CRIME NEVER MINDS

What I believe happened to me

2012-01-28T16:45:00.012Z

I cannot take it anymore. With a lot of Serbs going after me in various situations I really want to get it off my chest. With this kind of pressure the only thing I can lose is my sanity. I believe at least two agencies: Serbian secret police and CIA planned the assassination of Serbian Prime Minister dr Zoran Djindjic. They needed a real killer’s look alike which they found in me through computer imaging software. Out of blue American part arrested and kept me in three secret locations for 6 months. When the time of assassination came, two secret agents led me to Serbia. The first attempt on Djindjic’s life was not successful. It was on the same day of my arrival. I had no clue what was going on until they finally killed the president few days later and the photo robot of killer emerged in the newspaper. It was somebody that looked like me, a guy with glasses. It was within five days of my arrival. Luckily, I was too scared to come out of the home. I think their plan was to kill me just like they did with Lee Harvey Oswald and then do whatever was in their plan.

Later they did not know what to do with me, and because of their secret files (every secretive administration has) they had to come up with stories instead of leaving me alone. On my part I started writing of my terrible experience herewith. Since 2003 the word got out to the public and “a hot topic” spread through the country like lightning. I do not know what they had been telling and cooking, but I know that everywhere I go I find a multitude of Serb haters of various kinds and nationalities (from Serbs through Jews and Croats to Gypsies). Nothing is easy for me in Serbia and the rest I had described below.

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how true am i for writing this is reflected in the following:

on the following day of posting, there (downtown) passed by a young female stating: where is your chokie now? [chokie was allegedly CIA's or United Kingdom's agent that orchestrated the murder of the premier in serbia as it could have been read in the newspapers]. following the destruction of my family in america this is adding pressure because obviously someone and who else but the serbian secret service and CIA's spec-op department in Serbia want to get me involved into something i have no clue of. in other words this is like the death sentence. i am living the life of pressure (without any chance of founding a new family) and i cannot wait to get killed to find out, return (helped by the Heavenly forces) and burn and entirely eradicate all those involved into what happened to me (primarily usa and serbia) inclusive of their kissing kin. there won't be any more of them

SERBIAN POLICE AND SERBIAN POWER PLAYERS ARE TARGETING ME

2012-01-26T19:10:00.006Z

i even heard rumors: that's an arkan in disguise after plastic surgery! i think police wants to kill me for some reason they are after me in cars i can recognize well, black or arctic white grand bmw jeeps or other robust vehicles. i have no idea why, but somebody has been targeting me for something for a long time.

i want to hereby openly say that i never had any associations with any criminal gang,
criminal clans or police or anyone that was ever accused of any crime (anywhere in the world).

police wants to turn me into a scapegoat, they want to involve me into crimes no matter how petty they can be so they can prove what they wanted to prove. i am alone against thousands, police associates are organizing young serbian hoodlums into harassing me everywhere i go, they know this will involve me into some kind of trouble this or that way. at least a fight.

someone planned it for a long time since they snatched me from the united states who obviously did not care to protect me, and serb police is trying since then to set me up with various things. they were successful with public rumors in portraying me as lunatic, drug addict, thief, paranoid, et cetera. for all i know they are trying to wash their hands off of something over me

yesterday a car passed by with a red beam shooting from the top of a cockpit and driver was targeting my head and i believe it was a laser that burned my eyes.

AN’T A LAUGHING MATTER – EPIPHANY – FUCK YOU UNITED STATES FOR PUTTING ME INTO THIS CRAZY ASS SITUATION

2012-01-16T17:08:00.011Z

Belgrade, Serbia, i-cold January 13th of 2012. I am truly shaking as I am writing this … In Serbian art community everybody understands the public talk is a no-no and every top art dealer is trying to secure reliable connections within the police, financial control, politicians, lawyers, doctors, and other state authorities if need be. Now I must come out clear A.G.B. because my life is constantly threatened by the certain groups of art and antique traders that through their “second hands” are connected to major figures – like Bata Klepic on one side, and the gypsies from Kalenic market on the other. These small groups or one large group are the go between the two sides. I am the small fish to fry and I consider myself art critic, painter, collector, and the future museum founder and not a dealer for the only time I exchange art is when I want to get new paintings.

Beside Bata Klepic, major figures on art scene as art dealers are: Boris Srbinovski, Radojica, Milos Petkovic, Mosa Todorovic, Miki Stamenkovic, Ivan Mitic, Vera Matovic, Biserka Zelic, Madlena Zepter, Nadezda Perovic, Zoran Vujicic, Milan Jan (a "knowledgeable" guy that in tphonic conv. revealed things about me (mixed me up?!) I had not heard of so why not retort) …. and a lot of others, think perhaps I do not want to include the names of interest and why. These are players behind the scenes. Together with their associates/friends from various walks of life the amount of influence they possess within a Serbian society when translated in United States power terms equals to the likes of George Bush Senior, Dick Cheney, Henry Kissinger, Emanuel (Obama).

UTILIZING PUBLIC POSITION FOR PRIVATE HARRASMENT…

Now in fear of those who obtain art for the major players (that also makes them their associates) I have to constantly watch my back and constant watch is one of the hardest things to do in life. “They” have the name. Milenko Mitrovic alias Vodenica (The Mill in Serbian; given by his Serbian Secret Service (“BIA”) colleagues for yapping his mouth 24 – 7; I wish I had his photo) has promised to kill me cursing my dead father and cursing my mother. I must say that I have become really paranoid for these threats.

The issue came around the constant intrigue that he was trying to place on me. Like: “nobody in the town likes you”, “you don’t pay shit”, “gypsies will swish your ass”, “stojan pacov, dusan mikonjic, bogoljub jovanovic, you are collecting crap” (the bad cop), and “let’s be friends and let me teach you a nice lesson how will you behave yourself among sellers”, “you know, bata klepic did this, bata klepic did that” and so on (a good cop on the other side) … while all the time he and his posse and the likes of Dragan Vukovic Vuchko is trying to undermine my friendships and transactions out of pure evil and jealousy. Simultaneously, they are trying to shit on everything I own and make their junk look good, so they are good promoters, nevertheless I must admit occasionally but rarely they do come across good art as well. By falsely presenting themselves as art collectors and connoisseurs it’s easy for them to defame because they are not looking at this as at the life time effort, they look at art as at the opportunity for making of quick and easy buck. There are a couple of other guys connected to Mitrovic that I am aware of and whose identity I would like to preserve for the time being as well in the story. After I could not listen to "good and bad cop talk" any more, I told Mitrovic to go fuck himself and then he went into the rage, threats and tirade which immediately took out my sense of security for the rest of the night and most likely for the rest of my life as well. I do not know whether I will be able to weather the storm with all other problems that pressurize me in my life.

The art group in question probably has got a problem with volume of my art collection (jealousy – they are in fear that with my smarts I do not come close to their breadwinners like Bata Klepic they’d like to keep me away from him and/or them). Mitrovic’s posse must also sense rivalry as they look upon my collection as the goods for trade. They fear that I am a better trader while all the difference is that they sell whatever they acquire within the time range of one week, tops, for a quick buck and I do not; I am in for the keeps, and they do not want to understand that. The problem is they see me as competition. They present their fears to the guys for whom they acquire art too and the big fish out of greed may be thinking that I am out there to take the piece of their cake too; just for these intrigues I feel completely isolated. Then comes the elbowing. I feel as if they are trying to extract me out of business although the only business I have is the creation of my art collection. I had no headaches for the time I stayed away from them, but recently they acquired some art that interested me – and they knew it; THEY CALLED ME and it seems even a couple of days of their proximity was enough for confrontation. The problem has emerged for in the past I had let them yapping their mouth – that said spraying intrigues seems like the usual routine for the policemen around the world – instead of confronting them loud and clear. For example these half literate mob disputed that I am an art critic at all while many texts that I have written are there to witness in favor thereof - black on white. They probably were encouraged more when they learned I have not got a back-up posse like all of these other major figures and even they do. The truth is – knowledgably and mindedly, I am in ballpark with /their master/ Bata Klepic, while without a “proper” entourage of politicians, showmen, policemen and businessmen friends AND I ALSO MUST ADD – MONEY (BECAUSE MONEY IS THE KING IN SERBIA, NOT ONLY LANGUAGE AND ORIGIN) these p.o.s. think I am in their ballpark – and thus their righteous peer and competition for elbowing. So I made a mistake of letting a braggadocio, egoism and machismo of their empowerment become a routine when they were talking to me. Finally, I had to confront them and show them that I am not a pussy. Now it is too late, I have scrambled my mind engines with dangerous delay while the war of words has escalated into a life threatening situation. And by having to write this – to deny later rumors that my death was suicide and that I will probably be exterminated by poison or bullet – I am in the quicksand for the last thing in my mind was to write about the major art figures like said above. Now even though this life threatening situation has little or nothing to do with art legitimacy (as I have not heard all of the intrigues – from this type of people one must be ready to expect everything, not necessarily from Mitrovic, but I know his associates are ready to do the worst verbal and physical things at the least), the major players will be willing to destroy me too – but I had to involve as much as I knew to legitimize the situation and provide each one of them with an opportunity to clean the shit up in their own backyard. Their buddies – pickers and providers – started it all. We are not talking elbowing for more money anymore on their part – we are talking life and death and all those virgins.

When I started collecting art in USA, I had read the motto of one private Mass. collection which read “the Silent Collector”, I always wanted to be that silent collector but the non-existence of powerful friends and constant fear has led me into the situation which is totally opposite

Secret Agent turned art dealer into his spare time - Milenko Mitrovic has got weapons and lives on Maksima Gorkog Street in Belgrade, Serbia and he works for the Serbian Secret Service BIA and he obviously has many friends there and his friends have friends that are well connected high up to Boris Tadic. He has got a good reputation with his neighbors – which is the mask for I know his true face that is not pretty – as before the confrontation the guy approached vowing to start making art purchases from him. Do you know who it was he asked? The regional director of Coca Cola Company!!! Mitrovic and his friends are all armed with legally owned weapons while bombs and illegal weapons are easily obtained for the guys that work for public agencies. In the past the real cops were the only reliable mafia hitmen. And they still are because no one is there to confront them. I must vouch that neither one Serbian public agency was the equal opportunity employer - at least they were not when I was of age and when I was able to work for certain agencies but instead everyone’s obtaining employment there through the connections and bribe money which is the modus operandi in Serbia – in such a corrupt government – even the parking authority officers obtain their jobs through connections.

I do not have any idea who and how will they get me, whether it will be Milenko’s coworkers and their buddies from different police departments in Serbia or Milenko’s friends gypsies from Kalenic market, or Milenko’s friends doctors and their buddies who will not pay tribute to Hypocrite Oath and do me harm while I am hospitalized. .

I am truly in fear and paranoid because of the threats that this state service's member has presented and I do not believe in any apologies and I do not believe in downplaying this situation as the threats will be served cold if it is too hot now. I am not afraid but the police in Serbia has too many tails that - in addition to all stated herewith - I feel ordinary people started to hate me for being myself. It is all a non-constructive and degrading talk as the cause. I have not done any harm to anybody! I have not cheated anyone! I am ready to talk with the right people. The only person I fear is God. The only bullets and bombs I fear belong to those I wrote about in this blog. Basically, I am writing this for not having to worry about fearing mafia, hoodlums, corrupt government and clans within/thereof, and for not having anybody to discuss with about what to do. The point is, even though I am alone, the truth will prevail and eventually come out somehow. This situation has made wonder for whom I am making my collection and doing all of the effort and work?

My lesson after all of this is: when the cops start running the art world, it turns into a mob scene.

IT IS NOT A CONSPIRACY - IT IS A MASSACRE

2012-01-04T16:11:00.035Z

I guarantee this:
If any of these Serbian crybabies was put through Hell like I was, they would not even be able to kill themselves by now. I don't know how anyone else would have survived this situation, but I hear comments like
situation #1: Look at him! It's all perfectly clear to me now!!! ( in Slavija MacDonald's as I was passing by the eatery lodge)
situation #2: Passport is not the problem. It's in his head!!! (on the street)
These cowardly motherfuckers dare judge me and in 1999 after only 72 days of American bombing they cried for no more!!! They threw the battle, they threw it, they threw the flag!!! I've been on the road to nowhere for well over nine years - and I an't crying like they did, I am just writing at this blog for the rest of the world to know.

In 2003, I ran into an old school friend and she wondered why was I in a hurry - while obtaining new passport, new driver's license etc as if she knew I was not going to go anywhere from Belgrade for a long time, as if she knew this is going to be my new prison stop. Everyone seemed to know more about me than I did. Naturally, I thought Americans made a big mistake, arresting me and sending me here without explanation, my family stayed there, and I thought I was soon going back to my wife and child. Well, was I wrong indeed?

God is my witness I have behaved myself throughout the last nine years and I had no incidents while Serbians and/or (this is for real, not a paranoid thought) American Secret Service - Serbian department - did everything to cement my destiny and stay in Serbia with massive onslaught of provocations and harassment - but I kept my cool for nine years until they physically attacked me through the hand and deed of a ticket controller in public transportation - I had to react to protect my integrity. Alas, police and public attorney immediately charged me with criminal offense – newspapers wrote about it and it was a massive written lie with different accounts while only me and my witness know the truth.

This very thing was enough for these sobs to achieve what they wanted all along as by inertia I want (won't?) to able to move out from Serbia for the rest of my life - naturally not to America or any Anglo country, I am thinking Hungary, Armenia, Cyprus, Greece, Spain, France, Croatia, Russia, Sweden, Danemark or Netherlands (*I am sure I'd be able to learn another language easily) - the new problem: any immigration procedure involves a question “were you criminally charged”. Criminal charge - for this same reason my enemies were also especially afraid that I do not become a certain free-mason (I heard of them) and attain whatever power to defend myself. I am most likely having a court date coming soon and I was unable to find me a lawyer, that’s how much power I have in this effing country.

City Transportation of Belgrade has employed all sorts of hillbillies, punks and anarchists without any education and with lack of elementary manners. Boris Tadic and his communist-switch coat-democrat clique pronounced these half-witted punks “official persons”. So even though he physically attacked me I was the one charged with criminal offense for attacking an official on duty while protecting my life let alone dignity.

If I have to blame anyone it is the faggot ass Prince Aleksandar II Karadjordjevic. This country should have been his reign and these communist bastards would not be able to do these things to those they think are anti-them. If this COWARDLY ASSHOLE was a man he would not had allowed these motherfuckers doing what they are doing. In my eyes he is the ultimate traitor of his nation now that he came back, and if these things were not happening to me I would not even realize that. Truth to be told, communists ruled this country following WWII and they are still ruling it, it does not matter what name they picked now.

I guess we are going to go in circles, by all accounts the government has made me its prime enemy number one – from ruining my family and demanding from American authorities to force me back here, and then in not allowing me to adapt myself to the new habitat, I applied for job in over 500 places and not a single one ever invited me to interview except the Japanese Embassy in Belgrade. They finally picked the guy with Israeli military experience while I was second choice in front of all other Serbs – we did some tests – and the Japanese were amazed with my skills. Now, if Japanese were so amazed how come I was unable to find any kind of employment in this country if I was not on some black list. I was able to work for five days as a security guard in some American - Serbian Company until they “found out” something about me. Naturally I have no clue what it was.

Well. I have nothing to lose for speaking out. Two days ago, on January 2^nd I ate a slice of pizza at Caribic Pizza on Main Square Slavija - Belgrade. After I wanted a fresher slice just coming out of oven, server - the arrogant blonde - got mad and put something on my pizza which tasted lemony like sanitary or dish-washing liquid. I hope it was not anything harsher. Later I felt pain in my innards front and back and since I know this type of joint can only be owned with mob, political or Shquiptary money – I ‘ve been thinking for a couple of days should I make myself a double trouble and write about it. I am really fed up with being sacrificial lamb in this effing country and I will go all the way. I have decided I will fight anyone that stands on my path of being normal and righteous human being. I want to take back my manhood, rights and honors. I will not be feared into oblivion by any Serbian, American or any other type o' bastard whatsoever.

only God knows how many serbs were picking on me and singling me out for harassment during the 3226 - three thousand two hun dred twenty six days time (and i hope they all will go to hell for that). make it only twice a day - although it happened over 50 times a day and it is anywhere from 6452 to 183882 instances of maltreatment.

I was born in the traditional values middle class family and I can make value out of wind, need be - patent pending.
They got the wrong man to play their exhibitions with.

I am perhaps harder bastard than all of them - all of these commies - together, except that
I am proud and honest. Poisoning people's mind and body is not up my alley.

If my father was riding Christian priests like donkeys in the former Yugoslavia perhaps I would have been allowed to go through
the City of Belgrade undisturbed by young quasi-nationalist hooligans and perhaps I would be in charge of some major television show today.

I have just read on Google: John Paul I was poisoned for he wanted to bring changes to Catholic Church.
As a jest gesture his friend Russian Bishop Nikodim, an avid sportsman btw, mistakenly took Pope's coffee and fell dead at once. Many other Catholic bishops fell too. The reason? Money. Power. Conflicting interests. How come I was uninformed about that until this afternoon:?>

John Paul walked the thin line, and did not make it. My point - if that happened to Pope?!! then how bad is my situation?!!
And that with these communist killers in Serbia that already got their hands bloodied for the next 100 generations. I am talking about the bad karma.
I only want to protect my interests - not the interests of anyone else - and those high up the Serbian ladder do not like it, they want a buffoon -
"the example - punishment intended as a warning to others" to run the smoke up people's asses what could happen to them.
Serbia is mob front IMO.

