the land of 0% freedom

they think they are in the movies ... 

scarface being the no.1 toppler ... 

and that's how they behave to my dismay ...

been to brace jerkovica ‘stadion’ mall today and found out that so many folks were in aggressive narcissistic mode again … as someone had ordered them how to behave while pointing finger at the target concurrently … what had I done to deserve that or retribution if that is what you can call it? they all seemed to recognize me in addition to being overly negative and judgmental judging by their looks, verbal and nonverbal communication and postures … in mall elevator, one guy that was with his ~six year old was casually and assertively swinging his foot and leg aiming for my groin, while the small kid was obviously taken as a shield for his doings ... it was not long before a second person, a tall 20 year old provo employee acting like a wannabe hooligan came in hot yelling at me unprovoked obviously without fear that I could say something back … another tattooed hormone abusing gentleman looking like coming straight out of breaking bad episode with cocaine in the banana shipment also appeared wary and very nervous of my presence … he was flexing appearing as a ticking time bomb … Im curious what their karma will be as karma is my only savior in Serbia although it does not happen in real time which is a big disadvantage. next, I moved to lidl supermarket on vojislava ilica street to find more angry serbs angry for no reason on my part whatsoever, it appeared they were angry for me just being there … could not find any other reason … i gave it a thought … if I went out earlier or later would I have come across the same group of wackos or some other individuals that were more predictable and easy going … as the percentage of those aggressive, provoking, and quite nasty individuals has escalated, Serbia has become like a prison for me - one minute everything is fine and the next - one cannot predict what is going to happen in the "general population" … living in Serbia is one huge risk from my point of view. I cannot explain it as to why it is so. Im asking who is responsible to provide safe and secure existence//housing for zero custody male 'inmates' out in the serbian urban wilderness ... many serbs mind your presence and go about your business which translates to they do not let you live … it could be the neomarxist mindset and Marxist dear leader tito as their deity. with my experience I would say over 90% of population still prefers communism over freedom as I feel no freedom here … even though Im still unfortunately set in the minds of many americans where the hatred for me had originated - judging by what I can read on facebook between the lines and in comments of at least some slayer rock band fans gloating over the assumption, rumors as well as revelations in my blog of what has been going on in serbia to and with me and hoping for and anticipating bloodshed - I can say that at every moment of my presence in the U.S. I felt safer there even at times when I found myself in ghettos surrounded by alleged drug dealers than, minute for minute, at any moment spent in Serbia. to me, pound for pound, ghetto boys and American gang bangers have more brains than angry serbian countrymen Im encountering daily. you do not have to be a rocket scientist to understand this, just read my blog and watch some social experiment videos on youtube ... at least, in America I was left alone on numerous occasions which is quite different from what Im experiencing in Serbia. karam will be the bitch, Im not happy about it, but I would not like to be in the sneakers of those attacking me without a good reason. that is the only way it can be. I know – for Im paying my own karmical dues.  

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note: photo above was taken on october 20th, 202222222222222222222222222222 ... the book in the photo is about serbian fin de siecle opinion leader jovan skerlic who according to a newly developed theory was poisoned by nikola pasic and his radicals, however, fb comments that were made following the posting of this post esp. about some burger  - pljeskavica in serbian - come in as a highly interesting detail ... not that there is anything wrong with that ... having in mind that population of serbia is roughly the same as the metro area population of chicago, ~ 8.2 mil., so community rumors spread wildly

