attacked with vinegar in serbian supermarket

[would be willing to take a polygraph 

and swear under oath 

that everything stated below is true 

and nothing but the truth]

 

april 26^th, 2023, belgrade, Serbia, brace jerkovica, stadion mall, RODA MEGAMARKET, zaplanjska 32 … ca. 21:55 hrs …

after I had bought some soap and as I was checking some villager tools they sell in RODA supermarket it appeared to me that I came in contact with highly concentrated alcoholic vinegar which was most likely intentionally sprayed or in other manner thrown in my direction by someone passing by quickly on the other side of the shelves, most likely a store worker as I overheard someone yelling - as if it was coming from the next aisle over - that the store will be closing in four minutes. what I felt was a pungent vinegar stench and soon afterwards my face started burning heavily around my eyes. behind me there was an aisle free area and there was no one around that I could see, so the targeting must have come from the next aisle behind the shelves in front of me … most likely, the line of attack went through there, that person knew my approximate position and when they unprovoked blasted me they soon disappeared down that way. I had intended to check out a couple of more articles but when my face started burning more, to the point of being unbearable, I went around to that aisle to inspect if some cleaning was taking place but there was no one there and I decided to check out quickly and get home as soon as possible in order to take a shower and wash my face. at that time, I did not suspect that I was the target, but while driving I realized that it might have been the case … I thought i may have provoked someone in the store with the time i took to inspect several tools to make sure I did not buy any defective one and my experience has been that some serbs are provoked by my appearance whilst as a result they often want to engage into an argument or physical altercation. the truth is people in Serbia know me, and there are many rumors floating around, and imo anarchy is taking place because the public exposure I have been suffering from is illegal beyond belief. practically Im a free target for any local psychopath, and many people here are off their rocker, they do not have to take chances. after a long shower time, my face is still burning. and as a follow up it is still burning - especially around and in my right eye - at 23:49 as Im writing this post ... what to do? 

latest update, April 27 2023: I went to the same store this evening [at approx. 21:00 hrs] to get some relevant information and after conversation with the manager who was very forthcoming, I now believe that whatever happened was not intentional, it was not a premeditated attack, but the cause of my irritation and the origin of smell discharge remain a mystery. coincidentally, all kinds of chemicals are stored right where I suspected the substance was coming from [took a photo of those shelves to document], but again, I now believe whatever happened was a pure coincidence, an act of God not intended to cause me any kind of harm …

 

there are levels to this game we all need in our lives ... who the medium ? ? ?

I go to philatelic fair in belgrade and among other things I buy five cards featuring adolf hitler for my harmless conceptual artwork, however, Russian or Ukrainian family is there, they all look the same - squareheaded - to me, besides, I cannot make any difference between Asians either, so they are inspecting, almost surveilling rather, what Im doing, carefully, probably kgb agents right in front of me, and no sooner than later whole Israel is on alert, cnn [with Israeli correspondent, two dents in his tie; obvious mixed messages] goes code black for three days. Belgrade swervia is a hive swerving with Russian and/or Ukrainian newcomers and it appears I will have less freedom than some months ago … instead of my new Russian or Ukrainian friends having to get along with me and play by the local rules, I will obviously have to get along with them for many lips are brown around here, to be the foreigner [could be the lowest of the low] is the only thing that matters for Serbs for they are eager to show their 'hospitality' [a real curse for I cannot be a foreigner in Serbia; I may be a bit jealous now], it appears I need to play that tune … this will be handy for the serbian mob lawyer BB who btw instructed his client MM to beef up the lawsuit faking claims of medical reports abroad [Czech Republic hospitals, bogus claims, doctored bills, rigged procedures,   $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ and still going through the roof], all of course baloney, guy is trying to get his client MM going Scot-free after he was [unprovoked] beating my head with a retractable metal stick … see in the Holy Book if B.B. is any good for the future of Israel and take it from there … hope you are supporting 'your guy' ... it all can happen when allegedly JUStice has died 

 

someone said : sadly, we live in the land that has 18th c. quality roads, 19th c. speed limits and 21st c. traffic monitoring technology ... unfortunately, there is no way to get involved and work for the system, fix and fight for what has been screwed up, when the majority considers you – an enemy ...

