Saturday, March 18, 2017
Saturday, March 11, 2017
CANNOT FIX EVIL
I probably won’t be utilizing Serbian
public transportation in Belgrade again without wearing a surgical mask. it is
the only way to avoid contamination from semiasbestos particles as drivers are continuing
to intentionally burn brakes – speeding and then braking like crazy without a good
reason – when I am aboard. It happened today and it happens almost every day. Ive
been in so many situations like these that I am scared for my well being.
Wonder what would happen if I –
turn the tables and start calling serbs traitors? Cause many here betrayed me. I
did not do anything to anyone of them and they do not allow me to continue on
with my life. What a bunch of God-damned bastards some of them are. I
understand the guy who was after my property, who works for the secret agencies
and who wanted to tag me in order to mess up my life and I understand jealousy on
the part of the vast number of Serbian population especially when they see me
with few more grocery bags than they would like. But I do not understand what I
need to do now. I am on the verge of telling my child not to come to Serbia to
visit me – for I will never go back to the states again in this lifetime – cos I
do not feel safe in Serbia and when I do not feel safe I do not want anyone
whom I respect to see me in this limelight – where everything they could
witness is someone spitting at me, snarling at me, me looking around for
aggressive individuals, me spotting anomalies in human behavior which sometimes
takes all my attention away, etc. where they could be endangered as well. This is
the sole reason I am not looking for the soul mate cause serbs do not allow it
by their actions. I am isolated and isolating myself for fear of endangering those
that may be my life partners. it is not the question anymore of being a patriot
in this country – it is an issue of surviving the Serbian betrayal - this scum
that does not allow me to continue on with my life.
Wednesday, March 08, 2017
SERBIAN SPIT GOES A LONG WAY
it is not matter whether is going
to happen but when is it going to happen. It is actually happening everyday - something
bad goes on in my life in Serbia and vigilance does not matter as there are so
many attackers.
March 8th 2017: as if
devil had planned it, I decided to try Serbian delicacy aka burek at Trpkovic
bakery on Slavija Square in belgrade. After standing in line and placing an
order I was holding a plate in hands and the wall mounted desk where I was
about to eat while standing was overcrowded; there was a guy whose rucksack was
hanging off his body in the fashion that took one empty eating space where I could
fit. I politely asked him to move the rucksack back towards him to what he
turned facing me – he promptly began mouthing off and spitting over my plate of
burek. He wanted to seem polite as well but his spitting was intentional as he
was all over my plate talking unnecessary shit and bursting saliva from his mouth. if I was
not so known in this city I would have thought it was some nutjob, but Im pretty
sure this was done on purpose – he knew who i was like everyone else in this damned city. no I did not want to push myself in there and I started
eating behind him while standing. when he soon finished his meal he turned
towards me and trying to act all polite again started talking over my plate
while his spit was sprinkling all over my meal. I tried to move the upper crust
away and save it for my bullterrier – but no! not even my bullterrier deserved that - he licks me and he is my best buddy. I ate something more but without appetite (could have eaten his spit nevertheless as it sprinkled all over the plate)
and then I left leftovers in the plate feeling sorry that I did not return the
entire plate to the personnel at once asking them to get me another plate. There
is an art picker in Belgrade who was recently diagnosed with liver cirosis from
licking his fingers while breezing through old books – he never drank. It is
either that or from kissing old ladies – spit was the cause at any rate. Plus -
this is Serbia for Goodness sake - the serbs cannot wait for another chance to
present me as crazy and weird so it is not easy to complain about anything. next
thing I know, I went to pharmacy and spent ten bucks on parondotax (see image
of receipt enclosed herewith) to wash off the weird feeling from my mouth.
many here act as if surprised that i have been super-watchful which i highlight again does not help - i ate the food that was spat at - only several hours later i became super positive that i had to throw it away or ask for another plate
in 13 yrs of my time here, 50-60% of them were showing me their ugly face and why would i expect anything better as the fact with whom i am dealing with proves itself day after day
many here act as if surprised that i have been super-watchful which i highlight again does not help - i ate the food that was spat at - only several hours later i became super positive that i had to throw it away or ask for another plate
in 13 yrs of my time here, 50-60% of them were showing me their ugly face and why would i expect anything better as the fact with whom i am dealing with proves itself day after day
PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION COMPANY BELGRADE
it is almost impossible to believe what kind of scum works for the City of Belgrade's public transportation company. i am suffering from chest pains because many drivers - now that i have written about it publicly - are purposely releasing clouds of dust as i am entering their vehicles. they are pressing on the brakes like crazy and whatnot - releasing all kinds of micro & semi-asbestos pollutants into the air - knowing full well noone will be able to make them accountable. they make the cosa nostra and ndrangheta look like choirboys. I say shame on Serbia! I cry crime on humanity! Its their actions against my vigilance and the action wins! I'll be dead because of them following the latency period.