Tuesday, May 21, 2013

ONE MORE THOUGHT ABOUT MARIJA (MAXI DELHAIZE) AND SERBIA

MAY 21st 2013 :


IN BELGRADE I HAVE TO WAIT A LONG TIME TO BOARD THE EMPTY BUS OR STREETCAR BECAUSE SERB DRIVERS CHAT AT TERMINALS AND DEPART IN ROWS, NOT ON SCHEDULE WHEN THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO. ALAS, TODAY I BOARDED WITH THE REST OF BIG AWAITING CROWD AND EVEN HAD A SEAT. BUS #33 OVERCROWDED IN SECONDS AND NEXT THING I KNEW TWO JERK-OFFS IN SWEATPANTS WERE GLUED ONTO ME. THEY TOOK TURNS STROKING ME WITH THEIR DICKS WHILE I WAS SITTING AND THEIR DROPS OF SPIT WERE ALL OVER ME BECAUSE THEY WERE PRETENDING AS IF THEY WERE YAPPING BLABBER WHILE ALL THEIR INTENTION WAS TO RELEASE SPIT OVER AND DICK ME. ALL OF THIS WAS DONE INTENTIONALLY!!! SOME PEOPLE WERE WATCHING. ONE OF THE JERK-OFFS HAD LIKE A NEEDLE IN HIS HAND, AND I DON’T KNOW IF HIS INTENTION WAS TO STAB ME, PERHAPS HE DID. I WAS NOT GOING TO  CONFRONT THEM. MAJOR REASON WAS THAT I WAS (NOT) GOING TO LOSE $900 WORTH SAMSUNG S4 MOBILE PHONE IN THE SKIRMISH. I ALSO HAD THOUGHTS OF RECENT FIGHTS, GOING TO JAIL, SNEAKERS AND LEGS FLYING BY MY HEAD ON THE STREETCAR - SERBS ATTACKING ME FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN TO START A FIGHT WITH ME, SEE MY EARLIER POSTS, ETC. AS MUCH AS NOVAK DJOKOVIC IS ADMIRED IN SERBIA, HEREIN I AM HIS ANTIPODE!! OFTEN I HEAR "HERE COMES SATAN" AND STUFF LIKE THAT. THUS I REALIZED SOMEONE TERRIBLE - NOT ONE PERSON BUT THE STRUCTURE LIKE MAFIA - MUST BE DIRECTING DEHUMANIZATION EFFORTS OF THESE SOON-TO-BE-EUROPEANS. NEXT TO BEING A PART OF PSY-WARFARE, SATANIZATION IS AN EXTREME CONFIDENCE KILLING BEHAVIOR.  
to me serbia brings not a salvation but the damnation
IF YOU HAD READ MY BLOG YOU HAVE TO HAVE REALIZED THAT I MUST HAVE BEEN SATANIZED IN SOME SERBIAN MILITARY BLACK BOOK AS AN ENEMY OF THE STATE. WHEN SERBIAN PRESIDENT VISITS USA OR RUSSIA I AM SURE THEY ARE NOT STROKING HIM WITH THEIR DICKS AND SPITTING AT HIM/1 I'D LIKE TO SEE HOW THEY ARE BEHAVING IN RE TO HIM
I AM SURE THAT THESE CRIMINAL PAWNS ARE COMMANDED BY SOME HOOLIGAN LEADERS WHO DEAL DRUGS AND COMMAND ERRATIC AND VIOLENT BEHAVIOR IN THE CITY AND THAT THEY GOT THEIR INSTRUCTIONS WHAT TO DO TO ME /KICK HIS ASS AND TAKE HIS NAME ON DAILY BASIS/ BY THEIR MASTERMIND PATRONS WITHIN THE LINES OF POWER IN SERBIAN BUSINESS, POLITICS, AND MILITARY. SOMEONE MUST BE ORDERING THEM TO “KEEP PICKING ON THIS GUY”, AND “EXERT MAXIMUM PRESSURE”. THESE FUCKS MUST GET A TASTE OF THEIR OWN MEDICINE ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. I AN’T DRIVING FOR I BELIEVE MY TROUBLES IN SERBIA WOULD ONLY START THEN.
ALAS, ALL CONFUSED WONDERING IF I WAS SCRATCHED OR STABBED (HAD A STRANGE STABBED-LIKE FEELING AT ONE POINT IN LEFT BRACCHIUM AND AROUND MY ASS) WITH THAT NEEDLE AND FEELING LIKE SHIT I WENT INTO THE STORE WHERE MARIJA USUALLY WORKS - MAXI DELHAIZE. AS I SAW HER FAMILIAR FACE ENTIRE WORLD REVOLVED IN MY HEAD. AT FIRST I WAS REALLY HAPPY THAT SHE DID NOT HAVE ANY TROUBLES AT JOB BECAUSE OF THE POSTS I MADE EARLIER HEREWITH. IT IS NOT THAT I AM OBSESSED WITH HER AT ALL NOW, BUT IT JUST FELT AWKWARD THAT SOMEBODY YOU CARED ABOUT SEES YOU IN SUCH A BAD SHAPE. IT'S NOTHING NICE. I IMMEDIATELY REALIZED THAT THIS SERBIAN BEHAVIOR WAS A REAL DEAL-BREAKER IN ALL POTENTIAL RELATIONSHIPS I COULD HAVE HAD IN THIS PART OF THE WORLD. I COULD ONLY IMAGINE WHAT PAINFUL EXPERIENCES GOING TO AND FROM WORK IN PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION SHE WOULD HAVE HAD IF SHE WAS RELATED TO ME BY ANY MEANS. THAT IS WHY I HATE MODERN DAY SERBIA. NEEUTCH!!!

