lean and mean serbs barking up the wrong tree

don't romanticize serbia, for crying out loud

march 18th 2024: witnessing a huge gang-stalking wave all over belgrade, serbia, with numerous citizens getting into my face, staring at me and showing hand signs and / or their money or wallets ... living in this country i feel doomed and now i am finally able to realize valid point why this place is not in the european union as yet because my countrymen are probably the worse of all post-communist stock out there, and there an't no such post-communist place that inclines towards the communist slush still ... if i were a political threat through and through i would have considered this behavior as normal but this can only be translated as yet another massive public lynching attack, out of blue, one of those in a row that started approximately 20 years ago without context which makes me the victim of a prank that has been lasting for 20 years … but this psychotic vortex has been preventing my development and Im the only one not laughing as yet … even so this has been going on for a long time whenever I did something positive for serbia trying to be a constructive friend and they knew about it, it was a yawn-fest so the only way I can connect  basic ignorance on their part is to their communist heritage which was not straight-out communist but rather it involved the cult of personality around tito who was really the serbian deity went by his nickname and unfortunately many serbs still believe in this god for real, there is even a temple his eternal resting place in belgrade, and once the powerlines recognized you as anti-tito at some point you were to bear consequences which involved mental and physical public lynching … that is one way I can reckon out here since I an’t sure what is going on in their minds and whether I live in comedy or drama as it could go both ways

what are they doing … …

one of my biggest mistakes in life was joining s.p.o. anti-communist political movement in serbia which practically meant signing yourself up to be on the kill-list as almost everyone I knew that used to be a member was also a goner at some point starting from actor danilo lazovic to the friend’s father who was poisoned at his workplace. I even had a hitman – little did I know – a Montenegrin who was allegedly sent by s.p.o. [serbian renewal movement] to share apartment with me in the united states and luckily, I had a Greek girlfriend which saved me from almost certain disaster as I would have been a toast as well. once marked and recognized as ‘the ideological enemy of the system’ Im still a big time target in Serbia as [as of recently] I got put on the government watch list again – “stavljen na mere” – as they call it in Serbia most likely due to the fact that I have recently declared to the court appointed psychologist that I had worked for the American government [left unsaid it was for immigration] as a translator and that the portion of my retirement will be coming from that work … so them probably thinking those were the military assignments, now every freaking conversation I have to listen to that doubled voicing from a capacitive discharge which happens when someone connects two conductors to form a phone tap while conducting surveillance. in addition to that, suspicious individuals seem to always be “bumping into me” in public as if the surveillance is ongoing 24 – 7. and in addition to that, there are so many illegal things going on in Serbia nowadays, and naturally for making an example out of someone they [the rulers] won’t be going after their own men, but they need a scapegoat from the pool of those expendables they had written off long ago so they are probably hoping they will catch me with pants down while eavesdropping, or else. let alone the fact that the mouthpiece who has been a highly positioned member in the above-mentioned communist potemkin village and the alleged fake ass antisocialist alliance – s.p.o. – is colliding with me in the legal case that started after I was beaten up with a metal stick utilized by then unknown person [uknown to me] who was motivated by irrational rage on a real power trip determined to wreak havoc to the 'pussy' presumably for thinking he was the boss, all that and a bag of chips, for having been assigned some kind of political function with a city council. as the attacker is also a food inspector [a vet], I was declined neurological examination at the Military Medical Academy [VMA in Serbian] in 2018 where I was sent by the general practitioner and that bully posing as the serbian Military Medical Academy neurologist ordered me to leave hospital off the cuff which happened several days after the said attack; it only means that some serbs function within limits of the serbian old boy network saving each other’s asses and further promoting separatism and violence easily ignoring the fact of the brothers in arms that once had the same political interests, or not?! thus without ifs, ands or buts, i feel betrayed and a valid emotion tells me something is wrong, or at least jinxed, and needs to be fixed. that said, as the last-ditch hope, only one divine intervention and one paranormal experience witnessed by the pharaohs may turn the tables and do me some justice ... most likely the same guys are currently placing rumors to put people off from dealing with me and they are successful at that, as of today [3/3/24] one lovely person i had no problems with before, started avoiding me all of a sudden … if it would only remain at that, undesirable status quo would be still okay with me, if they do not go for the kill ... Im in fear of the serbian IQs Im suspecting are here on the pitch.