TOTAL SERBIAN BLOCKADE & PERSONAL DEBACLE OR DOES MY GUARDIAN ANGEL KNOW HE'S GOT TO WATCH OVER ME, HE MUST'VE BEEN BUSY DRINKING BEER,CHASING BITCHES

2011-12-20T18:15:00.047Z

In order not to attract 5+ additional millions of Serbian haters and enemies - first off - I just want to point out that the following does not imply neither it has an anti-Lausevic sentiment. I do not want more wackos looking like ready to pop the cap into my ass; what they were doing to me up to this point was scary and I bear consequences already. I have too many existential problems like Lausevic too - what could have been different? - to immerse myself into reading his book. I was able to pass through the page four only, I guess, and immediately I noticed one ominous detail - if his myopia is truly -6.5 no wonder he reached for the gun in the bar fight as myself with -2 do not see a damn thing without glasses esp. not in the dark. I just want to protect my own ass like Lausevic or anyone else in the world would protect their own. I am not sure any Serb in their right mind would accept to be sacrificed for Zarko Lausevic or anyone else for that matter. I have read that someone wrote the following on the many forums about this issue: "What's the problem now? Zarko Lausevic killed two guys and escaped to USA, and you are calling on to him to come back, why? Because you are attracted to him... Later you are in awe about the double standards? You all Serbs have them, do not be playing stupid, just read the majority of comments on the article about Lausevic and everything will be clear"
What I do not get in the entire story? Roman Polanski is the famous Polish Jew. That Jews are a bit privileged class in USA is not hyperbolizing. At least Polanski was sentenced in USA for rape. Spent some 40 days in jail. Ok, but the justice system works. Miladin Kovacevic beats up Brian S. in USA and Serbian Embassy helps him escape to Serbia. Unbelievable. He became media star, a hero to some. At the Embassy, these were the same guys I contacted to complain I was unable to see my child for so many years and they did nothing to help me. Serbian Government is then forced to pay $1000000 ransom regarding Miladin's case. Zarko Lausevic, well-known Serbian actor, gunned down two young men and got a stay in America. There are so many flaws in making things logical there that when thinking about it I come to crazy thoughts that somehow Serbian (ex-Yugoslavian) Embassy took and mix-matched my records and helped some of these guys for money and ruined my life and family in the process. What I assume is they misinformed FBI that I was charged with some murders and that my background was yet unclear or similar lies and somehow they let Zarko or someone else slip through instead of me - I simply cannot explain many things that happened to me including jailtime without a sentence etc. How in the world Zarko was allowed to enter USA in the first place, if Polanski, Charlie Chaplin (expelled from USA), OJ Simpson, and the guy who shot his wife in the Cali restaurant are bigger stars. I want to argue that someone has mistaken my identity on purpose to help someone, not necessarily Lausevic, somehow for a lot of money. Lausevic was allowed to stay in USA after being in immigration prison because his family lives there AND WHAT ABOUT MY FAMILY THEY DESTROYED EXCEPT THAT I DID NOT KILL ANYBODY OR PERHAPS I DID - I JUST HAVE NOT FOUND OUT AS YET - I HAD A FAMILY THERE TOO - SOMETHING STINKS BIG TIME IN USA AND SERBIA JUSTICE IS NOT FOR ALL. Something has been fishy since the day I was arrested and asked to cooperate. To cooperate - like I am the criminal. On the other hand, some Serbs that were completely illegal were telling me that they were arrested by Immigration and then released to roam freely again. Something just does not add up here. by that logic, any fool can become U.S. government's informant by agreeing "to cooperate" upon arrest - if i only realized that. to me "to cooperate" was the same as admitting unknown guilt. I am not crying for USA - truth to be told, why - is that justice what happened to me or JM Bromgard and others? I am crying for the quality of my life in the family surrounding which I do not have and will probably not have for any time soon. It's been nine years since then

As of recently since I had posted here the stuff I had to (take off my chest, at least).

There reacted those Serbs - I reckon charismatic Jovo Kapicic (93) and Co., and those that truly own this country - the stonewall communists, their kiss and kin and other parties in power that claim the title on freedom of speech and freedom of thinking in Serbia sending off red alert signals to everyone in the process. Those that do not want to do any kind of business with me had let me up a long time ago. And without them without the 51% of Serbian population I am talking just the basic finances; I have not bought anything bigger than the pair of shoes or fountain pen since I came here in 2003!!!!! A good example of an analogue situation today is in the following headline - Turkey recalls Paris envoy after lawmakers back genocide bill.

Did I deserve that? If you think this is impossible just take into account the fact that I have not seen my child for nine years and that my ex-both common law and legally married wife remarried. Who in the world is not allowed to see or speak to his child?! And if I was any child molester with history of family problems would not the newspapers somewhere write about it. Would not I be known as such at least in places I lived? I am talking this is the Real American conspiracy. No, I loved my child and my wife and someone in the U.S. took everything I ever had and besides my family I had a lot of material possessions that probably 90% of American society does not have. People that truly know me here in Serbia know this is the truth. My knowledge and in-born, in-bred (taken in from my second father and mother) feeling make me the master of creating values. Someone just needs to read the private collection add I ran in Davenport's Art Price and Reference Guide in those years.

In 2002, American officials broke into our family home and offered me a racquet to cooperate with the Government of United States and I declined because I did not want to speak of anything I knew nothing about. And that was the end of a story, I was then sent to prison without ever seeing any Judge (!) or lawyers, and from there to Serbia. Do not know why - except that they wanted to get my stuff destroying my family as the collateral damage. If they offered a fair trial I would have beat them down to their sorry legal socks – in America Justice is Blind indeed for the unluckiest like me. I did not carry the light, perhaps it was my problem.

Well I have seen a movie about the Montana man, Jimmy Ray Bromgard, who was wrongfully sentenced to 40 years for raping a young girl. He spent 15 years. I wept as I watched how he had to learn to fight in order to stay alive inside the prison environment. Rapists are known to get beat up on every occasion. So in order to gain some respect he had to break the major inmate figures to pieces. I totally assumed myself into his story. His fight is over and I do not know if mine will ever be. "They just lock you up. They don't rehabilitate you," Bromgard testified. That is the situation for me in Serbia – the Country Named Prison. "You learn a lot of new tricks, I'd tell them 'good luck,' - If he knows how to fight, he might survive. But when he gets out, he'll be worse, and a lot of people come out worse," Bromgard said and I cannot agree more with that. I do not even know what is my bad – I might think – the treason as I refused to participate in 1990s wars as they were. So now even the 17-18 old indoctrinated young bucks are coming at me like they are going to force me to lick the spit on the ground beneath them. I mean the situation for me here is impossible; I have begun feeling like the maggot not a human being. And they also play hot and cold game easing the things up for a few days when they see that I wrote something here, and out of blue they come up with something new. When I came home yesterday my bollocks hurt as if I was hit with plastic bullets, I do not recall that anyone hit me, except that I was dodging some drunken gypsies on Kalenic Market who were kicking the stuff around me with axe shaft etc. and I thought their looks meant trouble. The best that comes to mind is that one of them hit me somehow. But I do not recall a direct hit, except that it hurts like it esp. when I press a certain frontal point mildly. I mean it is impossible for me to gain any bit of respect in this country and make of life anything better than pure survival. I guess someone (the commies? or those that pull the strings) did not allow me to form a new family here. Now they also want to take my bread. The bread and the basics. For goodness sake I am left to fight like a gladiator to earn my reputation and that - on the street : that is my future in Serbia. Look what they have taken away from me…..!!! quote me if you experience any form of deprivation of human rights. By the same token, I quoted Jimmy Ray Bromgard because he is the only man on the planet that truly can understand how I feel!!!! But in my mind Bromgard was very, very lucky man, in this regard, pls remember where I will be in 10-20 years down the road as I do not see any sunny personal prospects – and check if I was for real. Thanks.

When it seems and feels as suicide each time I have to exit the house - let me ask you what sort of life is it? Having to put up with these Serbian monsters on daily basis. On the other hand, lure of the United States could be compared with question to young girl: "would you sleep with tom cruise or keith richards knowing he or he has a full blown AIDS?" Or to myself: "Here, would you go to United States if we guarantee you that your life would be fully and unrepairably ruined?"

The trick of the system's mechanism is not telling the girl about the illness. In my case, I did not know what I was involving myself into by deciding to go there.

I went to United States not knowing they play dirty there most of the time. I did not know one can get unharmed only if wearing light or by being bad to the bone - insensitive to society's influences. Since I am not a criminal I always wanted to hear what the people had to say and directed myself upon their feedback. Unfortunately, I picked all of the American vibes - the good and the bad, but more bad than good and I was harmed all the way. And my concept of freedom is nothing new. In other words I do not see what is the way out for me. What Kingdom I shall bow to? They are not allowing me anything anymore. Read the title again and turn off the lights. FINALLY, AM I REALLY THAT BAD THAT EVEN HARDENED CRIMINALS UNDOUBTEDLY CAN ENJOY BENEFITS OF THE SOCIETY AND I CANNOT - IT DOES NOT MATTER IF IT IS PERFECT OR NOT, FAIR OR UNFAIR. SERIOUSLY WHAT IS MY FAULT?! AFTER ROBBING ME OF EVERYTHING, IS THE ABILITY TO PUT DOWN A LINE OR TWO A FLAW, DANGER OR A PROBLEM ON MY PATH THAT LEADS TO NOWHERE. I LOST PURPOSE THAT'S FOR SURE. SOMEONE OR SOMETHING HAS TO STAND BEHIND THAT PURPOSE. WHEN YOU LOSE TRUST IN PEOPLE THERE IS NOTHING TO GAIN, NOTHING TO FIGHT FOR. IN REALITY I AM DOING TIME IN THE AMERICAN WOEBEGONE JAIL CALLED SERBIA Nazalost neko zverski prati sta se desava. U naucne svrhe!!! They need my reaction to write case studies...

TROUBLE AT MACDONALD’S

2011-12-18T18:19:00.008Z

Sunday, December 18^th 2011; McDonald's, Slavija, Belgrade: I went in for the milkshake but I saw the sign they were giving away candle holders if you bought Mc Menu meal. As greedy as I was, and even though harmed by the experience from the last night I let the milkshake go and opted for McFillet Meal and candle holder and the girl disappeared for a while. Sometimes they just grab returned drinks from the counter, I had seen, they do not pour the fresh one in, was it the problem? Alas, when she returned she brought an orange juice drink whose density immediately was a suspect to me. I felt something was wrong with it. Finally – tired of thoughts that some Serbs were going to actually poison me I said to myself: “Now, drink up, drink up. It’s impossible someone will poison you here in MacDonald’s.” I felt something was wrong but since I wanted to conquer my fear I drank without truly inspecting the taste I practically gulped the drink – and it went in like into the drain, however, something was really wrong with that juice. Should I have returned it? Trusting people around here is going to kill me. Now I am writing this with more back kidney pains. When I got home I opened the Scripture and Mark 16:18 gave me a bit of hope “they will pick up serpents, and if they drink any deadly poison, it will not hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.” Sorry, but the killing stomach and kidney pains are the reminder if there will ever be the next time in Serbian MacDonald's or any place else.

SERBS ARE WONDERFUL ANIMALS

2011-12-16T21:50:00.033Z

In former Yugoslavia anticommunist and nationalist Serbs were always the victims of the regime even though many “innocent” Serbs were put to death as well. One of the main tricks of Tito’s Government was to force Serbs to terrorize Serbs. At Goli Otok concentration camp Serbian brothers were forced to beat, spit, torture, and fuck each other, prisoners were forced to torture other political inmates psychologically and physically to stay alive. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME IN BELGRADE. THE INVISIBLE HAND OF THOSE CAMOUFLAGED COMMUNISTS -

according to them when speaking privately every devout Christian is evil mad-man

- AND THEIR CHILDREN THAT NOW RULE SERBIA HAVE MANAGED TO ORGANIZE SERBS TO TORTURE ME IN ALMOST THE SAME FASHION AS THEY TORTURED SERBS AT GOLI OTOK. This what you are going to see on the enclosed video (THE SOUND IS AWFUL SO POSTING OF THE VIDEO - BELOW - LOST THE POINT COMPLETELY) and photo – man made noise - is only 0.0001% of the terror that regularly happens to me on daily basis, and the man-made noise is the least bothering thing. Besides, she looks like the next door neighbor and almost spoils the concept that I will ever have to sleep with any other girl in my life; besides, she also appears relaxed, cool, as if she does not give a damn, I bet she'd be licking an ice cream in one hand while slashing my throat with another. I am pretty sure that anyone that allows himself/herself to thus enjoy in torturing anyone psychologically can also torture that same person physically – the pain incurred is almost the same. I am afraid that Serbs have no limits in what they can do to me. I mean people coming back from Goli Otok were literally dying after few months upon arrival. I am afraid that Serbs can poison my food because to me there is no difference in what this girl in tramway is doing nonstop for 15 minutes while I was riding aboard (this is not an isolated case – man made noise happens nonstop) and - physical torture. To me it is the same. If she was serving to me like this evening when I was having a pancake at “ZVRK” Pancake Shop on Vojvode Stepe Blvd., I am sure she would have slipped some bleach along with sugar into the pancake's dressing. As I am having back pains right now, thinking about how low people here are ready to go in torturing me (this video and photo were recorded today on December 16^th, 2011) I was asking myself if the girl that works at Zvrk poisoned my food (mixing sugar and poisons and she indeed put a lot of sugar like she wanted to conceal something) as she tried to double price me on the meal as well - which lit the red lamp to me but only after I greedily ate the fucking thing - I guess I was hungry but is it justified reason to die in this country? This entire situation is entirely rocking my existential concept of life, dignity and human freedoms. I believe that my freedom is very limited, if any. The way Serbs are behaving I am afraid that here or there something will happen to me and I will die. I know that everything that is happening to me has its roots in America. I virtually had no justified paranoia problems pre-September 11th, pre-Bush administration election and pre-my unexplained arrest and thus implied stigma. What is the true reason I am not sure, but I know that the fear and terror are for real. I have no doubts about that. I have kidney pains as I write this and impaired vision and I just cannot believe that the girl did anything wrong - but being trustful can cost me my life around here. So even if she put some bleach or whatever into my pancake it will damage my kidneys for good but I won’t go to hospital to check myself tonight because I have lost faith in the system and people completely. I basically do not trust anyone. I feel like a prisoner on Goli Otok island. My immediate uncle died several months after spending 2 years there in 1950s, and I know this stuff is for real. Entirely innocent and very young he was the victim of jealousy and finger pointing. This is the system. The Machine. I know these people will terrorize me because someone told them to do so. And the Serbs will do it. Serbian political prisoners, anticommunists and innocent Serbs were the only prisoners there. The only Croats that were prisoners at Goli Otok other than Serbs were Croatian and Muslim Ustashi (Ustashas' Movement) who were promised redemption if they were terrorizing and organizing Serbs against Serbs through posing as Goli Otok political prisoners. There were virtually no other nationalities like Slovenes. Today there is a restaurant called OZNA in Belgrade ( it is the name of secret police that arrested and triage-tortured Serbs before sending them to Goli Otok where they were tortured 24 hours a day) I am pretty sure that if I went to OZNA or any other place owned by the "Children of the Communist Revolution" (: they pretty much own the media, universities, big businesses, big capital, etc.; and what they say goes, their people are in charge and in charge of thoughts, too:) I would have been poisoned just for the rap sheet that is currently revealed on me. So I do not go out much, but there is no way of knowing where – it could happen. The girl in the photo does not look like a terrorist to me, but she really is. So just by looks I cannot be singling people out. When I have exhausting pains like now then it is too late. A mechanic friend told me when the red lamp goes off, then it is too late to repair vehicles. It is the same with the pain – when you have to write something like this, and when you have kidney pains then it is too late to do anything. As far as the human liberties are concerned Serbia and USA are the last countries where I would like to be. However, I am forced to be here. Although with American influence around the world I do not think anywhere else would have been much different. Same rap sheet, same shit every day – waiting for some Jack Rubenstein or Jill Ruby out there to end my life as I am coward to end it myself. Other than instructing these Serbian people that they can do anything they want with me like slipping a poison into my drinks and food, I hope these governments (Serbia and United States of America) just wanted to project a shame on me, although the only thing I have been feeling for a long time was only the martyrdom.

GE dear Friends - it boggles my mind when esotherians use their knowledge and/or light to hurt others like I feel I have been hurt very badly. For example, tonight /Dec. 18th/ I can feel detrimental vibes in a low range which is not more than 1000 sq m. Not only in this regard, my reality is not what I intended it to be. Secondly, in Croatia, for example, people tend to develop a fraternal love for each other while in Serbia they promote separation and hatred. I hate to say it, if I was born in another country I would have been worthwhile more to the society. Even though they have their sacrificial scapegoats like certain guy named Mamic. I almost feel sorry for the guy. Here, I cannot fight to change anything, the things are so bad. To grasp me, my idea of life and purpose is not necessarily a family but a union/ a common law union. Whoever broke my family apart, whether it was Jovo Kapicic and the unknown secret government police-type institution under his control or over-budgeted US agency that got on my ass being an accomplished foreigner under suspicion - they did not cause me pains when they kicked me out of country and returned me to Serbia -- now I know that was a good thing for me not to live there anymore -- nor they accomplished a breakdown when they relieved me of all of my property ("which was a very democratic and liberal act" - afaic, it's pure anarchy) but because they ruined my family. Now they should leave me the fuck alone and mind their own crooked business. etc, etc. etc |/ .

LOOKS THAT KILL

2011-12-09T19:40:00.005Z

There are some actors called Schwartzenneger and Clint Eastwood whose looks - they say - kill. Well, you should see those serbs that hate me in belgrade, serbia!!! EUREKA!!! I think I have found why they hate me - they need an explanation for the mess they are in! They were not admitted into the EU and someone needs to take in the blame. Somehow they figured - the reason or part thereof was me - if they only had the magical wand to make me disappear but that does not mean that all the hate, spitting and other menacing acts would stop - they'd only intensify... I do not even think anyone stands behind everything, it must be just ignorance, stupidity and primal instincts.

I used to write this stuff on my Facebook blog but then had to separate church from the state explaining all of my troubles only hereby now. Now I need the help of the Big Brother.

SERBIAN HOSTILITY INHIBITS MY CONFIDENCE

2011-12-03T20:26:00.026Z

As I was going for some protein chow in MacDonald's on Terazije, around 18:40 PM today (December 3rd, 2011), several large groups of students from province (approx total of 40) stood in front of it and as soon as they saw me they started hastily conspiring and unfortunately I decided to go right through them instead of swinging around. Even though I rushed through, I felt enormous wave of negative energy and I assume a few of them tried to kick me, one perhaps did. A month ago when about the similar thing happened in Novi Sad they shot at me with plastic bullets.

The types of:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZcMYZbVlBQ&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VidxzLIK-O4&feature=related
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WiilWmjqGQI&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWlDS1zTSro&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvJY_9945WE&feature=related

I write about what is happening to me and people think that I am joking. I thought until now that my only problems would be the lack of confidence and staying in there to fight those that ignore me openly (with respect to jobs, existence, etc). If they prevail with their lies it is my end. Instead, I have bigger problems and issues to think about of having to devise ways to protect my life in Serbia against the terror of its great unwashed masses.