a proof that I am not obsessed with maria:
 messages sent yesterday & today to prof. dr. milan prostran )(one of my known adversaries in Serbia /reference made to the people that "created" him was meant to be read "created" as an art collector'/:







22nd of MAY 2013 FOLLOW UP:

-  AS I WAS GOING BACK HOME AFTER VISITING MY AMERICAN FRIENDS THAT CAME TO NEARBY ZEMUN, AS I WAS EXITING BUS #78 AT AUTOKOMANDA A GROUP OF 4 HOOLIGANS STOOD BY THE EXIT AND TWO OF THEM WERE AGITATING: “THAT’S …GEET HIM, GEET HIM….” I DO NOT KNOW HOW THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO GET ME, THEY MIGHT HAVE KICKED ME, BUT THEY WERE MIDGETS IN COMPARISON TO ME SO I WAS LEFT IN AWE WHAT AND IF THEY DID?!

--  I WALKED INTO THE MAXI DELHAIZE STORE AGAIN AND I WANTED TO CRY. SAW MARIJA, I AM SURE SHE IS SORRY NOW THAT I AM NOT PAYING ANY ATTENTION TO HER, BUT I SIMPLY CANNOT. M.P. IS CONSTANTLY ON MY MIND TO NO AVAIL. HAVE NOT SEEN M.P. AGAIN! MARIJA WAS THERE DOING HER STUFF AND I ALMOST GAVE DOUBLE CHARGE TO THE CASHIER. HER HAIR GOT A NEW LOOK, SHE JOBBED IT. EVEN THOUGH SHE CONFUSED ME I DON’T THINK I AM IN LOVE WITH HER. I CANNOT AND MUST NOT BE. IT CONFUSES ME WHY DO I KEEP THINKING OF HER, IT IS TRULY KILLING ME. HOPEFULLY SHE'LL FIND SOMEBODY ELSE AND COME OUT OF MY MIND LIKE A LOT OF THEM EARLIER. M.P. HERE I COME!!!


