they ve been stepping all over my dead body -- my corpse for so long

I was probably one of the greatest americans of all time. and all I can do is just yada yada about it. why? what happened to me came out from the fact that serbs have been trying to police america and they succeeded in it, despite the american striving to be the country with the rule of law, what happened to me was not only unconstitutional, brutal, immoral, disrespectful, idiotic and insane, it was nevertheless - priceless. however, for that I believe I got some credits from the above now. despite the fact that my existence may be futile as I am not given a chance to form another family as to my understanding there is a retribution in place and the block on my family is one part of it.

I understand that I may be somewhat karmic in that I was probably one of the most prominent americans in 19th century America having awakened in the body of a mediocre Serbian citizen in 20^th century as the karmic punishment for something I had done before. and then I was trying to figure what that could have been and I came upon the name of George Armstrong Custer. something there I had done was wrong and I am not talking about fighting Indians, I’m talking about the decisions made on the tactical level that should have been different and better performed. and I am not saying it happened, I am saying it is possible just like it is possible that any American President [as Lincoln] awakens as the skinny African kid with a funny name in his next life. and it is Obamakay if perhaps my miserable existence is presently satisfying some karmic dues of the past. I screwed up badly on the Plains or I may say I was just unlucky.

on the current environment I can say a few words about what bothers me here and what I despise most about serbia – and this is just one personal view that came with and from my experience - in 20^th century during the communist rule serbs specialized in self extermination. so whatever you do here, there will be at least two Serbs that will root against while trying to sabotage, railroad and oppose you at any level (backstabbing is the least dangerous matter) and that is quite difficult – perhaps impossible – to understand for anyone not born in Serbia. once you are born in Serbia you are automatically awarded and exposed to numerous enemies. and the opposite of Serbia, the states that stay together for each and every one and protect their citizens disregarding the circumstances, are Great Britain (it is almost impossible to renounce the citizenship - they will always recognize you again), Russia (self-seen account - officials in Russian embassy helped a Russian-Jewish guy in INS custody by not issuing him a travel document so he could not be returned to Russia), Israel (goes without saying), Croatia (very similar to Israel), United States (just remember Michael Peter Fay in Singapore - The President of the United States at the time, Bill Clinton , pressured the foreign government to grant Fay clemency while two dozen U.S. senators signed a letter to the Singapore government also appealing for clemency!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!),
Finland, France … and so on. in Serbia, even if you do not have issue, they will find you one.

only in case whereby someone is stemming from the background of old boys’ communist network that person will get breaks and credits and the government will step in, like Kovacevic case in 2013 when the government officials helped Serbian citizen escape criminal charges in the US and also Serbia ended up paying one million US dollars of public money in damages after he had beaten up one Jewish guy, Steinhauer, there. not to mention that K. received almost a celebrity status in the country - we learned every bit about him - i remember Pro Pain was his favorite hardcore heavy metal band; - this was just the opposite of what they did to me - gave me zero dollars, ruined my family, life and future in the States and placed me under constant suspicion, physical and mental harassment and gang-stalking within the cyclone of numerous man made [arranged, invented] intrigues. and for those with a status of the special ones, I’m not talking about the families with liberal or mildly socialist Western views, im talking about the oceans of pure redness. for this is still the bastion, not on paper, but in my experience. 

good job, Sir!