you corner me with no way out I will start scratching - April 2024

there is a difference between being pro ustasha and pro croatian. there are ustasha elements within the serbian government whose influence in serbian politics is overwhelming. and they are sly beyond what 90% of individuals in Serbia can comprehend. in order to take the heat off the recent pro ustasha speech and actions in novi sad, serbia, someone in charge of dirty jobs tasking for the serbian government has ordered black shirted hooligans to go ahead start attacking me on the serbian streets. and I refuse to be a small time smokescreen for what goes on in serbia.

i had couple of such attempts today, april 12th 2024, on trosarina, banjica and at the lower portion of vozdovac, belgrade.

no wonder why the guy [college professor from novi sad] who was accused of pro ustasha speech changed his profile picture on the social media soon after the outcry over his words had begun and started carrying olympia typewriter in the profile photo aiming to somehow associate myself with the antiserbian or anticroatian sentiment. i may be criticizing what is bad in serbia but I am not antiserbian by all means. next, I hate camouflaged communist rhetorics that is dominant in the serbian society because nowadays it feels as if the communist and ustasha goals are the same. ustasha lobby in Serbia knows it and has marked me the prime target for a “dog eat dog campaign” misinterpreting what I had written in the blog. they want to portray me as the enemy of Serbia not as the patriot – the thing I have stated on numerous occasions. one more time they rely fully on the stupidity of the serbian nation because unfortunately a huge number of Serbs are poor thinkers, so this time too it was enough for the camouflaged ustashas to point their mucky pinkies and say – go git him brother(ly) Serbs!!!!!! although I believe that the aforementioned government-sported 'blackshirts' itching to attack are also antiserbian in the core even tho they hide behind pro serbian rhetorics. they are blackfunded so they cannot be real. and the ustashas’ antiserbian outcry – in my case – is for the masses, when they kill me  - nobody cries.

in the same fashion, if I criticize the serbian system [exclusively] i also accept criticism on my part and would like to know what i can improve. i am fed up fighting ignorant people and dragging my ass over serbian courts because lawyers cost money and the idiots with deadly weapons keep coming at me, plus in the courts they are represented pro bono by the government puppet attorneys as they are trying to invert the facts as to who attacked who and somebody better stop them in their tracks before i start begging for help from the outside, the united states and russia and ukraine, because this is simply unbearable – Im not a contender for power in Serbia and I an’t trying to overthrow anybody but if you corner me with no way out I will start scratching. and this comes right after i put a pun on one of my previous posts saying “off meds” and thus trying to deescalate what has been written but someone took it for granted trying to mark me as mental and the attacks started immediately the day after. better hold your dogs tied or i will turn against you – the system – in the most terrible fashion desirable. to make a point and add value to the significance of the stated I hereupon take a sip of water and make a dramatic pause …

last minute: so far every time there was a call from a private number there were serious threats enveloped in utmost vulgarities!!! i did not hear it ringing so this time [talking 4/15/24, 17:23 hrs] i must assume it would have been no different ... 

fry that motherfucker

i   p r o b a b l y made a mistake of mentioning mr. v, the head of the serbian intelligence, in my last blog post as right on the top of the high-rise where he lives – at vojvode stepe 139 – there is something that looks and acts like a directed energy weapon, an operational cannon rather, a high powered microwave that is able to target and regulate much of its vicinity underneath, and I believe now this could be the source of directed energy I felt administered all over my body in the form of invisible heat ray at various episodes in the past, rather than it would be the house on the nearby gostivarska street which I previously believed was the base where this was coming from. either or. I have no clue whether this cannon is associated with 5G waves as the conspiracy theorists are advocating, but I know it is working and you can check it out at this address once you pop up in belgrade, serbia. that is for sure. several hours ago, at nighttime, I took both video and photo of this cannon. it is similar in achieved effect to what has been promoted as Active Denial System in addition to numerous other concentrated electromagnetic energy systems for public control but I doubt that American or Israelis sold it to Serbia [to use it as a torture toy for the selected] unless the Chinese or Russians had cloned and perfected it to act as a true killing machine. 

according to direction of its emitting light it is definitely pointed downward towards and into my residence and it definitely does not serve any other imaginable purpose as it cannot be an aviation obstruction lightning. namely, yesterday I was mowing a lawn and the top of my head could have been exposed to the centered beam of directed heat and as I woke up at 2 AM I felt as if my head was fried up with a bit of sunburn feel around eyes likewise as if the directed heat caught that portion of face which was protected by my cap visor. but I am unsure if I was shot at when I was outside as I immediately did not feel any disturbing symptoms or it happened when I was sleeping – if that energy can go through windows and walls, surely, there is the meaning behind it being at powered-up [lit up] mode over night and pointed in the direction.

