serbian obsessions - turning things upside down (Isaiah 29:16)

many serbs have obsession with cars and driving skills. there are numerous examples of people that drive used-up-though-pimped and polished Audis and Porsche SUVs, but rent a communal one-bedroom apts at the same time. so if they look down upon you and cannot find anything nastier to add, they will spread rumors by calling you a faggot or a bad driver. the country is small enough for rumors to spread fast. to add insult to an injury – if they have a pick on you - they will even honk in traffic while passing by, which is similar act to arab shoe throwing in contempt. good driving skills here assume that you feel powerful enough - in your most powerful looking ganged-up engine with deep window tint - to beat up some fellow driving faggot whom you don't like if you feel that you can dominate and that you can get away with exhibiting some stunt driving skills that would have put you in check in any other nation that has not been letting bad guys win all the time. and it is quite easy to feel as dominating around here - if you only associate (for example, by saying hello on a daily basis) with someone attached to the power grid.

DISEASE IS NOT A MATTER OF CHOICE

I am not saying definition of serbia is pretty much like a disease but there is a similarity in when a disease chooses to attack – one cannot do anything about it – one does not choose a disease, it is not a matter of choice. same as if the madman chooses to fight you.
all I am saying is this – I’ve been under serbian attack for 24 years and I almost feel targeted like Austrian archduke franz Ferdinand, although a bit luckier than him for the time being. there an't no difference between grisly practices, warlike nature and deadly agenda which probably does not even exist here in any other kind; old Celts are actually a very good parallel. serbia is probably centuries behind with respect to the humanitarian postulates that were set and bequested upon the Earth by the American Founding Fathers. many serbs are the earlier version of humans, the ruthless, unparalleled kind that does not exist much anywhere no more, except here in serbia. in reality, they do not possess the ability to obey. if your way of life is to start wars and create problems then you will easily be involved into persecuting someone like me who means no harm on a daily basis. and i am not generalizing but the percentage of those involved is quite high.and they are not stupid but very arrogant, perfidious and very sly, they even played the United States like a tune, so my American friends (generalizing) kicked me like a can down the road.
today I was under heavy harassing/persecuting attack - throughout the city of Belgrade (hate to say this name; and - let me hate something for a minute as well - it is probably good to meet aggression with aggression sometimes) - of all serbian half-literate poltroons who apparently overheard something about me writing something against the Serbian government on my blog again, yesterday. they'd killed me if they could.same as disease

psychopaths within the serbian government

++++ plainly, i am in hell regarding the system and many people that live here in serbia. believe me, as soon as i criticized both the system and the serbian-police-state in my previous post, the serbian reprisal has begun. i guess the plan is to ruin me emotionally and financially. it hurts and boggles mind when you know you are being singled out. the comparable feeling may be when you know that you are at mercy of satan. if you would allow me a freedom to ramble in just one sentence herewith then i would have to say that - imo - serbia must be the satan's main domain of the entire world. bit by bit, the real life is getting choken out of this place, and - that i can feel. the entire city of belgrade feels like a prison where the goverment retributions are easily made. this ticket, image below, was given at 19:20 this evening. and to check whether i was targeted on purpose or not - someone riding with me stood there (policing the serbian police) watching for another hour only to check if those two policemen that wrote this ticket below would stop anyone else for the same traffic violation. the answer was NO. even though there were numerous drivers that did the same turn, they did not stop anyone else. the policemen logs can prove it. during all that time, just yards from them cab drivers were creating havoc and traffic hazards, these officers did not do nothing about it. in other words, this is called intentional profiling and TARGETING and their desire to mess up your survival in this hellish atmosphere and surroundings is quite sincere. you just do not have an opportunity to rejoice life in serbia. in addition, the last time i got fined (there is a blog entry about that experience here) the serbian traffic cop lied that he was chasing me on a motorbike. i paid a hefty fine for that lie. the whole system here is based on lies, corruption, injustice. and THEY are in charge. the greatest mistake i ever made in this lifetime was associating with serbian (balkan) people once i arrived in america as all my problems (are practically based on rumors and lies) were staged in that community.

16 years of serbian hell - living in flight or fight mode

the proof (top) i made two S.O.S. calls to bloody serbian police to no avail. no follow ups to check on how i was, no nothing, they got my number.

as if serbs were redirected to kill me. while driving today I was deliberately cut off  at least 20 times. there is a feeling the enemies pop out from all sides. the first time it happened (around 13:35) I was not alone so I have a reliable witness. we were inches away from tragedy. those were twenty close calls, twenty attempts upon my life with perpetrators using much bigger cars than mine. alas, this evening I went to see my friend Dr Stanislav Zivkovic who lives in retirement home in the suburbs and as soon I got on the freeway there was a guy who followed me with high beams on dangerous part of road - this person also cut me off pressing the horn while passing by. after I had flipped him off for being the jerk he was, he followed me for fifteen minutes. I know the tag number but I won’t post it here. I made a stop a hundred yards before toll booths and a turnpike and this person stopped behind me, he pulled up and started cursing and asking me to get out and fight him. his car, subcompact super-mini class, is registered to a company, a business person, there were ads on the side-doors. during the fifteen-minute chase I phoned police twice but the serbian police is my sworn enemy. it’s a given in the jazzed-up police report for the proceedings that are currently in place after I was attacked by the government official in the city’s parking garage last year. this time too, when they found out who was calling, they did not do anything just took their time promising reaction and nothing happened. I had a feeling that they were laughing their asses off. serbian goverment animals, I got no good words for them. I could have been killed meanwhile. I cannot wait that something changes here. and it will be never. so far it has been indescribably bad. and it will remain so. karma is a bitch so we’ll see who got wronged whom. sometimes it is generations that are paying and everyday unsigned IOUs keep coming, at least the feeling is that bad, the feeling is bad. i do not care who, say if the Heavens pays back with something, may it be everlasting peace for me and the friendly folks and everlasting horror for the enemies. i assume they cannot get to me intellectually so they assume brute force is the solution and key. there is a high number of violence junkies in serbia. all it dawns to me is to blame my ancestors for settling here. but i cannot do that. if there is hell on earth, serbia should win that position, hands down, imo. on the other hand, i live my life with a goal not to bother and be nuisance to anyone. 

to hell with everything that is bad, and you know what it is when you encounter it.

these incidents alone make me concerned that some innocent soul may meet with an accident in the Serbian St. Nicholas Church in Philadelphia. That's where it started to get bad, initially, that's where the worms were let loose. Holy Ascension Serbian Orthodox Church in Elizabeth, New Jersey, too. Then, a group of churchgoers must not change one man's destiny, but it happened. Hope no bloodshed happens in that church ever. The feeling is real bad.