Saturday, December 13, 2014

le poisson doré

right now i’ve got only three wishes:

1)      get married, found a family

2)      escape serbia forever

3)    never again talk to anyone in serbian (croatian, montenegrin, bosnian) language.

my plea matters.

i am exposed to unlimited slander. serbs hate me as much as american hoi polloi hate any successful uncool foreigner and that is a pretty much amazing amount of hatred. if you only think how edison viciously hated tesla!!!!!!
serbian jealousy is of abysmal proportions. they wanna screw you if they see you are more successful or better than them. it is crazy. edison fucked nikola tesla for the same reason. that's why i am never going to be writing anything personal in serbian ever, period. if only there was some independent world language to write in. when you are caught up in (explicit) serbian machine, you are there to be torn apart, you are not a human being anymore. they are feeding off and thriving on my misfortune that they are directly causing. going just anywhere for me has become stressful to the point of disbelief. if i am not followed by a particular group of people (professional gangstalkers) here than it can only mean that 85 % of serbian population is involved in gang-stalking. for example this evening, a guy came after me when i was in copy center joint in sremska street, an hour ago (december 15th 2014). i was scanning a charter of great benefactor in fine art and a certificate of appreciation for the achievements in field of fine art given to me by the major and the only operating art museum in the country as well as two paintings that were gifts. this guy with montenegrin accent (montenegro - a very small nearby country) simple yelled that he came there to falsify and forge some american documents the words he kept repeating while noone understood him as his obvious and only intention was to disturb my peace of mind as he kept on yelling behind me while i was handling and handing over paintings to the clerk. i connected that he saw paintings and immediately tried to gang-stalk and disturb me somehow. later, he told clerks that he was "only joking". this is the kind of reputation i have got in serbia. it makes you wonder why i do what i do 24-hours a day and for whom. these crazy bastards surely did not deserve any appreciation whatsoever.  i am not even going to try to explain how many not so knowledgeable art collectors (and/or potential  girlfriends /
prospective wives) they have scared away from me. that's why i am so lonely. nobody out there to protest either, they cover gang-stalking 100% percent in serbia and do that as they like. but i reckon they will have to extra pay for it somehow. oh Lord Almighty they should.

Saturday, November 29, 2014

is it gangstalking still if they are ruining not only life but health, serbia, XI - 2014

last minute, december 4th 2014: just a note that some acrid avid serbs are continuing with their gang-stalking aggression against humanity utilizing perfidious ways from spitting to setting off explosions when i exit home as if i am on a 24 hour surveillance watch, at least it is how i feel in serbia. like i said the spitting thing started with my neighbor mr. vojislav milosevic, a politican who is a proponent of american and serbian policies (actually, the guy who opened can of worms), in other words someone with enormous resources is onto my ass and they are as thick as thieves. NOW THE ENTIRE CITY SPITS, IT JUST AN'T RIGHT, IT IS ADDING INSULT TO INJURY AND I DO NOT WANT NO EXCUSES BY THE RIGHT ONES IN THIS LIFETIME. IF THEY WOULD ONLY JUST SPIT?! IF THEY WOULD ONLY HATE ME?! THIS IS JUST TIP OF THE ICEBERG. SERBS HAVE FURTHER DEVELOPED AND BROUGHT THEORY AND PRACTICE OF GANG-STALKING ONTO MUCH HIGHER LEVELS. THEY ARE GOING AFTER THE VICTIM WITHOUT REMORSE AND ALWAYS REFRESHED, LIGHT WITH NEW ENERGIES DEVELOPING THE NEWEST WAYS OF DISTURBANCE, HARASSMENT AND TERROR. I AM EXPECTING THE WORST AND TRUST NOONE AROUND HERE. HOW MANY TIMES, HOW MANY MORE STRESSFUL SITUATIONS I HAD IN MY LIFE THAN A REGULAR HUMAN BEING DUE TO THESE PEOPLE THAT ADMIRE STRIKING FEAR INTO MY HEART?! HOW MANY SLEEPLESS NIGHTS THINKING OVER AND FEARING MY SITUATION? HOW MANY ANXIETIES AND CERs (conditioned emotional responses) IN MY LIFETIME SO FAR? HOW MUCH MORE SUCCESSFUL I WOULD HAVE BEEN IN LIFE WITHOUT ALL THESE SERBIAN HOUNDS ON MY BLOODTRAIL? HOW MANY FEWER YEARS OF LIFE I AM GOING TO LIVE? WHAT ARE ALL ILLNESSES I INCURRED BECAUSE OF MY SITUATION? HOW MANY  TIMES I WAS AFRAID OR HURT MORE THAN A REGULAR BEING?! I FEEL COLD, COLD IN SERBIA AS IF DEATH, EVIL AND SUFFERING AWAIT AROUND EVERY CORNER. THIS IS WHAT THEY WOULD LIKE ME TO FEEL, THIS IS WHAT THEY WOULD LIKE ME TO BELIEVE, AS WELL AS AN EVERLASTING FEAR. IF I FELT THERE WAS A WAY OUT I WOULD NOT BE WRITING HERE. now, when the person like this (mr. milosevic) does something like that, which signals others they need to board the lynching train, it is the end of the world in my mind.  i had to brought this name back up because in gangstalking there are not so many things that you can factually, virtually confirm,  and this i saw.
last minute, december 4th 2014: just to prove i cannot do nothing to them - and that they can do all they want to me, as soon as i exited home to take something out of my car, someone opened fire and started fireworks from nearby houses on vitanovacka street, belgrade. i am sure this was not coincidental but it is another form of gangstalking on a much higher level than what it is considered usual. 

