still very unsafe situation as if
serbs believe that I am something like Donald Trump, Bill Clinton, George W, Obama,
something that needs to be dealt with, something that represents the heart of America. what i am saying is that serbian hatred is the same as if I was the president of America, not just any American John Roe or tourist citizen (there are many tourists around here though.) the only
connection in being involved I can make is that I am utilizing English language. in other words me thinking in English can be the only logical reason for their hatred. and if i compare myself to any other English speaking person (imo, there is only America and the rest of the world as Im more American than the Pope) they do not hate me just like any other American, only as they would hate some top hat American like the President. unless
of course I have been slandered beyond compare and have no idea what the slander was about. or - or - many, many serbs that try to engage me (and/or their handlers) are psychopathically ill. still, someone had to point some hook to them, not anything
other in my mind whatsoever that I can link myself to their hatred. what
do I represent to serbs to encounter this amount of hatred whereby I cannot
make a 200 yards circle without encountering numerous mean and nasty people
that are provoking me?!! if this is not politically colored I m not dying to find
out the background of what it is, but I would benefit from knowing what
motivates unspeakable serbian hatred.
some crazy ideas about slander are as follows, but what else can raise so many angry serbs against one person:
-he was the one that caught Ratko Mladic and sent him to Hague
-he was the one that caught Radovan Karadzic and sent him to Hague
-he sent Vojislav Seselj to Hague
Other than that I have no idea what could it be other than
psychopathic mental illness on the part of many citizens here. even then someone had to point the finger at me while saying 'he is the One!'
when I was trying to further
analyze - any physical encounter would bring more physical encounters. when I was
savagely beaten in front of my house several years ago, I could have felt
pleasure in many serbs I came across days after – cheering and smiling after i was disgraced and vomiting blood. what would
have happened if I was resisting and fought back even beating my attacker - I would
have come over more challengers. the point and fact are they do not consider me
serbian. to make
the matter more interesting i had never risen voice or acted against the
interests of Serbian nation or its people before things started
happening to me. they consider me traitor and/or enemy of some sort – I believe it is the matter
that needs to be privately investigated and brought to the court of justice. first off, with who started it. my fear partially lies in the assumption that state may be behind everything. again, there is big question as to why....
let's promptly reject the hypothesis that the dire straits I
am in was my own fault cos if i was able to turn one nation against myself all on
my own then i should have, without a doubt, been the top paid CEO of some marketing
company, at least.
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