Saturday, May 30, 2015

Me and Crown Prince of Yugoslavia



for all these years i’ve been trying to figure out hwat had induced this serbian hatred and then today it dawned on me. once upon a time in the beginning of 1990s, Alexander, Crown Prince of Yugoslavia, also named Alexander II Karađorđević was looking for a personal driver and butler and i was fresh out of high school; just got  driver’s license and thought it would be a neat thing to apply.
however, serbian state security was then, as it is now, populated with former hard-boiled communists and their children who had to be extremely hard on royalists to become agents; for the reds it was a thing of an honor to disgrace or kill as many of those non-alligned. major soccer clubs in serbia are still named after communist symbols: red star and partisan fighters, while the clubs in, for example, croatia have patriotic but non-ideological names, like dynamo and haiduk. i did not figure out that such hatred was existing at the time as i was young and stupid. did not know that those applying for Crown Prince’s services were all secretly scrutinized by the state security as advertisement ran publicly in politika newspapers. so i was most likely put on state’s black list, same as edward snowden would be in united states. though i do not believe Snowden would be allowed to roam freely like me in open type prison environment without a trial. for treason deeds i've never committed in addition to obvious lack of evidence, i still feel i was dealt with as an ideological public enemy. as far as my situation touches base, i have been going through public lynching and gangstalking for almost twelve years, let alone my family that was intentionally broken by forces of evil. these are facts and the rest is evil forces trying to discredit me further which they are skilled to do and are doing it successfully.

the only difference now is that these former maverick defenders of communism are not communists now, now they are right-wing royalty-hating clero-fascists. some of them turned liberal and i do not have a problem with them libs. not that anything is wrong with the next, but though, nobody has my back, i am an undecided voter.     
many of my yearmate intellectuals have utilized their password to success which was to join government apparatus: state security and post-communist law enforcement. all of those that remained alive and loyal now can brag with being well situated with plenty of money to burn and numerous children. although, i do not feel sorry for myself and them in that regard, they are still leading scoring charts and i am next to one or zero, that being siding with losers time and time again!
as soon as i posted this article, somewhere some red alert lamp went off, as today my cell battery was drained in a few hours without any significant phone activity recorded on my part. i must admit that i am more afraid today being around belgrade, serbia, than i was ever. 
last minute: i guess the mention of serbian royalty in post communist country was highly dangerous thing to do since not only my cellular phone battery is emptying itself miraculously after several hours of non-usage but i am experiencing gang stalking everywhere again. i guess they would like me to kill myself - no normal living creature can endure such a  pressure - hence all this psychological terror in action. don't worry i won't, whatever is happening to me is entirely sketched and planned by those forces (you could imagine who they are) that destroyed my family in the first place. 
last minute cont.: yet another form of gangstalking - extremely powerful, bright, luminous and disturbing searchlights directed into my bedroom until the wee hours on june 3rd 2015, zeroing in as seen on the photos enclosed herewith. they are positioned somewhere on top of the buildings marked with red arrow (located on gostivarska street, belgrade, serbia). talking about the grid of serbian relentless animosity. in addition, mark my key word relentless. you can see when this google maps screenshot was taken this morning at 3:40 AM when my cell battery was fully charged again

june 7th 2015: last minute: as in life where i have been left with broken family and attacked on daily basis for twelve years which all led to spiraling downward in a disastrous stress spiral in addition to my deteriorating health, consequently induced,  not even my luck (luck! all that is left to me) follows me anymore as i am losing today together with novak djokovic...
what i am talking about there is not a single classic life enhancer to be found anywhere. from my point there is no way to start a good sporting momentum, a turning point to healthily rise, so to become reclusive is probably a way to be. jedite bre govna idioti picka vam materina govnarska
 

Sunday, May 24, 2015

THIN LINE OF SERBIAN HATRED II

as i was exiting antique fair held at slavija, belgrade, serbia, i noticed promptly that my eyes burn like hell and most likely i was sniped again by someone lying in wait somewhere - one more indicator that someone has been following me around and planning and executing actions to destroy my health and peace of mind. hours later my eyes still burn, my vision has been tempered with and numerous floaters and dark spots are a bothering nuisance.

as far as i guess my peace activism is concerned it seems that i am at much greater risk for being deliberately maimed when being around in public in serbia than mordechai vanunu was ever in israel.
unfortunately, it seems that serbs do that to other serbs. 


with practically no funding serbian efforts to bluff americans in order to bring me back home were numerous times smarter in comparison to what extent mossad went to bring back vanunu. though i think these two cases are incomparable, i am many more times frightened of being in serbia right now. throughout the past 12 years i've been under government and private interest groups' surveillance and as the result of this political experiment and/or sentence i was not able/allowed to form a family and live a normal productive life (double coded, harrased/attacked, and/or avoided by many - i have no idea what's normal life i had used to live so many years ago). the only comparison to my local situation would be if one imagine several hundred pit-bulls forced after a pet poodle while pit-bull owners cynically suggest poodle can run, poodle can run....therefore, run, poodle, run

Thursday, May 07, 2015

THIN LINE OF SERBIAN HATRED


may 7th 2015: as i exited krivolacka health center this morning i saw yet another bruise mark of hatred on my vehicle. either someone is monitoring and following me all the time or there are so many of them - it does not matter where i am at, i will be in constant peril BECAUSE THEY ARE EVERYWHERE. this is yet another reminder that i am in unfriendly country where i cannot relax any single day and live life to the fullest. can you imagine yourself in the skin i live in?
it is not 6th september as yet when 13 years ago serbian state stepped in and ruined my family requesting from united states of america to extradite me to serbia for reasons unknown until today.
i was just trying to live in peace, had finally settled, had family life and was not allowed to continue. 
these above are my blood and urine sugar readings which can only be caused by stress as it is induced by these serbian bastards locally. i have no idea why are they after me, why they want to hurt me and destroy my property and life. as eternal optimist i did not know i had no future when i got here in 2003, now i do. 

some thoughts:
I came to America to try to become another President, to change the law to that effect and follow in the footsteps of George Fisher (Djordje SAgic) only to become exposed like a deadbeat so that any local hooligan and serbian thug can wipe their ass with me. i am not vindictive person but i would be glad to see signs God has not forgotten about me in this lifetime. 

so what was the "trade off" CIA had offered by returning me to serbia - the fucking thing that existed only in my nightmares and
became my reality - slow death and deliberate mutilation by fucked up Godzilla serbs on serbian killing spree/crusade, they are getting into my face day after day.
if i am to be asked, it is fucked up and we are talking this is some 2015, humanity goes south, seems like the end times. i wish God got pissed~ Super pissed!


btw, Andjus rules!