Monday, July 24, 2023

for those of you who still remember me ... one of my nicks used to be the village idiot ...

In Serbia I can tell crazy by looking at their eyes and gestures … or, I have been the magnet that attracts crazies, not! I believe they are on the task of ruining my life for the government, crazy all the way to the bank … making a living. today, as I was checking out groceries in lidl store (save maskovica street, banjica, serbia) waiting at the register 4, the crazy looking guy came over behind me and immediately slammed my cart into me - the cart was behind me - on purpose, even though he could have chosen to get checked on several remaining registers as there were only few shoppers in the store. but no, he came to my side pretending that me and my cart was his problem and pushed the cart right into me. as I saw him coming and eyeing me in crazy fashion, I anticipated some kind of trouble already – thus I was ready; I just did not know what was it going to be. before that, I saw several agents in the store as they are highly recognizable to those in the know with their EDC man-purses nobody else carries in serbia, and thus I came to believe that this was some sort of sting operation whose goal was provocation … as these guys were around to be the logistics and support in case things go awry as they had planned hoping for my reaction. hopefully the times will come when the trees will fall, and the monkeys will scatter, but it takes a village, you know …

 

Saturday, July 22, 2023

another miserable day in Belgrade, Serbia – birthday, July 2023

 

I would probably get much better service locally if I was filming my visits to local eateries like vloggers do … as I love to eat and drink my drinks, alas, my friends, my dear friends, alas, … namely, today I went with friend to a restaurant-bar on goce delceva boulevard, new belgrade, serbia … I was told that the property belongs to a senior figure of the serbian regime and I ordered a mineral water. I was not afraid to have a drink there even though it was run by somebody who does not support my work but rather opposes my prosperity going by what my (hostile and/or extremely hostile to me) peers are enjoying in this country … however, the bottle was brought opened and it is just a principle not to use it although I tipped later. because I did not order coffee or anything like that, and the waiters did not bother with opening it in front of me, that by itself tells me the tales of the place and the servers. also, the waiter guy, shortie who did not serves us came to show that he recognized me and he started flexing around!!! I felt like I was going to get jumped. as I was exiting saying goodbye, I did not consider they would set up a trap by the exit to throw something at me … do not know if it was some powder or some liquid but I saw the deal with two of them ambushing me as if lying in wait and the throwing motion of the taller guy as I was passing by. I would have used a book I was carrying to protect me but did not know what they were actually going to do, I thought if they did anything they were going to kick me first. the friend was behind me so I played it out like nothing happened, perhaps he also got a notion that something was going on, but he was only puzzled that I did not have my drink of water.

as I was pissed by the acts of the regime hounds, I went to order a shish burger nearby but immediately was spotted by more crazy people who wanted to show off and started reacting in hostile manner on seeing me and threatening to wait up with my order or else; even though the serving window was half empty. then the servers also recognized me and I am not sure if I was served the best food as I could not taste anything good, the food was beyond mediocre. perhaps because the locals are super nasty and full of prejudice …

Wednesday, July 05, 2023

my state of affairs; belgrade, serbia, July 2023 … pure discrimination

even though I was considered a possible enemy coming from the country hostile to the U.S. nobody there was creating a problem of this magnitude to me. overall, during my stay in the U.S. I felt comfortably normal in comparison to what Im feeling in Serbia nowadays especially as of the moment I became a vocal opponent of the current regime that has allegedly been sponsored by the U.S. government which is false marketing on the part of the PRs of the regime as if it was indeed sponsored by the U.S. government, the things would not have been happening to me, period. what goes on is that there are serbian government agents who are following me around making my life highly uncomfortable to the point that I have been asking myself whether they can be detrimental to the point that endangers my well being and life, and the answer is always yes, it is highly likely and possible. for instance, in the half empty maxi's parking lot when I was backing up making sure moments before that the coast was clear there was a person who obviously ran towards my vehicle to start banging all over it trying to make me believe that I did not see him, as he was allegedly behind. however, since Im alert and pay attention to these safety issues, the latter was not possible and the banging stuff was deliberate and way out of this world, more like a provocation to start a fight like it happened with milan m. in 2017 ... in another instance today, 7/6/23, at the same maxi supermarket near autokomanda square, three alleged delivery drivers blocked the exit path in the store and even though they realized that I was carrying groceries in their path they did not bother to move as if I was nonexistent. I felt it was intentional provocation meant to start something bigger more than just a stupid thing to unnerve me. next thing I know, there are people who rev their high power engines when passing my vehicle in the dead of the night when it is impossible to clearly discern who is coming at you and who are you passing by unless you are a member of a situation stage team, so the guys following you are signaling via a radio system or phone that I am about to come up and so on. strange repeated things to make you realize that you are the target and to start worrying … all Im worrying about is who is managing power in serbia right now, it boggles your mind when you see them dressed in them phony patriotic jackets all united in their evil against notions of friendship, respect, liberty, equality, solidarity. they are making you nervous but Im pretty sure they are not all about this baby wimpy stuff, as there is more to it. it would make everybody afraid when the persons under attack realize that they have been targeted by the general population.  

my recommendation is not to accept any benefits, goods or services coming from Serbia until they allow me a normal living which in my serbian experience borders with impossible. for me Serbia has been the open prison where general population is allowed to walk the walk and do as they please without any hard supervision / surveillance whereby they would be accounted for their actions. furthermore, I feel like an African male in 18th century America. unknown people with complex of superiority are allowed to turn your life to complete shit.

talking more about pure discrimination … when i put paintings on internet they stay there for years, unsold. once i trade those same pieces with other collectors they are able to sell them overnight. why? because people that have money is serbia are strictly forbidden to do business with me or else, or they have been told derogatory stories that Im also hearing from third hands. of course, there must be those that are scared or advised out of networking with me. in general, as far as Im concerned, serbia to me looks like the inferno

 

 

Tuesday, July 04, 2023

my state of affairs in serbia for the world to know

Im becoming vocal because the Yugoslav (Serbian) post communist government has been trying to shun me ... and they were completely successful in doing that for the last couple of years especially

so I figured out it is better to show the world where it hurts than let these motherfuckers get to me with total impunity on their part.

the latest thing I heard from the government employee today [7/4/23/] - working for the serbian agency equivalent to the national resources division in the U.S. - was that "people won't do business with you because you give off negative energy" - this was out of blue from the person who gave me a phone-call obviously trying to mess up my mind as well as day ... it appears to be a new Yugo / Serbian government agenda against the people they do not like

Monday, July 03, 2023

psst.

word is bond, when we win a power struggle

with our ideological enemies in serbia

all those gallery owners and artists that were

detrimental to our success throughout the last decade

will pay the price for their doings ... though we may pardon a few

                                                                                                vujasinovic

july 2023