just a few days ago, I was standing still outside doing some yardwork and due to an overwhelming centered heat I felt as if some energy was directed into my manhood so I had to step inside and find cover behind a very thick wall. pretty much the angle wherefrom this radiation could have been coming from does not coincide with the position of the aforementioned cannon on the top of the high-rise, so that is why i say either or. in the same fashion, another time, as I was cleaning something in the garden I felt as if someone was targeting the top of my head with a heat but obviously it was not so intense like the heat from yesterday or the last night when it was turned onto the max; on this secondary occasion heat ray could have been coming from the high-rise. regarding all available information, the speculative conclusion to what this could be, for one it acts like an Active Denial System weapon which emits high frequency electromagnetic beam into the target but it is far from being safe for humans as advertised. 

following up on day two: same bright electromagnetic cannon produced shining light, do not recall seeing it on before, it started shining into my premises right after the previous post, i could describe it as the punishment for what was written. got the same head pressure symptoms over night although now i feel a heart weakness as well ... probably changed frequency and power intensity of the high powered electromagnetic energy to emulate transfer rate needed for heart failure. 

the following is found at Wikipedia:

The ADS works by firing a high-powered (100 kW output power) beam of 95 GHz waves at a target, which corresponds to a wavelength of 3.2 mm. The ADS millimeter wave energy works on a principle similar to a microwave oven, exciting the water and fat molecules in the skin, and instantly heating them via dielectric heating. One significant difference is that a microwave oven uses the much lower frequency (and longer wavelength) of 2.45 GHz. The short millimeter waves used in ADS only penetrate the top layers of skin, with most of the energy being absorbed within 0.4 mm (1⁄64 inch), whereas microwaves will penetrate into human tissue about 17 mm (0.67 in).

The ADS's effect of repelling humans occurs at slightly higher than 44 °C (111 °F), though first-degree burns occur at about 51 °C (124 °F), and second-degree burns occur at about 58 °C (136 °F). In testing, pea-sized blisters have been observed in less than 0.1% of ADS exposures, indicating that second degree surface burns have been caused by the device. The radiation burns caused are similar to microwave burns, but only on the skin surface due to the decreased penetration of shorter millimeter waves. The surface temperature of a target will continue to rise so long as the beam is applied, at a rate dictated by the target's material and distance from the transmitter, along with the beam's frequency and power level set by the operator. Most human test subjects reached their pain threshold within 3 seconds, and none could endure more than 5 seconds.

A spokesman for the Air Force Research Laboratory described his experience as a test subject for the system:

For the first millisecond, it just felt like the skin was warming up. Then it got warmer and warmer and you felt like it was on fire. ... As soon as you're away from that beam your skin returns to normal and there is no pain.

the saying should go, when in Serbia you do not mess with Tito’s old stock pioneers, or else. unfamiliar of its deployment in Europe I may be the first one to be fried and tested, the European victim zero of this Teslainian monster, however, knowing the doings of the regime in power it would not be strange that money was invested into obtaining this weaponry. 

why cannot we be friends, Serbia ?

... off meds ...

