squib after squib

i am the serbian whore. many serbs use me to claim their greatness.
they reckon they are up here *** and I am down there ___
everybody's a gangsta in serbia. they just keep twisting the truth about me. the existence is fixed, my future is fixed.
don't think my rap sheet - they created - would allow me travel to other places anymore.
they totally messed up my social life and
entirely destroyed my sex drive. 

i think i will never be able to ejaculate again - it would be squib after squib after squib

m.v.