Thursday, February 15, 2018

Did MacDonald’s Food Worker Poison me intentionally? I think yes.

On February 12th, 2018, around 15 hrs I visited MacDonald’s in novi sad, trg slobode 3 (country: serbia)
I was down with cold and ordered black tea. I was served by black-haired full-figured smaller stature McCafe female worker. soon thereafter I complained to companion of metallic taste in mouth. this tea is strange tasting, I complained. onto that thought I was given a friendly suggestion to relax, enjoy tea and gulp it down, which I did. I tried to reassure myself that tea was drinkable - although my true self would have complained and returned it. at that moment i decided to bear with it esp. since i did not pay for it. soon i would find out the bad fortune i had waiting for me. as I was leaving MacDonald’s restaurant I glanced the Coffee section with two serving girls. it appeared to me as if the skinny one asked the full figured one who that person was as I was passing by, and strikingly in response, the full figured one quickly shook and froze her face distorted in disgust while the two evil eyes she sent towards me were gleaming like warning signals screaming out loud - "that" right there should cease to exist.
I caught this 'scene' and immediately knew that something was very wrong esp. because while she was preparing order i did not get a hint of unfriendliness. I must say that up until now (20:15 on February 15th 2018) I have been feeling ill as if acid burned through front of my stomach, so irritatingly sensitive to touch now, with also present metallic taste in mouth, pinching belly pain, and irritating as well and at times unbearable pain in kidneys area. I went to hospital today to schedule a lab test, but as Murphy’s Law would have it, there is a phreaking two day long national holiday when everything stops working, even hospitals. this unbearable stomach pain is more irritating than cold. I have no doubts now that Macdonald’s person poured something other than hot water into my tea water.

the following sketchy summary of the main points of the ordeal described above was outlined before this ordeal happened:
"in order to find out why many serbs hate me I have to find and do some comparisons.
the readily available one is a youtube personality called jugovojnik. i think that is the only honest-to-goodness real-life half-decent character I can compare myself a bit to.
first off, jugovojnik has got a licensed gun and lives somewhere in the United States. he is not an artist by any means. he can rather be assessed as a technical person providing services. interestingly enough, jugovojnik has been bitter about Yugoslav (serbian?) army and holds a grudge against it. he openly speaks about it. at times he shits on it. he criticizes serbian army so I am starting to hate it as well. and no one says anything bad about jugovojnik, he gets all the kudos for his appearances in general. I mean we are on the same side. I did not even publicly voice out my opinion against anyone but i do not get celebrated - instead, serbs want to slaughter me. I did not desert those I wanted to be with either. the only difference is: serbs in general celebrate jugovojnik and they want to kill me. where did I go wrong? what did i do to anyone at any time? where and how did I earn so many enemies? what goes on people?! who keeps on ruining my life?
I must be dreaming. there is no way that what goes on in my life was not prepared as a personal revenge in serbia or America or in both countries, it is nothing else and does not matter. whoever the mastermind was - they had the power to engage systems in those countries against me. finally, i am clueless regarding whom I irritated so much. there were inches missing in various situations where I could have been maimed or killed due to everything that I was set up with. i have no doubts that they want to kill me. they have been instigating people to poison me in the last couple of years. talking about it now as if it is something that should be accepted as normalcy."

Wednesday, January 31, 2018

it feels like hell

in serbia, it appears as if G*d is testing me for higher feels like Hell on Earth with too too many demons around

hell or sewage – about if they want my soul