As I was coming home I bought a weekly magazine and got National Geographic FBI dvd as a gift with it. After watching the material, I have to state it seems impossible that FBI devised this what is going on with me in Serbia. It appears as if some force stays behind it - nevertheless. It is impossible that this people hates me so much without a real reason. Many of these Serbs do not allow me to continue with my life as I am walking ten steps behind every half decent man I know. Belgrade is practically one big village and I am like the lightning firefly in it. I am seen almost everywhere I go. It was not so in Philadelphia. There I was seen only in about 10% of the city at all times. But I had a posse there, my family was my posse. In Belgrade, lI AM like the giant billboard that overlaps the city - I am therefore prevented from constituting a posse, apparently I cannot have a go at it as I am disconnected with the "favorable" hoi polloi, if any. I am too fast for any Serb woman to catch me passing by. And I just cannot pay for sex, it is not that I am cheap, but I do not even know where, how much, or how to do that! Belgrade is pretty much like the New York City. Every time I went there I had comings on the most unusual places. I wonder will I ever be able to meet that someone special in Belgrade except on the tv screen? Rumors go places, and I am never gonna be that jitterbug. Next thing I know - How can I trust them after everything? I can only DREAM (enhancing dreamlike effects with the Serbian smelly beer in my left hand). Plus I would not be surprised if they were told that I love dudes. Rano se to davalo ...

MANIFESTO OF THE MAN

2011-11-29T22:40:00.071Z

manifesto of the MAN aka s-s-serbian manifesto of vanishing liberties
(effected in belgrade, serbia on*30th /11/ 2011)

WITH IGNORANT PEOPLE SUCH AS ARE SERBS MY RAP SHEET BEATS ME!!!

THERE IS NO WAY I CAN OVERCOME THAT. RAP SHEET ON THE GREATEST SERBIAN HERO OF ALL TIMES, MY NAMESAKE - MILOS OBILIC, WAS EXACTLY THE SAME AS MINE, AND HE HAD TO PAY WITH HIS LIFE TO CLEAR IT UP. SERBS WERE SO SINCE 1300s, PUTTING DIRT ON THE RIGHTEOUS. SO, CLEANING THIS MESS REQUIRES MY LIFE, ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.

II.

WITH MY RAP SHEET AS IT IS IN THEIR MIND, SERBS DO NOT RECOGNIZE ME AS EQUAL BEING, BECAUSE IN THEIR MIND I HAVE TO BE MUCH WORST THAN WHAT THEY SEE, AND THEREIN LIES THE PROBLEM, FOR EXAMPLE, AT LEAST I AM TALL LIKE BEAR AND THEY DON'T WANNA SEE THAT - BOOM! THERE GOES THEIR BULLYING PLAN TO WASTE. THEY HAVE TO FIND NEW WAYS TO DOMINATE. USUALLY THE STUFF GOES, DEVELOPS AND MISCONSTRUES BEHIND MY BACK BECAUSE THE MAJORITY CANNOT CONFRONT ME OPENLY BUT 4 SOME REASON, THEY WOULD LOVE TO BEAT MY ASS.

III.

PRESENTLY THIS SERBIAN BLUSTERY SHIT IS DOWN TO HIGH SCHOOL HOOLIGANS WHO SEE ME AS AN EASY TARGET TO PROMOTE VIOLENCE AND INTIMIDATION IN VARIOUS WAYS./ AND THERE IS SO MANY OF THEM, IN OTHER WORDS I AM THE RUG TO BEAT. SERBS'D LIKE TO SEE CRAZY ASS IDIOT IN MY PLACE, NOT THE CRAZY AS A FOX IDIOT. SOME ARE MAD WHEN REALIZE THEY CANNOT COMPETE WITH ME. WHOEVER PREPARED MY RAP SHEET - PROPAGATED HANDICAPPED PSYCHOPATHIC UGLY MIDGET BOTH IN BODY AND MIND.

IV.

SERBIAN RAP SHEET DOES NOT ALLOW ME TO BE THE REGULAR MAN AND THIS IS GOING TO BE WITH ME UNTIL I DIE. BUT THAT SPEAKS A LOT ABOUT THIS NATION. I DOUBT JEWS, ENGLISH, AMERICANS, SWISS, GYPSIES, MACEDONIANS, CROATS, OR FRENCH WOULD ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN TO THEIR MAN. THERE AN'T ONE NATION LIKE SERBS IN THIS WORLD. EVERY HOUR I RUN INTO MORE HOOLIGANS, BULLIES AND TROUBLEMAKERS AND THEY ARE CLOUDING FOLKS LIKE NIKOLA TESLA, IF ANY, I CANNOT SEE ON THE STREET. THAT'S ABOUT THE ONLY THING SERBIA IS CAPABLE OF PRODUCING RIGHT NOW - MORE HOODLUMS.

OUT OF PUBLIC FIGURES, THERE'S ONLY NOVAK DJOKOVIC THAT STANDS OUT AS A TRULY REMARKABLE POSITIVE PERSON THAT ONE CAN TRUST WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT. I BOW TO HIM ALL THE TIME, HE IS ALMOST AS GOOD PERSON AS A SAINT TO ME.

VI.

I WRITE THIS, ALMOST A VANISHING LIBERTIES MANIFESTO, OUT OF FEAR ALTHOUGH I DO NOT WANT TO ADMIT IT. PRIMARILY MY FEAR IS TO ENGAGE WITH ANYONE, SO THAT PRETTY MUCH LEAVES ME ON MY OWN AND THEM TO DO WHAT THEY WANT BECAUSE ANY KIND OF ENGAGEMENT WOULD LEAD ME TO PRISON, AND THAT IS WHAT THE SERBS ARE WAITING FOR.

VII.

IT IS A ONE HELPLESS SITUATION.

ON THE GOD GIVEN DAY OF NOVEMBER 30^TH 2011,

SIGNEES (*BY COUNT) : ONE

MILOS VUJASINOVIC

M.o.M. or s-s-serbian manifesto of vanishing liberties was first published at http://keepitraw.blogspot.com/ on November 30th 2011

With MANIFESTO OF THE MAN, Serbs and their accessories Gypsies, can spit at me and do all types of menace as many times as they want as I said therein what I had to say. Each Serbian mom should read it, and educate kids in that regard. - M.V.
These are only the bigger problems I have around here, I am not counting in much smaller existential problems as follows:
Some Serbs I come across are ignorant because they - intentionally or not - do not see the mind behind the art.
Only recently, so called famous serbian art collector scorned and scoffed at my paintings saying a primary school pupil could have done that and frames worth more than the paintings. I asked him then about the artists he admires most in MODERN art, and he replied Leonardo da Vinci (Renaissance!!!), Paja Jovanovic (Serbian Portraitist, School of Viennese Realism!!!),
and Dragan Malesevic Tapi (Serbian photo realist and counterfeiter - also his friend while the persona "famous serbian art collector" then bragged about how his artist friend made him forgeries of football and railroad tickets). After realizing that his opinions were not fully convincing he then stated that he is the American man and expert for guns. Besides, it is better I have not seen his wife's art who had "an exhibition in Dallas, Texas"!!! Ha,ha,ha. I am an art critic and never heard of that artist - I would have said "Sheeyyatt!" according to the same principle. So much for it, I am often sorry for being here in art boondocks of the world. When I stumble upon this level of ignorance I do not know why I do stuff like painting and for whom, well ... I better not jump the gun and say.

And * wonder why do Serbs hate me?

Did someone tell them * was a traitor nine years ago when they forcefully brought me back here?
You bet you. Some Serbian office ("Crime Never Minds") wanted to wash their dirty hands off of me, and this lie stood ever since. Therefore, for nine years - since this * TRAITOR WAS MATERIALIZED IN FLESH AND BY NAME - Serbian hatred has been unbelievable. As soon as * exit home they are watching like falcons government or citizens' surveillance covering every step of my way.

There is nothing * could do or could have done in this sort of environment from the very first moment * emerged here.

Presently, BIA (Serbian CIA) agents are coming out of woodwork - i.e. like tonight: a group of three+one half-smart athlete tall bullies plus cca 9 others around the perimeter of my walk - like they do not have anything better to do. Someone - guess who - is lying about me all the time. The newest lie is that * broke into the local church. Terrible, terrible lies. Luckily, * read about it in the newspapers or otherwise * would not know what these secretive bullies were about this time.

The only thing * ever wanted to do since * came here was to found a family. From the very first moment the Serbian opposition (like * truly deserved it) showed its true face and when * actually had met some girl, the secret agents and probably mean Serbs (many of them) started calling her names like dirty pig, whore, etc behind my back making her life miserable. Unfortunately, as the result of this Serbian terror she then committed suicide.

To own a car in Serbia, * do not even dream about it. When I buy something new, like the new pair of sneakers on the first couple of days while they are still new * get so many boo boo (raspberry) calls, spits and deeps Serbian snorts around the city that I feel like George Bush or at least Barack Obama. In other words they cannot stand it/me.

After such hatred, * cannot have friends in Serbia for from the very first day * doubt their true intentions. For example, someone may present themselves in the most positive fashion while * may be thinking that their real wants are to get my sympathy only to poison me. Which * think happened on few occasions but cannot provide evidence other that * am slowly but steadily developing cancer which I do not want to admit how fast not to give this nation a reason to celebrate.

Don't let Serbs progress in any sort of way anywhere for * repeat this what they are doing to me is simply unbelievable.

FOR THAT IS WHAT THE SERBS ARE ABOUT WITH ME, TO "SHORTCHANGE", OBSTRUCT AND MOUNT INSURMOUNTABLE OBSTACLES ON EVERY OCCASION AND ANYWHERE OUT OF SPITE OR OUT OF EVIL, HATRED AND JEALOUSY. I WAS NIPPED IN THE BUD AND DESTINED TO FAIL WHERE ALL OTHER SERBS PASSED WITHOUT ANY TROUBLES OR PROBLEMS FOR THAT IS THE FUTURE OF THE TRAITOR OR WHATEVER THEY WANT TO PORTRAY ME AS. THERE ARE LESS THAN 30 PEOPLE I COULD TELL NICE WORDS ABOUT IN SERBIA.

state and public terror is almost impossible to prove - I am single and they are in thousands. If you think * lie, where would be my power, integrity and competence to live with such bold lies, and if * don't, how much juice has remained in my batteries after so many years of being victim. even though I have been under pressure of so many thousands of tons of hatred * feel it is evenly and unstoppably growing day by day.

ONE AMERICAN SWINE OR SERBIAN AMERICAN SWINE

2011-11-18T20:43:00.016Z

I have been waiting for tonight to see if I will stop thinking/boiling about what happened today!!!

Not! Today /18.11.2011/ I was crossing Vojvode Stepe Boulevard on the clearly marked crosswalk in front of Roggenart Coffee Shop - between nos. 183 and 189a - when all black Chevy "Diplomat Issue" truck (Licence plate /foreign nationals' black with beige lettering: 144 - A - 047) was approaching around 14:45 from Trosarina side of the Boulevard. I could see the guy in front of the wheel and sensed he had no intention of stopping his truck. Man, was I right? This bastard working for the American Embassy in Belgrade, Serbia or the American himself almost killed me had I not stopped before reaching the other half of crossing. I WAITED FOR HIM TO DRIVE THROUGH at cca 50 MILES PER HOUR WITH NO INTENTION OF STOPPING. IT COULD HAVE BEEN ANYONE, I AM NOT THINKING THAT HE WANTED TO HIT ME ON PURPOSE. IT IS JUST THE BASTARD THAT THINKS HE HAS THE SAME AUTHORIZATIONS AS IF CROSSING THROUGH THE MILITARY DANGER ZONE! SEVERAL MINUTES LATER A CHINESE NATIONAL DRIVING RENAULT VEHICLE (local plates: 404 SD) WAITED FOR ME AS I TRIED TO CROSS THE SAME STREET ON THE UNMARKED PLACE - TALKING ABOUT THE CULTURAL DIFFERENCE. IT IS NOT THAT I AM A CHINESE FAN - chinese did not pay me to write this but the clear logic did - BUT SOME AMERICANS ARE REAL BASTARDS.

Americans instigated such a fear in me that I am afraid to come out of my home in fear of coming across any Americans out there, reaching this destination as tourists. It is the fear.
I GOT ONLY ONE LIFE AND HALF OF IT WAS SPENT IN DISARRAY WHILE TRYING TO FIGURE WHAT SERBS AND AMERICANS WANT FROM ME AS THEY UNDESERVEDLY SHOW ME NO RESPECT WHATSOEVER PUTTING ALL SORT OF OBSTACLES ALONG MY WAY. WORLD CRISIS IS THE GOD GIVEN GIFT TO ME AGAINST BOTH TYPES OF THESE MOTHERFUCKERS, SO THAT THEY ALL CAN LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND MIND A LITTLE OF THEIR OWN BUSINESS AND MISFORTUNE INSTEAD. I HOPE IT WILL LAST. I HOPE THEY WILL FEEL PAIN IN THE SAME WAY THEY ARE INFLICTING IT TO ME, AND THAT AS OF VERY SOON. LONG LIVE LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL!!!

DEATH WISH (Serbia)

2011-11-13T17:04:00.054Z

AFTER 9 YEARS OF PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE ORGANICALLY I CANNOT STAND ANYTHING THAT COMES FROM THIS COUNTRY !!! MY MIND AND I - AS THE BEING - ARE THE CRYSTAL CLEAR REFLECTIONS OF MY COMMUNITY AND THE WAY THEY ARE TREATING ME AND LOOKING UPON ME WITH THEIR EVIL EYES (CASTING INBRED NEGATIVITY).

instead of imprisoning as many break-in criminals and serbian pink panthers, i think the serbian government's plan is to let them work freely for that is the way of imposing terror of fear onto people. people in fear cannot think about democracy and they cannot see the real cause of evil and crime. I WISH I WAS CHARLES BRONSON. there is no other way in dealing with the corrupted serbian government and crime. fhrewtcakes. fhrewt, fhrewt!!! there is a serbian secret service guy that i unfortunately know nicknamed by his coworkers "the mill" or "vodenica" in serbian (300 pounds s.o.b.) - you know what the mill does - because he does not stop yapping up that is openly and on purpose talking shit to me just to make me nervous and spoil my prospects that are all linked to each other. don;t mind my writing and typing errors: I am not writing a book here, just referring and I am disgusted with what is happening to me let alone writing about it/

returning home today (13th of November 2011) i met three suspicious persons with hoods checking out houses on my street (behaving and communicating conspicuously, walking at a slow pace while nodding at certain houses but not looking like remodeling experts or entrepreneurs) as if they were acting upon a tip but although i have trained eye to spot this type of behavior, in one of my previous lives i was either custer or bloody knife his indian scout and interpreter - it [their act] may have seemed as staged as if to send a message. I CAN BET THAT - IF ANYONE RECOGNIZES THESE THREE ON THE VIDEO - THEY HAVE THE - NOT NECESSARILY LONG - BUT SERIOUS CRIMINAL RECORD BY ASSOCIATION AT LEAST; instead of chasing pink panthers and their offshoots - local police or other state agency is monitoring my calls and misinforming people about me, i'd like to take a look at my secret file to see what crap is found in there. i am sure there is at least one guy in charge of the crap that i will hear in daily feedback on or from the schtreets. i can imagine it is a lonely ass fatso of 258 pounds half serb angry as shit. their tap-tap-tapping equipment is so lousy with that much hum and noise i can hear why someone is definitely on the line at times. it starts out when i write a new blog entry, shading lasts for some time, same on the cell phone, and then they eventually let go until the time i run into another problem and write about it again. we go in circles and nothing is changing. naturally the west likes that cookie cutting - in the need of everlasting desire to demonstrate that all evil comes from the east. probably my main enemies right now are at the top levels of serbian administration, law enforcement and sport management those that are acting upon the instructions of the western or russia's power lines / nothing wrong with that if they did not involve me into trouble /

i made a quick video just in case but hearing a cell cam noise one of them, all the way to the left turned back across shoulder so i had to cut it not to confront them at home. another confrontation . - this would be something the serbian government is waiting for, more undeserved disturbance for me. thus could not film when they were actually looking as if they were picking houses for some action. let me make sure - i would impose saudi arabian rules for proven criminals and offenders around the world - severe punishments - TORTURE, CHINESE TORTURE ET CETERA, NO REMORSE BUT PURE EVIL.

these people - structures withing the serbian government or ex-serbian government (time of milosevic) or whoever is setting up the stage they need to know - they cannot scare me - i would confront tens of thousands if have to. i am not ghadaffi, i would never be caught alive with a gold gun on my own turf. also, i believe whoever has sent these guys has connections with the murder of serbian prime minister zoran djindjic. i am pretty sure about this - forensic psychologic-ally speaking. there is something so ominous - perhaps even the men in the prison are all set up and the real killers are at large.

man, wish i was a charles bronson with the gun.

whose turf this really is? i am talking belgrade.

well, so far the only ones who can claim serbia are the american and middle eastern bankers. nothing bad can happen to them.

on the contrary, i cannot claim anything as mine. freedom the least. THE DAMAGE IS DONE!!!

