hey Novak, animals are more humane ...

even Novak is not someone 

whom they would listen, 

he has got enemies here too

 

it is a déjà vu writing about this … as if these attacks are coming from one page handbook on ‘what to do when encounter that individual’ - today, march 29^th 2023 I came to kalenic flea market and in the vicinity as I was exchanging money for serbian money I was coughed at by the unknown individual - a guy intentionally stood close behind me, almost breathing down my neck and intentionally coughed on me which in any normal country is a felony-level crime and normal people do not intentionally spread germs to their countrymen which is a life-changing condition … as a result I vouch animals, wild or not, in comparison to these serbs deem to be more humane. not to mention that I feel sick and faint tonight having to go to bed earlier than usual, I have a light headache and feel an onset of some viral disease. soon after at kalenic market I was coughed on by several more unknown individuals and I overheard several loud and targeted jokes on homosexuals as well as individual homophobic screams related to queerness over my back which were directed to provoke – perhaps to take the heat off the current regime in public places as many serbian leaders are labeled as homosexuals and they do not like it. Im not homosexual myself and being a man of the world I do not care who is and who is not. I feel that I was targeted and attacked on purpose by these serbs and that they were instructed by the serbian government [secret service, power clans] to go at me. taking the heat off some hot serbian topic of the day, political or not, is perhaps what is behind those attacks. I do not want to be serbian scapegoat, I have repeated that numerous times, however, same verbal and non-verbal attacks continue, we are going in circles, there is no protection from anywhere, no help, no way to progress and to move away from my position where I have to make these occasional contacts with the wicked and merciless public in order to survive, and that is why I mentioned deja vues in the first sentence herewith as the same things are happening year after year … every time I go out there is something, but usually I have already been through it and it is mind boggling as animals would have more brains than these countrymen from hell. by their actions, they are admitting one thing that nobody in Serbia wants to admit – they all know me and by allowing their serbian signature sub-rosa torture to continue, other countrymen cannot be any better than the torturers themselves because nobody never stood up and said – hey guys, it ant right, stop doing that! it is obvious that the serbian regime is not only reluctant to stop this gangstalking but it is actually adding insult to injury. being deeply inhumane is all they know ... in my dreams, to prove that help is a big relief, and to make me feel that Im not alone on this planet, before going to Africa, i think brave missionaries, and who else, would have to clear, triage and heal this small ignited spot in the Serbian part of Europe to show importance to the subject and shake hands with me to demonstrate - without fear - some power to the residents of this country showing also that there are people who still care and the mankind has got some pretty rules that need to be followed

eeet’s safe to say ‘do not be a pussy’ if things happen once or twice a year, not every day

today on march 26^th 2023 as I was quietly checking out future purchases in metro cash & carry zemun store [near belgrade, Serbia] I was suddenly distressed by the extremely loud bang produced by the guy in yellow shirt seen here in photos enclosed herewith

 

as he threw a wooden pallet onto the floor near me without warning and with such force its pieces broke off – you can see it damaged in additional photos, also enclosed … 

so you can imagine how it sounded when it hit the concrete floor when I was not looking … not only it gave a prompt onset of tinnitus but it struck me as it came several hours after I had posted the previous post criticizing serbian government … apparently the instructions were given for an all-out attack - the wolf pack strategy - even though his other colleagues, before and after, were extremely polite toward me. as the force shock went through my head and heart in any normal country for intentionally terrorizing shoppers, we would be talking about some serious damages, but unfortunately this is Serbia … as i was upset I looked in this guy’s direction and he started grinning … he moved 20 yards away immediately, you can see his position with respect to the damaged pallet … as I went closer to see how personal he was going to get he pulled out a scalpel knife and started violently slashing plastic packaging on water bottles with a smirk on his face … to me, his actions represent the extended arm of the leadership of this country … 

j.. w. co.q the w. wh. th. all cvrt t. chrnty.!

dissatisfied with role assignment.

obviously, some kind of jealousy is taking place on the part of the serbian rulers perhaps envious of my efforts or knowledge [it cannot be bought] … serbia has around 6 million citizens almost the same as the city of philadelphia … and if my life was solely dependent on the folks in philly I would not have been able to make it in the states for all of my links were hailing from elsewhere … in other words one more proof you cannot become the prophet in your own neighborhood …

in recent years serbian government or whatever foreign entity controls it – has been trying to assign me the role of a small-time crook which of course bears image undermining condition with it … no pun intended – instead – I wanna be the big crook like them … a lot of sharks out here - live large - with big houses - numerous cars - they're in charge … to sum it up, instead of going after the top guns [themselves] they are preferring to make public enemies out of a little guy like me.

Im afraid I an’t too far off the role of Patrick Swayze in gladiator, the movie I watched with a Greek transgender [a girlfriend I have been dating for three years not knowing a thing] in valley forge’s movie theater after I had been cornered here in Serbia – where two guys are running the place and a show with multitude of bootlickers around and behind them …

you know what kind of twilight if not darkness is enforced in serbia by those playing the roles of serbian patriots [depending on the viewer’s angle] when I am afraid to simply say out loud the names of those leaders that are bothering me for plain fear they will liquidate me by sending crazed out stooges they keep around for handling the dirty work … furthermore, some people are openly spying on me as I get words of support from friends saying do not pay attention to what is going on … they are trying to single me out, vilify and crucify me in the country that thrives on crime, where mobsters are celebrated by the masses … come and witness what some politicians now in power are driving coming straight out from the communist era … we are talking couple of decades ago … the investigating journalists are talking about billions stashed out somewhere … meanwhile, they are swooping down on me trying to put a smoke up a public ass by finding scapegoats they have been preparing for hard times … when the goings get tough … and now it seems those times have come … they have even instigated public transportation drivers to punish their vehicles when passing by me in order to supposedly demonstrate power of the place - a country run by one or two guys … things are literally falling off my hands when those evil eyes are looking at me from hiding places or when they are sneaking around in public [e.g. supermarkets] making man-made noises … all the while, watching curiously, trying to gather their "material" to snitch out stories to the two big bosses in the serbian government …  who are calling out shots on what is going to happen … but there is nothing to tell ... it is a shame for time wasted here where government agents – and who else, as if the normal people'd be doing that - are coming at you with hands crossed as if tied signaling that I better be afraid waiting for the dawn that won’t come … they are playing mind games with you in godforsaken Serbian bedlam for they are completely off their rocker …