Tuesday, September 16, 2014


this damage just was not there yesterday. i parked briefly around 13h today in svetozara miletica street no. 10 (dorcol, belgrade) in front of "trend auto service" (that also repairs french vehicles same as the one i own). and this just immediately caught my eye when i returned and approached the car, i saw some minor new scratches and a freshly detached / stripped off bulbiform door seal (weatherstripping). last time when i parked on the same spot i got fresh scratches and also suspected this car place. i have no proof as far as who did it, but car guys, car mechanics have the right tools to make this sort of damage on the spot. i can only suspect and it is killing me, because somebody is doing the real damage to me and my property - i have been posted in this country as the target. so i have no idea who they are and i lost a very good friend to suspicion because when i got scratches a few months ago i went back to his company complaining that perhaps his workers did it when in fact it happened somewhere else - we got on the surveillance camera and followed action in his company's yard. and, this is the real damage - rain water is going to come in there and make more inside damages to my vehicle. being in this country the way i am - it is gross and debilitating. you have friends, you have enemies you've never heard of but they are doing the damage and destroy my future because i have no means of supporting damages serbs are doing to me and my property. God helps but not enough, it seems serbs are more powerful than God in inflicting damages. i believe those serbs that are destroying my property do not believe in God (there are many communists and anarchists in the post communist country; only add up communist heritage to it too), but even if they go to church and do things like these they and their families will finally end up in Hell; same as the guy who beat the Hell out of me. it is crazy, but i know the good will prevail in the end. i have no idea why God has been testing me with this evilness for years

Thursday, August 28, 2014

as if

someone was entering my yahoo mail, kupindo and facebook accounts and reading my emails for the last two weeks that is until today - 9/11 2014. i've just realized how vulnerable i was and that someone was reading my emails and disclosing information out of context to angry serbs, and i had my password on my mobile phone while it was serviced in BG ELektronik. i felt serbian hatred was intensified more recently. too bad for this company, their owner ljuba m. is a great guy, but he always had sobs for workers. i remember albanian guy whose first name was sheriff. at that time i did not realize about hatred among yugoslav nationalities. i was doing a high school practice there and sheriff ordered to me to bring a huge saba television set down to basement utilizing the very narrow and ultra steep set of stairs. he wanted to make other servicemen laugh. halfway down something cracked in my spine, and i still did not let tv down. following that i was never able to lift anything heavy throughout my life without terrific back pains that followed me for days. and let's not talk about hernia. i am not writing here to get my revenge, no, it seems that this company has been the real jinx for me since late 80s.

i left a mobile phone with BG ELEKTRONIK - a samsung service in belgrade so it appears as if the servicemen

there were openly distributing my private communication and data to the rest of this nation so they could bring on more intrigues and take more rights away from me? this is what i feel is going on as serbs are transparent like a book. they are highly readable and what goes around comes around, it comes down straight to me as information.

what i am supposed to do when i do not have any rights here? so i did not expect anything better. you cannot sue in serbia, but they can sue me. after snowden they take for granted that they too can infringe on privacy and distribute private details as they like. i have no doubts this is sponsored by some government agency that deals in "tin foil security against domestic elements" (i feel they all behave like gang-bangers power crazy). they also have nothing better to do and i have been their patsy. Call me patsy – that way I will be sure that you got my point. that's what i've been made of. patsy matter.

But what if I am wrong, what “as if” is just another wave of serbian terror (they've been terrorizing me for quite a while - they've been suckers for it) unsparked by what i think went on. however, samsung is a reputable international company - i do not know why they are allowing it? probably they have not heard.

what's illegal in this country? anything and nothing at all.
nobody's got my back - not even american people - the plume of international freedom and justice!  
suck on this suckers!
get the load of truth here suckers!

still do not know why i cannot walk the streets of belgrade in peace and zlatan stipisic gibonni could? why am i so different from this guy and what did i do to this nation to hate me so much. what did i do to my neighbor vojkan milosevic, politician, so he goes berserk every time he spots me and starts spitting like crazy, behavior quite opposite of what one could see on television.  