a fact that some serbian citizens will never leave me alone and another fact that I will forever have a beef with homeland emanate from the third fact that I cannot be classified as a “good serb” simply because I do not have a perfect communist (socialist) background … as only “good serbs” are allowed to work for the serbian intelligence … this is how it works … this country has everything to do with recent communist past and this is why I cannot make a progress in Serbia, this means a security clearance instead of permanent surveillance; the powers that be do not view me valid as associate let alone player at any field. judging by last names, a great deal of provocations executed in public domain (all over media) where they can make mental associations with respect to the “target” and influence people’s thinking comes from allegedly assimilated serbs (inclusive of aromanian origin); the way some of them spew out key words and notions that are meant to hit the spot and make the mark reminds of a clan tasking and behavior - they act in cohesion almost like a mafia clan; it is obvious that we all are not same in serbia … many different DNAs ‘melted’ into one though it is hard to understand this kind of hatred toward someone coming from the same place … it is not a lack of partisanship, it is a lack of common sense and animosity genetically embedded in some people. I started thinking about this tonight when the waiter in one belgrade’s coffee shop whereto a friend invited me pointed a portable credit card terminal’s light into my eyes on purpose knowing full well that I was writing about similar provoking tactics when the local cashiers and/or people dwelling in neighboring buildings were abusing my benevolence. if that was an isolated incident per se there would be no point in complaining, but suffering from cumulative effects by encountering a number of similar individuals on daily basis is a concerning issue ... my question is how could I trust that waiter and his colleagues and be sure they won’t mess up my drinks when he is actually invoking a cancer risk on my eyes. perhaps he is an idiot who does not understand risks involved with his malpractice, but I do not think so. I hope that every single person I meet turns out (to be) friendly, but Im not that lucky, the nasty and dangerous citizens are coming out of woodwork. obviously, God has not anything better for me in his plans as he is making me suffer without more sincere friends and a better half. perhaps I deserved it somehow.

ace in the hole

whenever i write a good answer to public provocations - serbian regime has got its ace in the hole ... a lying ass family member who is either profoundly mentally unstable or chronic drug user who they instigate into action to open up the B plan ... the whisperers [befriended black ops team members] are then around to listen, "advise" and stir up the havoc ... just like they kicked in another person last year: vladan r., a public figure with imbecilic claims over me going directly all over serbian media dragging my name thru the mud when, mercifully, another public figure who got me involved by selling vladan r. works to me explained everything in serbian popular magazine [in detail] that the guy [vladan r.] is completely senile or insane ... beside the fact that he got his teaching position undeservedly purely because he was closely related [a nephew] to the number one communist painter in the country ...

like the size of my dick really matters … exposed to ridicule in serbia

basically small dick in serbia means that you are less of a man and a slow death … that is why you will see people living around in one bedroom apartments investing in porsches and BMWs as their manhood extensions, making it up, for these cars are symbols of power and influence … at the same time when they cross my path, groups of young serbs are yelling and screaming downtown reveling and hotly debating about the talk of the town, the center role of the current jokes involving the “targeted one”, myself, and his ‘member’ … as the serbian opinion leaders [authorities with power to spread and run information to and within the masses] allegedly spilled the beans about its size, and they were not playing … i should have felt a deep sense of shame. however, I could bet anyone that when fully erected I belong in the top ten percent of the serbian society! I reckon when all other obstacles and intrigues failed, they were going to trip me up utilizing cheap shots attacking on my manhood which definitely matters in the eyes of many serbs how they view you and respect you … as some people here are so obsessed with the size of someone’s weenie … for instance, dark skin foreigners are immediately accepted in the community as equal citizens for their presumed well hung qualities that are locally recognized as indisputable values while on the other hand wrongly perceived size of weenie will make you a no good third-rate citizen … rejected, uncool and accursed no matter how friendly and well-meaning you are for the society … the schlong size rumor in my case should have had utter distancing and isolation from the community as a desired consequence having in mind little old me being not so comfy being in the public eye beyond possibility ... [oddly a phenomenon not to be proud of]

… government sponsored anarchy … crying "why can't you all just leave me be" for 20 years

I am the real time test whether serbian citizens are adept to be equivalent members of the civilized humanity. basically, a day does not go by without someone [in most instances these are unknown individuals] provoking me [often stealthily] in the most inhuman way imaginable.

meanwhile, by contrast, in the last 20 years I went to croatia several times, the country where they openly hate Serbs and I may say that there was not a single instance when I was bothered or victimized by anyone.

so what is that totally wrong with my public exposure in Serbia? am I coming across Cain bloodline of brotherly betrayal, all the while?

hence a fair conjecture [a synopsis], what if there were two types of Croats in the Balkan region - those modest that uphold democratic values that now run Croatia and those descendants of ultra sadistic fascists who fled Croatia after the WWII finding aegis in Serbia [among other places] emerging reincarnated as communists being allowed to run Yugoslavia and consequently Serbia thru the 1990s. if true, these guys see me as patsy and they are not willing to leave their target alone knowing that constant turmoil with the scapegoat will always be an unhealing blemish on this nation proving that it is crazy and unworthy of civilized values [black op goal and a payoff as a recompense for wrongdoing]. in the U.S. it is a well-known stereotype that serbs are crazy, while other nationals are described as alcoholics, stupid, passionate lovers, etc … in other words, what gives is a government sponsored anarchy.