ONE MORE THOUGHT ABOUT MARIJA (MAXI DELHAIZE) AND SERBIA

MAY 21st 2013 :

IN BELGRADE I HAVE TO WAIT A LONG TIME TO BOARD THE EMPTY BUS OR STREETCAR BECAUSE SERB DRIVERS CHAT AT TERMINALS AND DEPART AS A HERD; NOT ON SCHEDULE WHEN THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO. ALAS, TODAY I BOARDED WITH THE REST OF BIG AWAITING CROWD AND EVEN HAD A SEAT. BUS #33 OVERCROWDED IN SECONDS AND NEXT THING I KNEW TWO JERKS IN SWEATPANTS WERE GLUED ONTO ME. THEY TOOK TURNS STROKING ME WITH THEIR DICKS WHILE I WAS SITTING AND THEIR SPIT DROPS WERE ALL OVER ME BECAUSE THEY WERE PRETENDING AS IF THEY WERE YAPPING BLABBER WHILE ALL THEIR INTENTION WAS GIVEN TO RELEASING SPIT FROM THEIR MOUTHS WHILE DICKING ME. ALL OF THIS WAS DONE INTENTIONALLY!!! SOME PEOPLE WERE WATCHING. ONE OF THEM HAD LIKE A NEEDLE IN HIS HAND, AND I DON’T KNOW IF HIS INTENTION WAS TO STAB ME, PERHAPS HE DID. I WAS NOT GOING TO CONFRONT THEM. I WAS (NOT) GOING TO RISK LOSING $900 WORTH OF SAMSUNG S4 MOBILE PHONE. I ALSO HAD THOUGHTS OF RECENT FIGHTS, GOING TO JAIL, 'SNEAKERS AND LEGS' FLYING BY MY HEAD ON THE STREETCAR - AS SERBS WERE ATTACKING ME EARLIER FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN TO START A FIGHT, SEE MY EARLIER POSTS. AS MUCH AS NOVAK DJOKOVIC IS ADMIRED IN SERBIA, HEREIN I AM HIS ANTIPODE!! OFTEN I HEAR "HERE COMES THE SATAN" AND STUFF LIKE THAT. THUS I REALIZED SOMEONE TERRIBLE - NOT ONE PERSON BUT MAFIA LIKE STRUCTURE - MUST BE DIRECTING DEHUMANIZING EFFORTS OF THESE SOON-TO-BE-EUROPEANS. NEXT TO BEING A PART OF PSY-WARFARE, SATANIZATION IS AN EXTREME CONFIDENCE KILLING ACTIVITY.   
serbia brings not a salvation but the damnation
IF YOU HAD READ MY BLOG YOU HAVE TO HAVE REALIZED THAT I MUST HAVE BEEN SATANIZED AS AN ENEMY OF THE STATE. WHEN SERBIAN PRESIDENT VISITS USA OR RUSSIA I AM SURE THEY ARE NOT STROKING HIM WITH THEIR DICKS AND SPITTING AT HIM.

I AM SURE THAT THESE CRIMINAL PAWNS ARE MASTERMINDED BY PATRONS THAT BELONG TO SERBIAN POWER LINES IN THE BUSINESS, POLITICS, AND MILITARY.

ALAS, ALL CONFUSED WONDERING IF I WAS SCRATCHED OR STABBED (HAD A STRANGE STABBED-LIKE FEELING AT ONE POINT IN LEFT BRACCHIUM AND AROUND MY ASS) WITH THAT NEEDLE AND WHILE FEELING LIKE SHIT I WENT INTO THE STORE WHERE MARIJA USUALLY WORKS - MAXI DELHAIZE. AS I SAW HER FAMILIAR FACE THE ENTIRE WORLD REVOLVED IN MY HEAD. AT FIRST I WAS REALLY HAPPY THAT SHE DID NOT HAVE ANY TROUBLES AT JOB BECAUSE OF THE POSTS I MADE EARLIER HEREWITH. IT IS NOT THAT I AM OBSESSED WITH HER AT ALL NOW, BUT IT JUST FELT AWKWARD THAT SOMEBODY YOU CARED ABOUT SEES YOU IN SUCH A BAD SHAPE. IT'S NOTHING NICE. I IMMEDIATELY REALIZED THAT THIS SERBIAN BEHAVIOR WAS A REAL DEAL-BREAKER IN ALL POTENTIAL RELATIONSHIPS I COULD HAVE HAD HERE. I COULD ONLY IMAGINE WHAT PAINFUL EXPERIENCES MARIJA WOULD HAVE HAD IF SHE WAS RELATED TO ME IN ANY WAY. THAT IS WHY I HATE MODERN DAY SERBIA. NEEUTCH!!!

22^nd of MAY 2013 FOLLOW UP:

-  AS I WAS GOING BACK HOME AFTER VISITING MY AMERICAN FRIENDS THAT CAME TO NEARBY ZEMUN, AS I WAS EXITING BUS #78 AT AUTOKOMANDA A GROUP OF 4 HOOLIGANS STOOD BY THE EXIT AND TWO OF THEM WERE AGITATING: “THAT’S …GEET HIM, GEET HIM….” I DO NOT KNOW HOW THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO GET ME, THEY MIGHT HAVE KICKED ME, BUT THEY WERE MIDGETS IN COMPARISON TO ME SO I WAS LEFT IN AWE WHAT AND IF THEY DID?!

