watershed

all this month i've been thinking about mary. she unites what is catholic, orthodox, masonic, protestant, serbian, jewish, armenian, vlachian, american, teslian, german, gaelic, polish and russian ... in me. with her in mind i feel as born again.

coming across me today some serbs were in high spirits. first time saw national news anchor sporting three rings on one hand, namely one on the thumb, second on the pointer and third on the middle finger. according to all i know it symbolizes sexual goals, it is my blog and i decently won't go there explaining what it may mean. 
as i walked into the maxi black betty was in high spirits, singing – it all looked unkosherly conspicuous and strange. according to what i experience around here when the locals coming across me are conspicuously high about something it is usually bad news to me. 
namely, 99% it can mean one thing, that marija had a consensual? sex with somebody recently. 
ouch! that may hurt me a bit. my bad i am writing and somebody picketh the fruits. my bad i am notorious to myself for never coming to senses in timely fashion and what's worst -- whenever they realized i was their light -- they were coming forward too late too. now it is all about envying which i despise. 
however, 1% -- it might mean that she cares for me. ))))))) that would be too good to be true. things like that an’t happening to me, an’t happening in serbia, they are happening in hollywood blockbusters only. hello mary, if that's true get your ass overhere already !!!!!
a greek born american friend of mine who also was a u. s. ranger, had a pizza store on torresdale avenue in philly, told me once, don’t mind if the woman pays no mind, there is a lot of fish that you can catch in the sea. i think that by that he meant we are all going to die one day, sooner or later, and it makes no difference with whom you are going to be, if at all whatsoever. if at all, that is correct. i'd rather be with noone and get all these motherfuckers punished who ripped my family. even though there is a lot of fish out there, there is something that connects me to marija and i don’t even know what it truly is. could be my infatuation or something much higher

it all boils down to that i am attracted to those that do not like you (me). i was looking at mary – today again on 29^th of june 2013 -- and thinking – all the ideas of freemasonry are fine, easy to embrace but hard to maintain in action by the very actors. there were some high degree masons i came across that are too good, i’d wsh and kiis their feet , but again there are others -- greedy and jealous (are they truly higher degrees for real -- in there only to get more women, e.g.) --  that pose an interesting question: why is marija acting like she is toward me. is she fulfilled? would they like to fulfill someone like that by preventing me through spreading nonsense about. in the end, this blog is the nonsense in itself. once i'd be cruising to greek islands with marija next to my side it would have been a bye bye to this blog. okay?! if we are on the same page, my chances for friendship alone with a girl like that (nothing special for the most men) equal to the freezing day in hell. why is not she talking to me – or just clearly looking at me and saying something, anything, stupid -- that I will understand? to me, she is actually acting like i have not been playing with a full deck. i've been the way that occasionally i even threw out a smile. haven't done too much myself -- relied on marija to read my mind. so there i am, between mary on one side and my ruined family on the other, between the past and the future. there is nothing left from the past and there is no future and all the ideals i want to embrace and hold on to are disappearing when i witness the acts that are supposed to be the acts of my brothers. it is terrifying. not just any serb or american can sit down and write a book, a book of love. when i look at mary all I can clearly see is that she does not recognize my existence, and i’d like to think that i am carrying the light but for whom and how /many/ more. i want recognizance or nothing.  is reorganization just enough?

marija is the key. my bottom line i will never catch myself rubbing shoulders with black betty at anytime. end of story.