less than 24 hours after I had written a post about  Serbian military intelligence agency (VBA formerly known as KOS, and its wing for parapsychological targeting - formerly known as Grupa 69) and their targeting of me, gangstalking in Serbia is on again in full force.

Just got back home and as I was driving down vitanovacka street thirty minutes ago, around 15:00 PM, a driver of black limousine that was driving in the opposite direction was pointing and aiming what seemed to be laser light at me with his right hand which he held up high in order to conceal it better in the proximity of rear-view mirror. however, it was obvious and I wonder what happened at times when I was not able to see what they were doing, when it was not so obvious. Life in Serbia is obviously detrimental to my health and is high health risk and hazard. Period. These people do not seem to mind if they handicap or murder anyone. VBA or not, somebody does it on purpose and is ruining my life. This is physical harm, let alone questioning human rights or freedoms and being punched senselessly while in knock down for years, more precisely eleven years. I can not clearly see on my right eye now and it also hurts as they are destroying it with lasers, and there is a great many spots floating in it.

I have been asking myself all the time - why me? Grupa 69 was founded to target American interests. They are cowardly attacking me, what do I have to do with America? In all honesty, I can rightfully say, screw you Serbs, screw America, get the fuck off me, fuck of both of you. I have been saying if some Serbian agencies armed with constitutional powers and equipment to do human harm – if they have beef with USA they should take it to them and leave me alone, I do not want to have anything with these motherfuckers.

I like jokes, but I have not been able to produce a smile due to what is going on. My life does not exist because these cowards are not able to take their shit to USA, they know I have not got any sort of back up in Serbia, and they are cowards so they are attacking me for that sole reason. And this unjustifiable thing goes on and on.

Friday, November 28, 2014

gangstalking - serbia - november 2014

i cannot imagine situation whereby any american soldier or any patriot or ex-patriot would have been
put on surveillance and constant gangstalking on their way back home from any country.
this is what is going on with me in serbia.
i am not looking neither expecting american protection in my situation since
americans were the ones who directly escalated and finally produced the ongoing situation.
however, not only that serbs are not allowing me to continue my life as they constantly harass
anyone that wants to hang out with me either by gangstalking them or sending them tax authorities to further harass them
if they have businesses
so people are naturally afraid to hang out with me. this is why i was not able to get married in ten years!!!!!! i am sure you are laughing right now, but do unto others as you would have them do unto. i am desperate right now. i would not be writing if i were not in the state of grave distress. i cannot catch any trains because i am forbidden to. thus i need help of friendly nations, like english, french, norwegians, japs.
if i scream ugly serbians it won't help me.
it is not only that. the highrise building that is situated directly on the hill top above my house
is full of ex - military secret service members and even its former director resides there.
some of these folks like colonel
bogosav bogi stojmenovic do not have more than several years of elementary school but during the turbulent times
of 1990s in the Balkans and Serbian War with USA some of them managed to achieve general ranks.
now can you imagine guy with no school like mr. stojmenovic being a general?
simply by analyzing my situation, one can vouch they possess a crook mentality?
strong lights and powerful lasers are non stop pointed into my windows and whenever i exit the home i feel as a target.
serbs were calling themselves targets during the war with USA in 1999, and what do i have to do with it?
it is obvious that CIA turned these stupid cunts against me and they do not want to get off. who knows how CIA did it?! they perhaps like playing dirty games with rogue nations.
i say the world has to do something to stop this gangstalking!!! i have no idea whether it is allowed by the
current Serbian government but the things are happening. i am sure it is allowed by the international community
of freedom loving people who do not know anything about my situation. period. 

