nooses and what gives

"we are not there to traumatize him, 

we spit because we fear he is a schlimazel 

who brings bad luck ... 

it is the way to avert the jinx, 

or get bad omen off of us"

i am pretty positive that everything that ever happened to me in this post-communist shithole of a place - and all other places i visited in Serbia - was scripted.  most likely for the purposes of political distraction in dire times because that is usually when the post-communist mentality and terror masterminds modeling themselves on Tito [acting as little Titos] and powerful pseudo serbian patriotic machinery escalate 'things' ...

october 2023 : currently, government plainclothes agents inclusive of members of aggressive political parties and their satellites are coming at me spitting on the streets targeting also by showing death threats signs by pantomiming noose - gesturing with arms symbolizing applied noose - or by walking by and saying "key" words ... there was even a vehicle with Russian license plates driven by someone who obviously escaped draft in Russia as that driver was gesturing a noose as the vehicle passed by.  i do not believe they are trolling around, in their minds i think they mean business but in the style of charlie zelenoff barking up the wrong tree as Im not even kicking against the pricks ... it is all fun and games ...

and just as the wall of separation allegedly exists between church and state in serbia (with a concern that urgent needs have been identified for its immediate conservation) i believe that health professionals, merchants, employees engaged with restaurant industry as well as educators also should stay away from getting a political stance on things, because petty daily politics is doing nothing but endangering people like me who can be colored easily if targeted only to suffer from malicious and dangerous rumors not being able to enjoy all the benefits of the society as provided by those employed in the aforementioned industries. in other words, if you stand out in place like Serbia and the false rumor is floating around that you are not a patriot or that you oppose a certain political figure – then, once you end up in hospital, there is a good chance that you will never come out alive if you are treated by the hotblooded supporter(s) or someone who hates ‘spies’ and ‘traitors’ as they call them here. furthermore with another example, if it is known that the art gallery owner is loud-mouthing things and taking whatever public bias can be imagined, it would be a hard decision for some people to ever visit that place and buy from the guy if they strongly disagree with that stance. i always had that in mind never saying or doing anything against any entity and no person dead or alive, so it is hard to understand what sparks the serbian government and its satellites to go get me [afflicting both bodily and mental harm] through a cunning and devious tactics in line with a tradition dating back more than 20 years ... it takes a philosophical approach to understand the incomprehensible.