JUNE 30TH 2013: WENT TO THE ANTIQUE FAIR IN BELGRADE, HOTEL SLAVIJA, STAYED THERE FOR ABOUT FOUR HOURS NEGOTIATING; MANY PEOPLE; AS I GOT BACK I HAD VISION PROBLEMS, SUSPECT INTENTIONAL LASER DAMAGE /DONE TO ME BY SOMEONE PASSING BY OR SITTING ACROSS/ AS I WAS SITTING /OR WALKING/. THE GYPSY EVEN SAID HI, BUT COULD BE PUTTING SMOKE UP MY ASS; WILL GO CHECK OUT EYES/SIGHT FOR POTENTIAL DAMAGE; GOTTA FIND OUT IF I AM WAY PARANOID OR THE STUFF I SUSPECT IS FOR REAL FOR THE WEIRD EYESIGHT PROBLEMS ARE THERE; SAW MAJA ZEZELJ GOING TO WORK BTW (I AM WRITING THIS WHILE FIGHTING EYE TREMOR/PRESSURE/DISCOMFORT AND WATCHING TV AT THE SAME TIME), A FRIEND SAID SHE LOOKS KIND OF GOOD -- IN MY VIEW MARIJA LOOKS MUCH, MUCH BETTER
 

the passage further in this post is of small importance in comparison to the said above:

PS before anything good happens serbian government should stop attacks on me.
today drunk hooligans saw me in the center city slavija square and they immediately yelled that's him while one tried to kick me, another one threw a beer bottle at me.
either they should cease playing soccer in serbia or move the fucking stadiums
at least 25 kilometers away from the perimeter of the city. they could've maimed me and marija would not see me again, that's 4 sure. i'd also say fight fire with fire
and today too - june 29th 2013 ca. 18:15 Ustanicka str nearby Hotel Serbia as it was raining three young hooligans crossed the street only to stick by me too close for comfort and then one of them started flashing laser pointer. motherfuckers were one meter away from infamy. someone would ask why did not you protest or hit the motherfucker. my reply there are hundreds of them, i'd have to protest and/or fight tens if not hundreds of times on daily basis. to my dismay, only americans have a direct benefit from my whining since finally they can vouch what half-witted unmanageable nation of overly aggressive rascals and idiots serbians are. if i could change anything i would.

MARIJA

just got checked out by marija today --- june 26th 2013, see the slip))))))). big smile. brother.man, what a bitch! more in a positive than negative sense of the word. likeable, but pain in the ass to cope with -- i mean in the long run and close quarters. she even asked me if i was retired for discount!!!! talking bout a b-yatch. you can skip that.

hot damn. if she had more energy she'd be a cop. at least as far as i am concerned she is a little tough cookie, but again, i am way different than most, most people. just being close to marija pumps up my adrenaline and gives me shakes and thrills like being near dodge viper srt or audi r8. i'd need a future soccer mom like that for myself. just not the american one, i am sure i would not be able to get along with the americans no more, the english and scots still yes. 

in addition, next register to the side there was this bitch i call betty - i was lucky i did not get jumped on by her -- -- her claws are deadly -- -- so had to have 4 eyes open today in maxi 

in 2 x 2  

off the record, store people came as i was shopping and put up a smoke, not a joke,
of eggs missing - serbian for testicles - i am sure down the line i will take photos of
my scrotums and send them to the store to judge if they are still there)))))) 

SOME NEWS ON THE NEXT DAY ::: JUNE 27TH 2013

JUST GOT CHECKED OUT BY MARY AGAIN!!!

AND I AM MOST CERTAIN SHE CANNOT SEE THE LIGHT IN ME!!! FOR LORD, MARY PUT IT ON THE BALLOT AND REACH IN DARKNESS WITH THAT LOVELY HAND TO SEE WHO THAT REALLY IS !!! THE CHOICE IS OBVIOUS. YOU'LL BE SHOCKINGLY LIONIZED. OR, ARE YOU GONNA BE ATTRACTED TO WHO YOU BELIEVE IS THE LIGHT THOUGH MOST CERTAINLY IT IS A SPIRITUAL AND PHYSICAL DECLINE. WELL, NOT THAT I AM GIVING MYSELF A BIT OF IMPORTANCE HERE, BUT I AM ALMOST JEALOUS FOR SOME THINGS I CANNOT HAVE. GOODNESS GRACES SWEET LORD JESUS BABYCAKES JUST STOOD THERE BEFORE HER BY ALL THESE WINGED CREATURES, ANGELS AND PROTECTORS, MAN & BROTHER. 