first of all serbia is such a small place that one cannot easily escape. you cannot simply move from belgrade to california and have a nice, clean, fresh start and new thwarted destiny. in serbia everything usually revolves around one city belgrade and its prisonlike atmosphere wherein you are holed up for the rest of your life with other inmates aka citizens. furthermore, since the market for anything is so tiny and narrow most serbs will prefer to see you stay down if you are down so numerous people will make sure to prevent - you do not opportunely and ambitiously rise becoming thus someone’s unwanted competition down the line. S. & N. Djokovic know it best [talking about the beginnings]. utilizing lies and machinations of all kinds the rivals create your past, your present, and your future. it all boils down to fact that in serbia you do not feel wanted, there an’t no motivational speeches, no available game plans and no team play [designed for you]. if you have it in you then you are nothing but another obstruction. others will thrive in your misfortunes to satisfy their sick egos. jealousy also lurks from everywhere. I will give you a weird example i was told by a reliable friend that allegedly does not lie; namely, some guy nicknamed Zuca who managed Yugoslav National gallery, advised him some years ago not to ever do business with me – without specifying any reason – and the funny thing is I never talked to nor shook hands with Žuća, i barely know how this bald guy looks like ... throughout years a number of other associates also advised that there are art clans in belgrade that often tell people not to work with me, although i have no clue who these clansmen might be. i was even told this by the official doctor of the French embassy in Belgrade; an art lover, Dr. S.; he also added, nobody i talked to likes you; but did not want to give any names. to sum it up, around here everybody knows you - talking about 30 plus million people in the region - and one million of them or one half percent roughly do not like you - and in turn you are familiar with none of them. that's some funny statistics. but, there is the one guy I met: one time there was this guy who still owns several galleries in belgrade and who out of blue wanted to fight me as soon as i entered his joint so i called cops. the said person [gallery owner] never spent more than a minute speaking with me and even then it was all about fighting and cursing and nothing about art. then later he spread rumors and falsely accused me of eating in his place as the reason why „he went berserk.“ so if you are planning on making any type of deployment into serbian art world be aware there are numerous other walks of life that are truly trending in here like mobsters of all kinds, street fighters, bouncers, or hooligans. up in those leagues you can push forward without any art knowledge by just being brave, that is all there is to it and what counts - next to a basic arms training to start up your career while raw physique and good fighting skills come in handy, but most importantly - the backing of the government that covers your ass will be the crucial thing necessary that will make you the untouchable outlaw champ. without it, you must be to dumb to get involved, however, dumb people can be charming - it is fair to say. luckily, i never had that sort of backing so it never crossed my mind to get involved into the „big business“ as i was never prone to experimental gambling and risk taking without fully predictable results. and now a bit smarter from the veteran's vantage point even with these smarts i cannot reason why in the world was that individual about to devour me yesterday. i am talking about Mr. Aca Vasiljevic, a former head of the yugoslav military intelligence in Slobodan Milosevic times who gave me the death stare when i passed him by nearby his new private construction site. I did not check my car camera [later i did] but cannot forget that super angry gaze and changing facial colors as i was coming closer. of course, even though he now does not have that raw discretion oozing with impunity to allegedly authorize deadly outcomes as it was allegedly possible while the precursors of the current junior regime were in power, i do not think i will be dodging bullets, bombs and other deadly stuff anytime soon for just writing an anecdote, but he gave me something to think about by being one of those i never spoke to in my lifetime either - hence wherefrom comes the intolerance?! and i sincerely wonder why cannot we be friends, go bowling on weekends - i hate having someone that perceives me as the enemy. but it is what it is, someone must have the cojones to become friends with those they dislike and i cannot make those - numerous those - that do not like me in this country and region and all over Europe, go for lazy walks [with me] in der schöne grüne wälder. as a matter of fact i cannot waste time hating anyone even though mr. V. was in charge of intelligence [agency] when a dispatch was sent to american counterparts looking for someone accused of genocide by my name which turned out to be a typing mistake, a typo [in the last name] as they call it, i have no grudge against anyone even though it was a terrible thing letting go a family life in the States. Serbia is rather a small place where everybody knows me, belgrade is a minute town in comparison to any large world metropolis, and i do not cherish anything more than friendship, family and patriotism but patriotism is gold in one healthy land where i will be supported and not hated by many, judged and backstabbed at every opportunity, it is beyond comprehension. i am probably barking up the wrong tree, they most likely won't listen and will try to shake me off [otresti budalu is the popular Serbian slang phrase that Zarko Pop allegedly uses], but something is about time. for a change. agree or disagree ... 

last minute some baffling experience: swear to goodness, less than one hour after this post was published, a blinding light beam shoots into the room and right into my face from a distance of approximately 4 to 5 or even as far as 6 kilometers away ... could this be a military grade powerful flashlight or yet another coincidence ? photo below > >>

