half of brain missing

I have been feeling that a portion of my brain’s missing since the cat scan I had during November 8^th [2025] in the clinical center of Serbia. namely I came in there after a head injury as the heavy old ass parking barrier gate fell on my head. I had a bruise and was feeling dizzy the whole day. while I was waiting in the ER, I was thinking hard whether I said something or if I was recently outspoken criticizing the government with some SM as in the non government controlled press the health minister and the head of the clinical center has been often referred to as Dr. Death after allegedly whacking a patient by giving him a lethal injection per mob's request. the ER was almost empty and, in a moment, approximately five young doctors came in to see me which was unusual esp. since the major one was acting very friendly and sweet. the others were paying close attention. after I was advised to proceed to head scan I told them that the last time I was encapsulated in the sarcophagus like box I had a panic attack. then the nurse said that it most likely was MR and "this now is a cat scan, something fast and different." to cut the story short, after I returned from a head cat scan procedure [that was not that  fast] they were not as sweet as in the first place, their medical report was practically empty as if nothing had happened to me and as if I was not there and as of then I often felt my head was fried or baked, medium rare or well done unsure, and empty like something has been missing on the top and the back of it there. promptly, upon returning to the home premises, the radiation [exposure] reading was 0.24 after i had applied geiger mueller counter to my head and it usually reads 0.10 for the background radiation.