Follow up on 24th May 2013: Went about roaming town today. Same old same old. Stressed out by these criminal minds, retards and cowards ]not signing their names over attacks[ - fellow citizens - who exert tremendous pressure for  reasons known to them only. Thus constant headaches. Went into the Maxi Supershop where Marija works. She was there and looked like sunken submarine. Beaten most likely by the negative feedback buyers and coworkers refurbished from this blog. It is an unavoidable consequence of becoming popular, she’s got to be strong, tough it out as I did when I was crushing on her - and she’s got to realize that. Could not sympathize with her because of the headache. Plus, we an't in sync or synergy. Too bad, we did not luck out, a relationship that never was other than in my mind and in her recently as well. Without coordinates of each other people weren’t helpful either. Otherwise, nothing really happened. Got home; same old shit every day. People hate me en gros (that’s French). As a reaction to their hatred my mind is set on burning bridges. Well, it’s 20:51PM; looking forward to another lousy day in Serbia. 

FOLLOW UP ON SATURDAY MAY 25TH 2013:
FOLLOWING THE ENTIRE DAY OF PICKING BOOKS AND ART I CAME BY MAXI SUPERMARKET AROUND 22:00 PM. I WAS NOT PARTICULARLY CHECKING IF MARIJA WAS ON TONIGHT, BUT I MUST ADMIT I WAS CURIOUS TO SEE IF SHE WAS THERE. DELHAIZE PLAYED SMART BY APPARENTLY MAKING THE SWITCH AND REORDERING NAME TAGS. THERE WAS SOME OTHER MARIJA AT REGISTER. I PROLONGED A STAY TO SEE IF REAL MARIJA WAS GOING TO POP UP FROM SOMEWHERE AND THEN IT HIT ME LIKE THUNDER:  WILL I EVER SEE HER AGAIN?! DELHAIZE PROBABLY SENT MARIJA TO ANOTHER STORE. FELT TRULY PUNISHED. THIS OTHER GIRL WAS THE ONLY ONE AT REGISTERS AND SHE INTENTIONALLY MISUSED PRICES SCANNER POINTING IT STRAIGHT INTO THE EYES – MAXI SHOULD TEACH WORKERS NOT TO POINT THIS THING INTO HUMAN EYES MORE THAN 15 TIMES PER CHECK OUT. IT IS STILL A LASER AND SERBIA HAS NOT SEEN AN AMERICAN TYPE INJURY LAW SUIT AS YET. SO THIS PLACE IS LIKE THE WILD WEST OF EASTERN EUROPE WITHOUT ANY RULES OF PLAY, CORRUPT AND ROTTEN TO THE CORE, AND NOW MARIJA IS NOT EVEN THERE. HERE POWER AND MONEY BUYS YOU WAYS.   


follow up on may 28th 2013: 


Thanks God, Marija STILL works there/1!  spicy as ever {{{{{YIPPPPIIII}}}}} my words have not hurt her 
YEEEUUHHH

Oh, oh, show me Heeeaaaven; Lord, I am shakin


follow up on may 30th 2013: recognition that there are good things in life like Marija is fading with all these serbian fascists coming at me for no reason whatsoever other than being pure vile. there’s no way i can break free from this evil and do the right thing - they are blocking everything - i feel like disarmed general custer walking alone through hunkpapas camp taking hits falling back onto noone. the existence here could be equaled to pure paranoia – why? - got beaten twice in the last year for no apparent reason - went twice into the ER – you just do not know who will sneak up on you and hit you next. too tired from awaiting another hit and being on constant lookout and being alert. bloody hell serbia. before i was let down by american 'benteens and renos' - like you do get friends in pennsylvania; it's a bloody joke - america was the only place in the world with truly equal opportunities. doubt there's another heaven on earth where love thrives in peace




Americans did not grasp that a fine Porsche engine cannot run without a distributer drive for push rods or even an oil cap. Apparently they cannot find an equal spare part that matches my place. On the other hand, serbs cannot realize what a wonderful man they got in their clunky machinery. instead of boosting it with a lifelong fuel treats like MArija, both were or are trying to kill it and kill themselves as MOD commanded… AMERICA & SERBIA ARE NOT DESERVING MOTHERS


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