NEXT TO EVERYTHING, i am always asking myself who is going to compensate me for everything i've been through during the past 11 years in serbia. i am the public figure in this country the fact that nobody here wants to admit and publicly recognize, but they are okay with messing up my life - their torture almost always occurs under the table when it is hard to catch it and record it - and doing everything they can to mentally and physically destroy me so i get no opportunity in life whatsoever. for the past two years i've been the target for many, inclusive of public transportation bus drivers as when they are passing by, some of them release air brakes and if you are not expecting it, your ears hurt and you lose your hearing ability. this is what happened today, september 14th 2014 as one son of a bitch driving either old yellow longbus line no. 25 or line no. 26, did it around 10 AM while i was exchanging some currency at the currency exchange kiosk on krusevacka street no. 43a  and while i was standing on the street a few meters away from this serbian motherfucker passing by. in normal society they would find the son of a bitch and kick him out on some other reason, while he would not be able to find another employment for at least, i say at least seven years, that is the society where Freemasons dominate and where there is a code of gentlemen in play and eventually serbian terror would then end - the only thing i would not get my compensation retroactively - but what is it worth when your family and hearing ability among other things were ruined and your chance for another family as well -- it was so loud that even some passersby were protesting but the son of a bitch did it exclusively because he saw me. i swear to God on this. i've been nervous and irritated for the entire afternoon, i let my headlights on, and later i could not even unlock car doors because i did not realize i also had a lock opportunity, so far i had utilized the buttons only. and even today while watching usa - serbia basketball game i was quite nervous and irritated about something and then i realize what happened to me today and what the cause was, i realize i am still feeling the pain in my ears which when i am thinking of it - the very pain makes me quite nervous. and i rightfully say fuck you serbia, and whoever listened to you in united states when they were breaking my family apart without due process, both of you need to lose this basketball game cos you are not ready to be humans as yet. your mindsets are set back in the stone age as far as i am concerned with all these motherfuckers on the lose ruining people's lives, that is mine for sure, first and foremost. every day there is something new, it is surely negative and it is being like that since i was - on the request of serbian military - brought here from the united states on march 7th 2003, which is 4209 days or 11 years, 6 months, 7 days excluding the end date. it will never change as the fresh blood is served to them by even my neighbors who are "recognized" public figures in this pseudo barbarian society, vojkan milosevic, i.e.

Monday, August 04, 2014

false flags serbia

 - Naw man. I'm pretty fuckin' far from okay. 

The two enemies of the people are criminals and government, so let us tie the second down with the chains of the Constitution so the second will not become the legalized version of the first. - Thomas Jefferson

 although i wish p/o cvetic 
nothing but the best 
his obvious intentions were criminal 
to set me back financially several years
and he is the tool of the serbian government.

i am not even the whistle blower here 
i just wanted to exercise my right 
to a bit of that justice for myself.  
that being said, i am sure, 
any other hell on Earth or even ebola virus 
sound like a lesser evil
in other words, i would rather be exposed to ebola virus 
than witness my main human rights taken away 
as is the case in serbia with me.
down with the oppressors - it does not matter if there are hundreds of thousands of them 
they are the crime against humanity - they are the crime that never minds!!! 
"Do unto others as you would have them do unto you" 
because "the villainy you teach me I will execute"
So time is up now for the villainy to be executed
I've seen and learned a plenty of it from my masters - serbs
 what they had wanted for me by default comes to haunt them back too and soon. 
today, alas, at approx. 22:25, as i was driving home from the maxi superstore on vojvode stepe boulevard there was a black unmarked limo waiting for me on vitanovacka street and as i was driving towards it and passing by i’ve seen two bald-headed guys (bald-headed – serbian secret service imitating mossad operatives?) and a pointed red dot – laser –  inside their vehicle. they obviously have a very good logistics as they are watching my every step and know where i am going to go next.

