Fucking hatemongers

“A message to the muthafuckas that own the Hatred in Serbia. You bitch-ass, redneck, white-bred, chicken shit muthafuckas: Fuck you, your momma and everything connected to you you racist pieces of shit. Fuck you."

oh brother, i tell ya, many serbs, many not all,
are obsessed with aggression, provoking and doing harm that i am forced to put down these lines...thus i am writing and keep on writing and not asking for breaks since i know i will get none.
i do not feel exactly like living in a prison cell,
but for the simple fact they all got to know me (do not ask me how one gets exposed to public malevolently),
i am expecting the worst to happen from everybody, which a multitude of them has been proving to me day after day (latest two incidents today, may 12th 2014, at mlecno carstvo store, corner of vitanovacka and vojvode stepe blvd, belgrade, serbia, i did not complain right there on the spot against deliberate price scanner misuse which is a terrible experience and burden for eyes if you keep on experiencing the same situation for a number of times throughout many serb stores, as this bitch did intentionally and totally unexpectedly, but i've just paid and exited the store, instead, i am complaining here; and also between 15 and 16 hours, on Srpskih vladara near Slavija sq. goverment looking black SUV; I saw individual - driver inside pointing something bright orange at me as he was passing by with the oncoming traffic); i am fed up with describing attacks. you can read about
the most unusual and unbelievable things preceded in this blog.
i am on constant watch and lookout and it is simply unnerving and exhausting as attacks come from those perfidious cowards when i least expect them to come.
i am sure that serbs as a nation could not come up with something as cruel as this.
they are capable of only performing (on) orders. they are not the masterminds of anything.
they are not judges, they are the executioners who get to think a very little about anything.
after these lines it does not feel a bit better, on the contrary i am not worried
for the future of mankind, living in serbia is the telltale

in the country where almost every CEO is jewish or of the jewish background i knew that something was terribly wrong when out of the blue my immigration lawyer, whose background was russian jewish, accused me of being from a nazi family and background, i may have been suspecting that some powerful entity was feeding this false information to somebody and finally to him, however, at that time it seemed too crazy to investigate what was that all about since there were not any immediate consequences (now i think the source of these rumors, it is all wild guess, could be either serbian secret services or croatian, bosnian muslim and/or albanian refugees for whom i was translating/interpreting and even some government / court officials whose ancestors came to USA as the members of croatian fascist and terrorist organizations following the WWII with inbred hatred for all coming from serbia; as a possible motive, it could be hatred for anyone related to serbia, nevertheless, it became the case of bitten by a snake on one morning, afraid of the rope by the well for ten years as far as i was concerned, i never got the explanation let alone apologies) today the consequences of these rumors are a dime a dozen, my life has been despoiled and detoured onto the road to nowhere. i am ready to take a polygraph test regarding this at anytime. no wonder the things started happening to me….
personally i experience that country as a symbol of persecution and unjustified torture, since i was persecuted without ever knowing why and here i am 12 years down the line still in the state of stupor and disbelief. i am never going back there, not because i am a coward, but because my effort to give everyone a hand and a smile ran out of steam. sometimes with assholes (jerk offs?, assholes sounds like a compliment) you have to deal as them being such. but still, even if i don't want to go there, there is that strange feeling that they did not kill you, so they owe you as we are on earth, and there are some laws which they totally disrespect. so there is notion that you should fight them, all legally that is, but how?!!

more and more serbs cannot stop talking about me and thus the more they talk the more jealousy and hatred they are creating as apparently many of them would like to see me dying and begging for life, the least they wanna see me is living or living it up.

on the contrary to their dismay i am writing a new art book and

and their malignant hate is now only multiplying. 

they cannot stand me. in addition, freedom is when you can go about town without fear, unnoticed. thus i have none of it.

a couple of days ago more and more serbs, the kind that likes to add insult to an injury, got me sentenced in a jazzed up criminal case trying to prove that i was truly a criminal - and that surely won't get me an approved american visa to see my child ever again. well, let me tell you this one, in reality, i don't give a fuck about them or america.

