, I had been thinking they were much more smarter than that. i keep thinking about it. wow, i won't give them hate if that is what they wanted from me. hell, i won't give them no love either.

in the end I do not know why so many serbs are persecuting me? I know that God saved Mary from the Biblical Jews and in this case either I am bigger sinner than Mary or I have been sent before the Lord to select those that are not worthy of his protection for they falsely claim His name to persecute and find joy in that persecution as they are coming at me. the Lord may have wanted Serbs to target me so he could have easily selected those that do. it is a process of burning chaff which provides me no income. realistically, if someone started paying me for what I had to go through I would not be humanely (with this human mind) satisfied if I was paid one million American dollars every day until the day I expire. however, someone, the chosen one, has to do it. i know i will die unhappy for i am over my happiness mark. my time has come. I know I will get some credit somewhere, not on this Earth. and I also know not many people will be allowed in the same place, not more than 100,000. i will personally not allow them there, not with my credit. i will not allow God to forgive or forget. it must be an oversized black book filled with sorrow and terrible things he is keeping on Serbia.

at this point of time, many serbs have been initiated into the harassment  ritual, but the most hawkish ones on daily basis are those working for GSP Beograd, public transportation company of Belgrade. the evil they do will reflect in their passengers as well. so make a cross sign every time you enter any vehicle of the GSP Belgrade. just in case. make small time demons disappear.


aftermath following the yesterday’s post - posted now on July 1st, 2019
sometimes I sort of start to feel some general goodness in Serbia but it is quickly obscured by a lot of evil like its fabric has got of a lot of flaws and errors in its making. like today when I was making a purchase in the MAXI supermarket store on 97, kumodraska street in Belgrade. I was picking up some beer from the top shelf and as it was overstacked and poorly organized one can of beer fell and hit something sharp which prompted liquid to start coming out of it.  a middle-aged employee came around and said something about cleaning it up and then there came a younger employee in his late twenties early thirties (sporting a MAXI red shirt) who immediately started acting like a thug and yelling WHOEVER DID THIS I WILL FUCK HIS MOTHER WHOEVER DID THIS I WILL FUCK HIS MOTHER WHOEVER DID THIS I WILL FUCK HIS MOTHER WHOEVER DID THIS I WILL FUCK HIS MOTHER  WHOEVER DID THIS I WILL FUCK HIS MOTHER WHOEVER DID THIS I WILL FUCK HIS MOTHER  and so he kept winding himself up to no good. I was more than willing to pay for the can which I inadvertently brought down but hey, I’ve been through a lot recently and naturally I did not want emotion to get the better of me. needless to say, i hightailed it out of MAXI. I assume if I had an action camera on me all the time I am out and about in Serbia, it would pay for itself dearly and perhaps I would have become a no-nonsense vlogger.



Sunday, June 23, 2019

following the three days of serbian peace - find a mistake in this post

I had three days of peace. and all of a sudden, I got everything I wished for. a little bit of action in belgrade, serbia. by reading various historical materials I understand that during communist times a negative selection was performed in former yugoslavia whereby intellectuals were killed and their families were made to suffer whereas many of those obedient ones thrived. logically, they now make the prevalent majority in the serbian nation.  
that said, I am fed up of being regarded as second grade citizen by numerous arabs who bought serbian passports. for some reason I am known to them and they go after me making noises – many of them are dwelling in my neck of the woods. all the while serbs, like that particular lidl manager, a female, are running [welcomes] to kiss their asses while pointing laser price scanners at me as soon as I walk into the store for no fucking reason at all but just to be pricks as they were told to – I am a desirable target, a marked man, a paranoiac.

my biggest mistake – if I had ever wanted to become an American – was attending a serbian church there in Philadelphia meeting with enough jealousy to impede my Americanizationist progress for good. mixing up with serbs was a wrong idea to begin with. I should have become a general in the American army, period. that’s about it.

the only reason serbs attack me now in Serbia is because they feel they relate to me and I m not talking of no friendly fire either. to compare, they kiss arab asses instead. if i was arab or any other foreigner they'd kiss my ass to the point of utter appallingness. this is a betrayal before the Lord. and the reason is decades of negative selection. i wonder what some serbs dare, it appalls me since i cannot be shocked no more. I have nothing in particular against the arabs, only if they would have left me alone. they are Semitic too and I have none anti-Semitic intentions whatsoever.