MARIJA (FOLLOWING UP_) PLUS 2 UPDATES FROM 6TH AND 7TH OF JUNE 2013
i have no idea what i want, i cannot break it and make it even though i know i have to
in that sense only, i need help
oh Lord, where you at now when i need you most
WELL, MARIJA (IS) THE MEGA STAR NOW. I AM TALKING BELGRADE, SERBIA. WE COULD HAVE BEEN THE BEST FRIENDS ON THE PLANET TOASTING TO THE EXTRATERRESTRIALS UNDER THE MOONLIGHT. WE COULD HAVE TRAVELLED HERE AND THERE, GO OUT TO DINNERS, READ BOOKS TOGETHER... I COULD HAVE EDUCATED HER. FOR CHRIST SAKE, I AM AN ART AFICIONADO. YES, WE COULD HAVE BEEN... NOW: THERE IS NO FREEZING CHANCE IN HELL, NO DESTINY, NO FATE FOR “LET’S GET IT ON BABY”. IN ADDITION, A HUGE PROBLEM I AM ENCOUNTERING IN THIS SERBIA COUNTRY WHERE EVERYONE I AM COMPLAINING ABOUT THINKS HOW TO SNATCH A MILION DOLLARS OR BEAT SOMEBODY UP IS – NOBODY I KNOW SPEAKS ENGLISH, AND, I THINK IN ENGLISH. MARIJA - I AM SURE - DOES NOT. WHEN I TALKED TO HER IN THE PAST, SHE COULD NOT EVEN HEAR ME, MY SERBIAN VOICE IS SO MELLOW AND GAYISH, LIKE MIKE TYSON’S. SERBIAN BIRDS DISLIKE THOSE THEY FIND COULD BE PUSSYWHIPPED. HOWEVER, ONCE I DRINK COUGHOH IN THE MORNING I CAN OUTLOAD MINNESOTAN GOVERNOR, JESSE... WHAT'S HIS NAME. SURE SHE THINKS I AM A SISSY LIKE THEY ALL DO. HER YESTERDAY’S LOOK (JUNE 5TH 2013) COULD HAVE KILLED ME. FUCK. I DON’T THINK SHE CAN STAND MY PRESENCE ANYMORE PLUS I WAS NOT PREPARED MENTALLY TO SEE HER. I TRIED COMING CLOSER YESTERDAY AT MAXI (DELHAIZE FOR THE RECORD) JUST TO TAKE A GLANCE FROM A CLOSE PROXIMITY AND SHE SHOT STRAIGHT TO THE MANAGER PROBABLY SCREAMING CUSTOMER MOBING. SHE KNOWS. THAT’S WHAT I IMAGINED, AT ANY RATE, BOOM SHE WAS GONE. THE MOMENT I SAW HER, SHE DISAPPEARED LIKE A FART IN A FAN FACTORY. TO MY DISMAY, SHE IS GETTING TO BE IDOLIZED BY THE HOOLIGANS WHO COME TO THE STORE JUST TO SEE HER. THANKS GOD – TODAY IT WAS THE WRONG ONE THERE WITH THE SAME NAME TAG ‘MARIJA’. FORTUNATELY, THEY DID NOT KNOW IT WAS NOT HER, BUT THEY LOOKED READY TO COME AT ME AT ANY TIME. IT WAS NOT SO SCARY BUT IT MADE ME THINK. WHY DO I CARE ABOUT SOMEONE THAT DOES NOT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME LIKE MARIJA. IT IS CRAZY MAN. THESE IDIOTS ARE NOT AFRAID OF NOONE NOT EVEN OF GOD NOR CIA. NOONE CANNOT CONTROL THEM EXCEPT THE RAW POWER OF THOSE THAT HAVE MONEY IN SERBIA. FEEL LIKE T-101. FOR YOU READING, IF YOU WANT -- LET IT GO OFF YOUR CHEST, CRY IT FOR ME. I AM TOO FUCKED UP BY TII MANY THINGS THAT I CANNOT GET A LOAD OF MORE TROUBLES AND IT IS CONSTANTLY COMING AT ME…HOT DAMN! GOD SEND ME SOMEONE THAT SPEAKS ENGLISH, POHLEASE (AN'T THINKING I AM GONNA BE STAYING ROUND HERE FOR TOO MUCH LONGER, FEEL LIKE MY MISSION IS ALMOST OVER)
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