I HAD MILLION CHANCES TO MEET SOMEONE BUT MY LIBERTY IS LIMITED TO THE AMOUNT Of INFORMATION THE PERSON I MEET CARRIES ABOUT ME. THAT MEANS - THIS IS NOT MY COUNTRY. MY IMAGE IS FAR TO BE BEYOND APPROACH AROUND HERE AND GIRLS THEY WANT SECURITY!!! SECURITY IS EITHER MONEY OR CHARISMA. POPULARITY IS EITHER CHARISMA OR THE POOH-POOH OH-QWAH-KAH. I AM THE POOH POOH CA-CA.
THUS MY FREEDOM == /EQUALS TO/ == O, ZILCH, NADA!
OFTEN THE FRIENDS ARE TELLING ME - YOU ARE YOUNG, TALL AND HANDSOME - START ROCKING, YOU CAN MEET SOMEONE YOUNG. HOWEVER, THE REALITY IS - ALL THOSE GIRLS THAT I HAVE APPROACHED SAW ME AS A 100% INSECURITY IN THEIR LIFE. I AM SO SLANDERED AND NOTORIOUS THAT IT IS ALMOST UNBELIEVABLE. AND THEY [THE GIRLS] ARE CORRECT - THEY WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO HANDLE THE SCRUTINY OF THIS FUCKING SERBIAN SOCIETY IF THEY WERE MESSING WITH ME. ALTHOUGH I AM NOT ABOUT MESSING ANYMORE AS I WANT THE REAL STEADY FUTURE AS ANY NORMAL HUMAN BEING - BUT THEY ARE NOT ALLOWING ME. THE SERBS WOULD HAVE BEEN WATCHING THEM LIKE FALCONS, AND THAT WOULD BE THE END AND - IN A FEW INSTANCES IT WAS - UNBEARABLE. HONESTLY, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY WANT FROM ME.
ALAS, THUS I STOPPED APPROACHING THE BIRDS - I HAD MILLION OPPORTUNITIES IN THE LAST NINE YEARS AND EACH TIME [EITHER I WAS REBUFFED OR BEATEN UP AS I WERE I DID NOT TRY] I FELT SORRY FOR EACH ONE OF THEM, FELT SORRY FOR MILLION LOVES LOST FOREVER ON DIRTY SPIT BELGRADE'S SIDEWALK. THE ONLY THING LEFT IS TO FANTASIZE - MY REALITY IS PINNED BETWEEN THE FOUR WALLS AND THE TV SCREEN WHEREBY I CAN INDULGE IN FANTASIES ONLY ABOUT CNN ANCHORS LIKE [KEEPING PRIVACY IN THE RED ZONE]. CONSEQUENTIALLY I LOST SELF-RESPECT AND CONFIDENCE, I AM BASICALLY HALF RUINED AS I DO NOT WANT TO ADMIT THAT I AM FULLY RUINED.
THERE IS A SERBIAN "CULT" MOVIE CALLED "RANE" - AND MANY YOUNG SERBS ARE IMITATING ITS "HEROES".
SUCH VERY MEAN INFESTING CRAP WOULD NOT CUT THROUGH ANY COUNTRY'S C MOVIE LIST BUT SERBIA IS DIFFERENT. this sort of movie creates outcasts and pink panthers and there an't one such movie where serbs do not get involved: from in china they eat dogs to snatch (actor, rade serbedzija "represents" the serb. masses) SEE "MADE IN SERBIA" MOVIE TO SEE WHAT THE SERBS BRAG ABOUT. EVEN THOUGH THEY HAVE THE SAYING: CEGA SE BUDALA STIDI LUD SE TIM PONOSI. WHAT I WANT TO SAY BUT DO NOT KNOW HOW IS, EVEN THE YOUNG PETTY CRIMINALS LIKE PORTRAYED IN THE SAID MOVIE -THE WORST SORT OF ALL SOCIETIES - CAN HAVE A "NORMAL" SOCIAL LIFE IN THIS PLACE AND SEX BUT ME. IT IS BECAUSE I WAS PUT INTO THE WRONG SITUATION. EITHER I DO NOT BELONG IN THIS COUNTRY OR I DO NOT BELONG IN THIS ROLE THAT UNITED STATES HAD CREATED FOR ME AND WHICH THE SERBS (ITS LAME GOVERNMENT AND THE STRUCTURES OF POWER) ARE TAILORING FOR ME ON USA'S BEHALF. I WILL FUCK YOU, UNITED STATES, I DO NOT NEED ANYMORE JAVA NOW

NO E.U. FOR SERBIA

2011-11-11T22:18:00.012Z

I meet a number of Serbs on whose forehead "PROBLEM" or "I am/will be the problem for you!" is written.
There is so much trouble around here I got used to it and I just cannot function if everything is peace and quiet.
Just like lions don't attack the game that don't run.

Wisdom says don't destroy the bridges behind, but my honor says you did not do anything to these people - they have no rights to disturb you.
And they are.

I am asking myself what use America had to incite these people into hating me. If they were hoping that I would die out of
psychological damages they had miscalculated. Although Serbian terror is simply amazing and unbearable I know I did nothing wrong.
God will throw what they are throwing at me back at them!
Serbs recently prevented me from re-leaving Serbia for another country when their secret service set me up with criminal record.
I wrote about this incident in the public transportation earlier when they tried to lynch me and got me cornered, all Serbian newspapers wrote about it.

Now, saying all this - I still have no idea what the Serbian problem with me is. Obviously - some of them were familiarized with my blog and
one can see that they are behaving themselves around me - while another third has gone off its rocker. They are now madder than mad.

I have not killed anyone. I have not stolen anything from anyone. I have not cheated anyone. What the Serbian problem with me is?!!!
For Goodness sake.
I cannot believe that the majority of Serbs are so stupid to believe American lies /C'MON THEY DESTROYED MY FAMILY; SHOULD I BE ANGRY AT ANYONE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!/ whatever they were - the experiment - to set up one Serb against another.
Just like it was hard for Americans to believe when Yitzhak Rabin was killed by another (extremist) Jew. Jew killing Jew - it was impossible.
I guess someone wanted to see how stupid the Serbs are. I did not do anything to them. They have no right to judge me! They have no right to
prevent me from living in full liberty!!!! Since 2003 I have been coiling around the point zero, prevented from doing anything like finding a spouse, prevented from advancing anywhere, prevented from moving ahead with my life. Serbs have no right to lynch me, they have no right as far as I am concerned to think about me. And
it seems that I am their most annoying TARGET. YES I AM!!!! the real hit (a conspicuous success) around Serbia, they are telling me this openly: "i do not like to see your face". WILL SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY ? I PLEA FOR ANYONE OUTSIDE SERBIA NOT TO MAKE ANY FORTHCOMING
ACTIONS WITH ANY REPRESENTATIVE(S) OF SERBIA OR SERBIAN GOVERNMENT UNTIL THIS PROBLEM REGARDING ME IS STOPPED, SOLVED AND RESOLVED. ESPECIALLY THERE IS
NO NEED FOR SERBIA TO JOIN EUROPEAN UNION at least not in the full capacity UNTIL THEY EXPLAIN WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!

WHERE THE SUN DOES NOT SHINE

2011-11-02T11:07:00.013Z

I HAVE ENOUGH INTELLIGENCE TO CLAIM THE FOLLOWING
- some serbian governmental agency (*or the kinetic synergy of several agencies) is injecting venom into my life to the point that the existence has become unbearable. slobodan milosevic was my enemy but in comparison to these american "democratic" puppets now in uncontrollable power - milosevic was the king lear. it is sad news that novak djokovic is a serb. these people now own the sad communist legacy of spying onto each other and i feel like i am in the open zoo. in this sport SERBS ARE THE worst motherfuckers WHEN WE KNOW THAT I.E. in USA there is no secret among the commoners. serbs want to know the colors of my shit AND THEY HATE ME. TELL POPE AND THOSE JESUITS NOT TO BE FOOLED BY ANY LITERATURE THAT SERBS HATE THEM MORE THAN ME. they give me nothing to work with, it is like having endless rows of skyScrapers lined up ahead of you WHILE YOU ARE TRYING TO JUMP ONE AT THE TIME AND YOU NEED A YEAR FOR EACH ENTERPRISE. MRS. SERBIAN FREEDOM IS WEEPING ITS HEART OUT FOR ME . besides, serbs have never learned lessons from their history. i went to america to check if the sun rises there and generally if there is a sunshine in america only to B E_S H O W N there isnot. with these guys in power IN SERBIA I HAVE BEEN PROVEN there isnot sunshine around here either and with these serbian monsters (while i do not see any better replacements) and their agencies that do not allow me to stand on the ground with both feet i doubt there will ever be any true freedom in large amounts for the regular intelligent people like me. and indeed there are few like me. perhaps that is why i have been singled out. Diese Situation muß geändert werden. SERBS AND ME WE CANNOT EVER BE 1.

CIA AND MI6 INVENTING NEW STREET GAMES

2011-10-26T20:43:00.009Z

rain, snow, wind - these are all my allies allowing me to freely roam the streets of belgrade, serbia. i am happiest when it is raining and noone pays attention to me and i can get around. assuming o.1% out of 4 millions serbs in belgrade is mentally sick and if 40% are unintelligent, lacking formal education you can guess how many of them i have to put up with and come across on my daily stroll around the city. plus, due to the NATO's offensive called Merciful Angel, I believe a lot more people is combating mental problems around here, realistic number is more like 20-40%. What did I do to them? For instance, Serbs like to play walking chicken w/ me. It is a game most likely invented by CIA and put into the Serbian mind by the Serbian spies working for American Embassy in Belgrade. In this game players engage in conflict as if medieval knights are colliding into each other when one half of their bodies hits - brushes off the other person's half - me. I do not even know who these people that are coming at me are, however I am at 99% of times ready to dispatch. Now, on every stroll through Knez Mihajlova Street or any other public artery there will be at least 40 intentional crashes into me. Some of them are violent. Luckily, I bump all of them off and away, even the corpulent Serbs, because the years of suffering and belief in God gave me an imaginable power to endure these strikes. Note: This game can bring serious injury, arrhythmia and even heart problems to those who engage.

Another problem, completely different but very related, is BIA's (Serbian CIA, KGB) hostile interference into my life. On this topic I will reflect another time if I remain alive by then because these people an't no joke. They have the power and think they can command the freedom of my being. In a number of situations where other folks would ride free I have to double pay and experience unnecessary and troublesome problems for my Serbian "publicity" and cumulatively speaking I am still at status quo/status zero where I had been when I originally came here from USA. My position is best described as 'nuther day in quicksand. Imagine if six million motherfuckers holds you back not allowing you a decent opportunity to find another partner in life - at least - and that's the least, I cannot think further than that although many people have further than that.

SERBS ARE SWINES

2011-10-22T23:17:00.012Z

No matter what Americans said about me, if I was Jew, the Jews would have saved me as they did wait for Gilad Shalit, if I was English, the English would have protected me in the same manner they re-welcome all those that once renounced British citizenship for whatever reason, if I belonged to any other great nation but the Serbian one, on my return I would have been guaranteed a normal life and marry future without any provocations neither by individuals nor by any domestic groups. Alas, I live in Serbia!!! Colonel Ghadaffi, if nothing else was like any freemason in good standing a great patriot who cared for his people providing free scholarships and better standard of living for Lybians than it was anywhere in that region. Even though I have not had a chance to show my patriotism, neither I will, by living in Serbia I feel like Colonel Ghadaffi whole last words were: What Did I Do Unto You?!! This is exactly what I can ask a number of Serbs who are provoking me, attacking me without reason and looking with hatred when passing by or acting crazy for instance - laughing without reason and so on. When they are regularly provoking me like tonight on several occasions in the city (i.e. October 22nd 2011: a group of several bouncers standing - at THE TUBE night club’s entrance - Dobracina Str. # 17 stating that they will cut my dick off or in the bus #33 on around close to midnight time ride when the group of young bucks physically pushed me over while I was exiting the overcrowded stinking Serbian bus; while giving each other eye winks and signals what to do, finally I was kicked alongside) In my mind I do not see Serbs as those behind these attacks: rather, I rather see those that broke apart my family nine years ago. Hillary Clinton would exclaim WOW!!! if she saw what they were doing to me. If I do not do it myself someone will tape these crimes – the pre-lynching foreplays - on mobile phone one day and the rest of the world will see what the Serbs are about. Finally, Serbs show their true faces and egos only in groups; when they are alone they are freaking nobodys. When they are alone I am not afraid of them. I just want to use the opportunity to openly say to all those Serbs that are provoking and attacking me while they are in the group that they are nothing but the obnoxious cowards and that I piss on them all. So I can jazz up my title a bit and add Serbs are the Swines and Cowards Alike. Somebody wants Serbs to continue to be rude to me and kick me around most likely by hyperbolically exaggerating the stories of my importance. In 2002, American Judge Honeyman probably acted after the secret laws were brought up by the George Bush administration ruining my life and I do not blame him - he had to do what he was ordered to. In my mind those that brought the secret laws are those guilty standing behind those Serbs that are pushing me over - day in day out in Belgrade, in Serbia. What I really do not see is the Serbian hooligan trying to kick my ass, I virtually see the President Bush instead. Even though, I do not know what any of them wants. Now, the death of Colonel Ghadaffi has opened my eyes. Me and Colonel have the same question "What did I do to you?" I can also add: "What you are doing is blasphemy." As far as Gadhafi, I assume America wants cheap oil, but what Serbs and America want from me? All I can think of is the set up of some inhuman experiment which again is allowed to happen only to those that those Americans that are able to organize the kill of /// freemason (like Colonel Ghadafi) also see as the less valued beings – the Serbs. Just like it is happening to swines, monkeys, et cetera. What kind of respect they can have for me? Minus zero. Barbaric Serbs behaving too badly (well overbadly I could vouch) also minus zero.

I do not think this mechanism of serbian evil against me will ever stop since there are two sides to the serbs. In the recent past they were divided between the partisans (the atheists) and the royalists (the Christians). If someone tries to agree with one side, another will not allow it out of spite. Croatians, Slovenes, Muslims were always one-sided nations where majority of people believes in God or something. With Serbs it is almost half and half so it is another reason why there is no authority who can order serbs what to do and stop showing their barbarious side against me. my suggestion to all friends out there in the world: show to serbs this is not going to work. do not do serbs any favors out there until they stop harassing me. do not cooperate, ignore and blackball them at all times. i will tell you when it becomes any beter - if ever. perhaps, only perhaps they will come to terms with gracious goodness .

My Serbian born again experience tells me that it is better to be the dog than the tail of the lion.

A DAY LATER: POST SCRIPTUM: IT SEEMS TO ME THAT SERBS DO HAVE AN ISSUE WITH ME. AS SOON AS I POSTED THE ABOVE I COULD NOT EXIT BUS #31 SINCE ONE MAN BLOCKED THE EXIT AS IF I DO NOT EXIST. I HAD SEVERAL BAGS WITH ME AND I HAD TO PHYSICALLY PUSH HIM ASIDE IN ORDER TO BREAK THROUGH. HE COULD HAVE KICKED ME FROM THE BACK. IT SEEMS AS IF SERBS STARTED PLAYING THE INVINCIBLE MAN GAME WITH ME AS IF I DO NOT EXIST - THIS IS ANOTHER EXTREME. SO THEY HAVE ISSUES I AM SURE. SOMEBODY NEEDS THIS ISSUE FOR SOME REASON.

MODERNFUCKING IMBECILES: GIVE ME BACK MY SIXTEEN YEARS OF LIFETIME

2011-10-01T23:35:00.031Z

Today - Nov. 1st - following the football (soccer) match Red Star - Radnicki in Belgrade a dozen hooligans ran by me on Slavija square while I was exiting the tramway and one of them spat at me while another tried to kick me (or kicked) me; my pain threshold is low. A company of two platoons of policemen was standing in full anti-riot gear fifty meters away laughing their ass off while I was passing by. Twenty meters further down a young hooligan, around 18-19 yoa, was making a comment: "We will kill him later on!!!" He was referring to me. ThOSE WHO BROUGHT ME HERE are setting me up FOR BLOODSHED without a need to dirty their hands...the link bettween the government and the hooligans is obvious - hooligans sell drugs for some structures within the government...and since what happened to me was never brought in question on both sides of the Atlantic i know what they say goes...iN THE FIRST HALF they succedded in what they were up to: they completely isolated me from the society pinning me down here in the life of celibacy!! I know I can complain to the Pope as well as the plumbing management!ADDING INSULT TO INJURY:THESE MOTHERFUCKERS CANNOT FIND A WAY TO GIVE THESE SALVAGE WRECKS UP TO ME FOR ALL THEY HAD DONE TO MY LIFE, BUT NO, THEY GOT TO BE EARNED" BY SOME SERBIAN SCUMBAG DRUG DEALER FOR THEIR PION COURRIERS. SEND OUT THE NEW COOKIE PUSHER, THIS ONE AN'T WORKING

GOD GIVES YOU THE BOON IF YOU ARE INNOCENT AND ARE ATTACKED OR PROVOKED. MY BOON LASTS FOR TOO LONG.

2011-09-27T21:09:00.038Z

JEBEM VAM SRPSKU MAJKU II

There is not any authority who can tell them to stop. I cannot even go to the bookies to make a small time bet since sometimes the space is filled with young hooligans who swear obscenities "at his dead bulgarian and turkish mother" from half a meter away behind me. They have no principles and when I am turned with my back I keep thinking not of these Serb hooligans and whether they will throw a potent acid into my face but I think of Drexel University (as well as the University of Pennysylvania) where it all started back in 1995 and I wonder what kind of monster thinking (there...) could have ruined one life - my life since I am going through the real Hell since 1995.
I hope these bastards and bastards who own Drexel U. and U. of P. learn what is the true wrath of the Lord. If you think they cannot do that in Philadelphia please see a movie call Trading Places, that's what they did it to me (the similar thing). The only difference is that I was unable to fight back as the movie hero did. They have destroyed me. It was their victory and my story is without happy ending.
Do I owe anyone anything to be treated this way for 16 years?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I an't going nowhere. What idea of coexistence Serbs have when they keep callling me this or that. "Look at this or look at that!!!" Hardly anyone knows my Christian name, I am usually the IT like in George Groddeck's book! It's safe to say, the only fair play person I could meet around here in Belgrade is Novak Djokovic, he is a totally all right guy. They are simply not allowing me to coexist in the same country.

Now, imagine anyone having to put up with the hostile 1/10th out of entire Serbian population on daily basis. I mean, I have been feeling like shit for years being unable to organize myself to do anything right and esp. to start a new family. This injustice is highly distressing...
Let He Who Is Without Sin Cast The First Stone. HOW IT WOULD BE IF SOMEONE WOULD MOLEST THEIR CHILDREN ( IN SCHOOL ) OR THEM DAY IN DAY OUT AGAINST THEIR WILL AND WITHOUT ANY RESERVATIONS. I PRAY THE LORD SHOWS THEM HOW I FEEL IN MY SKIN BECAUSE OF THEM. THEY WON'T BE VERY HAPPY IF THEY SURVIVE THAT. I ALSO FEEL THE INCIDENT IN THE BUS (SEE THE POST BELOW) WAS SET UP BY THOSE THAT RETURNED ME FROM AMERICA IN 2002/03...
I would not mind if atomic bomb would selectively (though impossible) destroy all those Serbs and Americans that are the hating monsters? This involves many, from hooligans to police. I always ask, what do I owe Serbs to treat me this way? I was born here, I grew up here. Serbs rank among the top international criminals and druglords, why are not they - both Serbs and Americans after them, why are these cowards after me plus they are instigating the human garbage, criminals, all kinds of scumbags and lowlifes, hooligans as well as "seemingly" moral citizens to pick on me? Many of them hate also President Tadic saying that he is Croatian Ustasha (see http://www.serbiancafe.com/ discussions, topic: politika) because of the origin of his mother. I think Tadic is a joke, since it is not freedom if someone is ruining my life and by that I mean that malicious rumors of all kinds are preventing me from living free and that there is not such a force that can stop these rumors and crazy people that are allowed to mentally and physically torture me, see only the post about the ticket controller who went berserk below. Tadic is the joke, because he cannot do anything to prevent or stop that.
Noone can do anything to stop them. Even if God looks upon me and I win one million dollars on the National Lottery there will come one hating holligan or police officer tomorrow and throw a caustic soda into my face. Who taught them to hate me? They turned their hatred to the extremes in the process because they are extreme. Someone put me into their twisted thoughts. I would want so much that he, she, or them pay the ultimate price together with their families same as they did mine!!! There is no justice. For me it is the life of fear and those who did it will never acknowledge it. Only God can judge them and hope God does. I am asking do I owe anything to anyone? I think it is the biggest blessing when you are innocent and they are attacking you. It should backfire on them and their kids. IT is the only way. Someone has to pay for it. For the blood of the innocent and unborn children since this is not the life I wanted neither I did deserve this life without a possibility to found a family. I had one, but the Americans destroyed it. These Serbian hooligans AND VARIOUS OTHER sERBS THAT ARE NOT ALLOWING ME TO HAVE A PEACE OF MIND, if they ever found one family OR HAVE A FAMILY, I am sure their kids will be the madmen or drug addicts. Someone akin to them has to pay for the blood of the innocent ones.