lean and mean serbs barking up the wrong tree

don't romanticize serbia, for crying out loud

march 18th 2024: witnessing a huge gang-stalking wave all over belgrade, serbia, with numerous citizens getting into my face, staring at me and showing hand signs and / or their money or wallets ... living in this country i feel doomed and now i am finally able to realize valid point why this place is not in the european union as yet because my countrymen are probably the worse of all post-communist stock out there, and there an't no such post-communist place that inclines towards the communist slush still ... if i were a political threat through and through i would have considered this behavior as normal but this can only be translated as yet another massive public lynching attack, out of blue, one of those in a row that started approximately 20 years ago without context which makes me the victim of a prank that has been lasting for 20 years … but this psychotic vortex has been preventing my development and Im the only one not laughing as yet … even so this has been going on for a long time whenever I did something positive for serbia trying to be a constructive friend and they knew about it, it was a yawn-fest so the only way I can connect  basic ignorance on their part is to their communist heritage which was not straight-out communist but rather it involved the cult of personality around tito who was really the serbian deity went by his nickname and unfortunately many serbs still believe in this god for real, there is even a temple his eternal resting place in belgrade, and once the powerlines recognized you as anti-tito at some point you were to bear consequences which involved mental and physical public lynching … that is one way I can reckon out here since I an’t sure what is going on in their minds and whether I live in comedy or drama as it could go both ways

what are they doing … …

one of my biggest mistakes in life was joining s.p.o. anti-communist political movement in serbia which practically meant signing yourself up to be on the kill-list as almost everyone I knew that used to be a member was also a goner at some point starting from actor danilo lazovic to the friend’s father who was poisoned at his workplace. I even had a hitman – little did I know – a Montenegrin who was allegedly sent by s.p.o. [serbian renewal movement] to share apartment with me in the united states and luckily, I had a Greek girlfriend which saved me from almost certain disaster as I would have been a toast as well. once marked and recognized as ‘the ideological enemy of the system’ Im still a big time target in Serbia as [as of recently] I got put on the government watch list again – “stavljen na mere” – as they call it in Serbia most likely due to the fact that I have recently declared to the court appointed psychologist that I had worked for the American government [left unsaid it was for immigration] as a translator and that the portion of my retirement will be coming from that work … so them probably thinking those were the military assignments, now every freaking conversation I have to listen to that doubled voicing from a capacitive discharge which happens when someone connects two conductors to form a phone tap while conducting surveillance. in addition to that, suspicious individuals seem to always be “bumping into me” in public as if the surveillance is ongoing 24 – 7. and in addition to that, there are so many illegal things going on in Serbia nowadays, and naturally for making an example out of someone they [the rulers] won’t be going after their own men, but they need a scapegoat from the pool of those expendables they had written off long ago so they are probably hoping they will catch me with pants down while eavesdropping, or else. let alone the fact that the mouthpiece who has been a highly positioned member in the above-mentioned communist potemkin village and the alleged fake ass antisocialist alliance – s.p.o. – is colliding with me in the legal case that started after I was beaten up with a metal stick utilized by then unknown person [uknown to me] who was motivated by irrational rage on a real power trip determined to wreak havoc to the 'pussy' presumably for thinking he was the boss, all that and a bag of chips, for having been assigned some kind of political function with a city council. as the attacker is also a food inspector [a vet], I was declined neurological examination at the Military Medical Academy [VMA in Serbian] in 2018 where I was sent by the general practitioner and that bully posing as the serbian Military Medical Academy neurologist ordered me to leave hospital off the cuff which happened several days after the said attack; it only means that some serbs function within limits of the serbian old boy network saving each other’s asses and further promoting separatism and violence easily ignoring the fact of the brothers in arms that once had the same political interests, or not?! thus without ifs, ands or buts, i feel betrayed and a valid emotion tells me something is wrong, or at least jinxed, and needs to be fixed. that said, as the last-ditch hope, only one divine intervention and one paranormal experience witnessed by the pharaohs may turn the tables and do me some justice ... most likely the same guys are currently placing rumors to put people off from dealing with me and they are successful at that, as of today [3/3/24] one lovely person i had no problems with before, started avoiding me all of a sudden … if it would only remain at that, undesirable status quo would be still okay with me, if they do not go for the kill ... Im in fear of the serbian IQs Im suspecting are here on the pitch.

