Fucking hatemongers

“A message to the muthafuckas that own the Hatred in Serbia. You bitch-ass, redneck, white-bred, chicken shit muthafuckas: Fuck you, your momma and everything connected to you you racist pieces of shit. Fuck you."

oh brother, i tell ya, many serbs, many not all,
are obsessed with aggression, provoking and doing harm that i am forced to put down these lines...thus i am writing and keep on writing and not asking for breaks since i know i will get none.
i do not feel exactly like living in a prison cell,
but for the simple fact they all got to know me (do not ask me how one gets exposed to public malevolently),
i am expecting the worst to happen from everybody, which a multitude of them has been proving to me day after day (latest two incidents today, may 12th 2014, at mlecno carstvo store, corner of vitanovacka and vojvode stepe blvd, belgrade, serbia, i did not complain right there on the spot against deliberate price scanner misuse which is a terrible experience and burden for eyes if you keep on experiencing the same situation for a number of times throughout many serb stores, as this bitch did intentionally and totally unexpectedly, but i've just paid and exited the store, instead, i am complaining here; and also between 15 and 16 hours, on Srpskih vladara near Slavija sq. goverment looking black SUV; I saw individual - driver inside pointing something bright orange at me as he was passing by with the oncoming traffic); i am fed up with describing attacks. you can read about
the most unusual and unbelievable things preceded in this blog.
i am on constant watch and lookout and it is simply unnerving and exhausting as attacks come from those perfidious cowards when i least expect them to come.
i am sure that serbs as a nation could not come up with something as cruel as this.
they are capable of only performing (on) orders. they are not the masterminds of anything.
they are not judges, they are the executioners who get to think a very little about anything.
after these lines it does not feel a bit better, on the contrary i am not worried
for the future of mankind, living in serbia is the telltale

in the country where almost every CEO is jewish or of the jewish background i knew that something was terribly wrong when out of the blue my immigration lawyer, whose background was russian jewish, accused me of being from a nazi family and background, i may have been suspecting that some powerful entity was feeding this false information to somebody and finally to him, however, at that time it seemed too crazy to investigate what was that all about since there were not any immediate consequences (now i think the source of these rumors, it is all wild guess, could be either serbian secret services or croatian, bosnian muslim and/or albanian refugees for whom i was translating/interpreting and even some government / court officials whose ancestors came to USA as the members of croatian fascist and terrorist organizations following the WWII with inbred hatred for all coming from serbia; as a possible motive, it could be hatred for anyone related to serbia, nevertheless, it became the case of bitten by a snake on one morning, afraid of the rope by the well for ten years as far as i was concerned, i never got the explanation let alone apologies) today the consequences of these rumors are a dime a dozen, my life has been despoiled and detoured onto the road to nowhere. i am ready to take a polygraph test regarding this at anytime. no wonder the things started happening to me….
personally i experience that country as a symbol of persecution and unjustified torture, since i was persecuted without ever knowing why and here i am 12 years down the line still in the state of stupor and disbelief. i am never going back there, not because i am a coward, but because my effort to give everyone a hand and a smile ran out of steam. sometimes with assholes (jerk offs?, assholes sounds like a compliment) you have to deal as them being such. but still, even if i don't want to go there, there is that strange feeling that they did not kill you, so they owe you as we are on earth, and there are some laws which they totally disrespect. so there is notion that you should fight them, all legally that is, but how?!!

more and more serbs cannot stop talking about me and thus the more they talk the more jealousy and hatred they are creating as apparently many of them would like to see me dying and begging for life, the least they wanna see me is living or living it up.

on the contrary to their dismay i am writing a new art book and

and their malignant hate is now only multiplying. 

they cannot stand me. in addition, freedom is when you can go about town without fear, unnoticed. thus i have none of it.

a couple of days ago more and more serbs, the kind that likes to add insult to an injury, got me sentenced in a jazzed up criminal case trying to prove that i was truly a criminal - and that surely won't get me an approved american visa to see my child ever again. well, let me tell you this one, in reality, i don't give a fuck about them or america.

i just feel they owe me. and i hate when someone that owes me hates me. but it usually happens although they borrowed from my life without my consent.

for every hate-ding they made on my vehicle – according to their sub-standards of measure - since i was sentenced criminally for nothing, i would assume I should be indemnified for 100000  - a hundred thousand euros loss counting in emotional loss, well psoriasis cannot be incurred willingly.

so motherfuckers should owe me at least 1500000,00 euros by now only for hooligan - vandal damage to my vehicle. and i do not want to think if this was done by crazy neighbors' workers from no.5 (no.7) in my street or other crazy or jealous neighbors or someone downtown, i just know this damage is the product of hate and that by doing this they are diminishing the standard of my life /living\ as i feel lesser a human being. other people do not have to worry about such damages since "unknown" folks ARE NOT destroying their property.

we cannot even begin talking about getting even, because every single day i spent without my child, a situation produced and induced by Serbian and american secret services should be paid at least another 100000,00 euros per day which at this moment equals to the amount of

4383 days, 16 hours X €100000 equals € 438300000,00 and I am sure it is a Serbian national debt many times over so that is why i see they wanna kill me or destroy me - they cannot pay what they owe me - they destroyed my life, marriage everything and now they continue on destroying me and my property because that is the only way out - the Serbian way

even if I deduct damages for broken marriage since my ex-wife remarried, it is a simple math. serbs, americans, nemesis! i am sure they (you) won’t admit it, but at least their (your) enemies will agree with me.

just like baba dioum (got to be some smart guy) said: “in the end we will conserve only what we love. we will love only what we understand. we will understand only what we are taught.” i bet serbs and americans understand me quite well and what they did to me but it is the fear of responsibility what prevents them from coming to mind and senses.

let's talk business. until i am paid in full we cannot even talk about forgiving and forgetting!!! you can keep on destroying my property and adding more insults to injuries you can fill me up with lead too, but I am insured with God, one day we are going to get squared off in this world or the next.
the sooner I depart the quicker I will come back with a vengeance, and vengeance is the only thing left. until then take a sneak peek at what happened to some of them who rejoiced in my misery. and honestly when i return nothing that bad is going to happen to anyone. i double promise you

and by then i hope there will be more dings and dangs on my property and more unnecessary sentences, more hatred, hate looks and hate talk. so I can keep on adding it up.

cheers some serbs!

cheers hom(mi)es! 

if anyone could delicately spread the word about what happened to me in usa and what is happening to me in serbia; practically, i am not allowed to continue living as a human being. and because they cannot handle the truth they are intensifying the campaing of some blatant lies regarding me, i can only feel that is what's going on. even though my story compares to the worst in history of mankind, i will never get the support from the persecuted ones for everyone thinks he (or them) is (are) more persecuted than the other. that's the way it goes. i guess thus i have enemies on both sides.