 

and like i said i do not need any masonic guidance / involvement in this case, i am sure the things'll
work out by themselves. i would be very mad if they try to help me and screw everything up again like they did the last time in
2003. secondly, the brothers are the only ones who can understand my urge, in other words my message is very simple, there are no secrets and mixed meanings

MOBILE PHONE SCARE ::: 24TH JUNE 2013

don't need their effin' apologies, i need some life and they helluva lot better know what i mean by that.

 

walked into the maxi today* and one of the meanest cashiers there, one with the black heart and green eyes, alexandra,  I call her black betty – literally snarled at me as soon as I walked through the door. man, that’s what I call a rabid impression. as I got back home, I sat down and chilled with some german make’s latte macchiato I bought but on the last sip I realized my 1000 dollar samsung phone was not with me, I left it on the shopping cart’s tray same color as the phone’s pouch which made it impossible to perceive. man, right off the bat I flew back there imagining what’s happening to samsung esp. if black betty was the one that got her mucky longers and lingers on it first. i imagined her trashing it into the ground with a wild evil smirk, tossing it into a mop liquid canister and what not, all with the bestial smile on her face. finally, as I got there, I saw it sitting on the register with “an actress”, a nice looking young cashier I checked out through. she gave it to me, gave it – oh, how impressive does it sound, as she said one of her colleagues spotted it in the cart and left it with her. even though she is not as attractive as marija, I think she is smarter and more humane character because looks do not make everything in a woman. I just hope one who found it was not alexandra for I believe her not anything. she'd only be a nice conc-camp guard. 

getting home again I tried to find an answer to what is behind all this Serbian hatred that inhibits my progress.  as they pronounced me – naturally without my approval and knowledge – the secret leader of the most secretive GROUP 69 for paranormal military warfare which was most active during NATO 1999 campaign against Yugoslavia, they signed a death sentence to the future of my family in America. group 69 claimed that their leader with code name TURNKEY (KLJUCAR as the one who's in charge, goes around handling and rattling keys) was infiltrated behind enemy’s lines in Philadelphia where I lived.   
ALL THE MEMBERS OF THE GROUP 69 ARE NOW EITHER COLONELS OR GENERALS OF THE SERBIAN ARMY RECEIVING PENSION FOR THEIR OBSCURE WORK. IF I WAS THEIR LEADER WHO'S GOING TO COMPENSATE ME AND HOW FOR THE LOSS OF MY PROSPEROUS FAMILY AND FUTURE? BY CONTRAST, I WAS A SMOOTH OPERATOR AND TOOK A VERY GOOD CARE OF MY FAMILY. NO I DON'T HAVE ONE NOW BECAUSE OF THESE GUYS - AMERICANS AND SERBS - ALTOGETHER. AM I GETTING THE MIL. PENSION TOO? HALF OF IT I'D PROMPTLY SPENT ON MARIJA'S WELL-BEING. I'D GIVE IT TO HER SO YOU KNOW I AM NOT A STINGY ASS. BUT, AM I THE COLLATERAL, THE VICTIM OR THE LEADER OF THIS GROUP 69? A LEADER WHO DID NOT EVEN KNOW THAT HE WAS THE LEADER. THE REMNANTS OF THIS GROUP ARE SWORN TO SILENCE WHO THEIR KEY MAN IN PHILADELPHIA REALLY WAS!!! I SAW IT ON LOCAL TELEVISION. FINALLY, THIS EXPLAINS MANY THINGS THAT WERE HAPPENING TO ME DURING MY STAY IN PHILADELPHIA. I REMEMBER PRICING ONE PAINTING THERE 69 SOMETHING AND THAT WAS A PROBABLE TRIGGER FOR THE SECRET SERVICES OF AMERICA TO LOCK IT IN ON THEIR MAJOR OPPONENT, THE LEADER OF THE MOST SECRETIVE SERBIAN GROUP 69 AND GET PROMOTED. HA,HA. IF YOU THINK THIS IS A JOKE, THEN YOU'RE STUPID, SAME AS ME. HERE, YOU CAN READ BY PRESSING THE OTHER FONT COLOR LINK AFTER YOU HAD LEARNED SOME SERBIAN LANGUAGE. MY BAD I TRUSTED PEOPLE WERE RATIONAL, OKAY AND NORMAL. 
the guy just got seven years for ruby. i am in eleven years for nothing and "still going strong". plus, they provoke at all times, behaving like they are my victims! i was attacked twice in the last year, the first time i saw a foot coming at me at head level in the streetcar and the second time i was brutally beaten in front of my home. nobody knows who were they - most brutal honesty serbian way !!!