i just feel they owe me. and i hate when someone that owes me hates me. but it usually happens although they borrowed from my life without my consent.

for every hate-ding they made on my vehicle – according to their sub-standards of measure - since i was sentenced criminally for nothing, i would assume I should be indemnified for 100000  - a hundred thousand euros loss counting in emotional loss, well psoriasis cannot be incurred willingly.

so motherfuckers should owe me at least 1500000,00 euros by now only for hooligan - vandal damage to my vehicle. and i do not want to think if this was done by crazy neighbors' workers from no.5 (no.7) in my street or other crazy or jealous neighbors or someone downtown, i just know this damage is the product of hate and that by doing this they are diminishing the standard of my life /living\ as i feel lesser a human being. other people do not have to worry about such damages since "unknown" folks ARE NOT destroying their property.

we cannot even begin talking about getting even, because every single day i spent without my child, a situation produced and induced by Serbian and american secret services should be paid at least another 100000,00 euros per day which at this moment equals to the amount of

4383 days, 16 hours X €100000 equals € 438300000,00 and I am sure it is a Serbian national debt many times over so that is why i see they wanna kill me or destroy me - they cannot pay what they owe me - they destroyed my life, marriage everything and now they continue on destroying me and my property because that is the only way out - the Serbian way

even if I deduct damages for broken marriage since my ex-wife remarried, it is a simple math. serbs, americans, nemesis! i am sure they (you) won’t admit it, but at least their (your) enemies will agree with me.

just like baba dioum (got to be some smart guy) said: “in the end we will conserve only what we love. we will love only what we understand. we will understand only what we are taught.” i bet serbs and americans understand me quite well and what they did to me but it is the fear of responsibility what prevents them from coming to mind and senses.

let's talk business. until i am paid in full we cannot even talk about forgiving and forgetting!!! you can keep on destroying my property and adding more insults to injuries you can fill me up with lead too, but I am insured with God, one day we are going to get squared off in this world or the next.
the sooner I depart the quicker I will come back with a vengeance, and vengeance is the only thing left. until then take a sneak peek at what happened to some of them who rejoiced in my misery. and honestly when i return nothing that bad is going to happen to anyone. i double promise you

and by then i hope there will be more dings and dangs on my property and more unnecessary sentences, more hatred, hate looks and hate talk. so I can keep on adding it up.

cheers some serbs!

cheers hom(mi)es! 

if anyone could delicately spread the word about what happened to me in usa and what is happening to me in serbia; practically, i am not allowed to continue living as a human being. and because they cannot handle the truth they are intensifying the campaing of some blatant lies regarding me, i can only feel that is what's going on. even though my story compares to the worst in history of mankind, i will never get the support from the persecuted ones for everyone thinks he (or them) is (are) more persecuted than the other. that's the way it goes. i guess thus i have enemies on both sides.

WHAT REALLY HAPPENED, VERSION A

Following 9.11 there were some rumors in the media that Israelis and Serbians were involved in the plot. And even at that time, some group of Serbian government sponsored Serbian idiots operating by the code name “Group 69” falsely bragged about masterminding the plot. 

Today they all receive pensions from the Serbian government for that and they are after me as if rogue cops were after Dirty Harry, courtesy of Judge Honeyman! Most likely because I have never followed their agenda, and all fools believe if you are not with them you are against them, so you must die.

On the other hand, CIA is after me as obsessed as about a collateral runaway zombie. what was the name of that rolling stones' song speaking of a rock and a hard place.... them have a brand new headquarters in belgrade for balkan peninsula, and i believe that's not where the couple of bestial beatings that maimed me and the spitting thing came from; spitting which a well-known neighbor started performing on per see basis on me; trying not to keep repeating his repelling name every once in a while. those beatings left a trace on me. spitting and other disgusting things were nothing in comparison to more dire and alarming things i am expecting to come if they were not thrown at me already as i had been feeling sick (heck have been almost 12 years around here). why sick? perhaps Grupa 69 and CIA cooperate now and who knows what they have been doing to me - black-op health wise. i only know what harassment i have been through on Serbian streets on the part of the Serbian public. it's good thing two government entities are messing with me, so they can always blame one another for the kill they both would enjoy as would some others too.
Now: Just like Lee Harvey Oswald's Killer 'Jack Ruby', Judge Charles M. Honeyman came from strong Jewish background and while prosecuting (and persecuting me in) my case he obviously wanted to show the world that "Jews have guts," and to be a "redeemer" in the eyes of the public he immediately found the first Serbian "terrorist" he could have destroyed and it was me. The rest is history.