Serbian Minister of Police Ivica Dacic said it well tonight (Sept., 30th) on B92 INFO Channel News' vis-à-vis interview:"Under the pretext of fighting terrorism a number of human rights are suspended in the United States." This is exactly what happened to me. Perhaps I bought something from somebody (who was under federal surveilance) on ebay back in the 1990s, but my basic rights (to live with my family, to procreate, etc) were definitely suspended in America, and now in Serbia I am prevented from even establishing my rights in the same sense of the word. It appears, I cannot be Born Again in this lifetime. I took it, someone also has to take the consequences for my ruined family.

EFF YOUR SERBIAN CRAZY MOTHER - JEBEM VAM SRPSKU MAJKU

2011-09-23T13:26:00.008Z

the things happened today. I was waiting off a bit to post here, I needed some time to cool down. whoever reads my life story will see why and how unsuspecting people become the enemies of the state. USA created my problem and kicked hot potatoes into the hands of serbs who by the way have no clue about anything and esp. not about the love and understanding.
today as i punched in my ticket in the bus 31 rolling down from karadjorjdev park to slavija center city i asked the ticket controller to pose for a photo with my ticket in his hand. the photo i wanted to take for this blog to show how there are some nice ticket controllers indeed. alas, this very young man, around 20 yoa, had second thoughts and straight he went to the three uniformed men - communal policemen - that were standing in the middle of the bus with/for him and that are usually accompanying the total of 3 ticket controllers in apprehending those serbs without tickets in every vehicle. it is the technique of governmental oppression (ratcheting up pressure on pisspoor society) as someone realized how much money there is in tickets and transportation business. it pays off to have the total of six in each vehicle to collect each ride card.
again, if you never had sex come to serbia to see how nice and expensive it is to travel in these prehistoric vehicles where there is hardly ever an empty seat available, and where you can scrub and masturbate against the unsuspecting fellow passengers, cos a number of times you are in their comfort zone and where you can die from ACs they built into these old wrecks but at all times they are turned to maximum. so if you sweat a lot like me or have cold you can die travelling with gsp belgrade.
anyhow, this young fellow complained to these three men in black and soon i was surrounded by the total of six: three communal policemen and threee ticket controllers even though i had a ticket and everything. i exited the bus and they followed me because they wanted to fine me since i took one photo!!!! apparently, i was not allowed to take a photo because by doing that i was preventing the official person of the government (according to the new bullshit serbian law) - a ticket controller - in doing his business. tiny bullshit serbian style. to cut the long story short: the problem was that i took a photo. now, they wanted my ID and threatened with 60000.00 dinars fine. well, i just snapped a shot and while i was surrounded i snapped some more. i told these "gestapo fascist soldiers" to leave me the fuck alone but these three started following me like wild dogs as these communal policemen are shitheads without guns and reason who like to show off against innocent and powerless citizens. it is like empowering security guards (in USA) or black water men to play cops on the streets. serbia has become a poligon for many imposed western bullshit, but on the contrary, i have not seen these things in USA, perhaps they stem from Germany. i think it is possible that one Pinkerton S/O becomes a street cop on duty only in video game but bloody germans probably told serbs they need to impose this bullshit to join EU. after this, i do not want to join EU. Fuck you bastards! I will never vote for you. communal police not only presents a shock to the system but these guys are usually poorly trained bunch of wackos who are here to enforce goverment bullshit. USA does not have this piece of shit spending governmental money for nothing. and, what i hate most about them, they all came on duty knowing someone from/in the government. they were not meant to do this job, but came because it pays well for doing nothing and they are well connected. i can only say they are the far-end personal guard of our president who has nothing to do with democracy. before, in times of milosevic, you could complain about nondemocratic government and USA would understand it. now, even though these "modern" democrats are much worse than milosevic has ever been, you cannot complain to anyone about those who impose, tailor and twist laws as it suits them for they are the sons and daughters of those in power. by looks of these troika (the three) i''d say one was jewish, one montenegrin and one was serb.
if i was not intelligent USA would never put a smoke up my ass big time style like they did, and i could be the real pops (talking bout the pecking order here, nothing else) to those serbian uniformed bastards who now i was confronting at the very center of the city which is slavija square. (even though, i deem i am more intelligent, without connections i could never become not even the lowly communal policeman) at that time, today, they were threatening me with some big fines and i told them i am calling the real cops. i proceeded to the middle of the major avenue and stopped the traffic and i could die doing this because i barely avoided some crazy drivers who were poised to get me. i could have gotten killed because i stood on the middle of the major avenue in belgrade due to these serbian bastards. i did that because i felt i did not do anything bad. and still i was followed by the pack of these maddened hyennas. my right was to take a photo. i wanted to attract some attention and by that - the witnesses because they were really talking about the big bucks here in fines - for nothing - there were three of them and i was alone! WAIT THERE WERE FOUR OF THEM BECAUSE THIS POORSHIT YOUNG TICKET ASS CONTROLLER WAS FOLLOWING US AS WELL - JUST CHECKED THE UPPER PHOTO - I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!! NOW IT BOGGLES MY MIND WHY- PERHAPS TO WITNESS FOR THEM WHICH PROVES THEIR INTENTIONS AND THE "SERIOUSNESS". fuck you boris tadic, you bastard!!! fuck you united states! i told them this an't communism no more and i did not want to give them my ID. they started citing more fines they were going to slap me with. they were still there!!! finally they gave up and left because one of them made a call to someone "impohtant". men i was so pissed off i started yelling fuck you serbian motherfuckers. fuck your serbian mother all over the slavija square. and a lot of people saw me and looked with hatred in their eyes. i will never appologize for this, as again i feel tons of pure hatred around this city. bad energy is so empowering that i believe the end of serbia is near somehow, i do not know how, but the country who has so much of such hatred inside of it and bad ignorant people in law enforcement and at power is doomed for the pits

serbia no more

2011-09-22T21:11:00.009Z

i have a few friends around me but some of them are hateful police snitches and police was the one who killed prime minister djindjic it turns out, all top managers there knew about the hit. now what happened to me in the bus in the post below seemed well prepared and provoked by those that got me back to serbia in the first place. most likely because of this blog serbian secret service got involved and added a notch of that ole serbian conspiracy. the behavior of that guy was not normal. i guess i was proclaimed rightless in usa and they (who are they? ) are using it to do with me what old greeks were doing with the criminals - dissecting them alive - although i do not have any criminal record. well, fuck them. i was tipped off by the very good friend that the judge and proceedings will be a set up just like they did me in usa - kafka's process style - either the serbian police was ordered that by the united states' fucks or they wanted to play masters of fate on their own turf. it appears they want to send me to prison and fine me although i was the victim without a doubt. but i will fight fire with fire. i hope there won't be serbia as it is no more at one point of time...why? cos i have not done any harm to anybody - and what they are doing to me is priceless.

FINALLY, THE LIFT OFF!!! GSP BEOGRAD (aka BELGRADE CITY PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION) HAS JUMPSTARTED MY CRIMINAL CAREER IN BELGRADE, SERBIA

2011-09-14T15:35:00.012Z

Dr. Archibald Rudolph Reiss once stated LISTEN UP SERBS, and wrote a book about it; I can only say READ MY LIPS! Under every rock in Belgrade Serbia there crowl the enemies. A friend commented last night: Everyone's being on your ass. How come? Isn't that strange. I'd like to be the first to know why, I answered, and what had made me a trouble magnet. If it is organized picking and bullying - the organizers need logistics and spinners to spin out stories. As far as I know all stories about me were spinned a long time ago. I only suspect: the VJ as immediatelly up[on my return they wanted me to serve the military obligation and after I refused they entered something like MENTAL in my personal military file as I was seen by the military psych who entered the Dg. Following that, I suspect they started spinning rumors. VJ men got back at me since as of then I could not find job, could not start one relationshsip, basically I was fully ostracized from the society unable to do anything but survive. There an't no Serbain welfare for endangered species like me. I lost stamina to compete and basically after so many rebuffs I was done with trying finding a lifetime companion or a full time *even part time, half decent job. Right now, it is all idling like a perpetuum mobile machine, nothing has changed except one thing - the one that happened today. Alas, during eight years of my stay in Serbia - people were always asking me, I guess out of curiousity if I was going to return to the United States of America. I used to say nawh, but now here it is, a black on white - guaranteed. Don't ask me no more. I was taken into the Vracar police station today, cops indeed were nice to me, but they opened up a little police record with the real mug shot, fingerprints and "the works" and charged me with real criminal offence. At one point, DA wanted the cops to hold me more than 48 hours. on that form for entry into USA, Australia, etc there is a question whether you were ever charged with a criminal offence (you cannot lie and if you say yes, it is a no good), well, here it is people, don't ask me no more - read this and be certain I won't be returning to USA in this lifetime. I have no clue why so many people were curious as if they were placing bets whether I would ever go back or not. I sort of felt obliged to report on this. Namely, what happened, to cut the long story short, I came across a maniacal Serb, a hater - bus ticket master - with an eyebrow piercing who freaked out about nothing, cursing yelling and spitting at me 2 cm away from my face, and then I begged him to calm down. I did not recognize that they stopped wearing neon green jackets and for some time thought it was some kind of candid camera. Nevertheless, I had a ticket. It did not mean much to him, he snatched the ticket from my hand got it ruckled and threw it on the floor. The more I begged him to calm down he went more berserk. He pressed on me to the point one interior bus pole gave way or broke behind me. I thought I was going to die. Two passengers joined him ready to lynch me and another one pulled my jumper. Serb passengers made such an unbeliavable noise that my safety sense was caught off guard, I was shaking. All the time I begged them for mercy. I was completely afraid for my life. Finally, I had to make a break in self-defence and push him away but the doctors in the hospital where he went later - while police took me into custody - jazzed up the med report and stated the injuries I caused to him were life threatening which is a complete bullshit. With "such injuries" he ran to driver to get the stick to beat me up while the passengers screamed NO! Don't do it!!! There was no blood!!! No nothing, just one pissed off guy with a menacing look on his face. Serbian doctors and GSP are all in cahoots!!! Perhaps even Serbian judges, who knows what they will come up with at the court hearing, I am not excluding out the life sentence. This is the post communist country, it does not matter what they say about democracy. More of his friends in the same gang came plotting to beat me up but the police came to save my life. Luckily, I have one brave witness whom they were trying to frighten on the spot. But it an't gonna help me, I have been charged with a criminal offence and it goes into the visa appllication records. So, there you go, don't bet on me no more for returning. You stupid people. Kapisch? PS Serbian bus transportation standards are the worst in the world, in some vehicles one feels like driving up the PEruvian mountains with twice more passengers than what boarding limits call for. Often times in rush hour you are standing so unbeliavably close to other people that numerous times you can get erection from numbness and all the jerking and potato driving on the part of the drivers, not to mention the friction against the buddies and private parts of other citizens. I would best describe it as sexual foreplay, no pun intended, and for this experience they charge $.80 be it one station or several - no transferable rides - and ticket men go in packs like hungry wolves trying to collect their tickets. I say I want deliverance!!! Perhaps another thirty years or sooner and I shall find some deliverance. PSS As far as the intellect of ticket masters - anyone, even the bums without an education can join, no questions asked.
I am not expecting any mercy from the Serbs that hate me, but would like to know - what if anything I owe to them - what is inspiring their hatred since I really do not know why Am I the bone in the throat for so many. Out of two options they always pick the one that bothers and provokes the most. I have never seen a darned people like that. Several different accounts of what happened were published in September 14th newspapers and barely a line was true. Only PRESS, KURIR, ALO, PRAVDA & DANAS papers did not fall for these blatant lies, and I would recommend any half decent Serbs (Serbians) not to read BLIC and especially not VECERNJE NOVOSTI and POLITIKA newspapers!!! POLITIKA used to be the best newspaper around here but it criminalized itself through unfortunate shortcoming of their lack of correct and truthful information. This was my first half serious conflict in ten years and if USA through FBI/CIa did not manipulate my life and incited provocations and disturbances I would have been a conflict free person. I mean I begged this guy, this freak, this person to get off me in order not to do what I was forced to, to get him off of me.

WHAT IS WORST: MARKET SELLERS THOSE SERBS THAT SELL GREEN PEPPERS CUCUMBERS AND TOMATOES AT KALENIC MARKET LEAD POLITICS CONCERNING ME, THEY ARE MOST LIKELY RETIRED EX-MILITARY MEN, AND OFTEN WHEN I PASS BY, I HEAR "HEH, HE SHOULD STAY HERE, LET'S KEEP HIM HERE!!!" THEY SPEAK SO THAT I CAN HEAR AS THEY MOST LIKELY THINK THAT I HAVE PROBLEM WITH THAT!!! THAT ALSO TELLS ME THAT THEY ARE THE ONES WHO CREATED THE PROBLEM IN THE FIRST PLACE, THE FACTOR THAT WANTED FROM UNITED STATES' SECRET SERVICES THAT I GET BACK TO SERBIA, MY FAMILY BEING BROKEN IN THE PROCESS AS THE PUNISHMENT. THEY ARE THE ONES WHO INCITE DRUNKEN SERBIAN SCUM ON ME, TO GET ON TO ME AND BECOME LOCAL CELEBRITIES FOR BRINGING ME DOWN IN VARIOUS WAYS. SERBIA IS LIKE ONE LARGE PRISON THAT HAS GOT MANY PRISONERS AT LARGE. just like in prison there is no authority here to tell this scum to stop attacking me. I GOT TO BE REAL SCUM and a real man TO PUSH MY WAY THRU HERE BUT bragadochio AN'T MY WAY of life

NAWLEEH MESHTRE!!!

2011-09-13T06:47:00.002Z

the bottom line

2011-09-03T22:47:00.027Z

the bottom line, here in serbia: i feel like a jew in modern palestine. even though i got the savvy, i would not be allowed to even suck dick if one asked ex milosevic ministers like mrkonjic and current political line up, etc. thus no gravy and no low you can go here, it is a continuous free fall with no rock bottom in sight

i can be prohibited (yes), slandered (yes), two bob bitted (oh yeah) and WASTED (hell yeah, an't much time left to think about it so scramble and do it now yall motherfuckers, bullet in the head CIA signature style shall do).

i can finally find out who was the angel of death - the retard - that had sentenced me to oblivion and why (nay)

hope god will finally provide me with some leverage to kick some ass

other than that, i look around, belgrade at night, even the two blinds - young man and young woman - had found each other, there were eight couples kissing around me at one spot this evening only!!! about me? after nine years, i can officialy declare my situation - the loser!!! it is a shame mighty united states of america took on the greatest serbian loser of all times. they should have nothing to brag about if they do not want to come down to my level. they should have taken on some serb in better standing and then brag about something. i could only say, that 95% of serbs are in better position than me just having the social life and their freedom while i could only add that whatever happened to me and whoever initiated it, it could had been only a politically motivated thing. half of my expanded family is dead now because of the interim circumstances, i believe even dada vujasinovic was killed because of the same last name. there was only one man in power - that was slobodan milosevic and everyone else was working for him : draskovic, djindjic, seselj, everyone, you name them... they had only put out a make believe theater show for stupid people to see the difference that really was not there/they were all pissing into the same pumpkin/. now, if i had known then like i know now, i would have kissed milosevic's ass wherever he'd go just to be left alone by the serbs (and likewise the americans). period . shiftiness is the quality in serbia as it is in united states of america

trivia: someone told serbs i fear red light from the handheld bar code readers. now, everywhere i go the salesmen are pointing them at me and into my eyes like toy guns to check and satisfy their curiosity if the rumour is true. i do not think these tools are totally harmless, but it is okay if it happens once or twice each week, but it is happening almost everyday everywhere i go - in different stores. i am sure at this frequency i will be blind soon. in addition to that i am sniped from at least one neighbour with a powerfull military class III laser and recently i got eye burns, while entertaining a friend and sitting outside. it is dangerous for me to relax outside the house in the peace and quiet. thanks george bush, thanks mr. ashcroft for packing and sending me to serbia and sentencing me to these unbeliavable things. it was ashcroft's name on the warrant that ruined my family in the first place. thanks much guys. then, for some reason some serbs are playing an okay-sport-game with me, they are all smiles, however, as soon as they turn their backs on me you cannot trust them; after such pretending i overheard a maxi store guy and his manager saying "i should have punched him in the fucking face".....why's that ?!! i think most of these pissed off guys are kosovar serbs and montenegrin serbs from southern serbia. i still have no clue what is behind this behavior and perhaps i should say the unpredecented and unwarranted hatred.

i guess, since i cannot continue having normal life in serbia and there is no other place in the world where i'd "start again" i guess the only way for me is to arrange - a half decent albanian girl (Hala Gorani Rules!!! one like that), since there is no nice way to even begin thinking I will finally meet one 1/2 decent serbian girl EVER and live in peace and quiet! Motherfuckers! They did some nasty spec-ops psych warfare on me before and after exfil. Just want some peace and quiet.

