serbia, the lion's den. Soli Deo Gloria!

is it a serbian thing only - when you meet someone who is undeservedly infamous and popular and you feel that person is given way too much undeserving attention, you then spread false information feeling a need to put that person back to the place where your mind think he belongs, eager to take a piece of his cake that undeservedly belongs to him, as it belongs to you, and you just want to destroy the one who does not meet your level criteria.

for all of that i despise some serbian citizens, i despise all markos of serbia, and i have been trying to forget serbian language and become nationless to no avail.

is there any nation or nationality and/or individual on this planet that is affiliated to a particular land [by birth or marriage connections] that can hurt others with impunity - that cannot be sanctioned for hurting others? the answer is: unfortunately, yes, there is, and i suspect that is how Marko did what he did. why do i say this  - at the moment, the blame is not on Marko  h e n c e  Marko is obviously affiliated and untouchable. i cannot sell my understanding of Gxd to become affiliated and touchable as well. on the downside, i am very very touchable and there you have it,

it went too far. i know for a fact who triggered the latest false information, the guy i had never met before this month of november, but who was on a few occasions next to me "in the same class" "perceiving my actions and reactions" and most likely relaying afterwards of his suspicions and notices which produced the shock-wave that hit me instantly on the very same day it happened, and its feedback went across many -- even international -- media. i know of CNN and BBC (according to color-codes in those recent days and listening to some keywords and the way the anchors breathed) and numerous others for sure. some of my neighbors are in shock and i know by their reactions that it is not something trivial. this guy's first name is Marko and i have no idea why or how he did it - at what internet platform, media service or through which government agency he was able to produce such a wave, does he work for the government as it is quite unbelievable what can happen to someone here. to me it sounds like whoever Marko is, or if there is more people with him, they are the ones directly involved, as it is a no joke and i do not believe that Marko is playing with fire, and they are now yelling: catch the thief, catch the thief; let us get down to the bottom of this, there must be a reason as to why the things are happening !!! i wanna know why and how and someone must bear the consequences. on the same note, i challenge all those individuals, Marko is one of them, who spread all kinds of false rumors (that started as of the moment i came to this country when the Serbian president was assassinated and the organized lynching on the part of the Serbian government began) to a stare contest where we will hold drinks and stare at each other for money like Conan and Andy have done in the past and we will see then who is made of what fabric, "countrymen"! to a number of serbian countrymen i say: i refuse to become a poster-boy for your twisted and evil minds! 

secret to the mind games as something not yet defined by psychiatry

as far as defamation, they already had a broken in working pattern with me since the united states days, and it works like that, in your speech you can accentuate any letter or misuse any name or word and make it look bizarre (so the victim will hook and lock himself onto it and start thinking why they initially did it) and they will almost like give a hint next, almost like setting up a lure onto which the victim of mental torture is supposed to hook himself. they also may be repeatedly doing something that the victim will recognize as abnormal behavior like bringing the cup to their mouth twenty times in one minute on purpose with or without taking a sip [requires organized gang-stalking]. and this will be repeated in the similar fashion by multiple unknown people in short period of time at different locations and it will appear almost as impossible / coincidental as candid camera. once it becomes familiar and adopted by the multitude, this pattern will be multiplied like virus and repeated for months and years [ applied as a para-disciplinary ( inhumane ) method / punishment ] inhibiting your place/role in the society. for that they will either have to have some intelligence to know victim’s general knowledge domain / interests / fears. on the part of victim, there is no point of saying anything then or asking what is going on as they will be always acting surprised and ignorant. no matter what the victim does at that point, they will be reporting on him in negative fashion all out. disregarding whether he kept his calm or their irritating behavior had set him off. old communist manners, the best mental tormentors ever. as the victim is fully aware that the lure exists he can foresee and shall guesswork where they are coming from on the basis of vast knowledge [ intelligent victims required ] and as they quickly introduce more and more hint terms and words (through media or their wolves involved in direct communication or even those people that are unaware in second stages but they will somehow have to listen to convo) it sort of dawns on the victim and it gets way too clear what were they up to and it has never been done for any good cause. in the end i do not know if they are stupid or evil or both. in other words, they are playing mind games as the form of torture while the end goal is defamation. the victim practically cannot fight back unless he wants to make a complete ass out of himself as the tormentors have the complete power and power to influence [opinions] as well. as far as the latest incident, since they already started me at some point over the years on the similar issues that Marko was determined to bring up, I can say marko took his clues out of thin air to force agenda although I am not sure how and why he spread it, it all came to me quickly what he or his companions were up to though it is also obvious that he has been involved in defamation from some earlier point of time, in other words he is not one of those that are entirely unaware. bringing a cup in dramatic fashion was also on his menu [ served as a tip off ]. in what capacity he has been defaming I am not sure either. but what has unveiled is more than a harassment. injustice may easily kill you as it works and reflects on your body, it influences your health, emotions and stress. let alone your position within the society. instilling fear is one of the goals and there is no cure unless the bigger fish deals with the defamers.

