so many serbs just want to kill you to achieve their goals - from standpoint of very personal kind of hatred

cops know - when someone stabs and produces multiple wounds, 40 of them let's say - they know it was very personal. it reflects a hatred that runs very close as if in the family. serbian hatred is not of this world. some serbs hate me as if I have fucked their wife. that is it, remember that, fucked their wife, not more not less. it is a very personal kind of hatred. very aggressive kind of hatred. the only thing is - most of these people i met for the first time. for the life of me, how can you personally hate someone you do not know, if you are not completely insane ?!!! and lemme tell ya, let alone paranoia, i got a good share of beatings from vicious serbs and i was lucky to stay alive, in other words i know what i m talking about. for the past 14 years I have been witnessing numerous instances of Serbian hatred and based on my experience only - I would have said that this society is based upon the aggressive jealousy and hatred and largely ignorance, i am talking illiteracy. the American manifestation of jealousy would be - if someone perceives that some other person is 'better off' they will lift themselves up and do everything in their might to run up and come close to their peer or rival. in serbia they want to simply kill you. they do not waste their energy nor time. In America, I helped out one Serbian guy logistically who due to family circumstances – helped by his American wife – was always better off – had more connections and more potential – today, he still can not put two sentences of proper English or serbian together. after 20 years of knowing each other he still wants to be on top, calling me names and not so bright. this only means that if you can – you better stay away from serbia cos even the American outlaws in 19^th century – wild west – imo were more just and valiant than many of these serbian guys around. if these guys that i am talking about are good at something, it would be to kill, maim, destroy, slander, spy, double cross, and all that in one clandestine way - not a knightly way. like doomed, this society thrives on hatred and backstabbing - two major serbian sayings concern both: samo da komsiji crkne krava - untranslatable, and: samo sloga srbina spasava, untranslatable.