WHEN FEAR ENTERS YOUR BLOOD II

just opinionating. i was the experiment of CIA helped by Serbian BIA. the purpose of this experiment was to expose one individual to public gangstalking or gangstalking in public whereby the human rights, as the right to privacy or the right to found a family would be entirely voided. in the same fashion as Nazies needed Jews and Gypsies, CIA decided not to elect one English, Italian or German person to participate in the experiment. Natural choices were Russians or Little Russians - Serbs. Since the original Russians are much more smarter and united than Serbs, unfortunate luck had it, the choice came down on me.

APRIL 9TH 2015: THIS IS SERBIAN SPIT ON MY CAR. THIS IS THE KIND OF SHIT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH ALMOST EVERY DAY. DID I DESERVE THIS? YOU KNOW WHAT, THIS IS THIS GOVERNMENT'S PROBLEM, THE CIA'S PROBLEM, THIS NATION'S PROBLEM BECAUSE I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHO DID THIS, NOT MINE. IT IS A METHOD OF GANGSTALKING I AM TALKING ABOUT. IN SOME NORMAL COUNTRY I WOULD BE ABLE TO CALL POLICE AND THEY WOULD TAKE IT TO LAB TO GET DNA AND PROSECUTE. WITHOUT THIS BLOG AND CAMERA IT WOULD HAVE BEEN IMPOSSIBLE AND UNBEARABLE TO REMAIN IN SERBIA WITHOUT MEANS TO DESCRIBE WHAT'S GOING ON AROUND HERE. AROUND HERE I AM IN CONSTANT HIDING, RANDOMLY APPEARING UNEXPECTEDLY IN ANY CORNER OF THE CITY JUST TO TAKE A QUICK FREE UNDISTURBED WALK ONE OR TWO BLOCKS AT A TIME ELIMINATING THUS A POSSIBILITY OF BEING DISTURBED OR AMBUSHED TO A HUGE PERCENT. I AM NOT EVEN OUTSIDE AFTER DARK.

April 10^th 2015: another Serbian provocation, someone, some radical serbian force is directing people here into harassment mode again!!! there is another ding on my vehicle which was not there when i drove off this morning, these motherfuckers are having a blast because i am exposed in public. talking about battle-scarred vehicle except i am not taking part in any battles, they are battling me. as far as i am concerned this country Serbia owes me a brand new vehicle for all this stress and troubles i am going through. i am not giving this country any support because i see all these same sort of cars without any dings, and again why me? esp. because i am not dinging anybody’s car. this should happen before this place gains any progress or anything. this is the only way they can get to me because they cannot do any other way for now, and there is so many of them. when i see all these angry faces they exposed me too it is like being in the cage with wild flunking animals. fucking primitive bastards. not only they owe me new car they owe me new life. also i cannot go back to united states because contrary to all masonic beliefs cia destroyed my family there, and nobody wants to live in some place where he is getting hurt on daily basis, like Serbia. i am thinking romania, greece, japan, as remote options, but like i said the reality is - i cannot bear just an overhaul at this point, i need a complete new life, another life - for that tumble of starting new the second or third time all over again and now i think it is just not possible. and who knows if that other place would be okay with me with all the bad rap stemming from united states and serbia as the world knows it ... plus who will compensate for all of the harm they did. PLUS I BELIEVE IF ALL ILL-DOING AND ILL-MEANING SERBS WOULD LET ME SLIP AWAY FREE FROM THEIR GRIP AND HOLD THEY WOULD ALL DIE FROM THEIR JEALOUSY AND UNFULFILLED HATRED. THEY WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO BEAR THAT AND THEY MUST FEEL AS IF THEY CANNOT LET ME "WIN" - in other words they will never let me enjoy life and be free, unobstructed, married, marry, and respected individual.
last night (april 10th 2015): i opened room windows to let a gust of fresh air inside and after a few minutes  when i was closing them, the operation that itself lasted up to twenty seconds,
i was sniped with powerful lasers most likely from the house on  gostivarska street,
as obviously someone does round-the-clock watch for me, so my eyes hurt into this morning and are most likely badly damaged. this is what it means to be a serbian public enemy number one.
i wish i could be the judge of those that do it, but first i wish i know who they are.  
just more thoughts -- suffering possible brain and heart damage when i was beaten mercilessly not providing any resistance in fear that person who was beating me not far away from my house on Feb. 10th 2013, a possible crime family member, may've had a gun in his vehicle, suffering cheap shit beating for up to three minutes, cheap shit for minutes when i was knocked down already. unwillingness of police to provide any sort of investigation really pisses you off.

