by publicly exposing someone to unlimited harassment
concerning time, manners and means)
that is the worst punishment one can get for molestation irrevocably changes life. "it's a different type of death... it's the death of who the molested one could have been."
plus you cannot say "no" to these thugs: to see and hear a bit of the same inhuman and stubborn obstinacy i am dealing with, click here belgrade, serbia, year 2002...lemmy says 'do not throw shit on the stage i do not like it.' a few seconds later somebody throws something on the stage again. guitar player says: the show is over. somebody has thrown a piece of glass like that. we are done. lemmys says: 'why why stupid motherfucker.' and in my case this goes on and on because i live here...
many here just do not or do not want to understand this. his experience are just numerous flashbacks for me. but the random hostile acts are incomparable to sustained targeted harassment lasting 12+ years. they have the agenda and target fixation (as the enemy must exist!), some of them are veterans of Balkan wars as well as gang turf wars and the major targets (the likes of George W and Bill Clinton are not readily accessible) so they have to unleash their fury, anger and deploy skills against somebody at hand who in their view symbolizes or loves Western ideals. in other words the second best gets his ass kicked instead of those who they really want. i have been the scapegoat.
last minute: last night around 01:00 (july 19th 2016) i heard a commotion at my residence and
my dog let an alerting call suggesting more interest than alarm in the situation.
so i went out to investigate and at that moment, in this morning hour, as i was approaching
someone started coughing as if to alert [others]. when i got to the street i saw a black VW taking off rapidly.
i quickly returned although i am not sure of the person who was notifying others went into the vehicle or remained somewhere else.
Serbia, 7/21/2016: all I can say if
those I had mentioned can motivate the entire country to spit at me, why they
can’t do some greater harm. I m coming
and some cars with deeply tinted windows obviously aren’t there waiting just to make
me scared, some slight commotion goes on inside and I know something else goes on. what
exactly I do not know but I know they are up to no good. If they can smuggle
tons of heroin and cocaine into Serbia, why can’t organized crime do some
greater harm to me than just making man made noises?! I think the happy times
of gang stalking only are now over. I come home I experience eyes burning and pain
like the entire team of those stalkers with military grade lasers was out to
get me. I cannot eat out in public restaurants because of the same exact fear after what
had happened to that cop today in Columbus ohio, where they put pieces of glass into
his burger. these are the ones on top of the “smaller” things that are regularly going
on like today around 19:10 hours when I entered store "Desk computers" in Čika Ljubina
18-20 - center city Belgrade, where I was promptly “welcomed”
by really unfriendly sales person who then body checked me from behind with violent force and
in highly provoking manner pinning me to the desk in front of me, in order to
make a passage for him without even asking me to move or step aside. when I looked
at him to see what goes on and to say something i saw that he held a scalper in his hand. that really pissed me off but i did not say a goddamned word. i bet this person would have been
happier if he took at least one slice of my flesh with that scalpel that is for
furthermore, around 10PM this evening i got a skype call from art collectors trajkovic family that are currently vacationing in hvar, croatia. after i spoke politely with daniel trajkovic for about 15 minutes on supposedly the best of terms telling them that i can barely hear them, so they knew that volume on my earphones was maxed out as we talked about it particularly, when we got out of topics and conversation was nearing the end his wife started banging things into their end of the mic making terrible deafening noises (most likely by crashing dishes and silverware together) on their side of the line that i immediately felt sorry for accepting their call. i know what is intentional shit and what is not (when someone is trying to hurt you, you can recognize that something has not just fallen, human made noise just goes on, and if i was not sure i wouldn't be writing here - as to why, i translate this behavior as "they believe they are the ultimate untouchable art kings" of serbia who have just expressed jealousy over my 1% of success, which i do not even claim but i know it is there, how dare i do something plausible that some people even speak about it; they have to put me where i belong in their sleazy way; low; that is it). daniel seemed amused hearing that i was upset asking me - as if to put some salt on injury - hey, what has happened you do not want to talk to us any more?!! - i mean... wtf is wrong with all these fucking people. and all this on the eve of my birthday which was "supposed" to be the most relaxing day. i know it from experience, this shit will bother me for at least a week. but the consequences last.
this situation prevents me to talk to my son, the commitment that I have intentionally avoided for years as I cannot lie to him that I have been okay in Serbia for my “countrymen”. poor child. I’ve been pretty fucking far from okay. trying to explain my situation would be meaningless as gang stalking in general was designed not to be believed and easily explained. what was all that about lasting 13+ years?! the explanation would border with psychosis then. it is a similar experience to witnessing UFOs, there are no points of reference. the gangstalking was meant to be the type of psychological and also in my case corporal punishment because serbs breached what meant to be only psychological harassment and they went into physical contact and maiming, probably on their own – I have brought up many examples of that. even though I believe that without the united states’ silent approval the things could have not happened to me, this is the country that I feel the strongest affiliation to (for all that I had been through I definitely do not and cannot feel anything Serbian), and since someone told me that in times of great distress and duress its flag should be flown upside down, this is how i do it in this case for I am in the state of great distress and under great duress.
when one individual is singled out in cowardly fashion there will be many lowly cowards and lowlifes crawling out from all over the place to strike from many sides. in that regard, there is an unprecedented concentrations of smile (would be) killers in Serbia which is a messed up place to be for someone in my skin and shoes. they do not understand anything, and nothing can be explained to them, they cannot control themselves and doing harm is the only way they wanna go. this is why I no longer go out to have some fun.