most unfortunately also today around 18:35, as i was going to bank to pick a mere 40 bucks (or 30 european euros) sent via western union by a croatian friend i was approached by a motorcycle patrolman slavko cvetic (barely made out last name in his illegible handwriting; i finally found - cvetic likes to drink moonshine while in what seems to be uniform, slaughter pigs and fool around according to photos (not on my watch and wallet pal), this is his facebook entry:  https://www.facebook.com/slavko.cvetic/photos)
this government's chiseling workhorse could rake in at least five G-s ($ 5000,00) every day by falsely accusing and ripping off people, this math is simple: $750 x 10 drivers like me = $7500,00 minus 10-20%; otherwise, otherwise, it would have been discrimination against me probably based on the rumors he knows or if he was ordered (the government wanted to get me that day, so surveillance which knows my routine, logistics and the executor were scheduled "on my case", operation "you name it") via radio to quickly come to where i was supposed to be with his motorcycle and they can do it very fast too.
as i was trying to find a parking space on ustanicka street next to banca intesa bank. first off, as i was slowing down to screen available parking places i looked back for back traffic and i’ve seen him in a rearview mirrors hesitating whether to approach me or not. when i looked again i still saw him hesitating whether to approach or not as if he was thinking that i was going to speed away – he did not know that i was stopping because i needed to. i proceeded on and rolled onto the pavement just next to a bank when this police officer who behaved like an sob

from the get-go approached and charge me with fleeing a police officer (crazy phony b.s. which now is a real charge designed to hurt) and gave me a whole bunch of traffic tickets which altogether amount to three serbian monthly salaries to pay. i was very peaceful, cooperative and on my best behavior (made video as proof) and thought he was only going to warn me after he had ordered me to cross the street towards his motorcycle, but a perfidious serbian hatred boiled over from this guy. i must say that there is a rumor that i ran into some money which is not true and most serbs hate my guts because of this or that. they cannot wait for a good chance to trip me whenever they can. and also as i took out papers from the glove box inside the car there was a Masonic show & exhibit catalog which fell out together with the traffic papers folder as it was lodged on top of it. i then figured it could have been the reason cvetic went ballistic as many serbs are rabid Masonophobes and haters, even though i am probably as a person far inferior to serbian Masons anyway. in other words, cvetic should had liked me for that, not hate me. i immediately found a quick fix solution regarding this problem as i am now sporting a huge patriot serbian flag and coat of arms as my new car freshener and it is easy to see so hopefully my patriotism is not questioned further. if you look at the face of this guy you do not need to be lombroso to find out that there is a thin line between being a cop and a goon in serbia, he looks more like a butcher to me.
no joke, i felt threatened i had to make a video of this guy and myself which itself is a proof i was not running from him although he promptly threatened that he was going to arrest me if i did try to record anything. i answered, that i needed a clear proof that i was not running away, since i was there and my car was just across the street from his motorcycle whom he did not even drive as he was lying in wait, he clearly wanted to get me or he was ordered to get me since they can easily position themselves per location i was gonna go through as they have such a great logistics plus speed. now, these three guys here are running the show in serbia:
 dacic, vucic and nikolic, and they must be the ones in a know if he was ordered to get me – because i am now scheduled for court proceedings by this puppet maggot or a jaded police fruit. let’s say serb leaders all reek of ex-communist background and i must add since they came into power i was beaten twice (barely survived the second beating) and many bad things happened to me even though i never felt no sympathy for these guys. when the previous guys were in power i do not recall anything that bad happening. is this a coincidence? i feel these 'once-a-commie-always-a-commie commies' want to rob me of the little money i own since i came to pick 40 dollars and now i am expected to pay 750 dollars (police evasion is the priciest one) for what should have been a warning, tops!!!! this is crazy serbia, could have not even dreamt up something like that, please do not laugh and do something, i am expecting you to, you were probably laughing the last time when i was explaining how i was beaten to death, and the things are only getting worse. they want my money which does not exist!!!!!!! 
every time something bad happens to me in serbia i think of this man, george w.
for his administration allowed it; it broke my family down, forced me to serbia and exposed me for everyone here to get a violent kick out of me. obama admitted it finally these days saying we tortured some folks! thanks barrack, i did not have a confidence in you as i had in george w but you are the man, your statement provides at least 1% of closure with united states for me.
furthermore, i am showing some real evidence here that everything said was done. and also, these guys running the show are taking billions from UAE sheiks and shit. they live in mansions, have secured their kiss and kin for the next 14 generations and have a privilege of jumping off and on those nice interns and interpreters like utah mormon rabbits. why are not serbs like cvetic mad about them, yeah, they get the paycheck, but why they are mad about me and enjoy in bringing me down? i will have to pay this government racquet no matter what, since this is the damned Serbia, there is no justice. unless you are a “patriot”. these "patriot" and "traitor pariah" makers need false flags in order to mask the truth out there. and i seem to be the regular victim of sort. i am talking  serbian patriots like novak djokovic who can shake their ass with  might, money, and power and if you are small fry like me, expect the worse from the f*cking serbs. unbelievable, i tell you. plus what their secret service has been doing to me, one could think it is tough luck i have been just ordered onto the walk of shame, hell no. i have been crucified and i have been bleeding real blood. and it is lasting for too fucking long. all these serbs know that their government destroyed my family by producing false evidence to the united states that i was someone else at the very least, i do not know exactly what lies were told – but nobody never came up to me to say we are sorry for what happened to you. you have not seen your child in twelve years and stuff like that. no!!!!!! i feel they are out to get me even more and they enjoy beating and tearing down flesh to smithereens because they want their face saved while their conscience is guilty. motherfuckers!!!! i’ll show you some exhibit of these tickets i got today so you can trust me, if i have to - i will do a lie detector test because this surely works in the country with a majority of atheists where swearing to God and on a Bible does not mean much, but they will not let me because it would have saved my life. Sincerely & Faithfully,

