fry him up A FEW MORE TIMES [: serbian judges and predators] !!! ? !!!

been feeling like i had entered

the pit full of vipers dressed in white and light blue; 

 was completely unaware of what was going to happen

and will probably remember this deadly call forever, 

that call was called for! allegedly, the state security HQ is linked to ER;

was it their chance to do me in by utilizing high tech elegant manner 

that is nearly impossible to prove???

now two weeks later still feeling lifeless and bitter, feeling a bile and itchy skin,

as they must had released a senseless amount of radiation through my body over a five minute period

also talking about relatively slow and painful death by incurring multiple cancers

the expectancy of death is highly stressful experience.

the April ER event made me realize that i am very mortal and that i may not be around for long.

in comparison to serbia, hell sounds like paradise

this place is something way beyond  

two days after, i came across a man who was walking his young daughter.
he said to her but looked at me, the guy was dead serious:

 yes, baby, we have started to travel. 

being a traveling man in serbia - it means that you are a goner. 

any destination canada, poland can be added to spice up the slang - 

but it only means that your serbian countrymen bought you a one way ticket 

local TPTB put out an effort to discredit my writing and bitch my post and as of then on - one of the most listened songs hitting serbian airwaves was  i've been talking to Jesus even though i stated herewith the exact things and actual facts. i believe i am one of the few that is considered a threat to the system, it could have been a political call to eliminate me by unleashing mayhem as I was kept in that diagnostic machine while it was working for exactly five minutes without a pause. i was being fried up massively and freaking out at the same time. as an unrelated trivia - the same hatred was deployed when someone blocked access to my music on youtube - when people to whom i sent links listened to it - they could not grasp that such music had only one or two likes and less than a hundred views in five years. note, the ER doctors did not put down any of the symptoms i was telling them - so what justified a five minutes radiation fry-up that also burned and damaged my heart ? am started to think of my existence as the life before and after that ER event ...

I am probably going to slowly die for what happened to me on April 28^th, 2021 at the main serbian medical emergency center in belgrade, serbia - just making a record of it now. namely, I walked in there to have a check-up upon a slip fall accident due to improperly marked wet floors in a maxi supermarket store. in the Clinical Center ER there was a corridor lined up with people waiting to be examined, at least 5% of individuals, mostly patients, showed immediate signs of recognizing my presence by making particular hostile noises. that tendency subsided when i picked and flashed a cellphone in my hands telling them that i can easily record their doings. a few doctors later showed off open animosity as well. i reckon political satire, my background and this blog are condemned to be under constant scrutiny. from the previous experiences, I knew the serbian ER doctors won’t record the symptoms I was telling them in their reports, they won’t put down that I had a headache, nausea and dizziness and it would appear as if I was completely okay and as I knew that was going to happen I made an audio record of this 6-hour long ordeal.

based on a dynamic process behind my lifelong experience, I can tell people. I can allegedly recognize who’s who, and soon upon my arrival I recognized a few agents that came in to apparently keep an eye on me. the sweet and simple general thing with all of them, they have a particular smaller types of purses / hip sacks - different than undercover detectives - where they keep their weapons and other gear. it was obvious they had some other business than taking medical care of their health or anybody else in the vicinity. they stood close by observing while clearly trying to be inconspicuous. there was a one pair and three other individuals perhaps unrelated to the pair. Im not sure whether they were private eyes or they belonged to some agency, state or military. their presence did not bother me, as I was topping [the situation] but real issues came later on. first off, while in the x-ray unit, the technician recorded everything in haste not bothering to go through the business of using patient's lead protection between the head and various other body shots even though the lead outfit was hooked within reach.