also, i wonder why several low key guys that are engaged in antique and collectibles trade in serbia - like me - are well respected in their neighbourhood, and when i come to see them i also see multiples of people addressing them cordially and politely by name saying hello etc and since i can fully relate to them - i am not politician, i am not ruling masses, i don't steal and otherwise i am not much different than them, perhaps even more successful although i do not have a family now like they do (about the only difference) - i cannot grasp how come serbs hate me like i am albanian (serbs unofficially hate albaians, croats), animal or something, if these were not the doings (aka lies) of some jealous neighbours i wonder - noone ever told me why am i different than many. if these were not the doings of CIA who is pushing serbs against serbs in its secretive ways. noone ever pointed out to me 'this you should change in your behavior in order to earn some respect from the people'. no, noone ever did. however, the difference is - the guys i know do know who addresses them on the street and i do not know why those unknown to me, the masses, hate me. what first comes to mind is the organization, someone had to organize this hatred and then what second comes to mind is CIA, this must be the answer. only they have the logistics and money to play this stupid game with one individual. they were probably sketching it for singling out eastern european spies and it all broke down on me. i suspect it all has to do with united states of america - this bitch country that ruins and spoils everything in life - if i did not go there and if i pledged my allegiance to and sided with slobodan milosevic i would have been 10000 times better off with my intelligence and i would have gotten all of the serbian respect in any possible way whatsoever. i would have been the king. when i see all kinds of human feces, from drunks to college students, that cannot stand me on the street it comes to me to wheep and make slobodan milosevic out of mud. everything i originally thought about who was right and who was wrong was all wrong and one big lie and i am sorry for it.

america rules serbian ass and i an't okay with it

2011-08-28T20:37:00.003Z

today is the huge christian holiday and i am looking at these postcommunist serbian garbage and their behavior. if ten serbs are okay with me on daily basis then the next three will spoil everything and i will forget about anything good i experienced.
i do not owe serbs anything. in that sense, esp. young serbs behave as i owe them something. for some reason they are full of spite.
the major problem is i get recognized on the streets and these motherfuckers keep evaluating me all the time and taking stance and attitudes against me. i do not know any single one of them neither i know who gives them the right to mind about me. for example, they are getting too close for comfort, assuming menacing looks, spitting, talking shit or staying behind in kicking positions, etc. this is happening on daily basis and it is nothing knew to me. they for sure would not like if i came into their fucking apprtments and start spitting and pissing on their floors et cetera. they are in my life all the time, in my private zones all the time, and i do not like it one bit. one even grabbed my private parts in the bus 39 today. i should have killed that crazy bastard - a basketball player with eyes full of spite, hatred and stupidity but they turned me into a very numb victim. my threshold for reaction has lowered many times.
i am on the lookout all the time but since these fucking city is very crowded i cannot make a good judgment all the time concerning who is going to attack me and who is just posing as an attacker.
serbs think they can behave like the united states of america. i mean america took ghadaffi off power, a legit leader who awarded $3000 scholarships to anyone deserving, while 5 gallons of gas were cheaper than one liter of water. soon lybians will be making their leader out of mud but there won't be no freaking ghadaffi no more. however, i am talking americans! strongest power in the world, they can do whatever they want, kill whomever they like. no questions asked, no responsibility whatsoever. they ruined my family and life as if i were a piece of shit. after 8 years i do not know why and who did it.
it was my mistake i went there in the first place, did not fit into their culture 100% and so i was punished by the wasps in the most brutal way.
but who the fuck are serbs? what world power they represent?!! it is absurd!!! who gives them the right to treat me in similar way!!!!
serbs act as if they were the americans. it is obvious they would like to kick some ass, not selectively. to be honest, in comparison to americans they are the piece of shit like me. american idols for the young serbs i am talking about are gangsta rap stars and black movie (will smith), white and latino trash like scarface, godfather movies and black basketball players, or the serbian nationals. what i am concerned about - since there is a language barrier - what comes through to their minds are bits and pieces of lyrics and messages, simple words like to kill, maim and steal - then, they will not understand why jay-z or tupak are thinking that it is good to kill or steal. they only see al pacino is shooting people, but they do not understand why - they just like the character. on the other hand, i am the character they do not like. it is good that americans kicked me out of their country, we just do not fit together as the individual and the nation. i do not want to be associated with america in any sense whatsoever, same for serbia. the greater percentage of serbs can never fit into the american mainstream but they gave themselves the right to kick me around. i think it is the good servants thing. they assume the master would like them to continue kicking me around and so when someone told them jazzed up stories about me they accepted their roles. it is like turning lights off and on by clapping hands, very cheap tricks from basic electrotechnics 101. but those that do not understand how cheap they are are thinking it is the next big thing.

HE IS UNDER CONTROL

2011-08-02T12:48:00.039Z

if there was anything i was good at, it was uniting united states and serbia around one thing - me. evil people have not got consicence. how bad would i feel if i was in the place of these serbs and some americans that are provoking me on daily basis. they had been calling me king or the king (???) even before i returned. serbs keep looking at me like i am some kind of world wonder. perhaps i am the inspiration for outcome of some awesome and great energy bringing the spirit of the world into their minds.

thanks be to sweet Mary and i praise Lord Jesus - serbs have extracted me from their national caucus - Amen to that. on the other hand, some americans wanted to make a real life remake of trading places jazzying it up on the go without any reasonable script. they got bored now handing a hot potato over to serbians poised to make the mess of my life completely for their idea of fun is to chase me with lasers and pop my eyes out! which practically means i must avoid places where they sell cheap lasers like kalenic market and flea markets [next to Public Transportation and my neighborhood (power military grade lasers)] where gypsies /and those that give them information or the equipment/ and those that cannot grasp the difference between good and bad, right and wrong huddle up.

in america one man has to be dirty rich to have the privilege of living with a nice attractive woman. for many years spent there i did not see the girl of my dreams except what used to be my former wife. in serbia 80-85% men have that privilege - even those that are not making any money, haven't got any looks or mind. that's the privilege of living in serbia although it does not mean anything to me. i can only thank america for bastardizing my life and ruining my family showing to me the life has to be the rolling adventure and that there is another place that can fully replace new york city in the process. that's belgrade, it is seven times more deadlier /enticing?/ than any city in america and it an't boring like philadelphia. still, i am awaiting for some real-time action - can't provoke mafia to get it on me as yet. mr. djokovic has brought the peace and stability to this city and nothing's really going on. i need some action or i'll die. belgrade - that's where i must dress like a bum if i do not want to be the object of serbian evil eyes. when they see me dressed to kill they cannot take it and these dipsticks spit loads of shit at me, which is occasionally worst than what used to be on sex pistols and sham69 gigs i saw on telly. not the kind of adventure i was looking for. and it is contagious, i must be a walking aids monument by now - who never had had /had had/ /becky pls save me or i'll die here/ any sex by the way. but the serbs - they are breeding by sex. initially i came clean to serbia but then the damned united states opened the can of worms on me and as of that time on i cannot escape the serbian ignorance, evil looks, and jealousy, either way it is an awesome adventure dude - you never know whose gonna run into you and start a fight. you may die any time. in that sense, i am posing and they are the real deal, still if they beat me i hope GOd will punish america for putting me into this lockdown situation which makes me pry to publicize this nut philosophy and see if there is gonna be some action soon. bottom line is i canoot find a girl and even if by some miracle i do i still cannot walk with her ignored / not the kind of serb ignorance i was looking for - they want to be the season in everything and i do not intend to be the center of fucking attention or i will break some nose, kick some ass. pussies. as i was looking towards one attractive serb waiting for the tram, "he is under control" said the ticket controller nodding her head at me while the crew of her buddies laughed it away at the tramway stop. this comment affirmed to me that i am being pushed to the brinks of society where different ends barely meet. consequentially, even those pisspoor layers of soc: the gypsies, the drunks, the hooligans, the ticket controllers are raising their hairy legs to kick me around, to have a piece of me. "to be avoided." that's on mind of many serbs. "the man to beat" that's on the minds of all other serb men as i walk down these streets scared for my well being. i feel what a herd of buffaloes feels while crossing over lion's territory. i am that herd of buffaloes. despite that fact, there are several ways i can get together with a nice, attractive serbian girl (80-85%) or not attractive but available (10-15%):

1. in my dreams;

2. if i save her life, or

3. win a lottery and be with someone that wants to be with my money.

like my neighbor said, that thing an't going to happen and i trust her. even if it would happen i would attract more serbian evil eyes, jealousy and ignorance and it would have been impossible to maintain such a relationship let alone walk down these streets. then i would re-need an american help to undermine my relationship again, to make days for these serbian bums

anti-serb [ scared to death. ]

2011-07-29T17:00:00.020Z

government is taking charge with me. they are sending troikas - groups of three crazy looking plainclothed maniacs to harass me in public transportation. usually them three gangsters (aka agents) gather around me on all three sides and start pushing people around and on me. they have well played-in combinations for any occasion as people get aggravated just on me somehow. when i am exiting bus and there are twenty serbs lined up behind me it makes me want to scream if you kick me from behind i will kill you as i am looking down and behind at their killer looking tapered shoes. some serbs wear this kind of lethal shoes they can kill with, not a smooth and wholesome nike sneakers like me. esp. those radical serbs do not wear american joints. well today they got me so scared and aggravated i had to take a shit at municipal building of vracar municipality /while the guards came to investigate what i was doing in the toilet/. i was either scared or nervous to be struck with looseness. luckily i did not have to clean anything not shitting all over the toilet like the last time when it was the combination of a deliberate incitation /to anger/ and a hot bourek meal that topped the notch for the all-firing jetstream. i was so disturbed, could not aim right which also means i will join the seals in another life. only in serbia they provide these extra crazy names to streets and buildings. vracar literally means the sorcerer. another street in belgrade is named after dragon of the night and so bloody on. in philadelphia it was so boring, i street, k street, l street ... taking shit on broad avenue, bluck. while in belgrade, it is the municipal building. that's where i usually take a shit after being bombarded by these serbs from all sides with heavy artillery. they are most happy and beatific if they squeeze a nice and long one out while standing a feet away from me - the slandered one. fart puts smiles on their faces. on the other hand, lavatory gives me the time to regroup and consider what's next. then i go to take a quick chow and am back again to another serb-borne situation.

I NEED A WAR COMING, I WANNA BE A STAR GENERAL

2011-07-29T16:32:00.004Z

come on! i need change. serbian girls like unintelligent tall guys with crazy looks, i an't got a slightest chance.just like in usa i had not had a chance to speak to an american woman - cos the word was spy, spy, spy, spy!!! implied schizophrenia, while the crazies in phialdelphia used a bull horn to let everyone know where i was coming from. it's a real bullshit everywhere i go. i try to project myself being unintelligent stupid fuck to get lucky in serbia.i do not know how to do that. should had taken evening classes at tribeca to have de niro teach me. or i just need another war. when i see who gets whom here i tend to cry, and i have cried a mountain when noone was looking. Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.

I AM MISSING MY RIB

2011-07-28T15:07:00.009Z

oh becky i keep dreamin of you! charmelam! if i just had the support of the serbian government. / man, this guy is crazy!!!!/ what life has to offer, they make a vital scandal here in belgrade, and she comes around to do her job, instead of let's say - arquett? damion?, cannot think of her rrright name right now. not. ray, ray, ray, ray, ray, sunshine!!! sweetie pie!!! earthquake!!! babycakes!!! man oh man - boeing!!!! i am missing my RIB!!! and namely am serious!!! come save yAr robot with missin rib && drained baterries!!! bear witness - tell it to me - it an't my imagination!!! bear witness - in love /from the moment i saw u/ but not endorsed on the serbian part by not having that kind of friendly mechanics available hither. otherwise, i know dress code of state's tv anchors targets my situation. in that regard, wife of serbia's foreign minister (major tv anchor) went south with her decor after i had posted the blog entry below. well, it immy parallels to the guy a harvard post grad who shows poor verbal skills articulating english by talkin into his chin. okay, mr. power line man, my blog got in your way, but you better start avoiding mr. djokovic's lodge cos his my favorite man on the tour.

underrated troublemakers

2011-07-25T18:01:00.084Z

there are people who self-sentenced themselves to unmistakably and always pass between the opportunities.

now that the story about me has dawned on the pages of one obscure vojvodina's magazine a multitude is approaching me ... thinking ... this guy is lying b'out the trouble he is in ... see, he is passing us by, we cool, nothing happened, it is baloney ... my hearing is good, i hear their silent comments, but, they do not see me when i quickly turn right and find myself in the bookies and other places they do not go to where in a matter of seconds my "normal" life shuts down and it starts spinning in the unknown, uncontrolled direction.
it is what i am talking about. today as i wanted to spend 0.75 cents on my daily sport tips i ran into two young gangsters, serbian hoodlums nothing else, one had a montenegrin accent, who were "proposing" love to my favorite - sweetest teller ever. she is the cutest among the tellers. i stopped to listen what would she say and was amazed that she answered to all of their stupidity. i thought - i was coming there for months and the simple key to her heart was to be rude. babe, i know you want to. just like that. out of blue and be persistent for minutes on end. could not quite imagine that. if i was a girl i would immediately dare vomit at the very sight of these two punks but i decided not to test my luck and made an exit quickly. i am not a movie de niro, i am a real life de niro - a pussy. damn. i've just discovered, it seems as if some girls like to be raped when i get down to the bottom of human courting. i cannot be nothing but nice and it must be my deal breaker with girls, the serbian girls just despise me. unfortunately, even in usa my luck was to come across love soliciting gays. as soon as they would see me greeks and philadelphian gays were after me salivating their mouth for my hips and greco-roman-jewish-arabian-irish-scotch-hindu nose (which was fight broken and looks so and i complexed it ever since). i must be a real gay magnet. this unconfirmed fact made me hate philadelphia but it also helped me out of the united states. bruce the boss made song philadelphia about gays - philaldephia must be the gay capital of the world. there are a lot of gay guys there - especially jews - and gays do not like anyone - they are all natural born killers like the guy who killed versace, they ruled an out for me (see earlier). perhaps in order to maintain my family i should have kissed ass and sucked dick of those that were kissing asses and sucking dicks of those that ruled for me.
well, vozdovac where i live was the base for the vozdovac gang and these two young hoodlums were not even born when goran vukovic monkey was around. but these two were behaving like they owned a freaking place, i could have not got to the teller's boot because they were right there on it, jumping around and moving in jerks. i thought, if need be, i could fight my way through, i could punch one in the face and take another one down, pacman style, as i am sure they wanted to get me involved in trouble as of the minute i got in. one of them was sizing me up and when i went toward the exit it was proven to me they obviously knew me as he was leaning to snoop where i was and what i was doing and his sight was right there onto me until i got out. i felt weird. well what, he drives a space machine, he's got money - if i was for sale to buy me many times over - and in serbia he has got every right to scorn and disrespect me, right?! i could not just stand there and take their bragadochio and their scorning looks, i decided to bail myself out from those pits of hell. even if they had guns, i was not afraid of no guns. what's this bozo's point?! what's my point? i am not sure. i wonder if there is any girl anywhere in the world that would be brave nuff to come live with me. maybe that's point. not a number one as becky a. or blonde candy (sporty, jiffy and lubricated), mind you, but any decent young bird, even the american is okay if she works for no cia or the government. if i'd lucked out with no.1 i'd give her on paper i want nothing of hers so she'd know - it an't for the dough, but just for that fact that i would not feel hard doing anything as long as she is around. /surprise, surprise/ apropos, i ve seen a number of american girls in belgrade during this summer. they all knew who i was [k], but they were all ignoring me, neither one wanted to say hi, so i guess there went the opportunities. (opportunities for what, i am glad i am learning about becoming stupid; one day i will be the man) jeez, i am quite undecided; i just know i feel bad for my time is running out and girls go for those who drive fast cars with tinted windows and flash money. without a car, i simply walk and by walking i get into more troubles for trouble awaits in the means of public transportation. all disturbed, hating, maverick serbs are there. i am screwed from all sides. i know these two bought their car that will get them my favorite one by either selling drugs or robbing some object. there cannot be any other way. i know they will destroy her and make her regret remembering what destiny had in offer. but then again if i do not write this, she would not know what was offered in the first place at any rate down the line. well, i blame united states for everything. they (cia) are the ones that got onto my immi case for like i said i was born suspicious and a trouble magnet besides being a gay magnet. united states and their serbian associates tried to link me with mafia. they were testing me and the story got broke for many of these agents and snitches (church habitat) are winos. wrong story emerged nevertheless. usa got me into the trouble. i mean i was innocent of anything and quaking with 22 yoa for uncertain future imagining 50 bullets in brain and body. i knew it was coming one day, they set me for the course. nope. i am not and was not mafia member but i am an adventurer. i am not robbing banks but i like going places where one can meet trouble and an occasional rose. trouble forms itself of others who spend their ill gotten gains. i just do not go to businesses where they (who are they?) and their buddies (the waiters) can poison me. in that respect, just a superficial screening of guests gives me positive or negative vibrations - about whether it's okay to stay there or not. it's too bad the number of places where i can relax is very limited. by looks, regular people regard me as one of their own, and they cannot imagine anything bad happening to me, but they do not go to bookies and suspicious places, et cetera. when cia linked me to serbian mafia, when it all started, i tried helping myself by electro shocking self on a daily basis with 9 - 12 volts, i was biting and chewing on these silly ends knowing americans do not care for endangering anyone's life... for them i was only another serbian maggot from russia. then i found art. i was trying to help myself but it did not work, i was getting into the real nightmare that still lasts, not 24 hours a day as it used to be, but once in a while when i run into the serbs - maniacs that can get girls./ in addition, 10 montenegrin albanians gang raped american girl in yugoslavia's tito time basing their defence on one fact - she was asking for it - she wore a mini. in order to maintain political relations, the well known case was thrown under the carpet (in other words it was not on cnn when there was no cnn). this montenegrin guy - not albanian, but perhaps a kosovar serb - and the other guy, from today, i despise them. montenegrins, albanians, italians, greeks, levi strausses, assanges, these types they will be on the top of your girl the minute you turn your back (and the pricks know how it works - the bad-mannered, primitive way) just like the turks in istanbul, or egyptians in tripoli (naturally not all, most of those that can get it up) , they want to fuck everyone as soon as the chance appears. i mean i was living in the friend's house with him and his wife for months and never used an opportunity to try advancing situation to a physical sin. finally, another levi strauss jealous of my young wife stated : you know what, he was soliciting (naturally, fbi provided this false and crooked information, who else, these morons were either hallucinating on bad, seized and unburned opiates or they did it on purpose since i was the "serbian" - I WAS THE VICTIM OF AMERICAN GENERALIZATION SO WHY CANNOT I GENERALIZE, OF COURSE IT IS NOT POLITE BUT I WILL, I AM POWERLESS TO ENDANGER ANY LIVES AND MINE WAS RUINED PLUS I AN'T A BETTER MAN) and i am kicking him from the united states. I WAS NEVER SOLICITING YOU BAD JEWISH PRICK, ASK DEJAN KOVACEVIC AND HIS JACK AND JILL ICE CREAM SELLING GIRLFRIEND FROM TEL AVIV AND OR WHOMEVER MISIDENTIFIED THEMSELVES AS BEING ME. ASK THOSE WHO PAID WHORE FOR CELEBRATING NENO'S (I ONLY HEARD OF THIS BOSNIAN GUY) BIRTHDAY AND PERHAPS IDENTIFIED THEMSELVES AS BEING ME WHEN THEY MADE THAT CALL. YOU UGLY PRICK. NOW IT IS TOO LATE. YOU RUINED MY FAMILY. it is simply unbeliavable what is happening to me, i am not a monk, i am not stupid like all these stupid that get what i don't - the girls. hey (as to a horse) i want to be stupid too. ninety degrees. being a smart ass i used to date an american greek transexual without even noticing it - i have not had a clue - until my serbian friends, aforementioned dejan, turned my attention. the only time i got lucky, jewish stupid ass judge - honeyman - shows up, whilst the other guy who would have had more understanding was alas transfered to california, and then this fucking guy, this heinie-shit, farts and ruins my life. that's it, he just farted and it was my ass. he slushed my future showing no remorse as if i was not an all american dog. i had asked earlier what was my point - i do not know what my problem is, let alone the point. comes to think of it, perhaps it was the magic that cia casted upon me. i get the picture of a lion chasing for the kill, and the prey stops, the lion stops, the prey comes forth to the lion and he just does not know what to do with his hands. america has killed the lion in me, it killed my instincts. they poured something into the prison water, in the drinks. if someone smoking red hot serves herself on the table, i would not know what to do. even though i wasn't ever really a lion, it is cool to dream about being one and it happening soon, altho safest is the shortest way around. but they gave me the life of slow death, prison that stretches a bit into the open city, a bit of space surrounded by urban monkeys, they washed the dirt off their hands and that is about it and if it was not just enough i am splitting with my confidence, there are numerous those aggressive as well as downright dangerous in their aggression that are just told they are supposed to harrass me any way possible, or at least they do so, not understanding anything about me or my situation as it happened today on kalenic market when the gypsy guy hit me in the back and continued goose walking showing off muscles and everything. it was very nasty. then i realized man, this has gone out of hand, completely. they are not only trying to jump on the wagon and pick on me to have their photos appear on my blog, these guys have no clue what are they doing other than for the primitive territorial instincts and me being in their bullsights, imagine black rhinos in africa, or damaged crazy bulls in spanish corida rings. true, spaniards do not call me the matador as yet. now i know shortest dogma is the human destiny.

milos, milos, come out to play a game

2011-07-22T00:05:00.034Z

this fresh scar on the root of my nose is the laser burn. my eyes also hurt (burn) like hell. today, somewhere, somehow someone has got me with the laser beam. fuck you united states, your freedom and liberties likewise.