Not only that he had destroyed my family and helped putting me into CIA custody. He made sure I never return to normal life again as “some” - one after another - false story followed me after I had returned to this Serbian state where I was promptly attacked by these people, cannot call them Serbs but mongrels, because Serbs are something different to me. This Serbian state where I am at right now and the attacks I have been experiencing on the part of some of its inhabitants can only be characterized as inhuman and demonic nevertheless. Many of them seem to be demonically possessed which may be the consequence after many years of communist reign. How in the world one can explain why they cannot just leave me alone…even though i am telling to myself: relax, man relax, i cannot relax having in mind everything that's going on

i have been the centerpiece of raging propaganda war and i am sure that honeyman guy knew exactly what  was going to happen to me. the power of grupa 69 is not to be underestimated. for example, if i meet a nice person, not knowing anything about me, i got a new friend. but if i see that same person   weeks later all of a sudden she will be irritated for no known reason other than she was obviously brushed up  over "who i was"./  behaving as if i had done something to her. thus having no social value can make it very difficult to have personal value (aka confidence, which is totally lost) and that in turn means that i an't attractive. that explains why i live all by myself. same thing goes for service quality as i will never get an equal reliable quality service in serbia even though wherever i go i am supposing they do not know me since i do not know them. but that does not work, they all know me pretty well - and they do not mean well. why Honeyman, why did you do that to me?!!

IN 1999, A BIG FELLOW - UNITED STATES - BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF SERBIA, AND INSTEAD OF AT LEAST STANDING UP FOR THEMSELVES WHEN BEING BULLIED AND INTIMIDATED SERBS TURNED AROUND TO UNLEASH THEIR FURY AT SOMEONE INNOCENT AND UNSUSPECTING. MANY SERBS HAVE BEEN TRASHING ME SINCE 2003 WHEN THE DAMAGE WAS DONE. IT IS A VERY COWARDLY ACT. THEN, INSTEAD OF QUICKLY UNDOING WHAT THEY HAD BEEN DOING TO ME FOR YEARS, INSTEAD OF REPAIRING OR TRYING TO REPAIR THE SITUATION THEY ARE STILL BASHING AROUND THE CORPSE THEY CREATED TWELVE YEARS AGO. HOW STUPID, AND IGNORANT IS THAT? SERBS HATE CIA'S GUTS, AND THEN AGAIN SWALLOW INFORMATION FROM THAT SAME AGENCY REGARDING ME. HOW STUPID, HOW IGNORANT, HOW LOWLY?!! HOW HORRIBLE IS THAT NATIONAL SPORT, THROWING ROCKS FROM THE CHEAP SEATS, ANY IDIOT CAN DO THAT. IT BEATS ME,......MAN OH BROTHER I CANNOT STOP, JUST TELL ME TO EAT SHIT AND I'LL GOT EAT ONE TO BOLSTER MY ENERGY TO GO UP A NOTCH, AND THEN I AM GOING TO FIND ME A TARGET, A LITTLE DOLL THAT LOOKS SOMETHING LIKE THEM AND THEN I AM GOING TO BURN IT....AND THEN I AM GOING TO LAUGH LIKE CRAZY
smradovi odma osete slabu tacku i izivljavaju se....

Halliburton Times, 23 April 2014. 

