defeated ( mssgs . to the outerworld )

at 44.787197, 20.457273. i m surrounded by arrogance, lies, anger and jealosy   /

foxhole eye view is the communist perception on things. leeway for starting to think determinedly after being born in a communist country is huge.
 
if i had never lived in the usa, i would have been brain dead forever,
however with american experience i am only starting to think big in my 40s.

serbian comrades sense that and, last year, i got huge hits on head with a metal baton with intention to become brain dead again.