mixed signals that hurt …

following the release of the article below [following up now at 17:55 hrs today] i went to do a quick chore but had to retreat back home as the system mavericks are on the role going wild and setting off a new wave of terrorizing persecution attacks in public, nothing is good here you can feel something terrible and terifying both in the air and in some people as if the satan has found its new capital in the land of novak djokovic, nikola tesla and nikola jokic

as I entered slavija art & antiques fair in belgrade at around 13:00 hours today, february 10^th 2024, there was hardly anyone around but a few people, a few art dealers and the only collector was sasa lazarevic, a lawyer who allegedly represented former yugoslav president slobodan milosevic in hague (basing this on hear say as i couldn't find this information on www) … lazarevic tends to carry rosary beads in public most likely for calming down and we greeted each other but then he started jangling his beads so the unknown heavy set guy with bushy long hair who was sitting close by as the seller probably assumed that lazarevic had wanted to humiliate me and belittle my presence by performing ringing manmade noises; that in other words he signalled and called for an action … all of a sudden as I was talking to another antique seller nenad luburic and the dealer whom i know as sinisa from zmajevo the said unknown guy rammed himself into my side like a raging bull all without warning and started pushing me with power. I yelled: what are you doing man, what is wrong with you … he replied: you are blocking the view of my table (while it was a closing time and no one was around) … I then said:  you could have told me to step aside and then he lied: yes, I did.   as I moved away affected, I immediately sought connection why he came after me and found it in sasa’s deeds as the attacker wrongly assumed legitimity to attack and found himself called for to do it, talking about textbook case of post-communist serbian small-town smallminded mentality with respect to someone slandered yet libeled in the major serbian press and on air. it is real pain in the backside to lose time writing what bothers me because of this jerk-off unknown to me, but there is no other way, negative energy that this society instills has to find its way out... yet, it is hard to say why sasa did what he did, was he just fending off a panic attack or maybe he was upset about me having something that in literature once belonged to him, being upset that someone who does not own millions of dollars has found added value in something that he'd let go, or was that a politically motivated thing as I feel that socialists (former communists), radicals and neo-radicals (extreme machiavelian left) that run the country see enemy in me which makes me truly afraid as I have no friends in serbia whatsoever next to the fact that for the 20 years of my stay here I have not shown the slightest aspiration to take over the power … and I can expect the worst things happening … alongside the constant lies about the alleged American spy and Serbian anti-hero that force people to come after me like the unknown guy today and do me harm which often leads to court cases where the attackers are supported by the crooked lawyers like B.B., the most famous Serbian mob consigliere, who is currently representing the guy, veterinarian and part-time politician, who almost broke my skull as he kept hitting me in rage with his tactical metal stick as they [the crooked mouthpieces] teach and advise them to cowardly act as victims following their ferocious attacks (that are supported by the system and I may say serbian regime because there an’t no light in the tunnel as yet and Im doubtfull itll ever be)