*LAST MINUTE: i usually go by day since at night i am at danger of being a target for local hooligans who know me and are targeting
by slingshots and laser lights. i went out today around 21:25 PM and was hit in the head as i passed vojvode stepe 139 where the hooligans gather around.

TRIVIA: Even Edward J Snowden has come to keep it raw . blog!

SHAKEN, NOT STIRRED BY MARIJA

                         probably the thing i will regret most :
  i have not become the 33rd degree free-mason

                      to in truth help out the humanity .
only just the opposite, i have become a hooligan target, a guy that frequently looks behind his shoulder and someone
that cannot spark the interest not even in mary (marija), a half-decent looking supermarket cashier. it's worse than death.

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UPDATE ON JUNE 21ST 2013:

WITH THE HUGE AMOUNT OF LOVE I CARRY FOR EVERYONE HOPE GOD WILL LOOK AT ME AT LEAST ONCE...
ALONG THE LINES OF THAT I AM ASKING: IS THERE A GIRL FOR ME...? 

JUST AS I FANTASIZED AMERICANS WERE FRIENDS /AND MISTAKENLY TOOK IT FOR GRANTED LATER/ I WAS DEAD WRONG LEADING MYSELF TO BELIEVE MARIJA WAS ANY BETTER. OH LORD, THIS WAS MY BIG MISTAKE. I WAS DEAD WRONG, DEAD WRONG, DEAD WRONG, DEAD WRONG, DEAD WRONG, DEAD WRONG, DEAD WRONG AGAIN. HOPE YOU CAN HEAR ME. 

MARIJA = UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. 

TODAY AROUND 13HRS SHE WAS GETTING FRESH WITH THE ICE CREAM DELIVERY GUY IN FRONT OF MY EYES JUST TO PISS ME OFF (OR IF NOT, THAN SHE IS FLIRTY LIKE THAT, JUST NOT WITH ME; A GUY LOOKED LIKE HE HAD NOT READ BUT ONE BOOK IN HIS ENTIRE LIFETIME) - IT'D BEEN A BETTER THING IF I'D HIT MYSELF SEVERAL TIMES IN THE HEAD WITH SLEDGEHAMMER THAN GOING TO THE STORE TODAY ON 107 DEGREES. I WAS LOOKING AND WEEPING! MADE BELGRADE RAINING ON A SUNNY DAY.

MY LIFE EXPERIENCE IS FILLED WITH DEAD WRONG CHOICES, CONCLUSIONS AND ACTIONS. I MOSTLY DID THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE. 

LIKE A CUDDLY GOOD BEAR I FRIENDED MANY BEFORE COMING TO TERMS WITH REALITY AS I HAD TO UNFRIEND THEM IN MIND AS WELL. IT'S THE WAY WORLD GOES AND I CAN DO NUTHIN''BOUT IT.

