chances of throat cancer

summer 2022 … drank a spirit in central serbia’s joint that gave me an immediate throat burn, highly unusual, as if it was laced up with something … the soreness and burning have been lasting for several days now … went there for a staged event … could have been the covert operation by the government, could not tell at the time, just by one strange phone call I overheard “has he arrived?” …

I got people openly telling me they do not like me all over serbia … I may be paranoid but around here a large number kisses asses of those that cannot stand them like croats while constantly backstabbing those that want to have their peace and freedom of choice in the same homeland ... the other half is going after people like me – the innocents, without a back-up – seeking their usual suspects and victims … go figure that one out … i have nowhere else to go, but i am pretty nervous to stay here … i can call myself lucky if i stay alive and unharmed, other than that hardly that i will ever have a normal life with one of the baddest trumped-up raps one can get, let alone undermining at every step and name calling …

and the “gov”, instead of helping me out they are making me the enemy of the state spreading rumors and going after  

P.S.: august 14th 2002: an unknown gypsy looking serb "shooting" me - as they say in serbia - with his eyes and following through with his stare as i am passing by while he is carrying groceries and child speaks volumes as he is not the only unknown serb spurting out unseen hatred towards me -  and what one can expect in this country then ?? 

as i only criticize (other people in my shoes would want them disappear) this abnormal serbian behavior herewith they are planning even bigger violent schemes of going after. go figure what is beyond nuts ... as practically someone has been painting a scapegoat all this time ... once they figure america is not standing behind you, they are going in for the kill as then they are not afraid something, if anything, will happen to their leaders when they cross borders of serbia ... that being said, read this post from the start ... i am not sure how can my throat be bothering me in this fashion long after i had a "normal" drink ... 

i think iranians finally touching rushdie gave these serbian operative instigators wings to harass their victim(s) - and the reason has been fabricated - they have to explain (give) something to stupid serbian masses that believe everything said ... i am curious why the justice does not think it is time to take off the blindfold ??