exhibit a,
update on august 6th: a lot of times i wondered why Serbs have been after me...during the last 12 years so much bad happened to me that i believe even God was warned and laid his hand; i believe God will repay each person according to what they have done (Romans 2:6) and i feel sometimes as if some Serbs are gauging eyes of the blind man or stealing from the pauper regarding their relationship toward me. in addition too, there are some bright moments although rare instances which make me want to live. serbian hatred is such that even today as i was passing through Autokomanda square my car was pelted by the group of soccer hooligans (throwing small stones or something which pinged off of my vehicle as they were going to football match Partizan – Ludogorec), and police stood there silently, and traffic policeman on the spot seemed to be more than eager to pull me over to write some more fishy traffic violations as the news here travel quickly and serbs hate my guts. they simply want me to die as the stress coming as the result of their actions is overwhelming. and it's been lasting for years, no real man can endure such, let's coo it, everlasting daily nuisances. 
finally, there are 6 wishes i would've asked a golden fish if i pulled out one: 
1. cannot tell 
2. canno tell
3. cannot tell
4.  could tell - obtain a degree at St. John's College in Maryland (even though the reality is - i will never go back to america, never say never, but this is a very firm never)
5. could tell - turn back time and allow me to compete in my favorite sport
6. could tell - allow me to marry Japanese, Swiss, German or American lady. 
update on 8th 2014: is there a genetically challenging problem with some of these serb people, a gene that promotes aggression and stupidity, i do not know but i felt some of them looked like as if they were going to lynch me today, obviously one of them was a driver of btl company who wanted to start a fight on his own terms by crazily starring at me as we stood on a red light stop 20 feet away from the point where this rogue cop cvetic exercised his craziness over me, are city of belgrade, and among others, ustanicka street haunted? man, it sucks to be human in serbia.

just took this from facebook and out of context but it is obvious that serbs advocate spitting against the child molesters and murderers and they believe to be spat at is even far worst punishment than deathrow!!!!!! it is the exact same thing my neighbor - politician and public figure mr. voj.milosevic initiated and did to me while many serbs followed by getting onto that train. but wait a minute, did i kill anyone? what did i actually do? i do not feel guilt of conscience for bringing this up but see a lot of parallels and the reason why serbs in power like cvetic maximize their fury when they engage themselves into my life with initial mindset of treating me with contempt. 