WARNING <> THE FOLLOWING SENTENCE IS THE PURE "RANT"  - WITH IT I DO NOT WANT TO IMPLY ANYTHING BUT APPROVE ONE OF VOLTAIRE'S BELIEFS ON FREEDOMS, HUMAN RIGHTS & OPPORTUNITES: I  BELIEVE GANDOLFINI'S UNEXPECTED DEATH IS THE PUNISHMENT EVEN ON ME AND A GREAT LOSS - I COULD ONLY FANTASIZE ABOUT WHAT WOULD IT BE LIKE IF WE WERE ALLOWED AN OPPORTUNITY TO MEET AND CORRELATE IN THIS LIFE (OF COURSE IN AMERICA), SEEMED LIKE THE BEST FRIEND TEN YEARS OLDER THAN ME, LIKE ONE OF THE FAMILY. IT FEELS AS IF A WARNING, NOT TO ME AND NOT SO FAST. INASMUCH AS  EVEN ONE QUALITY PERSON IS VALUABLE ADDITION TO THE COLLECTIVE PRAYER AND GENERAL WELL-BEING OF ALL INDIVIDUALS IN ONE COUNTRY WHEREBY THINGS COME TO BETTER, ONCE A SMALL BUT IMPORTANT KNOB IS MISSING THE MACHINE STARTS CLUNKING AND LOSING OTHER KNOBS, NUTS AND BOLTS IN THE PROCESS. FINGERS CROSSED I AN'T TRUE, I AM JUST AFRAID I AM . <> THE RANT STOPS HERE FOR I THINK I AN'T TOO IMPORTANT FOR ANY COUNTRY SINCE I HAVE BEEN COMPROMISED FINALLY, SHAKEN, NOT STIRRED BY MARIJA.  IF SHE KNEW ABOUT THE PLACES AND TIMES I WAS AT, SHE WOULD NOT HAVE HAD ANY DOUBTS EVER. WHAT A GREAT EXPERIENCE BUT SERVES NO PURPOSE. I GOTTA KEEP MY FAITH AT ANY RATE.

LIKE I SAID VARIOUS VULTURES (CLANDESTINE LOSERS) ARE PICKING UP ON MY FREE INFORMATION AND MARIJA DID NOT DESERVE ANY BETTER, SHE WILL MOST LIKELY BE EATEN ALIVE BY THESE SERBIAN VULTURES AND THEIR VENOM WITH AT LEAST ONE ILLEGITIMATE CHILD IN THE PROCESS. DON'T TELL ME I AM JUST JEALOUS I HAVE BEEN A JUST FOR REAL. WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND.

TODAY ON JUNE 19^TH 2013, I SAW MARIJA IN THE STORE AND FINALLY COLLECTED ENOUGH COURAGE TO APPROACH AND ASK IF SHE WOULD BE WILLING TO TAKE MY VISITING CARD? WHAT A LOUSY TRY, BUT IT STILL WAS A TRY! SHE PROMPTLY SAID NO IN HIGH DISGUST!   

IT ALL BOILS DOWN TO NOW THAT A FALSE HOPE TOOK OUT SEVERAL MONTHS OF MY LIFE FOR NOTHING. AGAIN AND AGAIN, I HAD FOUND MYSELF IN THE ROLE OF THE FARM BOY WHO PREPARES MARES AND STALLIONS FOR BREEDING AS I DROVE ALL THE ATTENTION TO MARIJA WHILE SHE MOST LIKELY GOT PROPOSED NUMEROUS TIMES WHICH EXPLAINS THE NEW HAIR STYLE. IN MY MIND I IMAGINED SHE'S A VIRGIN. AS THEY SAY A NEW HAIR STYLE MEANS A NEW BOYFRIEND. IN THE SAME FASHION, ANOTHER GIRL BORE A BABY SEVERAL YEARS AGO AS SHE FOUND A LOVE WHILE FILLING IN THE RACKS IN THE SAME STORE. TO MY DISMAY BY SHOWING A PLAIN INTEREST I GAVE A RISE TO HER COOL IMAGE BUT SHE DOES NOT HAVE TO THANK ME FOR ANYTHING AS I THINK HER LIFE SUCKS, AT LEAST I DO NOT LIKE WHAT I SEE IN HER FACE NOW.

