ONE MORE THOUGHT ABOUT MARIJA (MAXI DELHAIZE) AND SERBIA

MAY 21st 2013 :

IN BELGRADE I HAVE TO WAIT A LONG TIME TO BOARD THE EMPTY BUS OR STREETCAR BECAUSE SERB DRIVERS CHAT AT TERMINALS AND DEPART AS A HERD; NOT ON SCHEDULE WHEN THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO. ALAS, TODAY I BOARDED WITH THE REST OF BIG AWAITING CROWD AND EVEN HAD A SEAT. BUS #33 OVERCROWDED IN SECONDS AND NEXT THING I KNEW TWO JERKS IN SWEATPANTS WERE GLUED ONTO ME. THEY TOOK TURNS STROKING ME WITH THEIR DICKS WHILE I WAS SITTING AND THEIR SPIT DROPS WERE ALL OVER ME BECAUSE THEY WERE PRETENDING AS IF THEY WERE YAPPING BLABBER WHILE ALL THEIR INTENTION WAS GIVEN TO RELEASING SPIT FROM THEIR MOUTHS WHILE DICKING ME. ALL OF THIS WAS DONE INTENTIONALLY!!! SOME PEOPLE WERE WATCHING. ONE OF THEM HAD LIKE A NEEDLE IN HIS HAND, AND I DON’T KNOW IF HIS INTENTION WAS TO STAB ME, PERHAPS HE DID. I WAS NOT GOING TO CONFRONT THEM. I WAS (NOT) GOING TO RISK LOSING $900 WORTH OF SAMSUNG S4 MOBILE PHONE. I ALSO HAD THOUGHTS OF RECENT FIGHTS, GOING TO JAIL, 'SNEAKERS AND LEGS' FLYING BY MY HEAD ON THE STREETCAR - AS SERBS WERE ATTACKING ME EARLIER FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN TO START A FIGHT, SEE MY EARLIER POSTS. AS MUCH AS NOVAK DJOKOVIC IS ADMIRED IN SERBIA, HEREIN I AM HIS ANTIPODE!! OFTEN I HEAR "HERE COMES THE SATAN" AND STUFF LIKE THAT. THUS I REALIZED SOMEONE TERRIBLE - NOT ONE PERSON BUT MAFIA LIKE STRUCTURE - MUST BE DIRECTING DEHUMANIZING EFFORTS OF THESE SOON-TO-BE-EUROPEANS. NEXT TO BEING A PART OF PSY-WARFARE, SATANIZATION IS AN EXTREME CONFIDENCE KILLING ACTIVITY.   
serbia brings not a salvation but the damnation
IF YOU HAD READ MY BLOG YOU HAVE TO HAVE REALIZED THAT I MUST HAVE BEEN SATANIZED AS AN ENEMY OF THE STATE. WHEN SERBIAN PRESIDENT VISITS USA OR RUSSIA I AM SURE THEY ARE NOT STROKING HIM WITH THEIR DICKS AND SPITTING AT HIM.

I AM SURE THAT THESE CRIMINAL PAWNS ARE MASTERMINDED BY PATRONS THAT BELONG TO SERBIAN POWER LINES IN THE BUSINESS, POLITICS, AND MILITARY.

ALAS, ALL CONFUSED WONDERING IF I WAS SCRATCHED OR STABBED (HAD A STRANGE STABBED-LIKE FEELING AT ONE POINT IN LEFT BRACCHIUM AND AROUND MY ASS) WITH THAT NEEDLE AND WHILE FEELING LIKE SHIT I WENT INTO THE STORE WHERE MARIJA USUALLY WORKS - MAXI DELHAIZE. AS I SAW HER FAMILIAR FACE THE ENTIRE WORLD REVOLVED IN MY HEAD. AT FIRST I WAS REALLY HAPPY THAT SHE DID NOT HAVE ANY TROUBLES AT JOB BECAUSE OF THE POSTS I MADE EARLIER HEREWITH. IT IS NOT THAT I AM OBSESSED WITH HER AT ALL NOW, BUT IT JUST FELT AWKWARD THAT SOMEBODY YOU CARED ABOUT SEES YOU IN SUCH A BAD SHAPE. IT'S NOTHING NICE. I IMMEDIATELY REALIZED THAT THIS SERBIAN BEHAVIOR WAS A REAL DEAL-BREAKER IN ALL POTENTIAL RELATIONSHIPS I COULD HAVE HAD HERE. I COULD ONLY IMAGINE WHAT PAINFUL EXPERIENCES MARIJA WOULD HAVE HAD IF SHE WAS RELATED TO ME IN ANY WAY. THAT IS WHY I HATE MODERN DAY SERBIA. NEEUTCH!!!

