someone said : sadly, we live in the land that has 18th c. quality roads, 19th c. speed limits and 21st c. traffic monitoring technology ... unfortunately, there is no way to get involved and work for the system, fix and fight for what has been screwed up, when the majority considers you – an enemy ...

a fact that some serbian citizens will never leave me alone and another fact that I will forever have a beef with homeland emanate from the third fact that I cannot be classified as a “good serb” simply because I do not have a perfect communist (socialist) background … as only “good serbs” are allowed to work for the serbian intelligence … this is how it works … this country has everything to do with recent communist past and this is why I cannot make a progress in Serbia, this means a security clearance instead of permanent surveillance; the powers that be do not view me valid as associate let alone player at any field. judging by last names, a great deal of provocations executed in public domain (all over media) where they can make mental associations with respect to the “target” and influence people’s thinking comes from allegedly assimilated serbs (inclusive of aromanian origin); the way some of them spew out key words and notions that are meant to hit the spot and make the mark reminds of a clan tasking and behavior - they act in cohesion almost like a mafia clan; it is obvious that we all are not same in serbia … many different DNAs ‘melted’ into one though it is hard to understand this kind of hatred toward someone coming from the same place … it is not a lack of partisanship, it is a lack of common sense and animosity genetically embedded in some people. I started thinking about this tonight when the waiter in one belgrade’s coffee shop whereto a friend invited me pointed a portable credit card terminal’s light into my eyes on purpose knowing full well that I was writing about similar provoking tactics when the local cashiers and/or people dwelling in neighboring buildings were abusing my benevolence. if that was an isolated incident per se there would be no point in complaining, but suffering from cumulative effects by encountering a number of similar individuals on daily basis is a concerning issue ... my question is how could I trust that waiter and his colleagues and be sure they won’t mess up my drinks when he is actually invoking a cancer risk on my eyes. perhaps he is an idiot who does not understand risks involved with his malpractice, but I do not think so. I hope that every single person I meet turns out (to be) friendly, but Im not that lucky, the nasty and dangerous citizens are coming out of woodwork. obviously, God has not anything better for me in his plans as he is making me suffer without more sincere friends and a better half. perhaps I deserved it somehow.