international superstardom or how they found a way of killing me

i’ve recently spoken to serbian attorney and according to his interpretation of american law of which i am unsure how accurate it was, i am not entitled to any damages because i was just a collateral post 9/11 and i cannot sue the american state for ruining my family and life altogether. i was studying law and this is all very strange to me. he dead certainly stated they must had suspected that i was a terrorist --- that's right, terrorist --- perhaps following a false flag alarm and since they had no proof the easiest way was to let me down the drain which enabled them to come scot-free not paying any compensations for their cruel and merciless act. following that conversation there was a moment of peace in my life for my sources told me the word came down across serbia not to bother me since i had it hard in america and afterwards. but alas!

fast forward it to yesterday and especially today and that calm evaporated in a cloud of smoke and exclamation marks as serbian merciless terror machine came back into attacking mode full force. i smelled something fishy from the get-go as my phone battery is draining like crazy which means that the serbian secret service is all over me tapping my calls again and someone sprayed some kind of poison powder over my vehicle and it smells like death.

i feel as if some ritual satanic killing is taking place and Im the victim at peril.

my life in serbia is 100% transparent to everybody in Serbia which allows a multitude to perform their personal street justice and feast on ruining life like mine; a number is in for the treat. it also prevents myself from continuing on with normal life. instead my life has become cobwebbed and worn ... sighing sadly, if i was only left alone by the masses. i cannot find a soul mate around here as i got millions of obnoxious paul kerseys after me. the only difference being that my family was ruined and not theirs. and these blowhard motherfuckers behave like i owe them some. for example public transportation drivers gunning their engines full throttle when they are driving by (my windows rolled down) only to display off animosity and put a pressure on my ears while ear wax is coming out of them as my organism is trying to defend itself. in addition, it is a summer time and i like walking downtown but there is no way that i can walk without being disturbed by many arrogant serbs who won’t only pay attention to me but shall do the most unimaginable and unintelligible things only to unnerve me. and it is tons of them out there (one cannot believe how many) and i feel as if they want to relieve their personal stress and problems and even anger against God-knows-what by behaving detestably towards me. there is no way that this situation can be inhibited. because what’s evil in people is more powerful than any government or ANY organization out there. if the communists/anarholiberals (money running the country) say please do not attack this guy, than the radicals, religious fanatics and democrats will do it on purpose, and vice versa. a small guy cannot win in this crazy stalemate situation whereby the only thing coming for sure is that the government,crazy people,and incurred enemies (e.g. Mr.Voj.Milosevic, same street, his relatives and associates; etc, etc.) will look for alternative ways to eliminate me from life as i feel they are doing it right now. .gov: only because they are powerless and i have become a liability for serbia, or vice versa. this puts additional stress up onto my body and mind. i am in constant fear of dying or death. in the same fashion united states of america eliminated me from their society, but serbia on the contrary cannot send me back to united states. i feel as if in the paws of the real beast.i am talking peril.when i see people that are running the show from behind the curtains as i can recognize them in belgrade it all becomes crystal clear to me. too idle and too incompetent for anything. that is why you make them leave, every time you vote, the incumbent needs to go. now i am not even sure that novak djokovic is 100% saint around here only because of him being a bit naïve and unable to see it coming (living in the neverland and untouched by the first-hand experience of evil). i am not sure who is the true authority around that i could bow down to, unsure even with whom to hang out with, it’s all like b-listers around me and i was supposed to be some kind of a leader. well, at least i felt like one, until they orchestrated the entire state against me which made me autistic (due to isolation; stress related) i can feel that while never was like that before. never had trouble around people but here. if you know how, please set my rain down on fire

ps i feel as if hunting season is open as George W once claimed. 

update on 3 June 2014: it's crazy time again. serbs cannot leave me alone for three days in a row.
today a black bmw vehicle cut me off intentionally and out of blue with intention of hitting me, i suspect a government vehicle with couple of more wanna be close calls whereby i suspect all government vehicles or some private serbian contractor perhaps hired by some foreign entity to do the hit. perhaps even democratic party of serbia as they want to return in power and thus by pressuring make me write, critique and blame government. it is all mixed up, a lot of mixed feelings, emotions and messages even here. public transportation drivers kept gunning down their engines while passing by.
also, parked in front of tepih servis (carpet cleaning service) near maxi at vojvode stepe blvd.
and got couple of more scratches. possibly from people working there, i got no clue who could that be in a
several minutes unless stalking.