MAN, I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING.

I WAS HOPING I WOULD FIND SOMEBODY LIKE MARIJA AND HAIL OFF TO THE GREEK ISLANDS TO CHARGE MY BATTERIES. NO, I DIDN'T. 

NOW I HAVE TO GET BACK TO SERBIAN BLOODY BOONDOCKS AND FIGHT MORE BATTLES TO STAY PLAIN SANE.

SPEAKING THROUGH THE QUAKER EXPERIENCE I GOTTA CONDEMN THE BROTHERS HERE. IF FAMILY AND FAMILY VALUES ARE AN IMPORTANT PART OF HUMAN LIFE, WHY IN THE WORLD AND HOW COULD IT HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I HAD EVERYTHING GOING ON? A PROSPECTIVE GIRLFRIEND AND A PROSPECTIVE FAMILY. ISN'T THAT A MORTAL SIN? DID I TRULY DESERVE THE ULTIMATE PENALTY - DESTRUCTION OF PROSPECTIVE FAMILY AND THE EXILE?

WALKING WITH THE GREATS

while i am walking, i am thinking. while taking a shower i am also thinking. when i was driving i used to come to some great ideas.  

this evening around 22:45 as i routinely proceeded to maxi store (open 24-7) i felt i was walking with the all-time earthly greats en-route. was not feeling i was going to meet marija in the store and i felt they were there to console me. it was like an army of souls (people). unable and not powered to change things to better in this world, though.

and i was right. in the store there were only sofi – a girl from yesterday - and a fat lady manager who briefly flashed a price scanner's laser light into my eyes just to make the point that there are no exceptions to the rule. i realized then these people do not even realize who comes to their store. for goodness sake, i am making a history over-here and they have no consciousness of it whatsoever. if i would do the justice to america and reappear there again i would've been a billionaire. the yankees would king me if i’d do that. that’s why i am afraid because they’d kill rather than allow me to stay in serbia for good. in other words, i got no secret plans.

here, i am opening Heavens to them and they treat me like shit - nobody knows any serb outside of serbia but vlade divac, Novak djokovic and me. or i have been misleading myself in the last fifteen years of my life. yeah, perhaps it was all just a dream. at any rate marija was not there and i had my chances with her. i managed to ruin them all to no avail. God, damn it. if she fell into trouble because of my blog i swear i am going to help her no matter what, if it takes jumping into the fire - shall go into the fire. btw, chances that are given do depend on their recipients, i gave them to people, they do not know what to do with them; God gave them to me and I did not utilize them. like my friend said, strike while the iron is hot. to my dismay, i did not. at any rate, i’ll keep marija’s character whoever next comes into my book. at least i’ll have an opportunity of measuring what an impact she left onto my life by the sheer appearance. this because things may be easily mismanaged and i get to never see her again with no idea where to start looking at. perhaps at this hour she is with somebody and i am wasting my time. perhaps i am just an idiot. i am fiddling with a thought of leaving my mobile phone number here for her perusal just in case she ever tries to contact me. here go my emails: topspin@sbb.rs and chase4lead@yahoo.com 
well, if she ever wanted contacting me, she's got ways. pink and blue herewith have got a symbolic meaning because as far as i could remember that's a color pattern of socks she likes most, wore them all the time. no kink pun intended as this girl means to me now more than i can imagine - infatuation she is not. 