on the link that follows there is just a glimpse of who am i dealing with and the likes, the text is in serbian, please find a way to translate, i cannot do it, i am done up by the unjustly serbian population:

Saturday, November 22, 2014


Today I had an extremely bad luck of having to visit Serbian Numismatic Fair where I have been victimized by Serbian energy suckers. Like walking zombies they herded over to me to either touch or brush them off of me. Even if they pretended it was coincidental and they wanted to make it inconspicuous I understood what they were doing and even though I wanted to think away the experience I was soon drained like a dirty sponge. These are the guys that work with old Roman coins, postcards, antiquities and metal objects. I believe if this happened to someone that was not ready for this experience, the victims would get suicidal. Finally, after I left a lot of money being there for at least couple of hours some of them booed me with monkey chants and hoots and I felt like a dirty rag. I cannot say most of these traders own criminal records but those that booed me have criminal minds and someone should put a stop to them – they are in cahoots with each other and well organized like snakes (I used word cahoots but they are not Jewish). If I am fair and square with this state paying every damn parking ticket for example, I should have at least some protection by it, just like when black soccer players are exposed to monkey calls, someone stands up for them. Here I am left to bleed like a whore without its pimp. I need some protection from these motherfuckers. They should get bloody warned.

In addition, some other Serbs were able to get me yesterday somehow, my eyes hurt like hell, I did not realize what they were doing, but they succeeded in sniping me with some lasers, I guess. Sounds crazy, but here anything happens. This is crazy Serbia. My life is on the line every day. It is obvious that several of them Serbs are engaged in gangstalking me on daily basis and since there are no guarantees and no protection on the state part, I can only hope that God will get involved and destroy them or their families.

To fast forward back to today – once I exited the Fair, I came to my vehicle that was parked a few streets away only to realize that some smelly liquid was poured over it. Here are some photos – so if you do not trust me that things are happening to me in this land – Serbia – and that I have been gangstalked then God help you… 

Thursday, November 20, 2014


belgrade, serbia, november 20th 2014

around 14 hours today, a driver who was driving in the opposite direction in (white-colored?) "smart" two seater clearly wanted to blind me with some laser thingy as he was aiming it at me and flashing it several times like turning it on and off as if pressing on and off button. oh yes, he was clearly aiming it at me and the light was blinding.
clearly his action was designed to upset me if that was not a laser, though i believe it was as i clearly have problems with my vision this evening. this was plain example of gangstalking. in order for him to perform this action i suppose somebody had to call him on cell phone and tell him which direction and what route i was heading as pure coincidence is out of question. so several people must have been involved.

now i have to ask myself who has the logistics and time for messing up my life. whose signature this was? was it the serbian government, political supporters of vojislav seselj, or mossad because i complained here against an american judge who happens to be jewish and who ruined my life. i was warned numerous times by various individuals, do not mess with jews, stay away, they will kill you or you will regret it, at least.

i do not bear no grudge against any of them but still things have been happening to me. it is also possible that those who are their opponents perpetrate false flag operations so when something happens to me like today i have to suspect those that come first with respect to who may have something against me. things get crazy when the can of worms gets opened. it seems to me that some serbian worms are out and they are out there to get me. will they ever leave me alone to live a carefree, happy, awesome family life. not only that they prevent me in trying to found a family, they do things like this today all the time. i honestly doubt so. then again, any government in the world that dislike what i was writing can send a team to serbia or hire serbians to disturb me on daily basis for months; that is also gangstalking. and if you do not know from whom such evil is coming you are fucked. you cannot trust anybody. 