strangest things happening in serbia

stinking to high heaven

this morning around 4:35 [belgrade, serbia, 2/23/24] when I was taking a leak I looked throughout window and saw a young woman carrying an inflated balloon but she was not just a regular walker-by, instead everything about her screamed a pretender to me … do not forget I woke up less than a minute before that … just the way she walked the street in wee hours -- as the real deal walkers go at much quicker paces to reach homes at that time of night they do not pose in front of my window -- i could tell it was a see through act for me to consume as she could have just passed if she was not acting at all ... immediately connected balloon detail to a small time event from few days ago when the guy carried a load of balloons and wanted to be so close to my vehicle that he hit my windshield with them on purpose [as i drove by] which now i also believe was intentionally made act ... I will try to find that car video and post it here … i cannot connect these acts and significance of balloons to anything in my life but Im pretty sure they are organized by the agencies of the state and that the inside of my house has been monitored both by video and audio devices as in order for me to be at window when im taking a piss someone has to coordinate the act [apparently the agent of sort] to pass by in real time which is a very short time frame window lasting only few seconds. but her bad acting this morning rang a bell for sure. this also connected me to events from few years ago when serbian population was ordered and I am talking thousands of serbs to drink in front of me as they were probably told that they will witness some sort of event when I will start shaking before them, and in turn some were shaking before me because of the guy upstairs who is for real. I wrote about it and thus only provoked more people to perform their acts which continues to be the situation even nowadays. I even called for no blinks stare-out in Conan o Brien fashion while drinking before each other but no potential winners came upfront. talking about why I do not take food in Serbian restaurants or caffes because I do not know who is who and what do they feel about me, but apparently if they can find ways to get inside home they can get you no matter what for example in hospital with a jab or medicines or lacing up anything at home. so this serbian behavior stinks to high heavens and this comes soon following the court ordered psychiatric forensic evaluation asked for by the serbian famous lawyer who is representing the opposing side in the case which involves self-defense after I was attacked by one politician apparently favored by the Serbian state. I felt the psychiatrists were favoring the other side especially when I was asked what I was doing in the united states without ever asking me anything related or relevant to the actual case for which I was evaluated for in the first place, so they kept beating around the bush in that regard. when I replied that I was translating for the united states' government [involving forensics work too] the very next day I felt that the target was painted on my forehead throughout Serbia, as if the same number of gang-stalkers [that kept drinking a make believe drink in front of me] was chanting: traitor, traitor, spy, spy, spy, we should kill the motherfuccer, find ways … just the fact that I lived in the states performing an innocent work call for my assassination in Serbia, apparently and not just apparently, but there is no way this was not orchestrated by the government at this level. and the current pressure in that regard goes on as of then on which to me translates as the personal vendetta from this mouthpiece [who is a huge government player and politician as well] for mentioning him by initials in this blog, I feel a lot of serbs [of course unknown to me] want me dead. right now, I am also concerned about the logistics and coordination of the serbian goverment as someone is obviously performing full scale surveillance on me which claims zero real freedom. and these are true concerns for the global freedom and society as well for we influence one another all across the globe. this also comes connected to induced rumors among the serbian population in the states as I could not believe my ears when the guy I knew in america was telling me I was doing there as I met him again downtown Belgrade. for the crimes he told me I had commit in the states I should have gotten five life sentences without parole and he was dead serious. now serbs are free to remodel, pack and stock up my bio as I have no protection whatsoever and I even believe American embassy turns the blind eye to everything that goes on here even though Im pretty sure they are legally bound to preserve peace in my case because they forced me to come here, even though they knew serbs intentionally mixed me up with someone accused of genocide in order to ruin my life in exile [find some small fish to fry and make an example out of him], not sure about the current administration which is probably the worst one for me allowing all this to happen. I even assume who may be the real serbian player kind of making his parchesi moves behind the curtains, but Im pretty sure he would have been so easily offended and prown to misery if named, it is not the one you think about [in other words it is not the serbian president]

my word should be a token ...

what N.L. is doing he is trashing an opportunity for me to ever become a brother [real freemason] ... and i am a free man I want all of my possibilities kept open

because there are too many lies and rumors floating around i have to publicly cry out that I have not got any connection whatsoever to any of the hostile stuff written in the screenshots presented herewith as N.L. is replying to M.V. who by chance has the same initials as me, the post begins by N.L. saying that the current Serbian ambassador to the United States (from what was written it appears to be N.'s friend) is coming back to Serbia ... in the same fashion - saying i got no ties to the written - i contacted N.L. to no avail even though i can see that he has read my message. if N.L. thinks that M.V. - he is referring to - is myself - then he should hire an IT expert and find out who really wrote about him and Ilija Saula - it was not me - even though at one point I knew both of them well. not only that these thoughts and writings simply oppose who Im and my beliefs but I have not got any current grudge against N.L. and Mr. Saula whatsoever. my safety in serbia has already been endangered and we all know how safe Serbia is and how easy it is to kill someone with impunity here. last minute discovery: if N.L. really wanted to investigate who wrote things about him he should have performed a brief internet search and find out the name of that individual whose initials are ZJ and not MV as he had stated …