FOLLOW UP ON JUNE 17TH 2013: 
it seems like every fucking little dirty serb would like to have a piece of me, but it an't oh so important. i've never seen so many jealous motherfuckers and vultures ready to feed off of the dead meat!
i might have thought that americans were stupid, aggressive, evil, uneducated and crazy (being advised; heard or read; it was not my own conclusion) but there are too many worms let out of the can here in serbia that there is no comparison. i would immediately trade my habitat for a place that nearly resembles america because these guys here are simply unbelievable. in addition to being judgmental beyond belief, they are wild without anyone able to control them, anyone able telling them to stop when they need to stop. they just keep on going and going, crazier and crazier into the abyss and it is dirty hard to believe. i am sure there are nations who will listen to their leaders when it is necessary for example if they have to join EU and stick with the agenda. not serbs.
it almost feels like a crying time, not because they do everything to prevent me from seeing marija ever again, but hey... okay let's live to see what the downfall of this group of characters will be. 

just wasting my time writing about the motherfuckers who don't deserve respect. here is minor example of the bitch that's usually coming after me for no apparent reason whatsoever:
here's proof that i was in that store today -- Viva Ka Pharmacy in Njegoseva 90, Belgrade, Serbia
clerk's name is ana cirkovic. judging by what she did, she obviously knew the laser light would upset me but dear Mother of Lord she is pharmaceutical technician, she should know better than that!!! (or she is perhaps following advice from my personal enemy dr milan prostran's sister milica prostran who runs pharmaceutical association in serbia) i mean she blatantly - and this was happening on previous checkouts here too - pointing the red scanner laser light into my eyes for about 5 seconds like her only intention was to (temporarily?) blind me. i felt that she was really enjoying that like a perverted mind. next thing i know after i had asked the bitch about the expiration date on bionime refills for sugar tester (it is the only pharmacy i know that sells these) she coughed scoffingly as i was exiting after i had only noticed that i couldn't spend 100 refills in the following three months. what would you think of serbs if you were the well-known picking target (in the city - free for all) and hit by the laser beam for 5 - 6 seconds and experience temporary flash-blindness and afterimages that last even now eight hours after. (note: this was definitiely a laser because infrared and ultraviolet laser beams are not visible and thus by definition cannot cause glare, dazzle or flash-blindness.) i have a large floating dark spot in field of vision and a feeling i have the bulge in my left eye that is about to explode. 19:50 on 18th of June 2013. some serbs surely do not comply with the normalcy that living in EU requires. however, stated example is nothing in comparison to what i usually experience around here. 

MESSAGE FROM THE PANDEMONIUM

Okay, Serbs please do not read this blog! This blog is not for Serbs! Stay the fuck away.

KEEP IT RAW MANIFESTO

# 1: This blog is innocent!

# 2: Either Serbs cannot read / understand what is written in this blog or somebody is misinterpreting them stuff == so I am getting hit by the real public furor in Serbia .  

How is this manifested:

Tonight around 23:00 hrs the cashier at Maxi – some (Marija wannabe) girl named Sofija took the price scanner while nobody was looking (we were alone in the checkout area) and played with it rolling the cord around her finger like a damn toy while checking me out!!! so the red light came all over me – she apparently thought it was okay to disturb me if it was something that I could be disturbed by. I asked her if she was okay because she looked like hypnotized staring over my shoulder.  The whole event really shocked and scared me. I am sure she was afraid if she did not do that someone could called her a whore and imply that she starred in a home made porn with two guys cos that's what happens in Serbia when you are nice to me.

As I went further up and across the street to buy some lemons and bananas the same gang from yesterday and a day before showed up on the upper porch of Vojvode Stepe 139-141 highrise and used a slingshot - heard its sound - while I could hear uproar of frenzy going on up there. I was left in stupor.  This is the major avenue in Belgrad (Serbia) and this fucking country is the only place in the world next to New Delhi (where they rape women) where the “ghetto boys” can take an aim at you and party from 19 – 24 hrs undisturbed. Now I know why police in USA is so much better than Serbian @#!$%. THEREFORE, next time someone important from Serbia arrives in your neck of the woods show them how wonderful it is being a slingshot target. Try not to miss too.

Next, it is my right if and whom I am going to support. I hate noone. I wore this badge and major trouble came after it.

Serbs either want to keep me in the anti-Israeli perspective or they are anti-Israel themselves.