 

my innocent blood [and now the current state of mind] on your innocent women, wealth, love and innocent generations*

the orchestration ...

i can see that the artwork from several days ago

will cost me my life all orchestrated by the secret service. primum non nocerem, it appears they did just the opposite by grafting and planting a bug** [a rumor; a reason] in the hearts and minds of the remaining population so when they later come to physically destroy you, noone is supposed to care. as this is not any joke, i assume that is the best thing that they could expect; then the second best that they could expect [from their actions] is to strip me off any income, to block people from [to appall them at the thought of] associating with me as i encounter numerous round-eyed folks that makes you feel sick and mentally debilitated, that is the state that inhibits confidence. the death stimulating machinery has been fully deployed again. post-communist freak child at its best -- and the opposite of Pax Serbiana is ...

*an't gonna do a damn thing; Sxmebody will. 

 **in serbian it is called letting a flea escape, again and again.
over the last few months [and particularly years] i overheard and sensed several radically despicable and highly unbelievable serbian "fleas" about myself, one was even funny and the other one quite disturbing and dangerous, but even if i set out on a quest to contest anything they are obviously capable of coming up with the new ones as they have been doing it since 1995; the new damaging  schemes appear as if there is a handy stack of them, they are pulling them out like magicians do rabbits for tricks and nobody says a thing. this is how the contemporary [post-communist] serbs are, if setting up someone could be called hospitable then there you are. i got some other words i will not mention. if i was jewish the payback money-wise for this sort of terror and idiocy would have been huge, smooth, and easy [for constant health and mind damage to begin with]; but as serb you are doomed to fail and sail through the thorny path of incoherence, your life is [figuratively] worth nothing, try painting a target on a Jewish individual and see what happens - will there be any responsibility? my serbian countrymen in america had said: he did it to himself - oh, yeah, nice, but who has done it to me in Serbia? me, myself again!?! my only way out from this hell would be if Gxd starts sending Americans [if they are still sane and/or alive, fingers crossed] all of whom were involved in giving my life into the hands of bloodthirsty Serbs (particularly those who navigate and wield power over Serbian bloody secret services) IMMEDIATE clear and heavy, unrelenting and dire signals they need to correct this or else. that would be it. the only thing. to literally convey to them a loud and clear message - in master-some manner - the serbian shit won't fly. i trust Gxd but Im not sure if i could still trust the USA; i wouldn’t put it past them. the USA behaves as a typical scorned lover to me now as if our love was largely for show. Brits do care about their Salmon, but the fact is i do not wanna be no made up Salmon, or anybody else for that matter. and serbs act as if their only daily need is to destroy one human being at any cost in "His blood be upon us and on our children" (27:25) fashion. sweet dear Lord, everything is in your almighty hands as of now. 

last minute notice : comes to think of it, if it is not the government itself, maybe these efforts were sparked by the guy M.M. who attacked and tried to kill me few years ago and his super-powerful lawyer B.B. who exercise influence in this country comparable to Rudy Giuliani in the United States. still in that case, government mechanics must have been involved on many levels to come forth publicly to everyone as they did. in any case these slanders are flying from the highest heavens of serbia - spread by the serbian earthly gods, whoever they are; and be aware serbia has many "gods". i am pretty sure you can smell the stink across the ocean. 