last minute thought on august 12th: if i had proximity of Robin Williams and knew what he was about i would have tried my best to keep him a bit longer here on Earth. Robin had such a huge positive impact on my well-being. just hope he did not know about me and was not reading this blog that would've applied pressure to his super sensitive nature like mine. just hope he'll never be forgotten, and sparks he left will always revolve in my heart. truly, one of my favorite people and Americans.

i think this country is divided among slobodan milosevic, ratko mladic, and vojislav seselj supporters who believe they are the greatest patriots, and all others who also believe they are patriots on modest terms. i have not asked those that want to pick a fight with me on a daily basis who they support. when they go outside the country serbian reputation is horrendous, but here police officers kill people (there is a long list of their crimes) and serbs willl always support even a crooked cop over me. that's why this fight is useless. the tubiness of p/o cvetic leads me to believe that he belongs to one of the two. 

It certainly is. 
serbian paranoia and malice = black satire.

i am writing this since i am helpless. the only reason being suspicious to vengeful serbs?

i noticed some serbs organizing themselves in groups since they must be convinced that i somehow represent the greatest threat to national security. thus some of them took crazy sick and ultra paranoid matters in their own hands as they began their own surveillance operations against me.  

hereby i confess that i am the innocent man and not a foreign agent or a spy for the forces of imperialism. i am the blatant example of human rights violation when they wrongfully accused me of war crimes and whatnot (something must be in their minds since they all believe i am guilty of something) and messed up my future and family and now there is no privacy only because they want to save their face and that is impermissible. and someone needs to pay for it but they are not paying for it. they are just ratcheting up more and more pressure. 
if one should ask assuming why don't i ask for mercy from serbs
they should recollect what happened to polish and irish soldiers at little big horn when they threw their weapons asking crazy horse for mercy.
they were collectively slaughtered at once.
half savages do not know what mercy is. half savages feel not remorse and bear no grudge whatsoever.
half savages are recognized by their actions.
best language they understand is if one stands up 

and fights for his rights. hatred and inflicting emotional pain is all serbian obsession.
it is a thrill inducing behavior for most of them most likely....but to me the effects are monstrous!
as you step in serbia bear in mind for yourself only: you won't tread on me. 

and now a little bit of that serbian police officer slavko cvetic's sense of humor taken from his fb account:

follow up on august 14th 2014: around 14:50 hrs as i waited to give a gentleman’s yield to oncoming traffic on bilecka street, it appeared the guy in his 20s was pointing his pocket laser light into me all the time.
he was standing right at this green gate next to bmw as he had some business there (this is a very laid back neighborhood where people do not stand in front of some place if they are not related to it) and i was waiting behind that large silver suv. as i proceeded on i saw him packing a laser in his wallet pouch. wait! wait! i thought to myself. is this real? what did I just see? it was so surreal, I could not believe my eyes that hurt now and I drove on another fifty yards. i was so spooked and agitated i decided to investigate. i drove back to ask a question but he disappeared. he probably fled when he saw me coming. this is the clear proof serbs were ordered to harass while the world is doing nothing - i've been writing here for years. imaging if the entire new york city would do the most unimaginable stuff to one person on the streets. one exposed helpless person everyone knows. it is almost like that because there are more senseless people in serbia than in the state of new york. my eyes burn now not so badly but still this is unbelievable. the statement that serbia and belgrade are the post-communist hell on Earth means nothing. this is more. they are not crazy, they are beyond mean and willing to do harm and perform on their evil. i wish the same evil to folks that exposed me in united states and then serbia. it is always easy to harm a helpless individual, but let me see if this will pass by those that will gouge their eyes out. this situation today was a pure coincidence plus it was a pure convenience for the evildoing serb that i happened to be there, but it also means i will ever come across one or two of those willing to do harm in every street, on every corner in serbia. it is almost like a satanic ritual to these evildoers. they are post communist which borders with satanic, anarchist, quasi-patriotic, reckless and wild. they do evil, i do not see any good growing here. 
incident involving laser light no.2; august 19th 2014: around 20:00 hrs, as i was waiting for passengers to cross 'boulevard oslobodjenja' at slavija square, a guy who was waiting first in line in the opposite direction, and whose codriver was a girl - so he was not by himself, it's more than likely if there were two the girl won't keep her mouth shut and she'll brag about it, pointed red laser at me all the time we were waiting. i could not believe my eyes that are hurting now....this is crazy. where do they get these things and why they keep them in the car like pencils?!!!! it is beyond this world. attitude of serbs is beyond being monstrous. it is their hunt after me, i think i am dreaming sometimes, i cannot believe what is happening even though out of fear i do not go out much - so i am missing what has remained of my life being between the four walls, this is worst than prison.... let me stop here cos i feel like vomiting