Follow up on April 26th 2014: 
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT OUT OF PURE FEAR I CANNOT GO OUT TO ANY PUBLIC EVENT SUCH AS THE SOCCER GAME. I AM BEING LABELED AND SLANDERED A SERBIAN BENEDICT ARNOLD, WHILE ON THE OTHER HAND, THOSE THAT GOT ME INTO THIS MESS, AMERICANS, HAD STUCK IT UP MY ASS TOO. I AM MORE INFAMOUS THAN ANY OF SERB SOCCER PLAYERS WHICH I CANNOT EVEN NAME. MY IMAGE IS ON A PAR WITH WHAT THEY HAVE ON CHEERIOS LOCALLY, THAT WELL KNOWN. YESTERDAY AS I WAS DRIVING BY HORDES OF SOCCER FANS EXITING GAME MANY OF THEM TURNED THEIR HEADS POINTING AND GESTURING AT ME, WHILE FOR EXAMPLE WHEN TIM HANKS  OR JOHN MCENROE PASSED BY ME IN NEW YORK I DID NOT EVEN BOTHER TO GIVE THEM A SECOND GLANCE. WHAT IS SO IMPRESSIVE ABOUT ME? WHAT THAT MEANS? WHO'S GOING TO RETURN MY PRIVACY AND NOT ONLY PRIVACY BUT MY INNOCENCE, MY FAMILY....IF SOMEONE WANTS TO HELP ME I WON'T NO EXCUSES I WANT THE RESULTS. if you could imagine how many psychopaths who cannot be told to stop are now involved into harassing me with their behavior like an incurable disease you would figure out why i have lost all self-confidence required for normal living. i wish these countries and the people who made it so go down somehow just like i did. so it gets obvious there is some true justice and not the fake justice as prescribed by psychopaths in judicial systems that have lost touch with reality and sense for right or wrong. being ranting for the last couple of sentences, sorry, my helpless situation took the best of me

SICKENING

I believe someone tried to kill me today by swerving his silver VW jetta into my lane of traffic right by the St. Sava Church in Belgrade. His speed was around 85 MPH and I was approaching at around 60 kPH. Distance was 20 feet away when I managed to react swiftly and escape the direct hit. i was scared shitless. If so, at least several people were involved because someone had to tell them I was coming up the Boulevard.

Well, if something happens to me, as a legacy I want the world to know that I suspect the following wanted so:

1. Serbian secret services and Serbian secret power clans
2. CIA
3. George W Bush? and his administration.

When I first came to this country Serbia in 2003 I did not have any enemies. Then during the course of years, someone managed to create them for me. The only thing left was to design this blog and set off my defense.

I believe the following hate mail, that is floating around Serbia, written by jelena macic was meant for me to stir Serbians into more hatred, and not for the women in black as they claim; that, as she saw me crying here over destiny of american basketball coach Jim Valvano who was a great guy btw and that is why some serbs have called me crazy recently dragging their feet as nuts when walking by me, for example. not to mention that this behavior is orchestrated by somebody somewhere in serbia. if they said a sissy boy or pussy, but crazy. hey! if you'd be capable of understanding this, then you'd almost get my situation here)

the following was written by jelena macic and is floating on the serbian net:

NEMATE POSAO?
Ako ste ruzni, skloni laganju i saosecanju prema svakom ko nije pripadnik vaseg naroda...ako ste spremni da izdate i mrzite sopstvenu zemlju i naciju....ako ste egzibicionista i skloni privlacenju paznje (ne bi li vas neko konacno opalio...)..ako ste blago ometeni u razvoju ...
Budite ZENA U CRNOM...odlicno je placen posao stranom valutom! Prednost imaju ruzni i nedojebani...pol nebitan!

i think the root of a problem lies in Serbian sick tendency to constantly harass or attack me whenever seems possible.

I want someone to wake me up and tell me i have been dreaming this serbian nightmare

wake me up when it is all over when i am wiser and much older

I am ashamed of going through Serbian downtown as they are all staring at me as if healing sickening frustrations over me.

Oh God, i need you right in front of me as a shield. 