last minute notice on november 30th 2020: it went too far. i know for a fact who triggered the latest false information, the guy i had never met before this month of november, but who was on a few occasions next to me "in the same class" "perceiving my actions and reactions" and most likely relaying afterwards of his suspicions and notices which produced the shock-wave that hit me instantly on the very same day it happened, and its feedback went across many -- even international -- media. i know of CNN and BBC (according to color-codes in those recent days and listening to some keywords and the way the anchors breathed) and numerous others for sure. some of my neighbors are in shock and i know by their reactions that it is not something trivial. this guy's first name is Marko and i have no idea why or how he did it - at what internet platform, media service or through which government agency he was able to produce such a wave, does he work for the government as it is quite unbelievable what can happen to someone here. to me it sounds like whoever Marko is, or if there is more people with him, they are the ones directly involved, as it is a no joke and i do not believe that Marko is playing with fire, and they are now yelling: catch the thief, catch the thief; let us get down to the bottom of this, there must be a reason as to why the things are happening !!! i wanna know why and how and someone must bear the consequences. on the same note, i challenge all those individuals, Marko is one of them, who spread all kinds of false rumors (that started as of the moment i came to this country when the Serbian president was assassinated and the organized lynching on the part of the Serbian government began) to a stare contest where we will hold drinks and stare at each other for money like Conan and Andy have done in the past and we will see then who is made of what fabric, "countrymen"! to a number of serbian countrymen i say: i refuse to become a poster-boy for your twisted and evil minds!

 

serbia's 'golden age'

 the push came to shove

in 17 years serbia gave me nothing but grief and organized gang-stalking*; in fact, like an experienced carnal debauchee it just took away whenever it could. to name one example, the most recent governing 'steal', for a used piece of junk that i bought on-line from USA store for U$ 90.00 plus U$ 20.00 for shipping -- serbia charged 31.00 U$ /thirty-one dollars/ in customs and local VAT fees. in addition, the added ghost amount of c. 3.00 U$ (the customs charge only 'to open' the package or to send from them to my address) is not even visible on this paper in the image below. legally, the 'steal' is legit but serbian laws reek of the post-communist rot and mannerism and often times they are selectively administered.

*what pains me is that whenever it was obvious that I was singled out and attacked or provoked in public nobody protested and came to my side to scream enough is enough or anything; it seems as if the Serbian public in general enjoys injustice, targeting, violence and the dumbest arrogance one can find around while the targeted human victim is only a blinded, provoked and ignored bull in the arena called serbia. what is even more bothering is that those who bully and target write biographies and histories as the only winners, and there is not anything much plausible in them to discover ...

in Serbia you can't crop sanity worth a fuck

please read responsibly, this is not a rant 

i just don't feel alive anymore 

have you ever met someone so angry and determined to destroy a being by constantly spreading rumors, introducing wild moments in private/personal life and digging a grave for the object of hatred? a couple of years ago they battered my head with a metal stick and it turns out that the guy who did it is the regime’s buddy boy. well a great number of my fellow countrymen won’t introduce themselves but they had been trying to flatten me since 2003. the reason why these dudes are extremely jealous could be that I have been unbearably successful in something. i could describe that as staying afloat and still breathing in the madness that surrounds us while outclassing a few in what I do best -- and i an't the best in chilling. successful, yes, but i am not the GOAT. successful, yes, but with no aegis. if I had an aegis them psychos would have been as well behaved as Viennese choir boys. instead, they have been turned on to me as if i was the GOAT and there is some underlying rivalry. it appears those translations of who i am and what i do took the wrong turn at some Serbian Albuquerque point and someone got all messed up in the headquarters, the base of these serbian masterminds. i must hereby explain to them it is nothing immoral, nothing they have to particularly worry about. it concerns love and spiritual things that permeate mind. regardless, the USA had set up and sent me on this great adventure but I do not blame them, they were also lied to and manipulated by the serbian bloody secret agents that still decide who lives and dies in serbia by direct / indirect targeting and promoting crafty schemes. they got me labeled. it is not the usa’s fault that I am here. it is my fault that early on I was trying to make friends with serbs going into serbian church in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania on Sundays. I should have minded my own business as I did not come to america to introduce Serbian ways. I should have made my own way without interfering with serbian community in general and at all. and I hope the Gxd will judge -- for many of my countrymen that are looking down on me share selfish jealousy; in the community, if you stand out among those who consider you as peers you are a dead meat, a smoked-up pipe. therefore, the stinky trail originated there and it only got worse. on the flipside, right now, I would have traded success for the family life which many of my 'public executioners' [i have never met], if not all, enjoy. interestingly, they come from all walks of life inclusive of the secret service agents as well as the plain scumbags roaming streets and naturally those in between [not geniuses just cowards, muppets and thugs]! somehow their agenda is the same. they all recognize me as the legitimate target. someone there to lynch his ass. while I have no chance to be paid for this experience and suffering, I wish I had an alien pocket army, someone to help me deal with what has been messing up the good days.