 

izrodi

a lie told often enough becomes truth" - vladimir lenin.
“"make the lie big, make it simple, keep saying it, and eventually they will believe it...if you tell a lie big enough and keep repeating it, people will eventually come to believe it. the lie can be maintained only for such time as the state can shield the people from the political, economic and/or military consequences of the lie. it thus becomes vitally important for the state to use all of its powers to repress dissent, for the truth is the mortal enemy of the lie, and thus by extension, the truth is the greatest enemy of the state - josef goebbels and clandestine serbian public opinion makers that are allegedly not the current serbian policy makers regarding lies placed about me in the serbian public. what lies they placed about me makes serbs hate me and constantly provoke and attack me....

izrodi (pronounced is-rawdy) is the serbian word for those sleazy ones who betray and persecute their brothers without a justified reason.

i’ve been persecuted in this country for 11 years and spat at for the last ~ 15 months.

now izrodi persecute me in the light of catastrophe that struck this nation, i feel as if they are expecting me to do more than what novak djokovic did. let me make this clear, novak has been the recipient of the Order of St. Sava, 1^st class, there is nothing less he could have done. on the contrary, myself has been spat at, vilified, exposed, and persecuted on numerous occasions. the same izrodi who did this to me hold me in scorn highlighting in the foreground - i did nothing. my position is as follows: i am in fear to try anything around here, as whatever i do (and by this i mean all positive as well as negative stuff; i make mistakes too) will be transparently used against me as that's what's been going on, on daily basis. Izrodi. 

ps. if this situation was not orchestrated by united states, it would be interesting to find out why this serbian of montenegrin origin who happens to be my neighbor has started the spitting thing and why?!!! i never spoke to him, never....so it boggles my mind in addition to numerous copycats that are messing up my life on daily basis.  

i think serb nation needs to go back to square one,
and ask themselves who they are and where are they going to.
|kada su srbi dusmani|



update on 22nd of may 2014:

as i was driving today i experienced numerous evil eyes and snake eyes from drivers in the oncoming traffic throughout belgrade and as i was passing by the column of cars in the bottleneck of kralja Aleksandra boulevard - coming toward mite ruzica street - one s.o.b. yelled out “animal!” toward me in serbian and then i was expecting that he was going to spit at me, as the column was not moving, my windows were open and his were too while audio was most likely recorded by a car camera. after that there is nothing else or more we could talk about. 
why don't they let me know if i am at fault with anybody or anything, anywhere?!! why do not they take me to court if there is a problem of any sort?!! this blog is only the gateway of silence, i am not even close to describing how it feels to be hurt without a justified reason!!! why don't they give me a chance to improve, or at least ignore me!!! why do they keep on bothering me?!! eleven years and always the same thing, a pure survival!!! not a single chance, not one minute of a break. i never got a chance!!! my success if any came from God, nobody else. why they enjoy being animals and making my life miserable?!! is there a better place to be and live than serbia, i am asking? i need a break or a second chance. thousands, aggressive like hornets. honestly, what the fuck i did to them!!! what the fuck i do to them!!! i think they enjoy traumatizing me

update on 24th of may 2014: while shopping in greek owned supermarket chain "vero", vojvode stepe blvd, belgrade at around 19:00 hours, i left vehicle in their garage only to find a scratch mark (above driver's side door) for the second time as it happened earlier on one occasion. i suspect a security guy, a dark skinned almost gypsy looking type, as he approached me boldly as if having a problem with me as i exited the elevator coming down to the garage. again, not completely sure, but still it should not have happened. i'd love to investigate him on polygraph as his colleague stated they are apparently not covering that part of a garage with security camera. it's insane. i wonder if there is anything comparable in this world to my ordeal in serbia nowadays. all against the one. 

SERBIAN ANIMALS ATTACKING AGAIN; MAY, 12 2014, 21:45 PM

what's troubling is that they made near 30 marks all over the vehicle. can you imagine that. not only couple of scratches. it equals to being stabbed multiple times. to me, it is a pure and simple, hate crime.

I was talking to my child I have not seen for over 12 years via Skype couple of days ago, and I was asked ‘Dad do you still have problems with hooligans over your vehicle?’ I said no, do not worry about it.

Today it was a great Serbian Saint holiday, St.Vasilije Ostroski and yes, in Novi Belgrade, in front of Gandijeva high-rise # 101, my car was scratched nearly 30 times with a key or coin, most likely, as the police stated. I intent to leave this writing as a particular legacy for the Serbs when they see my car they “learn” a little bit about themselves, their culture and habits. This is the real cry. How could anyone, for example Edvard Munch, realize what’s the scream like and how could you even scream from the country (Norway) where everything is perfect, hunky dory, peachy, dandy and desirable? I feel like a Jew in Nazi Germany, Serbs have to mark my property with scratches


/here you can clearly see two scratches upper left and there are over 25 more like that/ 
i read the serbian message as follows, well folks, he took a step forward, he bought a nice car but it is not nice anymore, we took him two steps backward again! when i drive by i noticed some of them -  for example standing at the bus stations -  have been already turning their heads away and aside
in disgust.
as in Germany they did with swastika or Star of David - the symbols to let everyone know I am not desirable in the society. Their goal is to stigmatize, so whenever someone sees me or my car they despise with exclamation He deserved it! So my child, when you read this, this is the truth about my Serbian whereabouts following 2003.

