Tuesday, August 29, 2017

serbian gangbanging association

I believe that karmic cycle (payout) of my tormentors (those that created my destiny, most of all GW Bush administration) has not even started yet because I have not been brought down completely, I am resisting still. as soon as serbs set me off square (those premonitions) I hereby grant advanced permission to bring them to level. And fully without exceptions except for many friends and their fam.
someone somewhere had tried to associate me with thieves, drug dealers, murderers, gangbangers, with goal to mess up my life further. even though I do not know none of them and have no associations with any such individuals in serbia. I am not even a wannabe neither had shown the aspirations. I do not sport any gangbanging tattoos the likes of which I have seen today on people that booed me with scoffing coughs down at dorcol area of belgrade city. those that made associations of me belonging to these crime units they had thus wanted to attribute their crimes to me. it is why I am saying that karmic cycle of those – top to bottom – who started my “new” destiny has not even started as yet as they are going to be squealing for justice. what do I have to do with serbian criminals is anybody’s call, but most of all it is the call of someone with great power and influence to spread out rumors and lies in order to disrupt lives and destinies. we’ll see. no, motherfuckers, I am not a criminal, I am t-h-e- artist and your actions are preventing me from doing my work. I do not carry tattoos not even the musician type ones even though I dabble in the music field. serbs are not stupid they know the difference, they are just mean and careless, they do not care whatever the hell happens to you as long as they are peachy keen. hence the perm. if this bitching ever turns into a book let's call it like that, the perm, whatever the heck it may mean to some.

Sunday, August 20, 2017

daring to walk through the streets of one weak-minded nation’s screwed up place, the place where there is no hope and no Jo'Annas ...

riding in over-crowded

 public transportation in belgrade is like 

"running the gauntlet" 

where you have no clue who did what,

who hit you in the nuts from behind,

who spat at you, etc.


we are talking a very mindless nation, the one that had designed its concentration camp for torturing mainly their own kind even though its location was in croatia. presently, this cultural trauma continues on the streets of belgrade where serbs were urged to give me a highly traumatic experience (symbolically one victimized being is enough to maintain this serbian undemocratic tradition of exposing and torturing individuals without a due right to defend themselves.) in public, when I am passing by some belgraders - the torture sometimes pretty much resembles the practice at concentration gulag of goli otok as very aggressive and hateful citizens use my openness and goodness to attack me. 

i believe serbs derive orgasmic pleasure from harassing me, endogenous morphine is a potent drug, so in 14 years they never ceased to molest especially since the aim of torture is to prevent solidarity.

as I exit belgrade this practice continues to a lesser degree throughout serbia which practically means that entire serbian land is one torturous gulag. by contrast when couple of years ago I went to croatia for two weeks I recorded none such incident.

“Goli Otok found its place in Croatian cultural memory as an example of human rights violations in totalitarian regimes, as a place of individual sufferings and traumas.:

 “The Croatian toponym “Goli Otok” literally means “bare island”, which corresponds to the island’s lack of vegetation. Goli Otok was not an ordinary prison, but a concentration camp. People were imprisoned there without a trial and punished with so-called “community service labour” (Cro. “društveno koristan rad”, abbreviated as DKR) which in effect meant hard labour. “Gauntlet” meant that each newly arrived detainee had to walk between two rows of detainees who would flog, spit, punch or throw rocks at a new arrival in order to avoid being forced to run the gauntlet themselves. “Boycotting” implied the hardest labour, smaller food portions, sleep deprivation and communicational isolation. Mental torture conducted by guards as well as physical torture conducted by both guards and other inmates become a hallmark of the prison.”


"The persecuted became the persecutors," Isakovic said. "Just try to imagine what someone's mind must have gone through if he would report on a friend who had tried to be kind to him."

These character-destroying techniques were one reason for the silence that later surrounded Goli Otok. Neither prisoners nor guards wanted to talk about their experiences in public. Some inmates became so dependent on their captors that, in later life, they were almost incapable of taking even trivial decisions for themselves.

A lecturer at Belgrade University recalled the case of a friend from Goli Otok who would anxiously ask the security police if he should take out a loan or get married. "Finally they got fed up with him and told him to go away . . . Yugoslavia had changed but he hadn't."


"America overcame the experience of Vietnam by talking about it. Had it not done so, it would not be a democratic country -- but a concentration camp. We too have to tell the truth about our past,"

Tuesday, August 15, 2017

“I killed bakari Henderson” 3



a question to all serbs:  was there a crime in this country that I did not commit?

“I did 9 / 11”




serbs speculate that I had a major role in 9 / 11

many wonder why I left the united states following the 9 / 11 leaving my family behind.

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nobody needs to lie about me esp. not the serbian sensationalists, lying, rumor mongering miserable bullshit artists

Monday, August 14, 2017

"I killed bakari Henderson" II

afternoon, belgrade, august 15th: another driver (on the bus line 23; Cvijiceva bus stop; around 18:10hrs) was intentionally airing brakes as I was entering bus which engulfed me in the smelly cloud of asbestos particles from the braking system thus I proceeded only one stop and exited on Takovska Street right nearby the national television headquarters of serbia.
I went into delhaize store (takovska  9) to buy something to drink and as soon as I entered two female workers started behaving like crazy as if I was a robber who tried to rob the store or steal something, one followed me around remaining behind my back like a shadow all the time. I noticed their unusual behavior and asked what’s up, why they’ve been acting weird and all wired up; one of them naturally denied. but it was not only me who spotted their behavior. a couple of blonde, Aryan looking foreigners that could have been german but also danish and/or Norwegian did notice the commotion as well. the foreign man started chasing behind me while making intentional noises. I made my purchases super quick trying to end the ordeal. I was thinking too to video record their faces but I felt sorry for the poor souls (I think I sensed they were not deliberately targeting me but were just following the Serbian drift) and I was too tired to act quickly. the prejudiced action of the foreign couple really surprised me as I was always thinking that germans and Nordic nations were bright people. it also spoiled my plans to visit those countries at one time, I think I won’t. they must have been thinking too that I "killed bakari Henderson." I wished more foreigners were following what serbs did and said when I was not involved. is there a crime that i have not done in serbia ?!! It is one huge fuck you for all those involved.