cannibalistic serbia eating its children

in critical moments of Serbian history the government is trying to utilize and capitalize on my presence here to put up a smoke screen by exposing me ahead of some to them more important affairs, to create a diversion. I do not want to serve for any kind of diversion. for 18 years spent in serbia I have been deprived of freedom kept only for the purpose of becoming a sacrificial lamb while the local intel agencies were trying to create an entirely negative image / picture of me although I was trying to stay invisible to no avail. for 18 years they have been on my ass perhaps because some American serbs gave them the information that they could do so and that I was as dumb as night, just another expendable to be used in daily serbian politics. just a few days ago they created a stupid altercation downtown between someone posing as an American and an old Serbian fellow in order to spin up / regenerate / create anti-American sentiment and instant hatred towards Americans and Americanophiles and when a regular Serbian person thinks of anyone pro-American in Serbia the image of me comes to their mind first, period. so I stayed home as of then to prevent hordes of angry Serbs trying to provoke / attack me on the streets as someone had expected.