Tuesday, November 18, 2014


for the guys like me who like to be on their best behavior at all times, it is a lottery what kind of person you will run into, and most often than not it is a complete disappointment and dismay so you really have to be on defense at all times, and defensive behavior brings nothing but bad vibes - when you are on defense you cannot be yourself, you have to deal with idiots and pretend that you are an idiot. some of these guys are without elementary education and manners, that is pure lowlifes and their acts like spitting and getting physical are something that you really have to take into consideration. i have been a target / magnet for all serbian evil and the lowest of breed, there is almost something scientific to it, like a magnetic field that brings them all onto me to provoke and attack - gangstalk. it is obvious they are afraid of noone, it feels as they think they have rights to harass

covert harassment and surveillance = serbia = united states of america = two entities born of the same mother? pathetic.  

i thought i was singled out alone. recently i found out what some people in serbia have been doing to me for eleven years and then i realized many people throughout the world are exposed to the exact same torture by the bastards in their own countries. this public harassment and occasionally lynching is called gang-stalking! look it up on YouTube by using this only key word. 

i know the names of some of these bastards but i am afraid to expose them as i did earlier since more and more of their friends are getting on the harassment train and some of them were personally threatening me with brutal physical violence. this fear is organic and should not be - since by now many serbs are involved in gang-stalking with respect to me and situation is viral and irreversible.

i should also say that i was bestially beaten by unknown individual who is protected by the serbian government. from that event i bear harmful and debilitating consequences like inability to pronounce some words, disturbed thinking process and my diastolic blood pressure is regularly increased for 10 units since then (95 instead of the formerly usual 85). what happened to me shortens life and inhibits freedom that one should enjoy during the course of lifetime. thus i vouch the following things from my experience...

i cannot stress the grief that it all started in my alma mater - united states of america, the country i thought was my safe harbor of peace and liberty. i do not have that promised second choice country now as i have come to conclusion that serbia and united states are two of the same, the places where you just do not feel great, safe and free. on the contrary these are the places where one feels threatened and unable to express self, to speak freely and open up thoughts. these are the boondocks of freedom. i am in the quest for true freedom right now, though i do not know where to begin searching. 

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Fuck you bastards

I get crucified. Am I the good guy here? And who says I am not? 
In my opinion there are only three countries in the world that Serbia could be compared to: 1) North Korea, 2) China and, 3) Cuba. Communism in Serbia was never brought down; it only changed its name. This is the only country in the world where the bank teller (Banca Intesa, Vojvode Stepe str., Belgrade) can ask you “why did you open a bank account?” and keep insisting on asking like some authority even though I answered “I wanted to have one, that is why”. Is this normal, what is the purpose, and has it ever happened to anyone anywhere? Let me just say, that it is the matter of several hundred dollars on monthly basis, sometimes not even that, that is deposited. It is not like some huge suspicious money is in question.

I know - it is the Roman Catholic bank, and I feel as if some private inquiry like that could only be authorized by the pope. It is the new inquisition.

I sympathize with Freemasons, and Roman Catholics are bitter opponents. Is it why they ruined my family in America? I feel so. No one was ever investigated for it; after my family was ruined it was the business as usual for the entire planet. The people on the key positions whenever bad things happened to me were majorly Roman Catholics. I know this is stupid but I do not have a reasonable explanation for many things that happened and are happening to me. Common underlying trait to all of them is pure evil and hatred. So it was either this or that nationality or religion. What do they want from me? I publicly announced earlier, I am not no Jesus or the Messiah like I had felt they ruined me for – because of the signs, perhaps. Leave me alone, I will not spoil your business, criminals.

So far, Serbs were the greatest supporters of communism in the former Yugoslavia. Most people here live well off, they drive huge luxury cars like Audis, BMWs, Mercedes, they have many houses, apartments and money – many lovers, it is the golden Serbian standard. Where is all that wealth coming from? Fuck you. I am writing because I do not want to be their scapegoat for nothing. They ruined me in America, because they could. Here they are trying to. One justice in Serbia is tailored for the rich and ex-communists, and another justice is valid for other walks of life. The proof? I was already found guilty of crime by the Serbian judge Ivana Ramic. That means I will legally not be able to immigrate anywhere – as a criminal. I do not feel this sentence was ordered by either Roman Catholics - the Pope - United States or their Serbian satellites. I feel as if God led her in doing so - so, I'll stay here - so wrong "Jesus" will never return to United States to upset all those Jesus-wary freaks ready to ruin families for nothing and those seeing signs they only saw of the Jesus that was not their Catholic Jesus. Exactly. So a lot of Americans are now safe without me. LOL. There are many things I would like to talk about, but here's something just to take it off of my chest. Fuck you bastards