have been feeling strange in stomach since yesterday and looking at my tongue that looks smoldered … have been feeling metallic taste and numbness in tongue, have been salivating and mucusing more … feeling a bit of pepperish burn in throat in the beginning of the pharynx but not from the pepper … have been burping … everything was perfect with a burger I ordered two days ago – october 5^th 2002 - at  grill rankovic, dusanovac, belgrade  … however, then, the order takers asked me to go take a walk until they made meal … I did not … I stayed to see how they do it … the burger was tasty … I came back the following day – october 6^th – to order another burger and they asked me the same, to leave, and when I stayed around they called me ‘the shadow’ while talking among themselves, did not make a joke about it but took it seriously rather to the heart, I could have felt that … they started feeling uncomfortable about my wait - and that burger was a mess, i ate it fast, it was way off in comparison to the one I had on the previous day and I wonder if they messed it up on purpose and how, perhaps by dipping bread into something, dk, and how far one could go in Serbia with a vengeance over assumed suspicion on your part, with regard to the fact that serbs do not feel intimidated by their system to do something like that … in america they would think twice but the nasty things happen even there … I feel something strange in mouth which does not feel right … and need to release it off my chest – it is not the suspicion it is the facts about my state and how I feel … I even wrote status yesterday:  i hate when burger flippers do not let you be around when they are flipping, same with car repairs, the action takes place behind closed door. i wanna see & witness.

but sleeping on decision to write a blog complaint came as follows: the strange unpleasant aftertaste did not get lost, it bonded … Im telling it like it is .

 

new death threats and inhumane treatment in the Serbian shithole (compliments of Murica’s 2022 mission) from m.dj. the owner of artmedia art group company, Belgrade … as i have zero trust and confidence in serbian authorities, this should serve as the informal complaint to the american authorities which had promised safe, comfortable and dandy serbian paradise on my return and now I have been targeted by the government sponsored serbian mafia and kabbalah mafia ...

I have been going to artmedia (svetozara miletica 15) since 2005 when v.dj., the father, was running the company and he did until this summer ... and when son, the new owner, took over it did not matter to him that I was an old customer who spent tens of thousands of dollars for their services … today - october 4th 2022 - on the premises of artmedia art group doo - after I went to visit Mr. Nikola Kusovac (art expert and historian who works there and Im pretty sure Kusovac will not lie about what happened) to validate some fine art in my possession, out of pure jealousy, intolerance, and hate as I cannot think of other reasons that were not made up (the trigger perhaps was one painting by dado I own that was previously in m.dj.’s possession) m.dj. got into my face and started threatening … and when I tried to talk him into reason and de-escalate it was to no avail; another customer concerned about the argument asked him to let me go and he replied that the only place he can let me go was psychiatric ward. i must highlight that his aggressive and derogatory behavior inclusive of threats made was entirely uncalled for. when I asked him if he wanted me dead, he replied – yes, I want you dead, you should ask around and find who Im … (trying to point that he is serbian made man, consigliere or one of serbian mob bosses, i should have told him to go screw himself with his ego and who he thinks he is but I did not) … p.s.: i feel concerned over my well-being in serbia, my life and fine art certificates as m.dj. controls database of all certificates ever issued in this company to the point that he can erase database or do other kind of malicious adjustments at his will ... but the higher concern is that he can organize his soldiers and give them orders for continued harassment and physical and mental harm as he does ... fuck you Mr. Hill, you scumbag you

p.s.s.: on that day i consulted with mr. kusovac whether i was allowed to give my contact details to mr. dejan jevtic and it was a go, even though Mr. Jevtic entered artmedia art group doo premises with a third client while it was my turn to be served (only one person is allowed to be on the premises at one time) while the fact that m.dj. hands down a death threat to a client who has been loyal for 17-years means that something else other than plain networking was an issue behind his repeated threats ...  the similar threats were made in 2021 (all documented) next to a dire warning not to report to the police what had been going on (possible extortion / racketeering case originating in artmedia) ... the hatred may have been spawning based on the fact that i was not an easy victim falling for it [racketeering] as i had seemed to be ... Mr. Kusovac knows about the said which is provable as many of my conversations were recorded for safety reasons ... it is interesting that the traffic accident i had in april 2016 whereby i was struck by a car - a bullet rather going ~ 100 miles per hour in 25 mph zone happened while m.dj.'s father v.dj. asked me for a favor to lend him book which was my only assignment on that day ... to do a samaritan favor go bring someone who was not even a close friend a book ... ??? ... last minute: we are now expecting a hit as a punishment for "disobedience towards the masters kept in favor of  serbian big guns as well as the goverment", a serious crime outsourced to smaller players that cannot be linked to m.dj. and his associates ...