--  I WALKED INTO THE MAXI DELHAIZE STORE AGAIN AND I WANTED TO CRY. THERE I VE SEEN MARIJA, I AM SURE SHE IS SORRY NOW THAT I AM NOT PAYING ANY NEW ATTENTION TO HER, BUT I SIMPLY CANNOT AS M.P. IS CONSTANTLY ON MY MIND. MARIJA WAS THERE DOING HER STUFF AND I ALMOST DOUBLED THE CHARGE GIVEN BY CASHIER. SHE JOBBED HER HAIR. EVEN THOUGH SHE CONFUSED ME I DON’T THINK I AM IN LOVE WITH HER ANYMORE. HOPEFULLY SHE'LL FIND SOMEBODY ELSE AND COME OUT OF MY MIND.

Follow up on 24^th May 2013: went roaming about town today. same old, same old. stressed out by the jerks who exert tremendous pressure in public. thus constant headaches. went into  Maxi Supershop where Marija works. she was there and looked like a sunken submarine. echoing of this blog beats her which is an unavoidable consequence of becoming popular. she’s got to be strong, she must tough it out. too bad, we did not luck out. a relationship had been always only in my mind and in hers as of recently as well. got home; same old shit every day. people hate me en gros (that’s French). as a reaction to their hatred my mind is set on burning bridges. well, it’s 20:51PM; looking forward to another lousy day in Serbia. 

FOLLOW UP ON SATURDAY MAY 25^TH 2013:

FOLLOWING THE ENTIRE DAY OF PICKING BOOKS AND ART I CAME BY MAXI SUPERMARKET AROUND 22:00 PM. I WAS CURIOUS TO SEE IF MARIJA WAS THERE. DELHAIZE MANAGERS PLAYED IT SMART BY  MAKING THE SWITCH AND REORDERING NAME TAGS. THERE WAS SOME OTHER MARIJA AT REGISTER. I PROLONGED A STAY TO SEE IF REAL MARIJA WAS GOING TO POP UP FROM SOMEWHERE AND THEN IT HIT ME LIKE A THUNDER:  WILL I EVER SEE HER AGAIN?! DELHAIZE PROBABLY SENT MARIJA TO ANOTHER STORE. FELT TRULY EXHAUSTED.   

follow up on may 28th 2013: 

Thanks God, Marija STILL works there! 

YEEEUUHHH

Oh, oh, show me Heeeaaaven; Lord, I am shakin
 

Americans did not grasp that a fine Porsche engine like America is, cannot run without a distributer drive or even an oil cap. will they ever find an matching spare part that falls into my place? on the other hand, serbs cannot realize what a wonderful man they got in their clunky machinery. instead of boosting it with a lifelong fuel treats like Marija, both were or are trying to kill it.

THERE IS A GIRL CALLED MARIJA…

...please World save me please...

AND SHE WORKS WITH DELHAIZE, A COMPANY THAT IS TRYING TO BE A COMPANY, NAMELY IN ONE OF THEIR MAXI SUPERMARKET OFFSHOOTS AT VOJVODE STEPE BLVD. IN BELGRADE, COUNTRY OF SERBIA. AND MARIA IS NOW CRUSHING.

AND I WAS SWORN IN AS AN ODDFELLOW. NAMELY, MORE THAN A COUPLE OF MONTHS AGO I GAVE MARIJA A CHANCE – I ALSO TOLD HER COLLEAGUES, 'WATCH AFTER THIS GIRL, LOOK - PLEASE BE NICE TO HER'. I TRIED REALLY HARD TO WIN HER ATTENTION. I PRAYED TO LORD TO GIVE ME A HEART O'WARRIOR TO WIN HER SOUL OVER FOR MY CAUSE, THE CAUSE OF LOVE, TO NO AVAIL.. I COULD NOT SLEEP BECAUSE OF MARIJA. EVEN TRIED TALKING TO HER ONCE WE HAPPENED TO BE ON THE SAME STREETCAR – APPARENTLY, TO NO AVAIL.

