Sunday, January 27, 2019
I
wish I was never born here. The existence comes as a punishment even if it is a
successful one.
If I lived in any other country with post-WWII art collecting
tradition, I would not have been afraid of success and devoting my living to
art. I would have had a privileged social status and state sponsored retirement
for working on salvation and preservation of the national cultural heritage.
Instead, in Serbia - where no good deed goes unpunished - I feel that my
collection hits the nerve with human jealousy, animosity, distrust and disbelief
on all levels, so I publish this book in English language to remain on the safe
side and be understood worldwide as the Collection’s connections are based far
and wide across the globe plus the English language is a homage to the country
where I had begun to collect back in 1995 and I have been collecting, ‘picking’
and selecting fine art ever since. Yes, I am the fine art collector and also the
rare books and antiques hunter not looking for any laurels but I do feel that locally
I am regarded as a complete idiot and public enemy by the 99.99% of Serbian population
because my collection has become important and valuable. Vujasinovic Art
Collection by far outweighs many public collections and it is something
extremely hard to digest on the part of the Serbian state. By having something
that has got some value I made some painful enemies in my life. Their only goal
is to bring us down overnight and we are currently putting up a good fight to
prevent that. Instead of praise all I get are distrustful looks, indifference,
ignorance, stonewalling. I was even attacked by one state official with a metal
baton - who knew who I was - and it was the situation where I was fighting for
my dear life, later being the only one charged by the state for clear
self-defense that was luckily caught on surveillance cameras. My experience is
that people here develop a grudge assuming that I am some sort of thief because
they simple do not want to believe that it is possible for one individual to
amass what I did. Thus I feel maliciously and unscrupulously slandered,
helpless, unprotected and degraded at all times. Public rumors become sores,
they are backstabbing and tarring reputation while only those closely
associated with you know your benefactions and importance. It cannot be easily
understood by those who do not live around here. In other words, Vujasinovic
Art Collection does not steal and it owns only authentic and if possible, the
best and the most interesting art there is with full chain of provenance where
available and historical records in literature where applicable. We are
perpetually discerning. In Serbian language, we possess only “hitchine” *in Cyrillic,
so this will be the only Serbian word used in this picture book. As an independent
and mega successful, you easily become the public target, meanwhile, all those publicly
appreciated local collections are maintained by owners that have some political
influence, power and money. Even though in reality they are too small fish to
fry, their importance is given epic proportions. I personally despise them back
all except those owned by several friends. Prior to my stay in the USA I had
been thinking that art was something that only idiots can admire. The opium for
the retarded ones. I could not have imagined that one private individual could
own let alone amass the collection of fine art, rare books, historical
documents, antiques. I thought that real humans collect stamps and worthless
coins only. When I spoke to the Mr. P.M. , the famous Pennsylvania tax
collector, who was my second father in the USA, I bragged to him about my
country Yugoslavia where we had two major banks each offering 120% monthly interest
rates. He laughed it off. If it was so good, why did you come to America? I did
not know I was full of it idolizing the criminal doings of my ex-country who
was becoming capitalist but with the communist mindset. This mindset recognizes
human classes and limitations – there are those that are allowed to become
something, achieve something, but others cannot. You have to look and behave in
a special way to be recognized. Or you have to be approved by the community or
those in charge of public opinion. After all, things that people can dream of
could happen in America only. I am the fact. Let’s hope there will raise
another Serbia, the one that was pre-WWII. A good natured one that supports
independent art collecting while the evil one that spoils everything with
jealousy, distrust and hatred will soon become history and forgotten.
All that said, it was much easier collecting art in the United
States, however, there were some other insoluble problems with irreversible
consequences that I had encountered there. Therefore, I have left my entire
fine art collection from the “American” period to my ‘American’ ex-family to
care. Great art collection is made by great refraining from all your other life
luxuries. Collecting art is matter of choice. Year after year, you do not go to
summertime vacations like everybody else, family becomes second, you spend all
of your savings and you do not afford yourself Porsche. Next to fine art you
also collect negativity from your collecting peers with more money and lesser
mental capacities as well as judgements from all these people that went to sea
resorts having had sex whenever they wanted, etc; and so they become your
lifelong mortal enemies envying you over your art collection. In a way you made
yourself a loser cos all of your joy has been sucked out of it in the end.
we therefore present hereby a small selection of artworks from our
collection of art, books and antiques letting them speak for themselves for a
moment…a fleeting one at that.
Milos Vujasinovic, Curator
Vujasinovic Art Collection
Belgrade, Serbia
2019
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