JUDGE ME BY THE ENEMIES I HAVE MADE

tonight marija was pissed off, and i was too scared to come near her. gosh, that look in her eyes could kill at distance. by the way she was working her ass off, i reckon she is the maxi’s dynamo, maxi's star and this place is jumping when she is on the shift. hope she gets promoted into a manager pretty soon.

other than that – we have to finally define who is the victim in this motherfucker – i think this nation got it all wrong!!!!!!!

namely, who is the victim – am i their (serbian) victim, or  are they mine??!!!

namely as i was passing by one of the most famous restaurants in serbia - KOLARAC – today in downtown belgrade, located on knez mihajlova str. – two waiters were standing at the entrance and i overheard their speech which was referring to me:

(...look at this) GOVNO, ONE SAID. govno means shit in a really bad way.

WHY DOES NOT HE GO BACK TO HIS MOTHER’S CUNT?, THE OTHER REPLIED.

now, i will ask you if these two waiters in one of belgrade’s most prominent spots talk shit about me like this, what kind of service i should expect in a number of other less respectful joints throughout this country which have 1/10^th the reputation of kolarac?!!!!

and it would be interesting to know why they are mad at me – or who is whose victim in this motherfucker???!!!!!! they should shake their serbian square-heads and ask themselves why am i afraid of them? in belgrade, i now feel like jew in auschwitz?

this serbian attitude keeps ruining my future and prospects of all sorts - but am i their victim, or are they mine for goodness sake? by the time i get answers, my productive life will be through