BRAINRAPED BY THE UNITED STATES AND SERBIA

- actually someone has just affirmed my hypothesis of Yugo secret services operatives and IGs - intelligence gatherers, spies (udba, jugoslovenska služba bezbednosti, agent,tajni kvalifikovani saradnik organa UDB-e, the bloodthirstiest services of them all was UDBA) and their cell in the N.E. U.S.A., particularly Philadelphia, their base was  Serbian church there, that were cooperating with Yugo military and government authorities during 1990s – on a regular paycheck (I have names and data CONFIRMED now, but will keep silent for the time being) - and especially during 1999, the war between NATO & Yugoslavia (Serbia) – calling FBI anonymously and saying hard shit about me (spooks gotta knock up lies and half-truths to secure the paycheck from the Yugo-regime) in order to get me arrested while on the other hand they prepared very warm welcome in Serbia that lasts up to this day – first it was verbal gimmicks like a traitor slur (to call for public outcry in Serbia and while I was in the U>S> it was the spy slur to alarm American L.E. agencies about me) and then they went on to experiment with man made noises (psychological abuse), for example – 15 years down the line, there was a serbian motherfucker passing by me and my friend as we were standing on the street today and he deliberately rubbed shoes off the asphalt so we stopped our conversation to listen, what was wrong – only to realize that he was ‘just’ provoking. this (similar shit) goes on for 15 years now. i have been experiencing hostility at various places by unknown individuals.

I am in God’s army now. both the united states and Serbia (former Yugoslavia) took the national identity away from me. with so many enemies and hostiles (approximately 55 - 80% percent of all serbs involved into a collective harassment and public lynching sponsored by UDBA and its hereditary agencies that went through name changing cover up ordeals; called BIA nowadays) around I do not feel like identifying with either fratricidal serbs or ignorant americans who never admit to their mistakes.  i admit to my biggest mistake which was associating with serbs and yugoslavs while in the US; should have stayed away from the Serbian church and all backstabbing and jealous serbs and Yugoslavs, nevertheless.
 
in 2018, the only reliable distinction that separates serbs is whether they are pro or contra UDBA (BIA). many serbs, say 50%, will never admit they favor UDBA. many were prospering under the auspices of UDBA and are never going to counter attack the agency. UDBA was, is and will be the system in serbia - the only spiritual heir of Yugoslavia. tragically, if the system is against you then you are truly fucked. i feel thus forcibly raped on daily basis though, by many. that is why serbs are calling me the faggot. i feel raped by men and women, and you are going to feel very strange if indeed many serbian men raped you. it does not really matter where the point of entry was, in other words, whether they forcefully entered (forced themselves into) your butt or brain.