Nevertheless, I bought this vehicle from a famous Serbian tv-star Katarina Sismanovic, almost brand new, at any rate without scratches or any marks, and at that time I did not even imagine I was going to have problems with unknown people regarding vandalism. Alas!

This evening I went to complete a kupindo.com purchase, the books I bought from Mr. Danijel Medic who leaves at Gandijeva 101. I stayed inside his entrance for about 15 minutes and as I got out I immediately noticed the scratches and called police that you can see in the following pictures. Policemen were okay guys, let me took the photos when they came
 
, and they asked if someone knows me in that neighborhood. I was there for the first time! Let us not pretend. Entire Belgrade knows me and they hate my guts, it took them 15 minutes to make 30 scratches. The car requires a new paint job, but I have only basic insurance. When I lived in America, I never had a problem with this sort of vandalism by the unknown men!!! Everytime someone had a problem with me they came straight forward to me, noone did not do anything cowardly, behind the back like Serbs, when no one was watching. This evening, when I first arrived into that neighborhood it was dark and I approached Salvatore Pizza Shop, Gandijeva 101,
 
where two mafia macho type looking dudes were sitting. I asked them about the entrance. I did not feel pleasant. Now I am scared for having even had to mention these grumpy guys that looked like trouble. Other than that I only saw three suspicious looking kids on bikes as sixth sense told me they knew something more about me and meant trouble. These were the only five individuals I had an eye contact with in that neighborhood tonight, except Mr. Danijel Medic. So for it.

Every time Serbs do something evil to me, it is a mind boggling experience and makes me wonder why! What they want from me? Together with Americans they ruined my family back in 2002. I have not seen my child since because of them. As far as I am concerned such case did not happen in the history of mankind. Is it political? Since the new guys Napredna Stranka Srbije came in power I was brutally beaten several times. I was heckled on numerous occasions, but I am totally apolitical regarding Serbia. Must be a coincidence. Is it Serbian Secret Service trying to harass me for exposing stuff about my case herewith. Are Catholics or Muslims trying to detour the spike of my anger toward Serbians so they sabotage Serbs as some of them are really trying hard to be nice towards me. Having been in the pit for years, I developed an animal instinct, I can smell  haters from a mile away. Honestly, I am fed up with life here but I have nowhere else to go. I was not allowed to have a shot at another family. Serbs are the masters of sabotage. Also masters to downplay any of my complaints.  Imagine what they would to me and my relationship if I had a girlfriend, in comparison to what they are doing to my car.
 
I feel treated like slave, it is impossible to be and stay normal in this country. There were many worms out of the jar already and many powerful people are adding fuel to the fire trying to spark hatred. As any rich guys, they want more fun and games. It should be exactly known who are they! I am a collateral with the exception that it was planned. I was meant to be collateral from the day one. Et cetera, et cetera...Alleluia. May God be of help to all of us normal people and punish those that destroy other people lives with their actions!

last minute in Serbia, 18^th of may 2014: just got another scratch across driver’s side door. parked in front of the “pit stop car wash” at vojvode stepe blvd, belgrade, not thinking that an opened car wash store won’t be deterrent to bloody motherfuckers. when i sat back inside a vehicle i thought whether to ask the car-wash guy if he saw anything, but he caught my glance and kept on looking at me aggressively and strange from a distance and i felt as if i was looking at a lion on a safari trip so i let it go. man, this is "the neighborhood” where i grew up and this is the only place on earth where one thought i would be given a break. for a lot of guys on this world their neighborhood is the safest place, but not for me. hell no. i have not seen or heard that anyone was molested in a way i am. if i had volunteered to help with floods they would lie that i came there to sabotage or steal (the guy - Mr. Milosevic - who started the spitting thing and allegedly conspired with serbian mafia underworld to kill me, he was inquiring about assassins, met me in maxi stores numerous times but he never did the spitting act there, for Goodness sake and crying put loud he might be sane after a;;) . you cannot win in serbia, some of them are blatant idiots. did not bother to call the cops. it is (for) the serbs. they have something against God as far as i am concerned because i believe in God and behave. they do not behave, they are vandalizing my property. someone told them to and i still do not know why - what beef they have with me, do you?!! if you do know what is going on around here, please let me know, and let's sue their ass off. they FORGET THAT I'M A PERSON TOO. it is not even crazy or mindless anymore, i am speechless, but what goes around comes around. 
moreover, have been to club of philately on St. Sava street on the premises of association for deaf and blind persons and feel as if being harassed with laser pointer for a while - while sitting there and breezing through various documents - it's club exchange, my eyes hurt heavily. there was a guy srebrenko who passed by and i could feel he meant trouble....some of them acting very strange, it is another day in serbia. alas!