it feels like hell

in serbia, it appears as if G*d is testing me for higher deeds.it feels like Hell on Earth with too too many demons around

hell or sewage – about same.as if they want my soul

If this was 1941

two kinds prevail in serbia, atheists and serbian orthodox. I had thought both were kind to other humans. apparently one kind isn’t. the one that I regularly meet on the street. if this was 1941, although it feels like 1941, I would not be alive. with this massive amount of hatred I’m amazed that Im still around. how so? two words: Aleksandar Vucic.

I met Sloboda Micalovic today. she does appear like someone I could have made friends with (and not bang really) in the previous life. very down to Earth.