I would add to this ominous phonecall i have received today (Wednesday, April 17th 2014 in the evening hours, female caller with various background murmurs) from allegedly the funeral service in Belgrade SUZA (Engl.: Tear) via landline inquiring about the alleged order of a funeral casket with 2 x 3 meter in dimensions. Female caller also stated that the phone number was provided by the "redakcija" (Engl.: editorial board).
And I ask you, who in this country has the logistics and capacity to disturb and distress one individual if it is known, at least
to me, that i do not have enemies in this or any other country that I can name by their first and last names.

m………rs

MY LEGACY on Serbia: I've never lived with more treacherous, perfidious, vindictive and jealous people in my life.
Honestly, even CIA custody was more better than life in Serbia (living among Serbs)
I cry for you "Argentina", however, "Argentina" never more!!!
first of all, never felt that someone was going to attack or hate me without any reason, these people do, and they do it with gusto!!!!!!!!
let me give you an example of trust: i ate meals CIA made for me, i don't eat what i pay for around here (restaurants, Serbia). 
WHAT IS DISGUSTING THEY ARE EVEN TEACHING CHILDREN TO HATE ME AND INVOLVING / UTILIZING THEM IN THEIR DIRTY TASKS. THIS IS THE ULTIMATE INJUSTICE

it’s not only that some serbs are jealous, they are absolutely crazy. like I said motherfuckers in Delhaize, most likely mafia managed company, kept the same people in vojvode stepe maxi store and now even after I had complained numerous times, their cashiers are still pointing red laser beam from the price scanner into my eyes. today little fat cashier did it, she left it on the cashier’s running belt upside down, and while it was dangling left and right, it caught my eye like hell. suddenly all i saw was red. I promptly had vision problems and developed an eye lump over the course of a day. major headache too.

perhaps serbs hate me, let's sing a bit, because i was snitching on some serbs that wanted to fuck my exwife while I was detained in CIA’s custody. I'd do it all over again, because these ugly motherfuckers wanted a peace of me. so here, you can stop that shit – I was not doing anything cowardly and low, I was protecting my family. you can all suck my cock. dejan kovacevic, milan nedic and dragomir djordjic (mr. djorjdic being the scum or this earth, imo) – and the fourth one I cannot remember who it was. I was not a snitch; these guys wanted a peace of me. them and the rest of the serbs achieved their goal, they ruined my family and life forever assisted of course by George w bush’s government. 
last minute update april 5th 2014: when i went there to buy two more items i forgot, around 20:00 and after i had exited my already irritated eyes went into the disturbance overload mode. weird coincidence or they did more "stuff" to attack me like i explained earlier, i.e. letting or burning highly acidic cleaning liquids into the air or similar...now what sort of nation wants to take your eyesight away from you for sharing the same habitat and FOR WHAT!!!
answer my question jerks

HATRED 101 -- HOPING FOR DIVINE RETRIBUTION

Serb. appetite for destruction................................................
serbian dream has finally being accomplished, now they can sit tight, fall back, rest in peace, and enjoy their day in full. how cowardly? somebody damaged my car overnight less than a month since i had bought it. serbian heart just could not take it anymore, they simply had to do it. 
it's easy to spot on "satellites" who did it and when, this entire area is covered by the Program.

i can suspect national security off-duty officers, jealous neighbors, other evil men. to me they are all evil if one was brave enough to come forth and attack me like this, there are thousands capable to hate. i do not blame serbs for this, i just do not know what they want from me. i do not waste my time thinking about any one of them, but it seems i  have been their priority in life for the last ten years!!! how low?!!! indescribable. i blame george w bush and his administration because without any explanation they ended not only my family but the peace of mind.

it is one thing if you do not want someone in your country and let that person alone after breaking up his family, but totally another if you are letting stinking trail drag behind your victim forever, endlessly, just like it is happening to me. stinking trail produced by george w bush's america has never stopped smearing me. this what happened last night is the direct product of that. unsoothed savage beasts keep on destroying my life, my property and my future. there is absolutely no way this was not intentional and not done on purpose. you always blame who ordered it, not the one who executed it....that's about it. and this is only one of the smallest things in comparison to what i have been through in serbia in the last 10 plus years....
perhaps then they will stop calling me that king and i will become somebody or something more realistic.