Alas, history repeats itself

now I have two problems, Americans are not willing to do a business with me even though i have forgiven them everything. 
and number two, I have been sentenced to live in Serbia [where everybody knows me] until Kingdom Come

imagine that someone is slowly killing you and you beg them to stop but they sadistically continue their act. this is the situation I have in Serbia with my fellow countrymen.

every time I bought something at brace jerkovica JYSK store (a Danish company, Danish as in the Kingdom of Denmark's Danish) the blonde cashier was pointing laser price scanner gun into my eyes and looked at each and every opportunity to “hit” me with its beam. I took home several eye burns, and wrote about it a couple of times in this blog. today, there was a long new year’s line and I thought she would not try this in front of the audience of so many shoppers. alas, if serbs want to kill you, they will do it, it does not matter to them if someone is looking or not or if you deserve it or not. alas, she did her ‘kill.’ I would not be much wrong if I say this b*tch now.

I was just thinking to myself: no, not again, not again, she is not going to try it, no, no, no, please, please please, pretty please don't. alas she did point a beam straight into my eyes as soon as I stepped up to the register as a next up shopper and I put my head down in order not to look at the red light but she waited until I raised my head and hit me again and again. now I understand why so many people hate serbs. I do not know this person and I have not done anything to her, period. enclosed herewith is a copy of today’s receipt. cheers!

Clear matter for the American mission in Serbia

my enemies in Serbia are invisible, unknown and inexplicable

if I am supposed to go down like Jacques de Molay I wanna know who the Pope is?

yesterday and today I was passing by the center city and the same incident happened. grown up male serbian citizens, entirely unknown to me, were doing the same gesture: both were pretending they could not light up their cigarettes so the first one kept hitting on the spark wheel as he was approaching, producing an intentional dry fire; he finally 'managed' to light his smoke as he passed by (his performance lasted for about 15 yards); the latter kept lighting an already lit cigarette so the flames were reaching his eyebrows as he was overdoing it. as I stated before I do not know what kind of message and/or signals they were sending because both acts looked much premeditated and designed to make you feel extremely restless. some time ago I thought similar prickly acts were provocations that had something to do with inducing jealousy over love and sex but since I have been single, now I realize that both are relaying that they are going to light and burn someone or something. that is the only nonsense that comes out of their evil premonitory actions.

I came here in 2003 and more serious problems - involving physical harm - with serbian aggression started around 2011 that coincided with the change of political power in Serbia. the problems in public were getting worse and now they are escalating. I repeat during my entire stay I have not done anything to anyone to provoke anybody here, my enemies in Serbia are invisible, unknown and inexplicable.

while giving it a thought this evening, the spirit of General George A. Custer encouraged me, advising - do not disappoint so I cannot say that I am afraid as much as I am concerned and I think the new American envoy to Serbia H.E. Anthony F. Godfrey should also step in and look into this matter and see what is that all about and why the things are going on as they are. Im sure I cannot correct anything on my part, but there is much to be corrected on the part of the serbian state and those directly involved in these intimidating acts that are not isolated, for this is only the tip of the iceberg. I call this a warning shot as if anything more brutal happens - something, some warning notice must be admissible evidence in the international court of law, for I knew and forewarned of these ominous intentions in Serbia. prior to serbian, I was governed by the American laws and I believe those laws must still be protecting me if I am at a dire point. period.

instead of giving me their hand to begin a new life here serbian prerogative is to use violence, stinking intimidation and provocation to disable me from integrating into the society. this evening as I was waiting at the traffic light, on the other side of the road there was a bus making a stop and the guy that was sitting in the rear kept pointing his handheld laser at me for a couple of minutes while I was talking over some business with my friend via an integrated bluetooth connection. at the very moment I looked at his direction he quickly inserted his hand underneath his jacket he kept on his knees. the option was to follow the bus and get into more trouble or to soldier on. nevertheless, my eyes burn as Im writing this. my fellow countrymen have been picking up on my writing here, finding out what has been bothering me and now there is a plethora of mocking imposters throughout the city of belgrade following me around while pretending to use a telephone to talk while engaging a flashlight on their cellphones at the same time to make it look like a laser is going off into my direction. it just shows the numbers, how many of these countrymen are involved in terrorizing me, it is hardly believable. and, for example, in their morning (Howard Stern meeting The Warriors movie MC - remember the lips) radio talk shows - and in between the words and punchlines - serbian hosts downplay “the talk of the town”’s concerns tending to get kind of angry, like nothing is really going on, the jackass is just making a drama. bullshit. if you believe that this blog is sort of smoking, then there is a fire. i do not want to be popular nor unpopular here. just let alone in this fermenting, fishy environs.