my innocent blood [and now the current state of mind] on your innocent women, wealth, love and innocent generations*

the orchestration ...

i can see that the artwork from several days ago

will cost me my life all orchestrated by the secret service. primum non nocerem, it appears they did just the opposite by grafting and planting a bug** [a rumor; a reason] in the hearts and minds of the remaining population so when they later come to physically destroy you, noone is supposed to care. as this is not any joke, i assume that is the best thing that they could expect; then the second best that they could expect [from their actions] is to strip me off any income, to block people from [to appall them at the thought of] associating with me as i encounter numerous round-eyed folks that makes you feel sick and mentally debilitated, that is the state that inhibits confidence. the death stimulating machinery has been fully deployed again. post-communist freak child at its best -- and the opposite of Pax Serbiana is ...

*an't gonna do a damn thing; Sxmebody will. 

 **in serbian it is called letting a flea escape, again and again.
over the last few months [and particularly years] i overheard and sensed several radically despicable and highly unbelievable serbian "fleas" about myself, one was even funny and the other one quite disturbing and dangerous, but even if i set out on a quest to contest anything they are obviously capable of coming up with the new ones as they have been doing it since 1995; the new damaging  schemes appear as if there is a handy stack of them, they are pulling them out like magicians do rabbits for tricks and nobody says a thing. this is how the contemporary [post-communist] serbs are, if setting up someone could be called hospitable then there you are. i got some other words i will not mention. if i was jewish the payback money-wise for this sort of terror and idiocy would have been huge, smooth, and easy [for constant health and mind damage to begin with]; but as serb you are doomed to fail and sail through the thorny path of incoherence, your life is [figuratively] worth nothing, try painting a target on a Jewish individual and see what happens - will there be any responsibility? my serbian countrymen in america had said: he did it to himself - oh, yeah, nice, but who has done it to me in Serbia? me, myself again!?! my only way out from this hell would be if Gxd starts sending Americans [if they are still sane and/or alive, fingers crossed] all of whom were involved in giving my life into the hands of bloodthirsty Serbs (particularly those who navigate and wield power over Serbian bloody secret services) IMMEDIATE clear and heavy, unrelenting and dire signals they need to correct this or else. that would be it. the only thing. to literally convey to them a loud and clear message - in master-some manner - the serbian shit won't fly. i trust Gxd but Im not sure if i could still trust the USA; i wouldn’t put it past them. the USA behaves as a typical scorned lover to me now as if our love was largely for show. Brits do care about their Salmon, but the fact is i do not wanna be no made up Salmon, or anybody else for that matter. and serbs act as if their only daily need is to destroy one human being at any cost in "His blood be upon us and on our children" (27:25) fashion. sweet dear Lord, everything is in your almighty hands as of now. 

last minute notice : comes to think of it, if it is not the government itself, maybe these efforts were sparked by the guy M.M. who attacked and tried to kill me few years ago and his super-powerful lawyer B.B. who exercise influence in this country comparable to Rudy Giuliani in the United States. still in that case, government mechanics must have been involved on many levels to come forth publicly to everyone as they did. in any case these slanders are flying from the highest heavens of serbia - spread by the serbian earthly gods, whoever they are; and be aware serbia has many "gods". i am pretty sure you can smell the stink across the ocean. 

last minute notice on november 30th 2020: it went too far. i know for a fact who triggered the latest false information, the guy i had never met before this month of november, but who was on a few occasions next to me "in the same class" "perceiving my actions and reactions" and most likely relaying afterwards of his suspicions and notices which produced the shock-wave that hit me instantly on the very same day it happened, and its feedback went across many -- even international -- media. i know of CNN and BBC (according to color-codes in those recent days and listening to some keywords and the way the anchors breathed) and numerous others for sure. some of my neighbors are in shock and i know by their reactions that it is not something trivial. this guy's first name is Marko and i have no idea why or how he did it - at what internet platform, media service or through which government agency he was able to produce such a wave, does he work for the government as it is quite unbelievable what can happen to someone here. to me it sounds like whoever Marko is, or if there is more people with him, they are the ones directly involved, as it is a no joke and i do not believe that Marko is playing with fire, and they are now yelling: catch the thief, catch the thief; let us get down to the bottom of this, there must be a reason as to why the things are happening !!! i wanna know why and how and someone must bear the consequences. on the same note, i challenge all those individuals, Marko is one of them, who spread all kinds of false rumors (that started as of the moment i came to this country when the Serbian president was assassinated and the organized lynching on the part of the Serbian government began) to a stare contest where we will hold drinks and stare at each other for money like Conan and Andy have done in the past and we will see then who is made of what fabric, "countrymen"! to a number of serbian countrymen i say: i refuse to become a poster-boy for your twisted and evil minds!