Serbian porn

I may be the most loved and most hated man on earth. as far as serbia, people here enjoy accusing and putting a blame up my ass since they are allowed to. Americans gave me to the dogs. they fucking destroyed me. In Serbia much has to do with jealousy on the part of local art paddlers and handlers. they are launching stories and lie in order to prevent me from succeeding in art world. I do not remember when I was able to sell something. and with no money you are sentenced to starve, you cannot progress, cannot form yourself. you suffer. let’s see who did what to whom, who destroyed whose family? was I supposed not to talk about it and remain quiet. serbs are accusing me of being a traitor. for what? they feel guilt. and they want to make up my guilt. find me one. that is why I had been experiencing troubles from the very first day I came here. lies, lies and more lies. i am in cold war with serbia. but serbia is not in cold war with me, they are in real war. there are people here that openly and publicly state that they will deal with all traitors in serbia. plainly execute them. my dream is to reprogram myself to forget serbian language. but I cannot do that. I can listen to their war cries and exist in everlasting fear. because serbs are prone to violence and historically they have proven to be very skilled in separating you from your life. those most loud ones, they have secured their childrens’ future in the united states and overseas – but they are calling me a traitor. thus it happens that even after the visit to some macdonald’s (which I assume is the cleanest place in town) like the one on terazije I return my coffee to be made again, and even after the second time it is made, I have a troubled stomach. why? geiger counter readings in my room are double the environmental dose that I used to read in the past. within hundred of yards I am surrounded with military apartments and serbia is free country where everyone can rent an apartment near you and point new technology high energy weapon at your place which you will feel by not being able to rest – I am not able to measure the high energy magnetic fields just radiation which is obviously higher than normal, sometimes too high that it sets the beeper off, and it goes on in intervals as if someone is turning something off and on and dozing things up and down. yeah, I was given to the dogs and I am in the state of porn. there is no union no nothing. perhaps Americans were expecting me to reunite with my countrymen for good reasons as birds of a feather flock together. I guess they were right, eager for happy ending, but this movie is a flop. You cannot make an apple pie out of vicious stones.