22^nd of MAY 2013 FOLLOW UP:

-  AS I WAS GOING BACK HOME AFTER VISITING MY AMERICAN FRIENDS THAT CAME TO NEARBY ZEMUN, AS I WAS EXITING BUS #78 AT AUTOKOMANDA A GROUP OF 4 HOOLIGANS STOOD BY THE EXIT AND TWO OF THEM WERE AGITATING: “THAT’S …GEET HIM, GEET HIM….” I DO NOT KNOW HOW THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO GET ME, THEY MIGHT HAVE KICKED ME, BUT THEY WERE MIDGETS IN COMPARISON TO ME SO I WAS LEFT IN AWE WHAT AND IF THEY DID?!

--  I WALKED INTO THE MAXI DELHAIZE STORE AGAIN AND I WANTED TO CRY. THERE I VE SEEN MARIJA, I AM SURE SHE IS SORRY NOW THAT I AM NOT PAYING ANY NEW ATTENTION TO HER, BUT I SIMPLY CANNOT AS M.P. IS CONSTANTLY ON MY MIND. MARIJA WAS THERE DOING HER STUFF AND I ALMOST DOUBLED THE CHARGE GIVEN BY CASHIER. SHE JOBBED HER HAIR. EVEN THOUGH SHE CONFUSED ME I DON’T THINK I AM IN LOVE WITH HER ANYMORE. HOPEFULLY SHE'LL FIND SOMEBODY ELSE AND COME OUT OF MY MIND.

Follow up on 24^th May 2013: went roaming about town today. same old, same old. stressed out by the jerks who exert tremendous pressure in public. thus constant headaches. went into  Maxi Supershop where Marija works. she was there and looked like a sunken submarine. echoing of this blog beats her which is an unavoidable consequence of becoming popular. she’s got to be strong, she must tough it out. too bad, we did not luck out. a relationship had been always only in my mind and in hers as of recently as well. got home; same old shit every day. people hate me en gros (that’s French). as a reaction to their hatred my mind is set on burning bridges. well, it’s 20:51PM; looking forward to another lousy day in Serbia. 

FOLLOW UP ON SATURDAY MAY 25^TH 2013:

FOLLOWING THE ENTIRE DAY OF PICKING BOOKS AND ART I CAME BY MAXI SUPERMARKET AROUND 22:00 PM. I WAS CURIOUS TO SEE IF MARIJA WAS THERE. DELHAIZE MANAGERS PLAYED IT SMART BY  MAKING THE SWITCH AND REORDERING NAME TAGS. THERE WAS SOME OTHER MARIJA AT REGISTER. I PROLONGED A STAY TO SEE IF REAL MARIJA WAS GOING TO POP UP FROM SOMEWHERE AND THEN IT HIT ME LIKE A THUNDER:  WILL I EVER SEE HER AGAIN?! DELHAIZE PROBABLY SENT MARIJA TO ANOTHER STORE. FELT TRULY EXHAUSTED.   

follow up on may 28th 2013: 

Thanks God, Marija STILL works there! 

YEEEUUHHH

Oh, oh, show me Heeeaaaven; Lord, I am shakin
 

Americans did not grasp that a fine Porsche engine like America is, cannot run without a distributer drive or even an oil cap. will they ever find an matching spare part that falls into my place? on the other hand, serbs cannot realize what a wonderful man they got in their clunky machinery. instead of boosting it with a lifelong fuel treats like Marija, both were or are trying to kill it.