following numerous x-rays that did not reveal any major issues, the ER doctors (even though they did not put down any serious symptoms in their report) or someone who took over the show by alleging superior authority and hijacking the execution of ER procedures flow, required from me to go do CT scans. not suspecting anything I moved to another building with CT scan unit. In the United States and Serbia, I had several CT scans done and the most I ever stayed in the donut was less than one minute. as of the time the guy who laid me down onto the scanner exited the room and the moment the lady came in to help me get on my feet, I was blasted for FIVE MINUTES straight without let-up. I felt cooked like a roast beef. during the final minutes inside the scanner I thought they were not going to stop; I probably had a panic attack and the feeling of unstoppable heat was immense. I immediately wanted to know if there were some issues and why the procedure took so long but I encountered the uncooperative wall of super meanness. the staff was nervous. the guy who started the procedure - and who btw was alone in the command room - had disappeared and in his place there were two individuals I had not seen before huddling next to another new lady who was closing the procedure; the latter persuaded I had to be irradiated with much higher dosages than usual for some reason - she added I had to ask neuro and orthopedic doctors about it. when later I asked neuro doctors why was that necessary, the young lady doctor in her 20s asked me my age. when I answered what my age was, the doctor then replied in the line of you are not going to be young anymore (again); she tried to be smart and stated: why are you concerned, your bones have finished growing up now, the irradiation won’t stop your growth. I interpreted that into: oh you wanna live but you have lived long enough, who the hell cares if you die. my conclusion is that I was probably exposed to ten times higher radiation than I should have been and as a proof one could listen to audio recording of my examination which is presented herewith … not to mention the unnerving headaches, nausea, burning skin and gross feeling of radiation sickness as well as rising bitterness in mouth that I have been plagued with within the last couple of days. [last minute: confirming that these effects have been continued onto the may 28th of 2021, the feel of death inside mouth, intense skin burns all over scalp, face, chest plus arms, eye discomfort and impaired vision as well as malady] however, I am a guy so I won’t bother anyone with how I presently feel. but the real problem is -- this is Serbia -- there is really no one you can complain to when your Serbian countrymen are your judges and predators at once.

the audio of CT scan going off, performing a five minute go, inclusive of ca. one minute of audio ahead and ca. one minute after being blasted ... :

CT tech persuades ... :

CT tech saying the radiation valuating cumulative effects was almost way over the limit, blah, blah, but, but, you should've known better... : 

a young Serbian doctor asking for age to pun and put down ... :

to me the intolerable amount of time spent in the working machine, five minutes straight without warning that the exam will last, no kind words, me being very polite while encountering way out of line gnarly attitudes as if they had not had their coffee, the fact it all looked very suspicious, and finally my current state, radiation sickness and how I feel; even if there was not any malicious idea or order behind to fry me up beyond all reason hoping that cancer could kick in rapidly, to do repeated takes, and pull me in and out of donut over and over, it is even possible that i served as an educational guinea pig for a newbie which could explain more people in the command room at the end of this trial.

surrounded by enemies

Serbian vandals scratched and bruised my car ...  again. they are - most likely - new local heroes now! bragging about their victorious acts. i feel as if i have been Austrian Emperor Franz Ferdinand's true doppelgänger around here because i was forced into feeling so.

belgrad, serbia, april 21st 2021

with so many affairs and sex scandals in serbian political life I am nearly positive some serb powers to be are running their mouths trying to make a scapegoat out of me - a small ass smokescreen - probably hatemongering by saying a "let's go ahead - get that guy, he is the american spy" lie all over the place - so my life has been on the line again as of recently with so many regular [but unknown to me] serbs on the streets showing off aggression and creating psychological pressure. i am pretty sure that without help of friendly American agencies or similar European peer entities [pls. partake and ty in a.] i will not make it acting alone - let alone find a soulmate in Serbia let alone Albania; my countrymen will start being more provocative and physical and serbian regime will start spinning people from discrimination and subtle aggression into the final stages of prejudice - physical attacks and extermination. thus i will be grateful to any entity that can stand behind, block and relieve any pressure off of me by demonstrating to the cloaked apparatchiks who the daddy really IS! in other words, I just wanna be left alone but it deems truly impossible in S.E.R.B.I.A.