the target

if I had wanted to lead a life of crime I would have trained my ass up lifting weights all day every day. i would have amassed arsenal of weapons inclusive of rocket-propelled grenades and what not else. i need your attention. all I am saying is this - i am in danger in serbia as if i have been a gangster. there has been made a culture of checking and challenging me around the clock. the serbian problem is alpha males. there are no beta males in serbia, just various forms of alpha, even the small ass dudes. the planetary task issue number one should be – turning serbian alpha males into something different, into betas. that must be the planetary priority. period. I mean is it at all possible and how?

if you think serbs seem like a joy to live with i cannot even begin to describe what kind of pressure is on the guy like me who likes to have a peaceful life and live in undisturbed living conditions out here in serbia. there are people turning heads on me waiting for my glance or any other reason so they can go at me. it happens every day, it happened on terazije today where I had not been walking in ages. namely, there were several vernal serbs cocking their heads and bodies at me while passing by closely trying to provoke my reaction. anything from me so they could hook up and react on it and commence trouble; I am asking the world why do I need to be targeted like that? any suggestions? any answers by any Americans? what laws of the serbian jungle makes them think i am an easy target? it is clear to me, up until my last dying breath there wont be no freedom for me in this turn-and-cock-head culture and society pit.  

my wild guess as far as to what lies in the background of these things that are happening to me are illicit, illegal activities promoted and sponsored by the top political and police alpha structures linked to hooligans who then automatically assume I am their target. this goes by the hierarchy. the top echelons of serbian power let the lower realms of society decide what will happen to me. that is why I constantly fall into trouble. the story goes. that is why I was attacked recently; cannot comment further on it since legal process is due.

in addition, whenever serbs were a communicational bridge between me and the U.S. citizens I was automatically slandered. thence this blog. i have never had problem in direct contact with the U.S. citizens as it was always the case when the jealous tarzan speaking serbs were interfering. that seems to be the root of all problems. and you cannot talk with the aggressive alpha serbs. the only serbian arguments were always fists and I am saying the fists unlike those of Lemmy Kilmister – to make a widely known alpha comparison - who must had used them only when it was fair and logical (on presumption) unlike serbs whose behavior is nothing but criminal in most cases – and always accompanied with brute and unreasonable force (behaving as short tempered fuses) and badmouthing (slander). their friendliness is only of the utilitarian kind. remember that. sooner or later, the true respect is paid only on if-there-is-enough-dough-for-me terms.  

as a result, I was thrown way out of my league. 

i do understand my critical writing is potentially pretty dangerous, however, it is for the greater good.
i should also highlight its preventive character, not trying to sound smart nor funny, but the life here is simply unbearable.