How will they leave me alone?! Serbian sport stars do not listen to the U.S. POLICE, hello, how will the ordinary Serbian people accept my pleas to stop ruining my already ruined life, stop harassing me, stop gang-stalking me, stop maiming me, stop brain-raping me? as i was watching it appeared to me as if he was gonna deck the cop. there were comments on the part of serbian speaking audience such as "do not even talk to him, fist nail him..." while even the officer's name Cooper was mentioned numerous times as if someone was asking for some public lynching. like i would ever care for someone acting like a prick (might had been very justly so) but i do now, as the serious unjust things are happening to me and i can sense what is right and what is wrong. Click here to watch the video and let me scream out loud
"Gang stalking (rude people in crowds that appear and insult the
individual, using both verbal and non-verbal communication). Having 20
people, or more, strategically placed to for example look with a hateful
look at the Targeted Individual. They are all strangers, they are all
rude. They appear every time the TI is outside, and it can take many
different expressions. Sometimes it looks like they have some kind of
scheme and the harassment follows a pattern, and when it achieves a
certain stage, they reset themselves and it startes all over again."
the improved modification of gangstalking they came up with in Serbia was that they included thousands of serbian citizens into the targeting scheme so for me it was not 20 people placed strategically over one place at one time, it was rather the 20 unknown people swarming from anywhere i went to all of the time. for example, everyone that knows me can put their life on the line that i would not run away from the police officer but this serbian "bad seed", this crooked cop - slavko cvetic - did not only make a dick move by lying and charging me with false offenses, he even went far enough to testify before the judge that i led him on a chase whereby he was pursuing me with his motorcycle. of course it did not happen and it was my word against his, and of course i lost, it is now three months of driver's license suspension, a lot of points on my driving record and a hefty fee. i am sure that he is one of them and this paper below is a little bit of proof, black on white, that certain unjustifiable things are going on. if asked to go through, this guy would not pass his polygraph test. and after i had posted on this blog about his drinking habits while on duty and in uniform i believe that was the moment when my politically (and otherwise) powerful neighbor vojkan milosevic (the first one i saw doing it blatantly in a highly provoking fashion) came forward triggering the spitting pattern that was soon adopted and utilized by many serbians (completely unknown to me) that were jumping on the targeting feeder and spitting at me. that created more of an unsafe and unfriendly environment for me while i am also in fear for exposing and whistle-blowing about his actions, no mater what he said about it, i would not take his word for it even at oath, i am sure he is all about the revenge which is slowly cooking and goes on. i must admit however that at that time i was not fully aware that i was the victim of organized targeting hence that post entry sounds more like a rant. when i think of the powers to be that i am up against i fear for my life, in another daily example (from today), it is not the feeling of complete uneasiness when i am passing by the group of local kids in the park and when i turn my back to them, i hear one of them shouting to the others, NOOOO PLEASE DO NOT DO IT, NO, DO NOT DO IT, NOOOO, and i did not know what they were trying to do behind my back, i did not turn around, i only knew that i was approx. 12 yards away feeling it was something entirely imminent targeting me for who i am, something very awkward, something beyond a rock that will come behind me smashing my skull....there is no way these people can regain my trust in this lifetime, neither they are trying to.
the very next day post follow up (7/15/16) : as I was talking to a neighbor standing on the pavement of vojvode stepe
bvld. unmarked khaki cruiser with deep tinted windows and two detachable roof
beacons pulled up right next to me as if to see what was I gonna do – it was my
immediate thought as there was enough space all around to park elsewhere. so the windows were
like a feet away from my eyes and I could not see anything inside. i thought it
was some braggadocio move from whoever it was inside, I did not bother to take their
tag numbers, I would not have flipped a coin whether or not they would harm me as I was sure – “you guys want me to post about this, now, is
that a fact? oh no, you an’t gonna see me posting, not this time!” but as my
eyes really hurt now – 18:44 PM – i've got a new floating object that really messes up vision in my left eye and I wonder what were they really up to and what
their real motive was. all I am thinking about is the revenge on the part of authorities’ syndicate and friends of those
that felt not threatened but whose egos were touched by the mention herewith.