I WAS KNOCKED OUT AND STILL GOT HIT IN THE HEAD. THIS PERSON WAS BEATING ME FOR PURE EGO AND EMOTION AND NOONE WAS THERE TO STEP IN AND STOP HIM. and when i say brutal and cheap it was something like in this video when one guy was knocked out the other kept kicking him expect that noone was there to stop him and i did not try to fight back at anytime https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tXsAxBHCWA

or here at 2:05 - 2:11 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdzgmuPjWhU
then now imagine if you wrote a motivational book support and then assholes in copy center when you print it out for your reference distribute your material nationwide, a steal of intellectual property but how to prove it, and you know it happened because commercial companies, copywriters and radio and tv anchors utilize your treasures. it is all downside of this place - serbia or any place else, where similar things happen
april 14th 2015: this stress overload is killing my immune system, it is definitely going down. this situation is not even a madness, this is certain but slowly accelerated death, pure and simple. 

i am writing this because if something happens to me tomorrow whoever may be concerned would find out what in my opinion happened to me. and also, my influential friend told me here you know, if you are going to complain you can complain all you want but occasionally let it go, do not do it every day. however, i feel the joke is over – i smell the smoke from all around. the boiling pot is about to explode. in other words what you read here was important for me to say, as i was not losing my time over nothing. this is not a sissy whining here but the real threats happened as i saw them.

i believe now the serbian motto is if you cannot win by make him losing - destroy him. today, march 25^th 2015, around 15:50 as i was driving on two lane traffic on kneza milosa street, a guy whose black mercedes suv is clearly pictured in the photo below while driving in the same direction wanted to collide with me on purpose and he came from the side and practically drove me into the lane of oncoming traffic. if i stayed in my lane he would have crashed into me and he tried to do so on purpose. then he drove along requesting from me to lower down passenger side window to tell me something. i did not do that even though he was persisting, one female was driving with him, and he finally yelled “i fuck your mother” - i read his lips - and drove away. i felt that he wanted me to lower my window so he could spit at me and/or gun me down later. i promptly reported this incident to a traffic cop who was directing the traffic on the corner of takovska and bulevar kralja aleksandra streets by the main post office as i noticed that even this cop was eyeing this mercedes suv strangely. his only response was “fuck him! why don’t you just let him go into his mother’s cunt” this attack by suv was completely unprovoked and i believe some serbs are ordered to attack and make my life miserable. first of all in america a guy driving this kind of vehicle never creates this kind of intentional disturbance in traffic because there are consequences, not even if he was a skinny joey merlino. this is why this is important.

i do not know with whom i am dealing with but i know these people are wild, dangerous and UNTOUCHABLE while totally focused on targeting me. in america for instances, crime won’t happen so obviously, but i believe this thug behaved so because he thought he was allowed and wanted to - perhaps he felt he would be ordained an instant serbian hero if he did something bad to me. at that point, while looking at this individual and considering his responsibility towards a human life so to say, i think if i had an option i would rather stand in front of skinny joey merlino considering that for some reason at that particular instance of time skinny joey was mad at me. i have never read skinny joey merlino attacked people he thought were innocent people ever. no! i believe this call for criminal targeting which is more serious than gangstalking is coming from some serbian political figures who need to have mortal enemies in order to stay afloat. it apppears there are some political options in serbia that actually promote and glorify violence, they want blood. they are sending out and/or telling these thugs what to do. another guy tried to hit me on purpose this evening on boulevard of liberation. this was obvious and he even had an excuse line ready which is unbelievable. if you have read the first paragraph of this post you know why i had to post this and the photograph as well, but in serbia it is so easy to pay a drug addict twenty dollars to stab somebody you do not like, or you can pay him a hundred dollars to kill your enemy. i put a lot on the line by writing this here and someone in serbia has created a climate whereby a lot of individuals are out there to get and hurt me. a lot of people hate me. someone is obviously responsible for my situation. not me, because i am not interacting with murderers, killers and thugs. my only hope is that aliens are reading this blog, blog – and i am writing to them hoping that they will bring some universal justice into my life and case. this is the only serious thing i can do in this country – hope for aliens to solve problems which are not only mine – they concern my life and well-being – but by Gosh they relate to entire humanity as well. but the humanity does not care and i do not expect it to care. bad things are meant to happen and they will happen - justice prevails only in the movies.

i am making these comparisons with skinny joey because the aliens should understand that no normal american would like to be in the problem with skinny joey merlino – hereby i mean no disrespect to skinny joey but just trying to make a comparison to underlie that i am in some deep shit here in serbia in the problems with some unknown serbian skinny joeys who believe that i am their legit target. but i do not even know who orders stuff and who are those executing stuff, i do not feel as rosy future is smiling at me…

in the end, i believe skinny joey merlino is the saint figure in comparison to these guys, because he was described in some bad terms by the press but to my knowledge he did not do no harm to anyone - so godspeed to him. if i did not put down the niche as described by the press then you (or the aliens) would not know what i was talking about. much recognition to real skinny joey merlino by the way, i would not want to meet with the guy and wish him nothing but the best throughout his lifetime, the same thing to his enemies, i do not want to be in the problem with anybody, so best of luck to everyone. i was just making a comparison. hoping they will understand why - because fear entered my blood - and would not mind about it for the rest of their lives. if there were not serbs that create problems there would be no problems to compare innocent people to.  sorry again.