NOW MARIJA IS CRAZY WITH ME, OR ABOUT ME. I FEEL SORRY (SISSY STUFF) FOR STARTING THIS GIRL UP. BECAUSE I AM NOT INTERESTED IN HER ANYMORE. WE COULD HAVE BEEN THE BEST COUPLE IN THE WORLD. WE COULD HAVE BEEN FRIENDS. IT JUST DID NOT TURN OUT. WHY DID I FALL IN LOVE? I FELT SORRY FOR HER AS I WAS INSPECTING YOUNG FLEA BITTEN ANKLES AND I REALIZED THAT SHE MUST HAVE HAD AT LEAST ONE ANIMAL IN THE HOUSE. AND SHE REMINDED ME A LOT OF HALA GORANI WHOSE POSTERS I HAD ON A WALL AS A LITTLE CHILD. WELL, NOW  I AM INTERESTED IN SOMEONE ELSE, AND BY THE WAY THE NAME OF THAT PERSON STARTS WITH MY FAVORITE LETTER. APPARENTLY TO NO AVAIL AGAIN. NOT THAT IT IS NOT TRUE THAT I AM SORRY FOR MARIJA BUT WHO CARES NOW, WE WAS NOT LUCKY. NOW SHE FINDS AMUSING TO POINT HER PRICE SCANNER LASER INTO MY EYES SINCE SHE KNOWS I FIND THAT DISTURBING - I KNOW HER FRUSTRATION. SHE WANTS TO SPARK MY ATTENTION BUT UNFORTUNATELY I HAD BEEN THINKING THAT GIRLS DEVELOP MUCH FASTER. WAS I RIGHT? OH BOY YES SHE GOTS IT DEVELOPED, BUT MY MIND IS OVER AT THAT OTHER CURLY'S HAIR AND I AN’T A MUSLIM, CANNOT HAVE BOTH. SHE IS KILLING ME NOW!

I AM WRITING THIS ENTRY, I WANT SOMEONE TO TELL HER THAT THE THINGS SHOULD HAPPEN IN TIMELY FASHION AND IT ANT OVER UNTIL IT IS OVER.  AND IT IS OVER NOW FOR WE OUT OF SYNC. OH BOY, SHE HATES ME, HATES ME GUTS NOW AND IT IS TERRIBLE, IT FEELS T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E-
WHY AM I NOT A FREEMASON SO EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE TURNS OUT LIGHT AND RIGHT. 

PSS: SERBIA IS THE COUNTRY WHOSE FAVORITE LEADER WAS A PIG TRADER SO WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?
I WANNA LEAD THIS COUNTRY AND DO NOT HAVE A BEEF OF ME WITH MARIJA, WHO IS NOW EX THAT WAS NOT EVEN AN EX. OH GOSH MY LIBIDO I=S TRULY SUFFERING BIG TIME. OH GOSH SAVE ME FROM MY EX LOVE TURNED SOUR THAT WAS NOT REALLY A LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE

LAST MINUTE MAY 11 2013:  MY LIFE WOULD'VE BEEN MISERABLE IF THE HORDES OF THOSE NOT WORTH MENTIONING WOULD NOT BE COPYCATTING MY EX-DATES THAT NEVER WERE. 

NAMELY, I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO HATE MARIJA (MY DATE THAT NEVER WAS)  FOR ANY REASON; HER ONLY MISCHIEF FROM YESTERDAY IS ALL FORGOTTEN.  IT WAS ME WHO STARTED IT ALL. MARIJA I AM SORRY FOR ENTERING INTO YOUR LOUSY LIFE. 

BUT “THE BLACK BETTY” (ALEKSANDRA, MARIJA'S BUTT-UGLY, YUCK-UGLY COWORKER) WHO IS TRYING TO ENTER MY LIFE IN HER UGLY WAY WAS SEARCHING FOR MY EYES TODAY (10:00 PM) WITH HER SCANNER GUN PLAYING OUT SHE CANNOT SCAN AN ITEM WHILE ON THE REGISTER HALF A METER FROM MY HEAD FOR HALF A MINUTE, LIKE HER CORD JAMMED. WHAT AN UGLY BEEUTCH.  I MEAN IT IS A LASER IN THE EYES FOR CHRIST-SAKE. 

 AND THE WORLD, TO INFORM YOU:  “THEY READ MY BLOG” NEVERTHELESS. THEY APPARENTLY KNOW WHAT’S GOING ON OUT THERE. HOT DAMN. 

THIS OTHER GIRL FULL OF HATRED AND SPITE I WOULD LIKE TO SEE IN SOME OTHER STORE FAR AWAY FROM MY NECK OF THE WOODS, IN THE PRISON MOST LIKELY. IF I WAS NOT A PHILANTHROPIST BY HEART AND KNEW HOW TO HATE, THIS PERSON WOULD BE THE FIRST ON MY LIST. HOWEVER, NEVER HAD TIME TO BOTHER WITH SCUM. I WAS JUST A JERK WHO WANTED TO DATE MARIJA - ONCE UPON A TIME

last minute 16 may 2013:  in the past few days i have experienced atrocious behavior by many serbs in the city of belgrade. it is beyond words and explanations. i'll stop here because it boggles my mind to go over and over again about the same things that never stop. you cannot tell or explain animals when enough is really enough! 

PLEASE DO NOT LISTEN TO THOSE THAT ARE PAID TO LIE THAT I AM FUCKIN ALRIGHT COS I AM NOT. WOULD I MAINTAIN THIS DEATH SENTENCE - THIS BLOG IF I WAS FUCKIN ALRIGHT?! THEY TELL YOU ONE THING AND THEY TURN AROUND TO MAKE MY LIFE MORE AND MORE MISERABLE EVERY FUCKIN DAY

one day when I am no longer alive someone will scratch under the surface and find what irreparable filthy deeds this terrible Serbian state did to me from 1997-2013, and I will perhaps even have a street with my name as a martyrized victim of state terror, however, any kind of point is beyond me.