textbook douchebags

imagine a mental frustration of woman that was gang raped, if i can even compare,
not by the likes of Novak Djokovic and Leonardo Di Caprio, but by a lot of wretched men without a swag, that is what i am going through.
the fact that i am male makes it somewhat easier to bear, but it is impossible to be dignified man in serbia if you are toast on the national menu.
in Serbia I am way too transparent for any real type of success;

I cannot get married and have a family.
with this kind of malign rap sheet (social history given by a word of malevolent mouth in this community)
anything i would try to do like opening any kind of joint, gallery or restaurant is doomed to failure from the start. I TRIED AND I KNOW - through doing e-sale with low overhead - that's a fact. don't buy from him he is traitor, don't buy from him he is gay, do not buy from him, he is crazy, do not buy from him he stinks, do not buy from him echoes throughout serbia. it is called slander. but they do not care. i tried a musical project, got the same whiff. anything fails when you are targeted by the toxic majority. they knife trust your tires just enough
so they can explode at the right moment on the highway, they basically do not want you alive let alone becoming successful.

don't give no streets my name in this bloody city, i know how the routine goes, once you are a goner everyone suddenly becomes merciful.

i have no idea who the gentleman in the red vehicle is (in these images enclosed herewith) but this is what they do to me throughout belgrade. first off, you must consider the fact that this city (and country) is one big village and they all know me. when they see me coming a number of them is bending forward placing arms on top of their dashboards (pass the steering wheel) where I can see their crossed wrists gesture whereby usually wrists overlap one another visually simulating hands tied with handcuffs simultaneously suggesting imprisonment and lack of freedom I am pointing out to. you get the idea by looking at these images, this is the style. this is yet another one of their mind games and the way I am "brushed off" here. to top it all off, i've been permanently residing in this nerve wrecking environment for 17 years now, labeled traitor from the start. where have you been (living it up in the United States) when the Americans and NATO bombarded Us in 1999?

[The detractors and doers of targeted harassment are] bat shit crazy and unstoppable. only G-d can stop them in their tracks !

Novak Djokovic’s inspiring 20I9 Wimbledon wisdom helped me find out what to do. It worked today, and apparently it will work.

the favorite pastime of my fellow countrymen is to provoke those that were slandered beyond imagination; these detractors believe they are highly welcome to take part in some faceless shame-staking and guilt-binding. namely, this day I stood in line twice and when those who were waiting behind started making noises to disrupt me I channeled the ignorance and hatred of my fellow Serbs into my newly found strength needed to overcome this otherwise insurmountable psychological barrier. G-d seems to be Great again! the sunshine may be coming in. imagine a mental frustration of woman that was gang raped, if i can even compare, not by the likes of Novak Djokovic and Leonardo Di Caprio, but by a lot of wretched men without a swag, that is what i am going through. the fact that i am male makes it somewhat easier to bear, but it is impossible to be dignified man in serbia if you are toast on the national menu. in Serbia I am way too transparent for any real type of success; I cannot get married and have a family. with this kind of malign rap sheet (social history given by a word of malevolent mouth in this community) anything i would try to do like opening any kind of joint, gallery or restaurant is doomed to failure from the start. I TRIED AND I KNOW -  through doing e-sale with low overhead - that's a fact. don't buy from him he is a traitor, don't buy from him he is a gay, do not buy from him, he is crazy, do not buy from him he stinks, do not buy from him echoes throughout serbia. it is called slander. but they do not care. i tried a musical project, got the same whiff. anything fails when you are targeted by the toxic majority. they knife trust your tires just enough so they can explode at the right moment on the highway, they basically do not want you alive let alone becoming successful. don't give no streets my name in this bloody city, i know how the routine goes, once you are a goner everyone suddenly becomes merciful. the chances of prospering here are round like bagels going around in circles. if the likes of Nole share more of their global wisdom, I hope I will become free again. there are people that behave and perhaps think they are the new type of slave owners – with attitude and guts to intrude in your privacy and life, to stalk and disrupt your daily routine with signs, actions, noises… they have no right to make you think about things you are not liable thinking of. for example, i am a non smoker btw, a lot of them are brandishing a cigarette as they are coming across as if they want to point out to something very bad on my part. smoking a cigarette does not raise any issues of concern with me but to them it is apparently something terrible that should be disturbingly annoying to me. however, I draw a blanc every time. the only clue they raise is how they are trying to screw me by closing in a cig to their lips and inhaling a smoke with passion, making a scorning expression as if letting me know that I was done up but I am only like -- to hell with all these bastards. and so on, there are many more examples, not going to give any apes any more ideas. be informed and stop the newly launched human slavery, tyranny and fascism all around. I cannot fathom that's happening only to me. i will admit to any guilt except the notion that i am getting overly paranoid here. just enough.