Imagine if Robert P. Hanssen was released from jail. There won't be a place in America where he would have been bothered in public. I cannot imagine that; for everything is spread out, there is not any concentration of people at one place, not even in NYC, esp. not of those that would be ready to instigate trouble like the soccer hooligans or young post-soc hoodlums. Most people there would not even know who this guy was and they would not follow him around ready to attack at any minute. On the contrary, Serbs want my death and I an't no Serbian R. P. Hannsen. what america has done to me reminds me of the plot in Walter Hill's movie Warriors... In order to come from one part of Belgrade to another I need to pass through several enemy territories and I have not met many people that wish me well around here as a number of especially young hooligans (esp. in groups) is eager to attack me. that's the most obvious thing, but what are they doing that i cannot see is probably the scariest part. in the end those who truly killed the 'great' leader are calling out milos, milos, come out to play a game. everything is surreally real, even the man-made noise which they make by rattling their keys instead of rattling empty bottles of milk. the only difference is: instead of happening only once like in the movie, to me it is happening every day. I think it is the lowliest dirty game USA has ever played on someone as they must be all smiles right now of how well they were able to set these cavemen onto someone like me who did not deserve to undergo such a horrible terror in the first place. I would like to know one reason behind why all these hordes of Serbian maniacs are after me, young and old, what are they trying to achieve, why would they like to get me, why are they pointing lasers at me, why would they like to swish my ass when I do not know any single one of them and how come they all know me. I know there are many more people, if not all, who really deserve the public scrutiny and lynching. Why was I the only one at this rolecall whereby I ended up as the only one that cannot walk freely in this city but have to have a bunch of loonies following me around, freaking out when they see me and doing things that are suitable for some terror-concentration camp rather than to the civilized city like Belgrade. I am not even talking about consequences and that is the development of personal hatred and animosity toward me in each one Serbian being. For these self made "vigilantes" I am the easiest target as they are born cowards like Jack Ruby, and they think they can get me on their own either to become heroes in the eyes of the nation, or just because they are mean and stupid and evil, or as the consequence of some larger public or private conspiracy, I do not know. I just know I am innocent of something they hate me for. I can prove that. I also know that my life has been in apparent danger for almost nine years from the moment the United States introduced me here.

Concerning Goran Hadzic, war fugitive wanted by USA and covered by Serbian network of confederates, this guy was able to remarry in hiding and even father a child. Just read the post below to see what is going on with me, the one who is not hiding while apparently "living large" in Serbia. Large - my ass. My life has been a million times less interesting and procreastic than the life of the man, Hadzic, in hiding, the one United States was after for seven years. Fuck you, United States for subjecting me to the lights of unwelcome publicity and for setting the new standards for conspiracy so monstruous Stalin would have been proud of.
Note: One small clue how the system and people are turned against me in this country - if someone would want to investigate - are the doings of www.limundo.com internet auction site (aka serbian eBay). Even though I have all positive feedback there /no negative, or neutral/ they have exercised their discretionary right to close my auction account for good and are not allowing me to open another one under different user name all under entirely nebulous explanations. It was the source of the very limited amount of funds I was able to make there. This to me is pure and conditionalized (by political and military factors) discrimination which also influences further attacks on me across the country. While in other words Goran Hadzic is the perfect example of someone who in hiding was enjoying all the benefits of a perfectly normal life and more, my living represents all things he was supposed to undergo in hiding. Nothing allowed.

Let's be honest, Serbian government recently dug out the dog bones and attributed them to Draza Mihajlovic, WWII guerilla, who was fighting Germans as well as the communists. What a joke. What is really going on, Serbia is governed by those that stem their power directly from the communist post WWII movement. In this country the president is the poser and one has to ask Jovo Kapicic, Joska Broz, Milutin Mrkonjic and other Milosevic;s men for what goes. While in America I was confronted by anticommunists accusing me of being Slobodan Milosevic's spy (they dreamed up a funny dream) and they through their connections benefited to what happened to me there. This is happening wherever I go, I make enemies - unwillingly. I can smell the rat as far as "the Serbian eBay" - limundo.com is concerned in the socialist and communist camp (now well camouflaged with different westernized names) whose influence is the greatest around here even though it is July 22nd 2011. Even if by some miracle - because there are only two centers of power around here - my living quality in Serbia is being limited by democratic forces the shame for this country would be even bigger then, and the consequences are well known.

Some of my alleged sins with limundo that were the basis for banishing my presence at that site were- selling tobacco (instead i was selling empty pouches of pipe tobacco)- posting a funny auction which was posting a postcard with an image of lion holding a mirror with reflection of a cat- posting a link to wikipedia several times for several penalties- malusing limundo system for posting key words in the auction/ key words not allowed- posting an official document (instead i was selling police id card of a deceased person who happens to be an ex-Yugoslav chess champion) and so on...stupidity never ends while even now there is a unbanished limundo user with user name gestapo and noone at limundo has been bothered with that. Limundo, look no further, the first stop if your start looking about the equal opportunity in Serbia. key words: political revengefullness, serbia, totalitarian regimes and atavism ...

In 1999, TIME wrote BRINGING SERBS TO HELL: for as long as i can remember i was always in the crossfire of those wanting to bring serbs to hell and those accusing me of being a traitor and UNpatriot ... perhaps, my problems originate even in elementary school and those that know me can witness that i was always a single target of all bullies (out of 38 kids in the elementary class).

the worm...jew in palestine scandal

2011-07-19T22:25:00.048Z

July 20th 2011: Neo nazies in Hungary release WWII nazi criminal responsible for slaughtering people in Novi Sad, Serbia. Jewish nazies and Italian fascists in USA have destroyed my family. I feel like a Jew in Palestine, land is mine in the holy books, but I am surrounded by enemies. How could I feel safe anymore? I am roaming throughout my neighborhood examining hatred in the eyes of those that were led to hear something about me...They are asking themselves a great question, how does this man survive, only to conclude: "it has to be something under the table, some cheat is underway..." their thought process is such for their mind is crooked, they would have sold their mothers for 50 bucks. If America wanted to get rid of me, American Embassy in Belgrade should just reanonunce the $50.00 headhunt reward. There would be many of those Serbs getting into the American ass and rubbing their palms, earning fifty bucks along the way. A big time reward. People in the world have no clue how Serbs hate me and when they see my new Crocs they are boiling with hatred I was able to buy a pair. There are two sorts: one that has got much better living than me, and those that "are so poor the snake cannot bite them". True for both types is that their social life is much better than mine as well as sexual life. They are allowed to socialize and live - because that's all there is to it - friendship - either you got friends in Serbia or the life is a prison. I cannot get laid on the top of the fact that I am not allowed to set up a new family. Okay , ol'e Mom , America [through its proxies] was very enthusiastic about not allowing me to set up the new family, but at the same time they scared the shit out of all the girls that could have been with me. When these girls see me, they turn their heads away as from the something unacceptible, and they shit their pants shaking and shivering from the possibility that I may ask them something or anything. they see no security with me, they will feel safer with even the most retarded, resentful, boondock cheap serb. a key to their success may be that serbs like to lie, i am this or that, and after that is too late, i guess for the girls. i have no chances. comes to think of it, even if i had money and cars like jay leno, i doubt the things would have been any different for me. from my point they all look high maintenance although they are going out with some unbelievable jerks to my entire dismay. and i an't picky, i would have sailed off with the first half-decent one. i can only sob: ...america, america, whut did you do to me... serbian girls feel they would be burned like they know i was / i am and it is all american fault. this country is deliberately on the top and behind all of it. no girl, not albanian nor bushmanese, would trade their freedom for getting burned in the eyes of its nation. i always wondered how did the accused killers ira einhorn or charles manson got girls?! i do not even know what my crimes are but to me it is the mission impossible! serbs look at me as if i was a worm. i did not want to fight for milosevic's family, america, and all those that made profit in the war that are now ruling the country from behind the curtains. i've never seen such luxurous living anywhere on the planet. like they all are dealing drugs. let's see, cars, breezing of the refreshing aire of freedom around these beautiful bodies...i am just noticing... (at the end of the day, money talks and america and those it was fighting have put up to destroy me; what else is happening to me) on the other side of the medal, those serbs that do not have money parade themselves in front of me looking down at me like 19th century peacocks as if i was some cheap swindle and they look to me as if they would kill for five dollars. these are the serbs. always wanting to be on the top - following the great leader - whoever that may be. 99.99% of Serbian girls do not care about the intelligence of my type. i do believe i am more intelligent than all these serbian macho sheeyat which i can still beat in the street fight anytime even though i am 0% machismo and done up by the dirty acts of the united states. these toads have nothing on me but the serbian girls go for them. both are loaded with love and sex, for them there is nothing but the love and sex, just a little money. i can only dream like i had used to, before america has done me up; in all honesty, i feel like, as if i was a top jewish american surgeon send to serbia to be back engineered by this cavemen. nothing but. this injustice is killing me. i would slay all those americans that played this untruly low game with me. there is no damage control here; no compromise plan. if americans were to ask themselves something they never will, why do we care about it, i would've replied because you broke it, motherfuckers, to the point of repair impossible. tick, tick, tick, tick... i was sent here to die. psychologically, more than anything. this is the modern day slavery of the worst type and i am the slave of the nbc renee chenault's husband chaka fattah and all those that played this dirty game with me dying a slow death here in serbia. the only thing they are not affectin' now is my ability to serve Lord.

i think i have been off of the track for two long and i may be screaming: as if they are forcing me to write this, i am not no monk and i am not down to an animal fuck not just yet nor ever, i am the human being and my needs are natural, and as if they are forcing me into writing this in or after some unsuccessful experiment they initiated (usa to be precise)... in mycase, you can catch them with dirty hands any minute, because i am living their wrongdoing... i just cannot start up my family, cannot even reach the step one in the process, and when i see all those that do, i get sick in my stomach asking what did i do to them to earn all this; so my goal is to react no matter what, not only because all of my human rights were stepped over but i know full well my life has well ended even though it will never truly begin.

for all those trying to portray me as paranoid in re what i wrote earlier / they are sniping me in the neighborhood

2011-07-19T22:21:00.003Z

the feud .

2011-07-17T07:08:00.012Z

it's not that I was lacking adrenaline to wish packs of serbs and americans chasing after me, but I let the interview be published since i could not put up with their terror and consequences of it anymore. then, after the magazine came out i had mixed feelings whether it was the right thing to do. finally, i am not sorry at all, i do not think any serbs have read what i discussed but they intensified their terror and disrespect of me for obviously someone told them to. they were also letting their emotions and feelings flow, they cannot be pressed into it. but do they ever ask themselves whether what they are doing is the right thing to do against anybody?!
who advised them; who else but their leaders; i would say someone from the national security had read it, and that's whence the problems originated even before. don't hear, don't see, don't tell does not work for me, cos the terror is pretty blatant and direct. it starts from those intentionally smiling and spitting at me, even the foreigners do it around here. there was an arab guy who spat at least 10 times while coming at me, but when i spat back at him, he apologized. i should have taken him into a citizen's custody and examine what it all was about.
serbian leaders were all commies, i called them marcons; perhaps not as the freemasons /cannot allude and generalize not because the freemasons will poison and kill me - perhaps they will [i was never the one nor shall i be; i like my ignorance like i like my God-given independence] but for the two persons i know - from that group - are quite okay guys - just because of them/that - even though there is a number that an't okay with me; even then, the goodness of the two dogooders prevails with me more than the wrongness of all others; my decency benchmarks are quite different than with many other people incl. of the freemasons/; in the text as if they were coming from the planet similar to mars. they are not officially commies now, but old habits are there... there are marcons everywhere - in serbia and america, they lead and i am somewhere in their way, still.

poisoning

2011-07-11T05:38:00.044Z

couldnt speak to my child (that i have not seen for 9 years) this week cos what i think happened someone has broken in into their home and poisoned their food after what i had written here. rushed into hospital and found a virus but the symptoms to me are just poisoning. there are 450 million americans and if only four do not like what i wrote here it is possible, but the problem is - my ex wife and child - they are unsuspecting living their lives as nothing happened to us (and they should) and the break up of my family remains with me as only my problem. they should not be the victims of unwilling association with me. there's noone in serbia who can vouch for me, not even hm the princess elizabeth of serbia (a former princess of yougoslavia); by no means she would be objective. it is the c.y.o.a. policy, well known throughout the us military. but in america you have power clans, nations, associations, individuals, and relatives of those that may feel (and they do) offended by my writings. italians, jews, italian mafia, gary barbera, ed rendell (philadelphia's jewish major), john street (another african american phialdephia's jewish major), charles m honeyman and members from his powerful synanogue [ready to do anything], and finally the entire davis cup team, so i believe this is what happened. i feel as the legit target and i have no intention of returning to united states so i do not care about what i will say and when dealing with america fairness is out of the equation [postulating ameirca an't fair]. i do not think my writings here will change anything and/or prevent anything from happening - it can only give ideas to sick people - but still my only hope is that God will initiate some order as he always does and anihiliate ONLY those that did it with some extras they deserve. i am not thinking here of those i mentioned if they are at all innocent

any kind of association with me is 40000 - 1000000 times more dangerous than any danger experienced by those in witness protection programs because mafia is the only factor after them. i would trade places with mafia targets anytime. i've got so many factors after me i've even never heard of, myself. they all have the agenda. that's why i do not have so many friends around me cos those that do show around are either without fear [almost heroes], [and/or] protected, very stupid or doubledealing - i am not counting the latter in. unfortunately i cannot say if they all excepting the latter join forces john will feel a little better for i will never feel any better following all this. some good people are passing by and by and i cannot touch them, i do not have that power to come up and say hey, listen, i like you, so and so, would you like to be my friend. getting to know someone has become so uncoventional and inconvenient to the point of entire social inocrrectness for i do not have a company of friends anymore whereby i could meet other friends that would come into my life. even those that would have been trusted would not vouch into my favor like the princess. nothing will give me my confidence back, the confidence i need. well. no friends no love. just the poisons america and et cetera.

to that, i would best describe my living comparing it to a prison in the open, where i can walk free surrounded with two hundred thousand correctional officers, now, just imagine which woman would like to be with such a man living in the cage in the open where everyone is allowed to police me /and usually those that feed the situation are the worst of the sort/. it is beyond comprehension. i cannot dream of such a land like america where i would regain my freedom and confidence again. this non-existing wonderland truly does not exist. that said, america would be the real hell for me in comparison to serbia where i just have to put up with 200000 correctional officers on daily basis. BUT no normal life in sight. if i did create this situation as they would like to imply to me, i had to be a genius.

and what about Rachel - my sincere and deep condolences to Corrie family - why did she have to go there instead of coming to me and trying to save me from my desperate stance while standing tall in front of thousands of serbian and american heads. she was the american i would not had had to be afraid of. we would go to cevapcici and just by being near she would have nthed the effect of what she was trying to achieve, kill the fear and stand up for someone in trouble - plus this little rebel would have been alive and well. this happens numerous times, when it is too late i see my mistakes but i also see mistakes of others as they are mislead or misdirected and then i feel sorry for them for they would have saved me and i would have saved them. i cannot do anything, cannot open my own mouth to scream out the steam off loud, let alone act and lead << cit. John 15:22 >>

TELLING IT LIKE IT IS . /take it easy mike money, nobody needs and wants you, but you will come again one day. upsawh./

2011-07-06T22:14:00.055Z

upsawh. the fact: i don't get by in serbia

the fact #2: there are two groups of peeple that interact with me/following or passing by around on daily basis:

mainly, the grounds for these events are the means of public transportation where there is always a chance for eye to an eye contact, for a touch and more, namely, they are

i. those that are provoking me, and

ii. the onlookers,

iii. i don't have supporters in serbian public transportation. it really sucks to be a friend of mine in serbia.