Friday, July 25, 2014

just imo

i must believe that those that 
had sown the wind of havoc 
in my life (1995)/2002-2014 
have reapen the whirlwind 
                                                                                             in theirs. 
only an animal can ruin man's family. 
i have no doubts that i was framed and 
victimized by the likes of alonzo harris 
which are deeply rooted in the american 
society and justice system. nobody gained 
any advantage by bringing me down; 
just the opposite. 
thence america nevermore.

Cannot blame Serbs for anything. Imagine if you entered cage full of snakes or filled with wild life – lions and bears. It would have been your dire fault. I can only find that my ancestors made a dire mistake of ever coming to live in Serbia, the land where there are no rules and where playing dirty and back-stabbing are the ways of life. Where - and it is my opinion - the flawed education sucks and where there is practically no real education, proper manners and cultural senses. The only equalizer around here is raw power. I often feel as if crucified by the band of jihadists. I admire Christians who are openly and sincerely showing their love for Christ. I feel it is still a no-no in Serbia. Even though, I felt excited when I saw Argentinian team entering the field and every one of them was crossing, I favored Germans. Even though I support the difference between church and state, I wish I was born in some Catholic country where nobody would sanction you for making cross signs. Or some place where everybody would love you. Some place where they would let you live. Where they would not mindlessly harass, ignore and hate, doing everything to prevent one while inhibiting anything and everything that’s different. I do not like Serbia. It is the European equivalent of Taliban in my mind. I wish manners of the West where most gentlemen are freemasons ruled Serbia somehow. I think I would make more friends among the rednecks of America or in some peasant places like Bolivia or Moldavia than here. Serbia is pure evil pure and simple imo. 
cannot illustrate because i am surrounded by problems of all sorts. from jerkoffs beeping car sirens while passing by my residence (these cowards whose minds project me as a pushover would have not done the same there where they would anticipate a brutal reaction) to no family. from laser beams beamed down 24 - 7 into my windows from the highrise (some other buildings involved off and on too; my point: it's not a conspiracy, it's a playbook) where lives the former director of the serbian military counterintelligence - there is a very bright high powerful light going off right now and it is impossible to look at that building at vojvode stepe blvd. # 141 - which is impermissible, sick, and totally unfair to striking fear into potential friends and soulmates. my entire life is a failure and serbia imo is the only problem. i think in the right country i would have been the right man. i think the entire serbian state is rotten to the core and no overhaul will ever fix it. 
this morning 28/07/2014, around 04:30 several of these clowns set up an ambush and sniped me with something high powerful most likely as i was entering my street - sitting in a wait in semilit small car (was it only a decoy? while they were in unlit car) - so my eyes hurt as hell. there was another very suspicious vehicle, skoda fabia with 'securitas company' marks, positioned at vojvode stepe blvd. as i was making this driving round, both in and out, most likely a surveillance to alert executors when i was coming back.
i've been hunted down - july 29th 2014:
today, as i passed slavija square going toward autokomanda square in belgrade, i came across a large black suv with tinted windows coming from the opposite direction (looked like an unmarked government or special operations agency vehicle); codriver was flashing what seemed like a bright red dot - a laser toward me. felt totally unsafe and hunted. it happened so quickly i was unable to put down it's licence plates and am ready to take a polygraph test over it. i am not sure if this was the rogue faction of serbian secret service or someone willing to push the envelope even further in order to steer more commotion throughout my life and more turbulence in my serbian existence. i am sure even though serbs are doing nasty things to me, it does not do them any justice to continue doing it since i am doing what i have to - posting my sincere reactions herewith.