[they are pushing me around, they are all mooching on my sadness /../]
iv. there are millions of cafes and restaurants in this city but there an't one place where i can sit down and relax knowing there won't be any hooligans/anarchists-turned-waiters or anyone capable of messing up my drinks etc. which also means i an't having too many friends around here that would know some half decent places where one can sit down and relax not thinking about how will he or she die soon thereafter. i am going to have a seat only if it [the event] is important enough and have a glass of water just like today when i had a seat in "love" on the boulevard, had water, but got herpes and strange feeling in the system, heavy kidney dullsome tightness and light frontal abdominal dullsome pains. i an't LITTLE untrusty, there were no flower pots around, i couldn't spill it, had to drink it. i felt hot even though i sort of chosen the place for it looks but when entered waiter started making loud noises and it was too late to back up so i had water in perhaps a dirty glass at least. [God gave me that.] even in macdonald's i cannot be sure my food won't be tampered with. like today i took zorba sandwich at banovo brdo mac and after a few bites into it i found some yellowish silly looking stuff which was supposed to be chicken dressing on beef. it is not yakety-yuck, i wonder more was it something else on purpose as i waited some minutes for a guy to deliver. thus not even in macdonalds i like men food handlers. i like girls better cos they seem like more aptable to this society (and worried about their jobs) which does not have working laws that protect consumers. i mean i was forced to write dirt on serbia, i was picked and chosen. like through the exhaust valve, on this blog i was only mirroring feedbacks experienced throughout my serbian whereabouts. who knows who and why may take it personally and come up to me with intent to hurt me, i would not mind frontal approach but i am sort of worried about the unsuspected attack from behind (thinking about sarajevo assassination) and usually serbs attack in groups, straight up, when i see one serb approaching me i am not afraid and worried a lot even if the attack is without a warning though. most of the time, i am expecting they will kick me and if it is an older, disturbed guy i am worried how would i come clean after defending myself and breaking his jaw for example. older guys can still deliver a blow, but what can i do after that, take it and be cool with it, or strike back and break him off. i wonder with these looks on the guys when will it happen not will it happen. on several occasions serbian mafia (driving in packs in AUDIs and Cayenne jeeps) or serbian mafia dressed like guys (walking around skadarlija and elsewhere), individually or in packs, were pointing finger pistols at me, spitting, talking targeted shit, agitating with manmade noises and provoking in other unforeseeable ways. i try to stay away from trouble and avoid the conflict but it is getting harder and harder esp. with the younger population looking for a trouble which don't have any restraints and they are acting up on hate, not that i am not likeable but it's the hate buzz running around about me. i am also saying there are no laws in serbia that will prevent someone from tampering drinks or attacking someone. shit happens even in united states, i read some black waiters spat into the white cop's drinks in pittsburgh i remember. thus - even in united states. i know their laws an't solid in application, but at least they exist and someone may act upon them and do something, but after what had happened to me there, with my family i come to think perhaps it is better to have no laws than putting smokes up people's ass. it all started when america gave the green light and said the hunt was on. indeed, money rules here and there. if you got money you smile for you can make the justice works, otherwise, you are a dead meat, collateral, fluff, a walking zombie waiting for departure, whatever. jealousy?>: they wanna put me down crowning me with epithets, now i am the king: get off of me psychos, or respect, if nothing else. i am not flying high i am down to earth, smooching and lying down as low as i can. when i came to cottman ave recruiting center to become a texas ranger i wanted to raise money for my education and promote my adventurous spirit not betray serbia as is the point with those stirring up the unsuspecting serbian folk with baseless claims or worse ...traitor, traitor... trying now too hard to find a way preventing you from kicking me around ugly

"Complaint is valid only if presented along with the receipt."

PRVI

2011-07-01T15:20:00.006Z

veSna /Where's my money at/ DONOSI SRECU .

i saw her today. (and went into the mother's cunt)

2011-06-26T17:40:00.010Z

26th of june, belgrade, around 3 o'clock PM; bus station near the main city railway station taking busses mainly to banovo brdo. long untied blond hair, several bags. face of an angel, could be. long black tights and one tennis racquet with a worn out blue overgrip sticking out from her bag. reebok sneakers i think. i thought how wonderful it would be to offer her my calling card and have one game with her later. a wonderful prospective friend perspective. and then i looked around and saw at least five enemy looks on the faces of serbian bystanders. my confidence went serbian. as far as i am concerned, the looks and acts here dictate destinies. and so my life goes straight into the mother's cunt as they say in serbia, again and again (that repeats). and, then i saw her again as i was coming down banovo brdo hill several hours later around 18:30 on the same day. she was accompanied by the guy who had red and white supercombi tennis bag. i could not believe how the timing was no coincidence and perfect. i immy thought, come off at the first station and run up the hill. oh well, that's serbia the l,and of the fairies. sorry lord, missing my chances but it an't my fault.

this post is all about drumming up support to see her again /am i straight dummin', hope not.

They wanted to make a precedent example out of myself. And it worked fine with the likes of shitcleaners, mortuary hairdressers, and those in uniforms that are in fact those I had the most trouble with, but with an intellectual crowd it just showed what shit that country really is. I lost confidence in people when the FBI agent or whoever the fuck that was who was arresting me tore up my lawyer's calling card in front of me. That image stuck in my mind. America is the country that brags about all sorts of freedoms and other crap but what happened to me and what is happening to me just shows the kind of crap that country really is about. I used to laugh, I used to communicate to people, make jokes all of the time, instead right now I am on unnecessary defensive and my communicado life is nothing but ruined. the best i can do is blow a kiss to an unknown likeable female standing 50 feet away. someone who runs/ran america needed that.

this also means constant fear. on 30.06 as i was waiting for bbq-ed cevapcici in agropapuk's meat store near kalenic market in belgrade a meat guy took his tongs inside the backroom and possibly lubricate them with some menace. i'd rather think he dipped them into a toilet seat than anything else. what poison it could had been? this all after my serbian friend intentionally left verbal comments about the serbs in the store - he knows i strongly dislike such things in public and does them on purpose to upset me. the meat guy spent some 1/4 kilo of cayenne pepper on his cevapcici which he finally threw into a trashcan and i ate mine to some bile pains. suffice it to say, this is all america's fault. my death and anything prior to it

CROATS, SORRY FOR THE SERBIAN CRIMES

2011-06-24T15:05:00.010Z

day in, day out, year in, year out, some serbian stupid face comes to stand guard behind me, a foot, approximately a foot and a half away and makes some noises, trying to provoke me into violence. just like today did some squareheaded boy, 80 kilos of pure serbian stupidity, twenty some years old as i was packing some groceries in the maxi store (around 16:45) in vojvode stepe str. he quickly ran around registers came up to me, stood just near and started making some noises a foot behind! man, i felt like blowing his fucking serbian head off cos that is what repeats very often to me but then again thought about all of the time spent in prison for nothing for the same fucking reasons earlier. it is obvious that they want something from me. i feel sorry for the croats, they had to put up with the serbs for centuries and no wonder they hate them like crazy. i stem from here but the thing i hate most is provoking someone for no reason and that's what the serbs are doing to me. free provocation is serbian agenda. it is their problem and point and i have no clue what are they trying to achieve with this. sorry croats, albanians and bosnians altogether. i got the same feelings like you guys. serbian leaders are full of shit for they should know about this, and they are probably allowing them or even shooing them into it. i have no idea but to guess what's behind. first thing that comes to my mind is the prime minister djinidjic's murder. it was obivous to me that i was sent as some sort of an american decoy just days ahead of the murder. americans had written me off a long time ago and i know that these provocations started there. at that time i was the legitimate serbian target. serbs are stupid enough to crib american wrongdoings and ignorance cos americans are the biggest racists in the world. so i believe those that are making noises specially for me are linked to the pm's killers. it could be my imaginations as well but it is my best guess. there is an army of those fucking serbs following me around and messing up my life. what i am trying to describe could probably be seen on the security camera of the maxi store and since this piece of shit was recently overtaken by danish or norwegian company (acquisition) the managers should know better than that, they should warn these motherfucking serbian shit that they cannot do what they are doing. i need to have a space to breathe and someone is telling them not to allow me. i would kill all those political serbian leaders that are pushing them onto me. this is not a game or laughing matter anymore, this is a serious thing. my biggest mistake of the lifetime was going to fucking america where the problem started. i'd been million times better off finishing law school as i started and being the lawyer among these motherfucking stupid serbs. back to the topic; i am talking maxi security guys should prevent any potential conflicting situations so i do not have to take pictures with my mobile phone camera of the perpetrators that are following me around and messing up my life. but it is not only maxi, they are everyhwere i go. i hope international judges devastate serbian sport teams with their calls. that is what they deserve, ignorance for the serbian people. i'd like them to assign each devastating rulling in their serbian heads to me. fight menace with menace.
It just shows how powerful CIA is. Applying Divide and Rule policy herewith they made my own nation hate me and me hate my own nation. It is pretty amazing.

Ships Ahoy!!! When Justice Cometh Upon the Earth

2011-06-19T16:13:00.009Z

I kept my mouth shut for eight years in fear that the Italian Mafia will rape my ex wife and what not, in fear of another ITalian revenge, but now that she got married to someone else I do not care anymore, Fuck you Gary Barbera. Come to Serbia you Slimy Italian Bitch.

I am not saying all Serbs are monkeys but surely some are into monkey business when I am concerned. In addition, some cheap bitch Serbian Belgrade city skunks are trying to adhere to me, just this stinky scum would only benefit from undeserved popularity if I'd complain about the flavor when they are around. If shunning works for the Amish, it'd work for me too. There is only one guy more popular than me in this country, and it is Novak Djokovic. I would not be able to hide myself here even if I wore wigs and camo clothes like Ana Ivanovic. I recognize many stars around here as I am roaming around the streets of Belgrade. The stars are all invincible, limed and watered down with nothingness. Pure boredom. I do not want to be a star. However, Novak is on the other side of the spectrum, on the other hand, I am despised. Popular and negative popularity altogether. However, he is the only one I can look up to as well, friends excepted. Noone else. There is not such a person in America. I used to believe that some were better than others, for example, Robert de Niro and Bruce Springsteen. But, after what Americans had done to me, I think all of them are worthless idols, there is not an honest to goodness decent person there one can look up to. It's all a monster joke cos what they did to me was monstrous. When they kicked me out, they did me a fucking favor. What bothers me is that they ruined my love, relationship and family in the process. That cannot be repaired. From all sides of that fucking country I was hated. Philadelphian Mafia sniped me when I said something about Gary Barbera's mother. Gary must had been the boss himself or related by blood. Gary Barbera is Chairman of the Pennsylvania State Board of Vehicle Manufacturers, Dealers and Salespersons. About a year ago, the FBI, Alcohol, Firearms and Tobacco Agency spent some time removing boxes and boxes of files from his Dealership. Nevertheless, I think at the time I was arrested he and his clan buddies (Cosa Nostra, the Italian Family) ruled Philadelphia. Someone from his Barbera dealership stole or lost my hubcaps and instead of returning them to me, his kapo showed no respect so I said what I said. I said something bad about his mother. Jersey Mafia, fucking Italians, is in cahoots with City Administration, Street and Rendell, Black and White Jews, they are like this. They rule. I have no doubts FBI helped them set in motion a campaign on me. It was not a slap in the face as they sold it to Serbs. Inshallah, the most precious boon is when you are attacked and provoked undeservedly. Somehow I feel I will never meetagain those that do. They pass by and army of those that follow comes up next. Such is the way of the Lord. I am not here to judge people, I do know that the great injustice was done unto me. Everything was taken away. There is no way I can have love and days like I used to have again. I'd like to know what happened to those that did it to me. The judge, is he still judging? I wonder what God ruled after Mr. Honeyman and others did not rule in my favor. They forgave even those that were dealing drugs, but they could not forgive me as well as the Hitler Henchmen. What a company on both sides.

master jewish conspiracy - game over

2011-05-19T00:23:00.028Z

Above: Image of my painting titled Religion from 2009.
One schmaltzy copycat; his name is Borko Petrovic, MFA from Belgrade; stole the subject from me in 2010 after I had posted it on Internet, but missed the point altogether. He titled his work Marakana and his trash an’t worth mentioning for any other reason.
for born again serbs (around 80%) Christanity is synonym for another football team. Their former club was called Tito - Communist Party. They follow the global Eastern European pack and do not fall for the spiritual side of it, but for symbolism. It is tasteless speaking the truth here, even dangerous, as I am often verbally summoned to the asylum by the "public opinion leaders" (one [she] I am thinking of was a guest star on Studio B tv channel today) who cannot believe someone is publicly invoking Christ and criticizing the Jews. "Asylum, let's put them in check and where they belong" they are crying out loud, these global poltroons, although I am the best global player around here. Their peers, the masked atheists in power manipulate the Christian flock by turning them almost into hooligans; to pick on and go after me. For example, two cops were making man made noises today in their squad car (Kumodraska str) as I was passing by as if they were loudly typing something at 129 dB. Their stupidity made me laugh. Surely, I'll continue “typing” my way through these smoky piles of scum. Serb Machiavellianism wants to join European Union touching me by its poltroonic arm. In just half an hour I went out to do some hospital chores, I have seen their frenziedness here today (may 25th, Comrade Tito's Birthday) as someone obviously misinterpreted my writings to them. All in all, these Serbian mamboing and jumboing in the case of me is only toning down the well-made point herewith (see below) unless the Serbs were actually in the background of the decision to destroy my family. Go through passages 1 and 2 below. This nonsense really messes up the focus.

I NEVER CHEATED ON MY WIFE. WE WERE FORCEFULLY SEPARATED BY THE ARMED US GOVERNMENT AGENTS IN SEPTEMBER 2002. AS OF THEN I HEARD FROM THE EX ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS OBVIOUSLY BUMSTEERED BY OUR JEWISH SHE-LAWYER THAT I WAS NEVER GOING TO COME BACK AND THAT SHE HAS TO LET ME GO. I NEVER GAVE IT A DEEP THOUGHT, BUT LET MYSELF BE CARRIED DOWNSTREAM BY DEPRESSION. I HEARD NOW MY WIFE REMARRIED SINCE I CHEATED ON HER. THAT IS SIMPLY NOT TRUTH, OUR SEPARATION WAS NOT A CLEAN BREAK. ONCE WE WERE MARRIED I THOUGHT IT WAS FOR LIFE UNTIL THE BASTARDS USED FEDERAL FORCE. THEIR INTENT WAS TO CREATE THE PROBLEM AND THEY DID IT WITH PERFECTION. NOW I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH IT, HOWEVER, NOT WITHOUT THIS STATEMENT WHICH NATURALLY WOULD NOT BE IN EVERYDAY AGENDA OF ANY UNTOUCHED NORMAL HUMAN BEING. IN MY OPINION, THERE WERE NO GROUNDS FOR US TO BE SEPARATED WHICH RUINED OUR FAMILY UNLESS THE JEWS HAD THOUGHT I WAS JESUS. FOR THE nth TIME, IT WAS DONE THROUGH THE POWER OF JEWISH JUDGE WHO MADE THE DECISION, AND POSSIBLY ON THE FALSE INFORMATION HE WAS PROVIDED BY FEDERAL AGENTS WHO WERE CATHOLICS (?) AND YUGOSLAV(SERBIAN, CROATIAN, BOSNIAN, ALBANIAN) SECRET AGENCIES AND THEIR CRONIES ACTING IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. I WOULD HAVE STAYED WITH MY WIFE TO "LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER". NOW I HAVE GRUDGE AGAINST ALL THOSE WHO ARE BY ANY MEANS RELATED TO \THOSE THAT WRECKED MY FUTURE (WHICH IS MY PRESENT AND WAS MY PAST) WHICH I BELIEVE IS NORMAL (TALKING CHESSY NOW). everybody knew and I have found out just now several years later. my ex-wife is happily married and my child has got a new father. all these years (8+) i lived with mixed emotions thinking that my ex-wife is some sort of the holy nun just going to work and not minding other men as she told me numerous times, in fact she was hiding it from me. and i never went on to pursue other relationship or our separation was a deal breaker in the early stages of some tries. alas, we were forcefully separated. i spent over 8 years in the dark. man! my best years (!), i could have done many things in those years. i was simply blocked out. i am sorry i even speak english, this damned language, i am sorry i am writing this stinky shit at this terrible blog like i had chosen my own destiny. but this blog was what kept me from blowing from inside. i dearly loved her. they separated us all of a sudden without explanation and set up the stage for some jerry springer show; i know the guy she married. (jewish revenge it is, i wrote about how i disliked this fuck's shows while i was married - a big mistake) then again, they did other things i would rather not talk about in the prison trying to show me what they had prepared for me and how the mosaic is going to be completed. now it all makes more sense. it is more than a conspiracy. i do not know what it is, and what was the real purpose. i am not jesus christ if the jews thought so and wanted to humiliate me before it was too late. so what now. to revenge is human. since all those that were doing this ultimate injustice to me were either jews or catholics, do i want that all of the jews in the world and roman catholics die. no. do not even wish anything bad happens to the jewish judge charles m. honeyman and those that were in the center of my misfortune - ordering things. not so because i am not human but because i do not want to be brought up or down to their level where such vicious things originate in minds as they happened to me. two weeks ago i stumbled across the website that a jew-turned-christian priest wrote about this people and what they are about and able to. thinking about my situation, which is simply unbeliavable it is not a surprise. they are hellbound masters of fate and vow to those who stand in their way. they are hellbound masters of fate and vow to those who stand in their way.

Finally, I am relieved that J. and C. have finally sealed my fate and theirs; dii irati pedes lanatos habent . Finally something certain and definite after almost nine years of awaiting for a miracle. This concoction was made possible and set up with the help of some "Yugoslav" monsters there; I can count up to 20 names but won't... lento enim gradu ad vindictam sui divina procedit ira, tarditatemque supplicii gravitate compensat

insurmountable obstacles, stinky trails

2011-05-13T17:31:00.001Z

a man was approaching to me from down the street. dorcol, majorily jewish portion of the city of belgrade. i could have seen him grinning for miles. as he was passing by he said: "you won't go back motherfucker. we won't let you go."as the serbian piece of shit continued walking, he started twitching and churning as he probably thought i could jump him from behind.let me be clear here. dead or alive, won't go back to united states. not any time soon nor ever. every freedom, every right, every last piece of human dignity, everything i ever owned was melted down in the pile of kaka there and for nothing. i am more happier with these serbian bad motherfuckers than i would ever be happy in the country that destroyed my life, my dreams. they stacked piles of shit as insurmountable obstacles, stinky trails
so do not mind how will i get there motherfucking serbian monkeys you are doing me a favor