Saturday, July 12, 2014

sea of hurt

when i saw this poor kid i immediately connected his image with my serbian existence realizing how pain and disappointment can propel you to certain emotional states. the only difference is, i am not crying over a football game. while some serbs openly compare my serbian existence to the loss of brasilian team and future life of the brasilian players in brasil saying may God have mercy upon them, many of those that are not attacking me in serbia are watching my every move trying to see for themselves what seems to be real truth / however, they cannot handle the outcome whereby they cannot find secrets they were looking for and i never heard anyone in serbia saying leave this guy alone, all i ever heard was let's go get him?!! serbs, like hypnotized already made their verdicts whereby i feel that any serbian day i could be the goner; or at the very least they just keep on messing my life, producing more hatred, and we are never going to be even because of the harm they are doing to me by judging and punishing me on lies someone told them. thus they are only unjustly persecuting the righteous man and it is a blessing for me but disastrous tribulation for them. it seems God put them on trial for most serbs believe they are just and victimized while in fact they are doing it to me.

since the can of worms is open and i have been wrongfully exposed to the fullest extent, my position enables me to have a highly dangerous reactive relationship with the rest of humanity while feedback shows how evil and stupid men can be. if there was no higher force i guarantee you that i would not be alive today. that is my experience. believe it or not, we are not alone. if there is no God i would have been eaten alive. i cannot understand why some smart men do not believe in God. meanwhile, this environment has become too toxic for me…that someone calls you the satan (labeling someone satan is almost as sending a demonic green light in an unorthodox manner and sponsoring a criminal act: go get this guy, get this satan, kill him; and i witnessed this being said to me by even the spanish tourists in belgrade which implicates either cia or catholic church involvement; thus i believe my problem is broader than serbia) while showing the signs of utter dislike and serving your meal at the same time (pretending to be nice at the moment of serving but entirely opposite as soon as turned back on the table, making noises, talking shit etc which makes these cooks and waiters eligible to slip something in and mishandle food), i am totally sickened by the experience. but won’t name the city, place, anything due to the respect toward the people i was with that really wanted to make me feel comfortable, but alas. would only mention a bad case of heartburn (poisoning?) and herpex simplex. is this all because the traitors are held high in serbia? but would the traitor bet half of a standard serbian salary on novak djokovic if he was truly “the” traitor”?
why would i expose myself thereby to three potential heart attacks while watching Novak’s prenatal cramps on the court? would an un-Serb vouch for Djokovic? in the end, i felt sorry for Roger, he cried too. hater i am not. let's face it i am not a serb hater = they hate me. a posteriori, there is no difference in the amount of torture that americans and serbs can do to one human being. these two countries remind me of each other a lot like siblings; i am talking - figuratively, of whoever is in charge of torture management there. it seems as if motherfuckers cannot forgive those 2 tons of cocaine i smuggled earlier and eight individuals i offed. they truly wanna off me back now even though i am on my ultimate watch, still taking serbian punches from those calling me satan and messing up my meal orders and those ordering them to destroy me in any way possible and it is truly happening. this amount of hatred is simply unbelievable!

update on july 13th: i went to get my last shot for nerve arm pain and felt that nurse i saw for the first time there (krivolacka str. health center) was behaving very awkward and weird while giving it to me and afterwards. then i thought if she was one of those that dislike me in general or if she was related to any of the hardcore serbian haters, could had she criminally transmitted some disease to me as i was not able to see what she was actually doing (was the needle new and unused for example). in serbia they can get away with murder easily.
i came to conclusion that i would not worry this much
even if i was treated by traditional serbian
adversaries in any of their countries, such as croatia.
i believe i would have felt much safer and more human there.
in serbia sometimes (or often times) i feel as if dealing with vile demons whose only goal is to eliminate me.
couple of days ago, on july 1st, as i was driving down vitanovacka street by the group of ditch digging workers one of them spat into my window. then i realized it was very intentional as the next day some guy from this group came before my vehicle and started taunting me to the point i felt forced to take a photograph, he cannot be seen in it as he hid to the left ready to punch me while i remained seated in the vehicle.